284. Listen to me
284. Listen to me
Just turned around, but it turned out to hurt her so much.
He didn't think about it. Maybe even she didn't think of it herself.
Qin Xi is Qin Shoujing, when she realized this, she tried to make herself accept, but he refused her approach with an indifferent attitude, so she decided that Qin Shoujing was not Qin Xi.
But this inference is completely wrong!
What was he doing at that time? Because he had a little bit of a good impression of her, but his self-esteem was hurt by the two god-transforming monks, and he refused her approach because of the boring self-esteem that was hurt, and also because of ...... At that time, he didn't have that many feelings.
"That's because ......"
This time, she gave him time, but he couldn't say it.
Because there was no such deep affection at that time? Even if this is true, if he says this, then there is really no hope at all.
What else can he say? He's not a liar, and he's not a sweet talker. He is clumsy in words, and what he says is always true. Deception of this kind of thing. He'd only done it once, and just once, and now he's paid for it.
For a long time, Qin Xi didn't answer, so her expression gradually turned into a sneer: "Can't you say it?" ”
He turned his head, not knowing how to meet her gaze.
Until she felt disappointed: "You are always like this, giving me illusions, and then retreating, leaving me alone in the whirlpool, waiting for me to climb up and pull me down...... I'm married, I'm downset, if you ignore me, probably the relationship will slowly die, but why do you still want to tease me? Qin Shoujing, you just know that I love you! ”
When she shouted this sentence, even she didn't realize that she had such a grievance.
In this life, she has lost too many things, so she is not afraid of losing. However, she hates this feeling of not being able to get and not letting go!
When she got married, she calmly handled this feeling, if it weren't for his seemingly nonchalant flirtation during this time, maybe after so many years, there would really be no more.
But he didn't let her go. This way, it seems to be ruthless. was too good to her for a while, and cold for a while - he didn't hook up with her as clearly as Jing Xingzhi, if that was the case, maybe the little bit of affection she had left would disappear without a trace, he just stood in a distance that seemed to be far and near, so that she couldn't get close, couldn't leave, and couldn't be reluctant.
"Can't tell?" The emotions that had been pent up for decades were vented, but there was no response, Mo Tiange calmed down and stopped him when he was about to speak. She raised her head, with a little arrogance, and looked at him: "Then there is no need to say anything, I am here, and I will continue to walk Yuanying!" That's it for today, I don't want to hear any more reasons, and I ask you to keep your distance in the future! ”
"Not ......" how could he have stopped at this time? Especially when she said that! "Heavenly Song ......"
couldn't retreat further, so Mo Tiange could only turn his back to him, and if he couldn't see him, maybe he wouldn't be soft-hearted.
But his arms came around his back. The narrow gap she couldn't break open at all.
His breath was in her ear, with an uncontrollable jī movement: "How do you ask me to keep my distance, you...... You say you love me......"
"So what?" She sneered, "Didn't you already know? ”
"I don't know!" He forcefully wrenched her body, "I know that you have a good impression of the former 'Senior Brother Qin', but I don't know how much you have feelings, I thought, I thought ......" He moved a little incoherently, "You can marry Dan, it must be no longer ...... At least not so many ......"
Luàn said a bunch of nonsense, and he became serious again, and asked seriously, "Why can you get married?" ”
Mo Tiange was stunned and furious: "What do you mean why I can get married?" Am you happy if I can't marry Dan? ”
"Of course not!" Qin Xi was so anxious that he didn't know what to say, "But...... But...... I can't get married! I thought of a lot of methods, dan yào, state of mind cultivation, and even ...... I even let the master use a secret method to enter my sea of consciousness, but I always succeeded, and it didn't make sense for you to ......."
"What does it matter to me that you can't get a baby?!" She was even angrier, "Let go!" ”
"Don't let it go, you said so, I'll be a fool if I let it go! Master knew that he would definitely beat me to death! ”
"You ......"
"You wait!" He calmed down a little, "You made me think what to say." ”
After thinking about it, he still didn't know what to say about the scene in front of him, so in the end, Qin Xi gave up: "Forget it, I'll start from the beginning, and you are not allowed to speak from now on." ”
"Why ...... I"
The following words were blocked by him. Mo Tiange opened her mouth angrily and bit it, but Qin Xi didn't give her a chance, clasped her jaw, bit her tongue and didn't let her speak.
It took a while for the entanglement to end. Breathing unsteadily, she finally gasped: "You ......"
He stopped her between her teeth: "It's all said, you are not allowed to speak from now on, and if you want to speak, then we don't have to say anything." ”
"......" Mo Tiange felt that something was not quite right, why did he seem to be led by the nose? But if you don't listen to him, you can't seem to do it......
Seeing her sleepy expression, Qin Xi couldn't help laughing, straightened her long hair, which had been scattered, and whispered, "Listen to me, okay?" ”
She hesitated for a moment, but finally acquiesced. Seem...... No, it doesn't work by default.
"I ...... Admitted, at the beginning, I didn't have any feelings, I just felt that it was good to get along with you simply as Qin Xi. If at that time, I go back to Qin Shoujing, you will definitely stay away from me. Moreover, you are so suspicious, if Qin Shoujing went to save you, would you still be so close to me like that? ”
Mo Tiange didn't answer, but from her look, he got an answer.
Qin Xi smiled: "You seem to be ...... Always being afraid of being more powerful than you are, perhaps because of that, makes you feel insecure. I can understand that with such a secret, you have to be careful everywhere, but be so vigilant. will make you reject all the power that you can't control. If I were Qin Shoujing, then you would definitely not trust me, even if I saved you at that time and took you back to Xuanqingmen, it would be difficult for you to have a sense of belonging to Xuanqingmen, wouldn't you? ”
"......" Mo Tiange wanted to refute, but what he said seemed to be right. It was Senior Brother Qin who made her trust at first, so when she arrived at Xuanqing Gate, she slowly accepted this kind of life, and then found that it was not so difficult to trust the people around her. Even later, she was disappointed in Senior Brother Qin, but Luo Fengxue, Ye Jingwen, Uncle Xuanyin, and Master ...... These people made her feel that trust was not so scary.
Senior Brother Qin is not the whole reason, but it is the initial reason.
"Of course, I like this feeling myself, I think it is much easier to be a junior monk of the same realm in front of you, you can say something without scruples, do something......"
At that stage, she did feel that he was sincere and frank, undisguised, frank and clean, but ......
"And then there's the demon beast luàn." Qin Xi said, "I don't know how to explain this matter to you, but I can tell you that I was in a bad mood at that time, and it wasn't aimed at you." ”
Not against her or the dead face? Mo Tiange was angry: "You ......"
"Huh! I said it, and now you are not allowed to say it. ”
Mo Tiange closed his mouth even more angrily.
"Maybe you didn't know something was going on." He took a deep breath, intending to tell the story for the first time, "Did you find out?" I came out of the Void Heaven Realm of the two god-transforming predecessors, and I was seriously injured? ”
Mo Tiange thought about it and nodded. Although she didn't say it explicitly, she could see it with her eyes at that time.
Qin Xi smiled, a little self-deprecating: "Actually, that's because, in the Void Heaven Realm, that Yuanbao senior said that I was pregnant with a Yang Spirit Bead and was suitable for cultivating his exercises, so he tossed me ......."
Facing Mo Tiange's questioning gaze, he had no choice but to say as it was: "He gave me a lot of strange things, and used a lot of inexplicable methods, almost tossing half of my life, and it is precisely because of this that I was seriously injured." He said that this is to transform my body and bring me infinitely closer to the pure yang physique, so that it ...... So you can ...... Be your furnace ......"
By the end, he was almost silent.
Mo Tiange's eyes widened, and he finally spoke: "Lu Ding? ”
"Hmm." His face was slightly red, and he turned his head, "He said, although I am not born with a pure yang physique, but I am a golden fire two spirit roots, both of which are yang genus, and they are fused with yang spirit beads...... In this way, being your furnace tripod can help you cultivate quickly......"
Mo Tiange kept staring at him, almost unable to believe what he had heard. Furnace Ding? She has always been afraid that she will be forced to become a furnace because of her physique, and it turns out that he is also ...... Afraid of being her furnace? This, this, this...... What's this called?!
Qin Xi coughed lightly, very uncomfortable under her gaze: "I admit it...... The words of that Yuanbao senior hit me too much, so as soon as I came out, I was in a hurry to go back to heal and retreat, and I would be promoted to the Yuanying as soon as possible, and I was angry with you because of this......"
Mo Tiange was speechless for a long time. She had thought that no matter what reason he gave, she would still feel angry, but this reason...... It's so ridiculous, so ridiculous that she can't even speak, and she doesn't even have the strength to be angry......
"Tiange," he said with some trepidation, "I...... Are you laughing at me? ”
"......" was silent for a while, and she nodded expressionlessly, "Yes, I'm laughing at you." ”
"Sure enough......," he sighed, laughing at himself, "I know it's ridiculous, but ...... I don't think you will understand how humiliating this is for me. ”
"I don't understand." She said, grabbing him by the collar and gritting her teeth, "But I know you've been deceived!" ”