283. Venting
283. Venting
She must be dreaming, maybe she will wake up. I found myself cultivating in the Void Heaven Realm and fell asleep.
However, will the cultivator fall asleep? As a Yudan monk, will you fall asleep when you cultivate?!
That's an illusion, it must be an illusion......
I hypnotized myself for a long time, but when I opened my eyes, I still saw the rock wall and the face.
She's not dreaming.
So she collapsed, and pushed the person next to her hard, no matter the sound of him hitting the rock wall, anyway, a monk who was a knot would not die if he hit it. Pick up the things around you and want to smash him, but the surroundings are bare, how can there be anything? She reached into the bag and smashed it out of whatever she had.
"Heavenly Song!"
She didn't stop, she still picked up things and smashed them without a head, and if she didn't smash them, she wouldn't be able to stand it the next moment.
"Hmm!" There was a low cry of pain in her ear, and she stopped, gasping for breath and looking at the person who was close at hand.
Seeing her stop, Qin Xi put down the sleeves covering his face and said helplessly, "I...... Bumped into a wound. ”
Mo Tiange calmed down. Only then did he think of the wound on his back that had not yet been treated. She grimaced and said, "Turn around." ”
"......" paused, his clothes rubbed, and he obediently turned away.
"Take your clothes off!"
Although she knew that she meant to take off her wounds when she said this, Qin Xi couldn't help but want to crook it for a moment, and then untied her belt and took off her outer robe.
Behind his back, Mo Tiange rudely ripped off all his coats, taking advantage of the dim sky to see his wounds.
The giant eagle's claws were very sharp, and this scratch, the wound on his back was extremely deep, and just now he hit the rock wall again, and the blood that had already coagulated seeped out again.
Mo Tiange reached into the Qiankun bag, but he couldn't find what he wanted when he rummaged through it, thinking that he had lost a lot of bottles just now, so he had to look around with his head down. Finally, he found a yù bottle, uncorked it, poured the cold yào liquid into the palm of his hand, and slapped it directly on his wound with a sense of revenge.
He didn't scream, but the muscles near the wound were stabbed and trembled, giving her the thrill of revenge.
This revenge, the mood was much better, and then he carefully cleaned his wound with yào liquid, sprinkled yào powder, and cast a small healing spell. To make the wound look less horrible than it looked, he finally cut the shirt he had taken off with a flying sword and used it to bandage the wound.
After doing all this, Mo Tiange felt that something was wrong again.
A narrow space, a half-luǒ man by her side, and not so long ago, this man did something like that to her!
So she thought for a moment and said, "Put on your clothes!" ”
He mō his nose, turned sideways and said innocently, "Your clothes were torn by you." ”
"......" Mo Tiange paused, and the anger couldn't help but rise again, but thinking of his wound, he swallowed this breath again, and said angrily in a low voice, "Is this your clothes?" ”
Of course it can't be, they are not mortals, so many things can be put in the Qiankun bag, can't they put a few clothes?
Qin Xi moved, so he had to take out the clothes from the Qiankun bag, and then said, "But you tie it like this, I can't wear it......"
"......" Mo Tiange glared at him angrily, "Give it to me!" ”
Take his shirt. Dressed up for him rudely, her skin was always rubbed unconsciously, and at first her heart was filled with a nameless fire, full of anger, but in the end it turned into embarrassment.
She has lived for more than eighty years, and at her current age, she is an old lady among mortals, but she is a monk who is immersed in asceticism, and has never experienced such a thing. Looking back on the past 80 years, when I was a child, I often saw those boys swimming in the river by the village, but those were all children......
Thankfully, the process wasn't long. He quickly put on his shirt and finally tied his belt.
"That's it!" She said she was going to step away.
But the next moment, his waist was grabbed by someone, and he immediately couldn't help but fall forward, just being hugged by him.
She struggled to her feet, but his arms tightened, leaving her struggling with nowhere to go. He was a head taller than her, and she couldn't even struggle her head out of such a hug, and she was completely drowned in his arms. The anger that had faded was back in flames, and she opened her mouth to bite his xiōng bore.
This kind of bite only caused him to snort, so she couldn't bite anymore. When I opened my mouth, the tears that I thought would never be there again fell little by little.
What the hell is going on? What the hell is he trying to do? One moment so cold to her, the other time like this! It's always so good that she can't help but misunderstand, but the words are frozen. One moment it was Qin Xi, and the other was Qin Shoujing...... She recognized him clearly as Qin Shoujing, and buried her feelings for Qin Xi in the depths of her heart, but as Qin Shoujing, he ......
"Qin Shoujing, what do you want?" She wiped away her tears little by little, and asked calmly, "Didn't you say you wouldn't covet me anything?" What is it now? ”
He was silent for a long time, but he never let go of his hand, and after a while, he slowly said, "I...... I would like to ask you, what do you mean by that? He grabbed her waist and lifted her head, not allowing her to escape a point, "Am I Qin Xi or Qin Shoujing, what is the difference?" ”
“……”
"Why don't you say it?" He asked, "Why did you give me such a sentence when I ended the retreat for you, went out to look for yào for you, and almost lost half of my life in the end?" ”
“……”
"Don't answer?" His chún sticks it up. He opened his mouth to bite hers, little by little, as if biting, and then asked between her teeth, "What do I want?" Why don't you ask, what do you want me to do? ”
"I ......" this time he didn't let her answer, his waist was tightly clasped by him, not the little rubbing just now, but almost gnawing and devouring.
He never knew that he was such a violent person, but at this moment. His heart was filled with the hope of destroying her. I don't want her to escape, I don't want her to say those hurtful words, I don't want to look at her distant eyes, trap her beside her, make her unable to move, and no longer be able to hurt him with such seemingly unintentional but indifferent eyes.
The robe of the sect can't be torn off, but I don't know what method he used, and almost the whole piece was torn. In a narrow space, he couldn't even struggle, not to mention that he grabbed her waist so hard and wrapped it around her wrists.
A cold hand reached under the hem of the garment, slid all the way through, and finally gripped the slippery skin, causing unsettling pain. But he couldn't speak, and his ěn never stopped.
The breath is very tight, the small space brings bī to the oppression, the sudden jī feelings, burning like fire, and drowning them like water.
Mo Tiange struggled to float up from such water, although the feeling was addictive, she instinctively felt that she should stop, so the hand that finally broke away waved out fiercely, and hit him in the face with a "snap".
Quiet, silent.
"Let go of me." She said in a muffled voice.
Qin Xi was silent for a long time, and finally let go: "I'm sorry." ”
His apology made Mo Tiange unable to suppress it, she suddenly grabbed his collar and strangled him: "I'm sorry what? What do you think you have to apologize for? ”
"I apologize for my actions." His voice finally regained its composure, and then he said, "But what I said is not a lie, and I need not apologize for it." ”
“……”
He continued: "I really don't understand, what kind of woman are you, usually like a man who refuses to admit defeat, but is timid and withdrawn in front of feelings, and always does hurtful things. Saying hurtful things! ”
"I don't know what kind of man you are, one moment to say this, the other to do that!" Ignited by his words, Mo Tiange could barely control his temper, "You said you were for me?" But for more than 30 years, you have avoided it, and you have never thought of confessing your identity to me, and even if I knew, you would not have any explanation! Yes, I knew you were Qin Shoujing, and I didn't care about any deception, but you didn't say a word, did you take it for granted? Don't you feel like you don't need to explain at all? ”
"I ......"
"Don't say that!" She snorted, pushed him back, and continued to grab him by the collar, "Back then, you knew that I had a secret affection for Senior Brother Qin, you kept your distance, I am not a fool, so I am not delusional." I'm also a monk, I also want to walk the road to becoming an immortal, what feelings, I can control it, I can endure it, but, but, ...... You're always changing, and when you're good, you're so good to me, and after a while, you're avoiding. You go and save me, do you know how touched I am? I wonder if you have a little affection for me? Can I look forward to it? But as soon as you came out, you treated me like that. Yes, I know that my cultivation is too inferior to you, I am just a minor monk to you, and I am not worth your attention, but if you look down on me, why should you be so considerate and gentle! ”
She lowered her head and controlled the corners of her trembling mouth, so that she could not let him see it: "I guessed that you are Qin Shoujing, I know that I am suspicious, but I also know that if you have any bad intentions, you don't have to do that to me at all." So I told myself, maybe you have your reasons, since you don't say it, I will still treat you as Senior Brother Qin, and treat you as before. But the result? The luàn of the demon beast is over, I picked up a life and came back, and I finally saw you again, but you didn't see me! You look down on me! ”
"I didn't look down on you, I never said ......"
"But that's your attitude!" She stopped him in a louder voice, "Watch me walk towards you, but you don't look at it, turn around and walk away!" Yes, my cultivation is very poor, is it embarrassing for you that I became your junior sister? But in the first place, you asked Master to take me as an apprentice! ”
"Not ......"
"Don't deny it!" She said loudly, even a little hysterical, "At that time, I understood, you are not Senior Brother Qin, you are Qin Shoujing, a 'senior' who is kind to me, but is separated from me by thousands of rivers and mountains!" ”
"You ......"
"You say I'm hurting? Qin Shoujing, Shoujing Zhenren, Senior Brother Shoujing, why do you think you can turn around and leave when you don't like it, you can look back and see me when you want it? I would like to ask you what do you think of me? A moment of indifference and ruthlessness, a moment of warmth! At that time, you turned around and left, and avoided it for thirty-five years, what do you make me think? I don't want to be sentimental anymore! ”