Chapter 128: Give up Chenxuan
This night, three people, one is in a coma, one is silent, the other is sad, no one is happy, obviously the most important, the happiest wedding night, but it is spent like this, although I have made psychological preparations very early, but Guo Rou is still inevitably a little sad.
In the princess's mansion, this night was quite thrilling, the imperial doctors were busy, and finally pulled the fetus in Yan Qingwan's womb back from the ghost gate, Mu Xiaoya stayed by Yan Qingwan's side every step, for fear that she would miss something.
Mo Yuqing returned to the General's Mansion under Mu Xiaoya's urging, now at this time, it is not the time for children to be in love, under her persuasion, Mo Yuqing did not continue to insist, and after learning that Yan Qingwan was safe, he returned to his mansion and recuperated well.
The next day, when the sun rose, Yan Qingwan finally opened her eyes, Mu Xiaoya sighed slightly, her tense nerves finally relaxed, and she went back to her room to rest, serving Yan Qingwan as she wished, looking at her with some reproach, but she didn't say anything.
They all understood that at this time, the most uncomfortable person in their hearts was her, but Yan Qingwan smiled at everyone uncharacteristically, as if after a night of sleep, she had changed her face and abandoned all kinds of embarrassments from yesterday.
The only unpleasant thing is that in the afternoon, someone came to the palace and let Yan Qingwan enter the palace.
Everyone knew in their hearts that even if Helian Zeye was willing to let go of Yan Qingwan, Yan Qingwan, who was pregnant with the emperor's grandson in her belly, the emperor on the top would not let her go.
When she was carried into the palace, Yan Qingwan began to think about what the man had said to her, if she wanted to stay away from this place of right and wrong, then she couldn't keep this child, even if she could give birth to a child reluctantly, growing up in such an environment would not have the slightest fun at all.
Thinking of this, Yan Qingwan began to waver, maybe the child was born without a good physique, after all, when she conceived him, it was already very difficult, if the child survived, he must be sick, very weak, and born in the emperor's family, there is no childhood fun, no family affection, I don't know the warmth and coldness of people, and I don't know when I will encounter other people's plots, and my safety is not guaranteed.
The more I thought about it, the more irritable I became, and subconsciously stroked my lower abdomen, Yan Qingwan asked herself in her heart, is this really good? Baby, are you willing to suffer so much? Is it that Mommy is too selfish, and it may be a better choice to let you disappear without pain.
Until she was sent to the queen's bedroom, and after being warmed by her, Yan Qingwan was in a state of distraction.
It's just that she never thought that here, she would meet Helian Chenxuan, and when she saw this man again, she had a feeling of being separated from the world, and in fact, it was only a little more than a month since they returned to the capital one after another.
"Are you okay?" The man's deep voice sounded behind him, Yan Qingwan almost thought that it was his auditory hallucination, and he actually took the initiative to greet her.
Thinking of the last time they met, he regarded her as a stranger and walked directly with a blank face, she still had palpitations, and now, he was willing to take care of himself, but it made her a little overwhelmed, and subconsciously replied: "I'm fine." ”
"You say that you are very good every time, but where can you make people believe that you are doing well, with a pale complexion, a thin body and bones, and a body full of medicinal smells, and there is no completely disappeared smell of blood, Yan Qingwan, is this how you take care of yourself?"
Helian Chenxuan's last sentence was almost roaring, and the more he spoke, the more angry he became, and his voice became sharper.
Yan Qingwan was stunned by his yelling, and she didn't react for a long time, and when she regained consciousness, she lowered her head a little embarrassed.
Seeing her like a child who had done something wrong, Helian Chenxuan had no way to continue to blame her, and with some trembling hugging took her into his arms, and said softly: "Qingwan, let's not continue the cold war, I can't watch you suffer and be indifferent." ”
Such a sentence made Yan Qingwan cry, all the grievances of the past few days were vented at this moment, Helian Chenxuan hugged her firmly, he knew that she had been pretending all along, and at this moment she was willing to reveal her true emotions in front of her, and the feeling of being trusted made him feel warm in his heart.
When she was tired of crying, he helped her sit on the soft couch, then prepared refreshments, carefully fed her a little, and then came down to look at her with peace of mind.
"Chen Xuan, I thought you would never pay attention to me again." Yan Qingwan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said a little sadly.
Seeing her like this, Helian Chenxuan said helplessly: "Isn't this what you want to see?" All along, your feelings for you, you will only feel burdened. ”
The childish statement made Yan Qingwan feel a little self-reproachful, and looked at him even more helplessly, obviously she was the one who made the mistake, but seeing her helpless look, he had no way to be cruel to her, so he could only take a step back and say, "I won't treat you like that in the future." ”
Although it was a very simple sentence, it made Yan Qingwan smile a little: "Chen Xuan, you are so good."
This is what she wants to say to him the most, since she came to this world, she has never left her, and the only man in front of her has been very good, although he has also hurt himself, but he is the best person for himself.
"I know now that this king is good, but it's not too late, as long as you want, this king still wants yours."
It seems to be a joke, but it makes the man look forward to it very much, and he looks at her a little nervously, hoping that she can change her mind and give him a different answer.
Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, the woman lowered her eyes and was silent for several minutes before she raised her head again, and she said, "Chen Xuan, we can't do it, you know, I'm your sister-in-law." ”
Even if he doesn't care about his status, he is her uncle, she is his sister-in-law, there is absolutely no possibility between them, in the past, the emperor was willing to give them a chance, but he didn't know Helian Zeye's identity, now, this time is different from the past, that person will definitely not stand idly by, she can't become a disaster, at least she can't harm Helian Chenxuan.
"Qingwan, why do you stick to this, you know, I never care about the eyes of outsiders." Helian Chenxuan said a little angrily, he knew that this was just her excuse, but he didn't want to give her a way out, he wanted her to face up to his problems.
"Chen Xuan, I don't want you to turn against me because of my brother, and I don't want you to be an enemy of your father because of me." Yan Qingwan said solemnly, she can't ignore it, because these are real problems,