Chapter 004: The Garbage Picker
After Zishan closed the door, she found that her hands were trembling for a long time, and it turned out that if she did it again, the scars in the depths of her heart were still there. Today, full of sadness and tears, when she opened the door and saw this noble lady, she really didn't know who this person was; And now, of course, she knows exactly who she is.
This person is really not an outsider, this person does not know how many times she has appeared in her dreams, and she does not know how many times she has been called by her in tears in the past years; It's just that this man never appeared.
And now, just when she was completely unprepared, when she was sad and most defeated, this man appeared. It's just that it didn't bring her the slightest bit of joy. Well, even today, she didn't feel too much joy in her heart when she saw this person.
Maybe she's been disappointed too many times, or maybe she's not praying anymore, or maybe she's used to it.
said that this person was not an outsider, because this person was related to her by blood; However, Zishan doesn't think she is a relative, because this person has never appeared in her childhood and adulthood, and she is a complete stranger. She is Zishan's mother, to be exact, her biological mother.
Zishan's biological mother, who has never seen her, only exists in the mouths of her father and uncle, uncle and aunt.
She was brought up by her grandmother. The role of mother did not exist in her childhood.
I don't know why Zishan looks like a grandmother in front of her eyes, but she has been dead for many years; Suddenly, she had some extravagant hopes for why God didn't let her go back to her childhood, to her grandmother.
The sun was warm, the trees were green, and the shade was cool. At that time, in her memory there was a low mud house, and the mud house had a small mullioned window; There was a grandmother sitting on the other side of the window, and she was squatting and playing under the window.
"Girl, are you there?"
"Yes, Grandma."
Every once in a while, my grandmother would ask a question, and she would always answer.
Yes, it's mundane, there's nothing special about it; However, it was the most profound scene in her memory—deeper than this was her grandmother's full and deep wrinkles, and her eyes full of kindness.
She will never see her grandmother again.
She has no mother in her memory. Because of her grandmother, she didn't grow up to be a weird girl.
Now, she's an adult, now she's a wife and a mother, and now she doesn't need a mother anymore; However, the person who had appeared countless times in her dreams appeared so suddenly in her life, and did not say hello to her beforehand. It's as if she had disappeared into her life and never left a word.
The knock on the door sounded again, but Zishan slowly turned around and walked back. She's no longer the person she used to be, so this time the result won't be the same.
This mother has money, but there is only money besides money.
The knock on the door was urgent, accompanied by the shouts of people, as if it was Feng Dayong? Zishan frowned, and suddenly remembered: Yes, just today when her biological mother came, Feng Dayong also came.
Well, marriage always has to be divorced; For herself, for her daughter, Feng Dayong, a man, let him go as far as he wanted. It's her business whether her biological mother comes or not, but it's up to her whether she recognizes this mother or not.
Zishan went over and opened the door again, looking at Feng Dayong outside the door: "Come in." ”
Feng Dayong stretched out his hand to the noble lady first: "You, please." It seems that the two of them have communicated, well, of course she hasn't forgotten why Feng Dayong changed her mind and suddenly stopped insisting on divorce - it was because she had an extra rich mother.
It's a pity that this time she won't be as he wished. Zishan looked at the noble lady Yang Guoying and said lightly: "You, please." directly stopped Yang Guoying and did not allow her to enter the door.
Feng Dayong turned around and stretched out his hand to pull Zishan away with half anger and half persuasion: "Zishan, how can you talk to the elders?" I came all the way to see you from afar......" He nodded to Yang Guoying with an apologetic smile on his face.
Zi Shan interrupted him: "Take your hand away, don't pull and pull if you want a divorce; You have to remember, Feng Dayong, since you filed for divorce yesterday, you are you and I am me. After unceremoniously shaking off Feng Dayong's hand, she glanced at Yang Guoying and added: "Also, where are there elders here?" Is this your elder? ”
"Your elder, please come to your and Koyanagi's house, what does it have to do with me? I don't want anyone to enter my home. She looked at Yang Guoying: "If you want to recognize your relatives, you must recognize the door." With that, she slammed the door again.
Once, the mother gave her a large sum of money and told her something that made her extremely sad; And she doesn't want to go through it again, she doesn't want to be disappointed, she doesn't want to be sad anymore, and she doesn't want to think about it again. In short, she didn't have a mother before, and she won't have a mother in the future.
Feng Dayong was about to open the door: "Zishan, what are you doing?" She's your mother, and she's your mother. ”
Indeed, it turned out that she and Yang Guoying would recognize each other because of Feng Dayong's persuasion, and because of Feng Dayong's "general knowledge"; But now she won't be deceived by Feng Dayong anymore, because she knows very well what the light in Feng Dayong's eyes is now - greed, naked greed.
Feng Dayong didn't want her to have a mother at all, nor did he want to untie her heart knot, nor did he kindly want their mother and daughter to recognize each other; He did everything for one word: money. He fell in love with Yang Guoying's money, and his meteoric rise was indeed because of his stupidity.
This time, Zishan won't give him this chance.
Feng Dayong opened the door and Zishan didn't stop him, but followed up and pushed Feng Dayong out: "If you don't want to come in, go out, but the divorce matter should be hurried; You're not in a hurry, I believe that Xiaoyanagi of yours will be in a hurry too, right? I heard that she was three months pregnant? ”
In these years, it is of course a joke that she is going to get married when she is pregnant, and besides, that Xiaoliu has had more than one pregnancy: these, of course, are what Zishan knew before she lived again; She didn't know until she recognized her mother and gave Feng Dayong all the money.
Yang Guoying's face changed, and he looked at Feng Dayong and frowned: "You have a woman outside, and you want to divorce Zishan?" ”
Feng Dayong stammered: "Here's the thing, you listen to me......" He has great respect for Yang Guoying, but not because Yang Guoying is Zishan's mother, just because of Yang Guoying's money; He has never had much respect for people, and there are only two words that can make him bend over: money and power.
Zi Shan rolled her eyes: "You guys talk slowly." She closed the door again, ignoring the two men.
Feng Dayong doesn't want to leave? It depends on whether she agrees or not. This kind of man, she is not able to live with him for a minute under the same roof.
It took so long and her daughter's life to recognize this man's nature, and now even if the sun comes out in the west, she will not live with Feng Dayong again.
People can be forgiven for making mistakes once, but if they are wrong twice, they can only blame themselves for being stupid, and they can't blame anyone, let alone God. And she, Zishan, is not smart, but not so stupid.
Zishan cleaned up and wanted to go out and buy some clothes; Over the years, she has habitually spent all her money on Feng Dayong and her daughter, and she herself can not spend it: the latest dress was bought three years ago. It turned out that she thought that Feng Dayong wanted to talk about business and go out to meet his co-workers, so he had to dress up decently; Daughter? That's her heart, she won't think it's too much to spend, of course, she will buy whatever is good, and would rather save some for herself.
So, her cosmetics are only a bottle of lotion, her jewelry? No, not a single one; The only two pieces of gold jewelry I bought when I got married were also given as gifts after cleaning Feng Dayong's business.
Now, she has to do the one thing she should have done a long time ago, and that is to be kind to herself. If she can't love herself well, how can she love her daughter well? Those who love themselves will know better how to love the people around them, rather than blindly loving all people.
There was nothing special to pack, because there were only two of her clothes. When she was about to go out, the phone rang, and she looked at the number and saw that it was just a string of numbers, not someone she knew.
Looking at this number, Zi Shan smiled, and now of course she knows who the owner of this number is, it is Feng Dayong's beloved: Xiao Yanagi. If Feng Dayong hadn't been kicked out by her, Xiaoliu's call would have happened to be known by Feng Dayong now, but unfortunately, Feng Dayong was not here.
"Hello, Xiaoliu, I'm Li Zishan." She pressed the answer button.
The person over there was obviously stunned for a moment, and then spoke: "I, I want to see you." "She is more direct than when she once called, could it be because Zishan answered the phone calmly?
Zishan knew why Xiaoliu called, and thought about her own nest, so she nodded: "Okay." time, half an hour later; Location: True Love Cafe at the west end of the pedestrian street. "She doesn't like coffee, but she likes the quietness there.
This time, she arranged the time and place, but it turned out that Xiao Liu arrogantly told her when and where to go: if you want to see her, you have to listen to her, and if you don't listen, you don't need to see her. Anyway, she didn't care.
Xiao Yanagi obviously paused for a while before saying, "I'm not very convenient, can you ......?"
"Really? I'm also busy. Zishan said lightly: "Goodbye." She really didn't have the heart to entangle with Xiao Sanduo, so she simply hung up the phone. In fact, isn't it much better to spend time shopping and buy something for yourself and your daughter than to face Koyanagi? She doesn't like to abuse herself right now.
Najo? Who does Koyanagi think he is, and who does he think Feng Dayong is?
The original Koyanagi was a mortal enemy in Zishan's eyes, but now Koyanagi is really nothing in her eyes: just a woman who wants to pick up the garbage she throws away.
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