Chapter 003: Finding the Wrong Person
Feng Dayong was scolded by his wife so much that he couldn't raise his head: "Zishan, I'm not ...... for a while."
"Shut up. The divorce was filed by you, whether you change your mind or not, make an appointment to discuss it again in the next few days, and we will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau immediately after the divorce agreement is signed and signed. You don't want to leave! After speaking, Zishan pointed to the door again: "Now I have something, you happen to have an appointment, you don't need me to find a broom to send you." β
Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan and felt that he didn't know her a little: when did Zi Shan become such a person? Even if she is angry, she will only reason with people, and will not yell at people; She often says that she is justified and not loud, why is she so excited today?
Also, being pointed out by his wife to the door made him feel very uncomfortable and a little annoyed; It's just, well, now that he's here to talk about divorce, it's inconvenient to lose his temper.
In fact, Feng Dayong himself didn't know why he didn't express his dissatisfaction directly, at least this house was sold with his hard-earned money; According to the original, if his wife dared to kick him out like this, he would definitely leave and never come backβit was just right to stay with Koyanagi.
But today, he just couldn't say a word of anger, even if he thought that Zishan had no right to drive him: "This is still my home, I'll pick up the baby......" He mentioned his daughter again, wanting to stay.
After he and Koyanagi got into a hot fight, for the first time, he didn't have a sense of disgust for this family, and he no longer wanted to leave immediately, but really wanted to stay. Of course, he won't stay here overnight, he just wants to, just wants to have a meal with his daughter at home.
In this family, the happy eating scenes with his wife and daughter and a family of three came to his heart, which made his heart feel hot, and he even thought that he could take his daughter out for a walk with Zishan after eating.
"Since we've talked about divorce, it's not convenient for me to keep you, so I won't send it if you go slowly." Zi Shan interrupted Feng Dayong's words, stepped to the door in a few steps, and directly opened the door to signal Feng Dayong to leave immediately.
She didn't want to spend even a minute longer under the same roof with her, breathing the air of an enclosed space with her, making her feel sick.
Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan, and didn't expect that things would be like this at all: "Zi Shan......" Even if he was a little embarrassed and angry just now, he shouldn't bear it anymore, but he really didn't understand why there was no anger in his heart, but he was reluctant.
Looking around this home, he thought of too many things, and those good and happy times all came back to his mind; He took a deep breath: "I really don't want to be enemies with you, at least, I think, we can still be friends." β
Zi Shan glanced at him: "Go, don't let me say something that I don't like; I don't care if I scold you or not, but because scolding people like you will dirty their mouths, and it's not worth 200 percent. She was not moved by the reluctance in Feng Dayong's eyes, but raised her chin slightly and pointed out the door to drive people out again.
Feng Dayong's words made her even more angry, what does it mean to be friends?! She, Li Zishan, has been married to him Feng Dayong for more than ten years, but not to be friends with him one day.
As for Feng Dayong's rare good temper and the reluctance in his eyes, it was even more ridiculous in Zishan's eyes: because she remembered very clearly that on this day, Feng Dayong came back and opened his mouth to divorce, saying that he had fallen in love with Xiaoliu, and then regardless of what she said and cried, he dropped a sentence "I have to leave, I have to leave if I don't leave" and turned around and was about to leave.
There is no half-point relationship, more than ten years of husband and wife, she asked herself if she has done anything to be sorry for Feng Dayong, nor has she done anything to be sorry for the Feng family; Why, when she begged him, he never thought that he would not be an enemy and still be a friend.
Originally, things were not like this, and the result of the conversation was that she fell to the ground because she was too excited, and what she heard before losing consciousness was Feng Dayong's words: "You will pretend to be dead, Xiaoshan, you are really good; Don't think you'll keep me this way, I'll leave first in a hurry and get the lawyer to talk about the divorce for you. β
It was because of Feng Dayong's words that she fainted to death; But when I woke up, I saw Feng Dayong with an impatient face, and the good-tempered doctor.
"Okay, right? Then I'll go first, it's really troublesome. She remembered that after Feng Dayong saw her open her eyes, he dropped this sentence and left her alone in the hospital.
Yes, she knew how hard Feng Dayong was; And this time, she stopped crying, and this time, she followed his heart as he wanted. For the sake of not him, in order to let himself have the least dignity: others don't love themselves, at least they have to love themselves.
Feng Dayong looked at Zishan, rubbed his big hands and rubbed them, and finally stood up and walked in front of Zishan, wanting to stretch out and shake Zishan's hand: "You, do you hate me?" I ......"
"Hate you? No, Feng Dayong, I don't hate you. Let's go, you can call and make an appointment to talk about the divorce tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. After Zishan finished speaking, Feng Dayong pushed out of the door and closed the door with a "bang".
She already knew that hating someone was to put him in her heart, and Feng Dayong was the person she wanted to delete in her life, the person she never wanted to remember again; Hate him? He really didn't deserve it.
Feng Dayong didn't expect that he would be swept out of the house, and stared at the door in amazement for a while before he turned around and walked to the elevator: he got the result he wanted, Zishan happily agreed to the divorce, but he didn't have the slightest joy at all, but had a feeling of indescribability.
He thought that Zishan couldn't do without him, thought that Zishan would die or live, and he also prepared some very fierce words, in order to let Zishan understand: He doesn't love her anymore. But what's going on now? Doesn't Zishan already love him? Especially the last sentence of not hating him, it made him feel very uncomfortable.
He was in a low mood, and he didn't even respond to the community security guard to greet him: the security guard still found a job for him, and he has always been a good person in the eyes of outsiders.
Stepping out of the community and seeing the car parked around the corner, he couldn't help but glance back at the community, and his heart twitched when he thought of Zishan pushing him out; Even Koyanagi, who got out of the car and had a big wave, beckoned to him, but it didn't make him feel even a little better.
Sitting in the box of the restaurant with Xiaoyanagi, he didn't come back to his senses. When Xiaoliu learned that Zishan agreed to divorce, he hugged him happily, but it made him feel a little annoyed.
The bad mood lasted until he went home, back to his and Koyanagi's home: Koyanagi wanted to "reward" him well, and when the snake-like body entangled him, he didn't even feel half a point better when he was excited. Eventually, he said he had something to do, went to the study, sat in front of the computer, smoked one cigarette after another, and didn't fall asleep until almost dawn.
He didn't think about anything, but when he thought of Zishan's attitude, he was irritated and uncomfortable; And in the dream, it was Zishan's sentence that was repeated over and over again: I don't hate you.
The reason why Feng Dayong cared about this sentence was because with his understanding of Zishan, he knew that what Zishan said was true.
Zishan also slept late at night, only a small part because of Feng Dayong, and more because she was excited by the opportunity to get it again; Especially when holding her daughter's soft and fragrant little body, she was overwhelmed by happiness: it's worth it, as long as her daughter is still there, it's worth it.
Feng Dayong is no longer the whole of her life, and she can no longer destroy the rest of her life by her own hands because of him; In particular, she won't let people ruin her precious daughter again.
Zishan's daughter is only in kindergarten now, and she doesn't know anything about the great changes between her parents; She just wondered why her mother was holding her so hard today, but she happily kissed her mother's face: "Mom misses me, right?" I miss my mom too. β
The childish smile made Zishan's tears welled up, and it was really nothing more than to see her daughter's sweet smile again; She nodded again and again and hugged her daughter's little body: "Yes, mom misses the baby, mom misses the baby." β
She used to cry about her daughter's departure every night, and her longing for her daughter did not decrease with time, but became stronger and stronger; She thought she would never see her daughter again, but now that her daughter was alive in her arms, she couldn't control her tears with joy.
hugged her daughter Zishan and slept late, but she slept very sweetly, because the biggest regret in her life was gone; There is no need for an alarm clock in the morning, Zishan woke up at half past six, kissed her daughter's little face gently, and got up to prepare breakfast for her daughter.
She's in a good mood, how long has it been since she's been in such a good mood? She doesn't remember anymore, but the pain doesn't matter anymore, it's the moment that matters.
Being able to cook for her daughter makes Zishan have a happy smile on her face; After accompanying her daughter to eat, she took her daughter's little hand downstairs to send her to the kindergarten, talking and laughing with her daughter along the way, and was not in a hurry to leave: she really wanted to ask her daughter for a day off, but she was afraid that Feng Dayong would come to talk about divorce, so she was reluctant to say goodbye to her daughter at the kindergarten gate.
made that cute teacher Ding make fun of her: "It's too hard to separate, right?" β
When she got home, Zishan laid out the paper on the desk and began to think carefully about the details of the divorce: everything was simple when she got married, but there are too many things that must be explained clearly when you get divorced, and you can't be sloppy.
At least, it should be hers, it should be her daughter, and she can't help but win it; She is not greedy, but she can't be too high-minded to say that money is not important: she knows very well that it is really impossible to live without money, of course she has to earn it, but she can't let Feng Dayong save the part he should take out just because she wants to earn.
The doorbell rang, Zishan threw the pen on the table and glanced at the clock on the wall, it was not yet nine o'clock: this Feng Dayong really can't wait for a moment? But there was nothing wrong with making things clear earlier, and she didn't have any joy or sorrow.
When she opened the door, she didn't see Feng Dayong's nasty face, Zi Shan looked at a middle-aged woman standing outside the door, dressed in an extremely fashionable and luxurious manner; At first glance, there was no sense of face-to-face, although she really hadn't seen this person before.
Zishan groaned in her heart, she was so excited to see her daughter that she completely forgot that there was another thing that had stunned her today.
"Xiaoshan, you are Xiaoshan, right?" The middle-aged lady's voice was very good, and her steady voice was full of excitement: "I ......"
Zishan interrupted her violently: "I'm sorry, you found the wrong person, I don't call Xiaoshan." After saying that, she didn't look at the middle-aged lady with a surprised look on her face, and she slammed the door shut.