In the winter of 2006, it was love at first sight for Yi Xu.

In the winter of 2012, I finally had to introduce my mother to Yi Xu.

6 years, I don't know how many memories my mother's sudden request can capture me, and the rest of the narrative must be chaotic. Fortunately, if you don't pick or pick up, this relationship with Yi Xu is worth a thousand gold.

"We were college alumni and were together in the second semester of our freshman year. He...... He is moral, intellectual, physical, aesthetic, and laborious, but he is just in food and clothing, and he has no taste. Grab a piece of clothing and dare to put it on his body, on the first day of college, he went to report, and he wore a high school uniform, which his classmates remembered, but he didn't know at all. He can swallow everything he can put in his mouth. ”

"It's so fed!" My mom said.

"Yes! He is still a very moral person, I stole a teacher's cup, he returned it himself, and bought the most expensive supermarket, more than 100, I stole the smashed one, at most worth 20 yuan! ”

"Why did you steal the teacher's cup and smash it?"

"I thought the teacher was bullying him, it was a misunderstanding. He has a very high IQ, he can find solutions to many problems quickly, and he is also very humorous, and humorous people are the smartest! He is good at sports, often plays football and basketball, that is his second and third hobby, and the first hobby is me. Moral, intellectual, and physical beauty, does this beauty refer to the appearance or art? It seems to be art! Hey, it doesn't matter, anyway, whether it's looks or art, Yi Xu is beautiful. He has talents in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, specifically piano, chess, calligraphy and gouache painting. I fell in love with him at first sight because he was happy to help others and help a stranger pay me for an ice cream. Later, I found out that I had fallen in love with him because he had read an English poem, drawn a picture, and made a puzzle. The puzzles he plays, the kind of puzzle with at least 1,000 pieces, are very powerful, and he can do it in 3 hours. It's a mind game, Mom, do you remember? I've played at home before, 150 pieces, 3 hours and no work! ”

"I don't remember all that, go on!"

"Yi Xu has a lot of friends, most of them are classmates from childhood to adulthood, all male classmates, and they have always maintained a common interest in watching and playing football together. He didn't have any female friends before he met me, so ...... Don't look at me, I'm not good-looking, I'm very competitive, and I have the superpower of 'kill one by one, kill ten thousand by ten thousand'! Well, in fact, it has never been officially presented...... Competitor. ”

My mom looked at me, shook her head meaningfully, and nodded.

"Yi Xu's academic performance is not good, he is the kind of person who has his own personality, he doesn't study much if he doesn't like it, especially in his freshman and sophomore years, he must skip elective courses and choose compulsory courses. He has a serious bias, and his favorite subjects, such as mathematics, English, and physical education, have always been among the best, and almost all of them have perfect marks in mathematics from childhood to adulthood. He scored 19 points in the Chinese primary school exam and 24 points in junior high school chemistry, and Ma Zhe, a freshman, almost hung up, with 62 points. ”

"19, 24, 62, it's a straight line!" My mom.

"If you fail the university course, you will either take the make-up exam or lose the credits, and he can't help it, otherwise he will be able to get a single digit in the exam. Although his grades are not very good, he has a very strong learning ability and a wide range of interests...... Yi Xu grew up in a single-parent family, and just after his first birthday, his father went to Russia and never came back, and he has not been heard from for so many years. ”

"I guess I'm dying outside." She said suddenly, as calm as if a little boar had died outside.

"No...... It's hard to say that. ”

That's easy to continue my father!

"I'm just reasoning, and I didn't curse him! Of course it's better not to die, it just doesn't make sense! For more than 20 years, the use of ants to send letters has also arrived!

Hey, poor two mothers and sons depend on each other! ”

"They are not the kind of pitiful people who depend on each other, they get along in a way that all Chinese children will envy."

"All the children of China are envious?"

"Most of the children grew up like this: ordinary families, both parents, at least two pairs of eyes staring at you all the time, some children are fortunate or unlucky, there are six pairs, parents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents Every day, I ask you how you are doing in school today, what you have learned, whether you have done your homework, when you will take the exam, what friends you have made, how many or how few you have taken the test, how many or how few you have in love, how many clothes you wear and less clothes, everything you teach, endless! ”

"I didn't ask."

"You don't ask, you just give the order."

My mother glared: "What's wrong, go on." ”

Looks like you're the one who is interrupting, right?

"Yi Xu, just a mother, never taught him, let alone cared about him. Yi Xu took me to all stages of class reunions, and one of my junior high school classmates, who was also in the next class in elementary school, once said to me: 'I have known Yi Xu since elementary school, but he doesn't know me, we have always been in the same school and different classes, and since the second semester of the first grade of primary school, he has been the man of the year in the whole grade. It's not because of his good grades, his grades are average. He became famous because of three points: first, starting from the second semester of the first grade of primary school, he himself, alone, took cash to the school to sign up and pay tuition, cash, big sister, our group of little children and their parents want five yuan, I am afraid that you will lose it, how big the fuck do you say? At the time, I thought that the child would be arrested by the police uncle if he touched 100 yuan! Second, someone else brought his parents, and he brought a tape recorder to hold a parent-teacher conference. Why is the quality of their tape recorder so good, it has not been bad for 12 consecutive years. Do you know what it's like to have a parent-teacher conference, except for the top few children in each class, who doesn't want their parents to become a tape recorder on the spot? Third, no matter what happened, he was never invited to his parents, and he also slept in class and skipped class, but he was safe. Our school has spread that the tape recorder was changed by his mother, and the school can't invite parents because the tape recorder doesn't have long legs, and the school teachers know this secret, so they never invite it, for fear of offending the goblin! That rumor spread from elementary school to junior high school and there are still people who believe it, and I feel ashamed of my alma mater now! But they were all forced by Yi Xu, and he forced his alumni to have a negative IQ! In those distant childhood memories, in the years of youth, you ask us what is our dream? How can there be Lei Feng, Dong Cunrui, Newton, scientist and painter, what's the matter? We all want to be him, okay? There are more people who live with their grandparents and grandparents when their parents are divorced or their parents are not around, most of them are sensitive and inferior. Yi Xu is different, his feet are in the mud, his eyes are in the sky, and he can't walk with his head down! Others secretly sleep in class with their books in front of them, and the lower their heads are buried, the better, but he sits up straight, closes his eyes, and falls asleep. Someone else has no parents at home, which is a huge disaster, but he freely goes to his classmates to play, freely calls his classmates to his house to play, collects money, helps others for fun, has more pocket money than others, and often buys food for his classmates! Don't worry about what will be abnormal when you grow up in a single-parent family, his shadow without his father is not as big as the shadow left by my father beating me! ’”

"Why did the school tolerate him like that?"

They ...... "I suddenly caught a glimpse of Soeren, who had come to sit next to us at some point, and that blank look appeared on his face again, like a demented child. The speed and content of our speech, he had a bit of a hard time keeping up.

I continued: "The wife of the principal of their elementary school was in the same courtyard as Yi Xu and their family before they got married, and the director of the middle school was a classmate of the principal of the elementary school, so not inviting parents was tacitly accepted by these two elders and all the teachers under their jurisdiction. give those big red envelopes every year! ”

"So, there really are no goblins in the world, only the back door." My mom summed it up like this.

"You're not going to give Yi Xu a negative score for this, are you?" I asked worriedly.

"I'm not your teacher, and I'm not grading papers! What is positive or negative, you must explain it clearly first. ”

Yi Xu's mother gave him a free-range education, and rarely made any requests, but as long as he mentioned it, he would definitely abide by it. When his mother was in high school, he asked him to go home by 11 o'clock, and by 12 o'clock after college, and he strictly adhered to it. He likes to watch football games, and when he was in college, he would watch important games with his classmates, but he must go home first, get up at two or three o'clock in the morning, and then play near the school to watch football, and watch it alone at home when the weather is bad. He fell in love with me too, never watched midnight movies when he watched movies, never sang K at night, and sang the longest time from afternoon to evening, and left on time at half past 10. One time a few of our friends went to a suburban farmhouse and booked a room for one night, and he chartered the boss's car home after dinner. Zhang Yi and Zhang Hengli laughed at me and found a Cinderella as a boyfriend. ”

"Don't speak a foreign language!" My mom had a dissatisfying glint on her face.

"Cinderella is Cinderella, the Cinderella who must leave at 12 o'clock. It's okay to say foreign fairy tales, right? ”

"It's okay."

"Auntie's personality is very good, Yi Xu said that she fell down and laughed while walking, and smiled when she cut her fingers when she cooked, and she still laughed when she found that she lost her wallet. Because of such a detached and careless mother, he has been an independent and optimistic child since he was a child, and he is a person who thinks of bad things for good. For example, when I go abroad, there are many couples in our school, one of them goes abroad or goes to another city, and the other party proposes to break up. In order to reduce the burden of my mother's management company, Yi Xu couldn't go to Germany with me, but persuaded me to go. He told me that love is not the only thing that matters, that you and my dad have prepared so much and expected so much, and that I should not let you down. He asked me to be optimistic that it would be good to have the opportunity to see distant places and experience life on the other side of the world in this life. ”

The expression on my mom's face began to soften.

"After I arrived in Germany, I relied on my mobile phone and the Internet to maintain a relationship with Yi Xu. The first thing I do when I wake up is to say good morning, and the last thing I do before going to bed is to say good night. In the middle of these two things, it will also tell him a lot of things. ”

"Why didn't you say good morning and good night to me?" My mom suddenly complained.

"You...... You didn't tell my grandmother about it! ”

"Your grandmother is dead!"

"You can say it to the heavens!"

"Doesn't that look like a psychopath?"

"Not like that!"

My mom raised her hand: "Talk back to you!" ”

I hurriedly held her raised hand with both hands: "Just kidding! ”

"Say it well!"

"I would tell him what my school was like, how the professor asked us to go to the library today to borrow a few books, and how the bookstore where I worked; What kind of people my classmates were; people of which nationalities and faiths live in the community; What kind of person is the neighbor Mr. Wang; Mr. Wang's tenant, Soeren, is a very unreliable person. ”

“what？” Soeren howled from the side.

I made a "shhh" gesture to him and continued: "I will also tell Yi Xu: This is the Hamburg City Hall, the hall is quite big, but you see this fountain, it is not big enough, not grand enough; It's the port and I'll be back again on a Sunday morning and I'm going to buy the cheapest seafood and fruit to go home! This is the red light district, haha, I can't get into that alley, as a woman! This is Alster Lake, and every time you see pairs of swans on the lake, you miss you! ”

"You see the swan and don't want me!" My mom slapped it on the ground.

"The swan is a male and a female couple! If a female swan had a baby swan, I'd have wanted you! ”

"Haven't you seen it?"

"I haven't seen it."

My mother slapped her left hand on her right hand in frustration, turned to Soeren and said, "I said that she should not be sent to Germany, you see those Europeans, what kind of family concept, the mother goose does not have cubs!" ”

After that, he felt that it was wrong and asked me, "He, he's a German and a European, right?" ”

I nodded.

My mom coughed twice in embarrassment: "Don't change the subject, and go on, you still tell you about that man...... What's so easy to renew? ”

I don't think Soeren has reacted yet, it's still wooden! If we continue like this, he won't die on the spot and become a mummy, right?

"I'll tell him everything anyway, for example, there is a game of the Hamburg football team today, you see, the central train station is full of fierce fans, here are the fans of the Hamburg team, and there is the Dortmund team, scolding each other, oops, scolding so badly, with organs and elders!"

I still lied a little, and I didn't tell Yi Xu about working in a bar. Now with her, I can't tell her about working in a bar, and I can't tell her how much I hide from Yi Xu.

"It's okay to bring organs, why bring elders?" My mom said indignantly.

"Is it okay to bring organs? Then it will be much worse for me to go out and quarrel in the future! ”

"You dare!"

I immediately surrendered: "What else did I say, oh, German sausages are not tasty, but yogurt is very good; I'm going to a Chinese restaurant to eat Malatang today, and my senior sister said that it is not authentic, but I miss it so much; I had a little fever the day before yesterday, I'm afraid you didn't dare to tell you if you were worried, I went to the doctor that day, the doctor took a wooden stick and picked off my tongue and charged me 50 euros, fortunately my sister has student insurance, the doctor didn't give me medicine, let me go home and drink lemonade, I thought he was irresponsible, but I didn't expect to drink it for two days, it really drank well, oh, by the way, lemons were bought at the fish market last month, 5 euros bought a lot, if it wasn't for a fever, it is estimated that it will not be used up next month, I now find that lemons are really good, if only they were so cheap in China! ”

"Lemons are so good? What is the price in Changsha? My mom turned to Soeren.

This time Soeren reacted and said, "I saw it today, a 4 piece." ”

My mother pouted: "It's expensive." ”

"Do you know what a lemon is?" I laughed at Soeren.

He raised his eyebrows proudly: "Iguessso." ”

I don't believe it! You can't talk about Basho!

"I'll ask you again!" My mom suddenly said, "You're selling my bowl too?" Bought a second-hand one again? You're not afraid of getting sick? ”

"New, brand new! Zhang Yi is afraid that you will find out and find a way to make it old! ”

"It's old!"

"Hmmm! Brewing tea, rubbing with steel wool balls, all kinds of strange methods, tossed for two days! ”

"Zhang Yi, no wonder! If you were half as attentive as she was...... Hey, I'm not counting on it either, you go on. ”

"Yi Xu is as good as Zhang Yi, and he saved me twice!"

"What's going on?"

"One time I encountered a snake in the forest, he taught me how to escape, and another time I went rowing with a senior sister and met a shark, and he also guided us to calm down, we called the police, and almost made it to the newspaper. I almost told you about it in the newspaper! ”

"I kind of have the impression that I was playing cards, right? Didn't remember! ”

"I really like him!" And quickly added: "I like you too!" ”

"Do you believe she likes me?" She asked Soeren.

"Believe!" Soeren said.

My mom shrugged awkwardly: "I don't believe it! ”

"Really!" Soeren raised her right hand and made an oath: "She said hello." ”

My mom asked with interest, "What's good?" How so? ”

"She said what kind of woman you are, and what kind of woman and what kind of woman. Oh, the last one, she said you were the woman who would scold her and hit her. ”

I felt a big bolt of lightning hit my head, and I held my head and felt my temples hurt: "Soeren, you bastard, what the hell do you understand?" ”

I said to my mother, "I said you are beautiful, generous, strong, confident, and love me!" ”

My mom glanced at me: "Go on!" ”

Soeren shrugged as usual, with an expression that he clearly understood and explained, but I had wronged him.

I took a deep breath, and by this moment, the pre-dinner dessert was over, and now a large plate of bitter gourd was served, and the bitter taste came to my face.

"But ......"

"But what?"

"Easy to Continue...... Involved in a murder case. ”

My mom shook all over, and the floor shook: "What's going on?" ”

He ...... His mother and his mother's boyfriend died in the living room of his house, and Yi continued to be at the scene of the murder. The police arrested him and he is still in the detention center, and the court has formally indicted him. The worst thing is that Yi Xu has not said a word, I hired a lawyer, and I am short of money, so I ...... I don't dare to ask you for money, I'm afraid you'll worry, I think you like Thailand so much, in case you don't come back for a year and a half! I'm even more afraid that I'll tell you and my dad that if you panic, what's going on in Thailand! Mom, it really doesn't matter if the furniture is gone, I'll work hard in the future, I'll buy it back for you in a year, if you like rattan, I'll buy you rattan, and if you can't afford it, buy fake rattan, and make sure it looks like rattan...... But my boyfriend I like may not come back......"

"His mom and his mom's boyfriend? Yi Xu has a bad relationship with that man? ”

"I don't know if it's good or not, but it won't be bad! Yi Xu has always hoped that his mother can have a companion, and on his first birthday together, I asked him to make a wish, and he said that everything is very good now, and there is nothing to wish. I said that I have to think of one, and he said that then I hope my mother will find a man quickly, Zhang Sanwang can drive a plane or a tractor, and I hope she can find a man who can accompany her. On every birthday that followed, he always made only one wish - hoping that his mother would have a home. How selfish and greedy our generation is, we want to be successful in our studies, we want Prince Charming, we want to be rich and beautiful, we want to have a sweet love and friendship, we want to travel, we want brand-name bags and cosmetics, we want to win the Mark Six lottery, we want to lose weight and become beautiful, we want to pass the game, we want a lot of money and a long, long youth, and if you want a wish, you have at least three. Only easy to continue, I always feel that life is very good, and I only make that one wish every year. ”

My mom was silent for a while and said, "You don't think he's a murderer?" ”

"Mom!" I threw myself forward, grabbed her hands, and said, "He loves his mother as much as I love you!" ”

In the blink of an eye, two tears jumped out of my eyes, and they fell directly to the ground without passing through my cheeks.

My mom sighed and asked, "Are you still short of money?" ”

I nodded. With his head lowered, two more tears fell straight to the ground like shining crystals.

My mom came out of the room and asked, "You stole my jewelry?" ”

I leaned in her direction, my whole upper body pressed against the ground, to show my apologies: "And Dad's Moutai." As long as it comes out, I will work hard to earn money and buy you better jewelry, wine, and furniture. If you can't afford it, you can buy it that looks like the real thing. ”

My mother glared at me: "Buying fake wine will kill you!" ”

I cried, "I won't return the wine!" ”

My mom stood there gasping for breath in anger, her panicked gaze escaping out the window, back to the wall, and finally folding to the ground. I know that I have really too many messages for her, I am a seller, I have a boyfriend who has been hiding for several years, and my boyfriend is involved in a murder......

She finally came over, held out her hand to me, and said, "You soaked my floor." ”

I looked down and saw that the big wet patch was full of my tears. Soeren handed over a pack of tissues.

I took the paper he handed over, wiped the floor, and explained to my mother while wiping: "I'm not crying because I don't have confidence in Yi Xu, I use my personality, my life, and everything I have to guarantee that he definitely didn't kill anyone!" However, I'm really worried, Yi Xu is not an autistic person, but he still refuses to speak, I'm afraid that he won't have a good time inside, and what I'm most afraid of is that he will be wronged and lose his life! ”

The floor I had wiped dry was starting to get dripping again. Bitter as the sea, love as far away, tears thousands of lines. I tilted my head to prevent them from falling to the ground again, and tears slid down my eyes and ears.

Soeren handed over another tissue, which I opened, covered my face, and wept. Then I was held in my mother's arms.

My mother's hug, my suppressed emotions were like a flood, and the embankment burst.

I hugged her back and cried: "Mom, if he dies, how will I live?" ”