The heavens are as low as the old, and the children of the world are crazy. I try on new makeup everywhere at night, but it is heaven on earth. I don't feel that the new is as cool as water, and the acacia temples are like frost. Dream from the bottom of the sea across the dry mulberry, read the Milky Way wind and waves.

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Chapter 1: Butterfly Dreams

Yan Rin stood outside the huge wooden door, with no sadness or joy in her heart, only a blank place.

After the miraculous experience, he had fantasized about the moment countless times over the years—maybe ecstatic? Maybe it's a dream? Or will it be indignation, or even self-pity? However, when this opportunity finally came to him, he found that his heart would be as rough and pale as the desert on a moonlit night, and there was a faint trace of indescribable fear that he did not want to admit but had to admit.

Soon, you'll be able to see that person again......

I didn't know it, Yan Rin took a deep breath, closed her eyes and opened them suddenly. He stretched out his hand and gently pushed it, and the door opened silently, and the bright stars on the huge screen seemed to actually exist, rushing towards him with endless gravity...... For a moment, he felt the slightest but clear warmth and sourness on the side of his nose—

"I'll see you again!" After traveling through tens of thousands of years, after experiencing the cycle of life and death, I finally ...... "Rongxiang, I can finally see you again!" ”

When Yan Rin woke up, she almost thought that something was wrong with her sanity.

Strange buildings, strange furniture, strange people in strange clothes, speaking strange language that he should be familiar with, cobbled together but completely incomprehensible.

Where is this? Underground? The most logical judgment was overturned by Yan Rin almost instantly. He really couldn't imagine that the dwelling place of those gods and ghosts in the legend would be like this. Moreover, he saw his own hands—small, wrinkled, slightly purplish-red—a pair of infant hands.

That's what it is...... Reincarnation?

Originally...... Does the afterlife really exist?

However, reincarnation, isn't it necessary to drink Meng Po soup? Why, he still has memories of his past life?

A long time must have passed, right? The vicissitudes of life, the eyes that reopened were a world that was already surprisingly strange!

However, everything in the previous life is still as clear as yesterday.

He clearly remembered that a long, long time ago, he used to be called Yan Rin, Yan Rin Yan Qiyun. He was the ruler of a nation, and he ruled over all nations...... Ever...... Infinitely longed for an afterlife......

It's just that at that time, he didn't really dare to believe it like that.

"What is the afterlife...... "There was once a man who said to him in such a gentle voice and with an almost inclusive smile, without any care.

That person has always been true to his words, that person is absolutely sincere and undeceiving, and that person has accompanied him for the rest of his life...... The man, he said...... There is no afterlife!

Because it was the man who said it, he believed it, but he was reluctant. He knew that all the advice that man had given him had always been right, but even if it was that person, even if it was the man who was known for his talent as deep as the sea and his exhaustive strategy, even if it was ...... When I was a child, I really regarded him as the person in the lower realm of the immortals, but after all, he was just a mortal, right?

And how can mortals know everything about life and death!

So, he secretly thought, occasionally, maybe that person will be mistaken, maybe, just this time, even he will no longer be wise?

However, after all, I didn't dare to really hold such expectations......

But...... It turned out that this time, the man was really wrong! Reincarnation, rebirth, these do exist!

If he finds that person, he must smile and say to him, "This time he said the wrong look", what kind of expression would he have on his face at that time......

In the eyes of his family, Yan Rin in his childhood and adolescence was a child who was too hardworking. He doesn't like to play, he doesn't love games, he doesn't love all entertainment, he is like a huge, living sponge, never hungry and thirsty to absorb all the knowledge he can absorb. His time is always in order, and every second of his life is tense and fulfilling—a child like this is unheard of in an age when even work is just a hobby to pass the time.

"I've heard that there was a kind of workaholic called a workaholic a long time ago, so that's probably it, right?" The father was always so teasing, and the mother was often nagging in distress: "What are you anxious about? Human life is long......"

Yes, human life is long.

When I learned that the life span of people is almost infinite, the fear in my heart that I dare not admit - after this long time, the fear that maybe two people are not in the same era has finally calmed down, but the anxious mood cannot be alleviated......

What's in a hurry?

Of course, I'm in a hurry to see him!

Don't want to be alone anymore!

Don't want to leave him alone anymore!

Be sure to meet sooner and sooner!

Unspeakable thoughts are constantly circling and swelling in my heart...... Day after day, year after year......

Yan Rin's plan for her life is extremely detailed and thoughtful. He made up his mind early on that he could not miss a moment, he wanted to grow as much as possible in his studies, and pass the exam with the fastest speed and the best results. Then he was free. After this, he will naturally walk through this sea of thousands of stars, and use his long and endless life to find the person who has been separated for a lifetime.

He even thought that no matter how technologically advanced the world and the so-called democratic and transparent society are, the power of one person is limited after all. So, in addition to studying, from the time when he could be called a teenager, Yan Rin worked hard to start making friends with all the people he might have through the Internet. He soon discovered that in this era when people did not have to worry about life for a long time because of the development of science and technology, people's thinking ability seemed to have degraded and became simple, and the wrists that he had sharpened in the coldest and cruelest seat in the world in his previous life, and all kinds of scheming with deep meanings, were too overkill for them. And...... If that person knows that he is taking advantage of the simplicity, goodness, and good intentions of others, and making false associations, just to achieve a selfish wish...... He...... What would you say? Thinking of this, Yan Rin couldn't help but let out a wry smile every time. However, when he turned around, he once again suppressed the anxiety and apology in his heart, continued to grasp everything he could, and did his best to pack his bags for the long journey of tomorrow.

Yan Rin originally thought that before the arrival of the mock exams that must be passed in his life, his life would always be like this, spending time in studying and making friends with others, however, even in such an era, fate is still not an existence that humans can control, and just between a meal, his life has been turned in a sloppy way.

Until a long, long time later, Yan Rin still remembers that night.

It was not a special day, nor was there any event of great importance enough to change the history of mankind, it was all caused by the fact that his uncle, Shang Qi, a man who had worked in the field of education for many years, came to live at home for a while to spend his vacation.

For the visit of my younger brother, who I haven't seen for a long time, my parents made ample preparations. The weather has long been adjusted to the sunniest state, and the room has long been cleaned up, as soon as I get up in the morning, my mother will command the household robot to prepare a sumptuous meal, and even Yan Rin is solemnly requested, at least today, I can no longer hide in my room to study as usual, and I must fulfill my master's duties and treat my uncle well.

When brothers meet after a long absence, it is natural to have a cold noise, and Yan Rin, because his uncle and nephew only met once when he was born, and he has never seen each other since, has inevitably become the center of the topic, and his excessive hard work is naturally a topic to mention.

"If you have to keep doing your job for so many years, maybe he is inherited from you." The mother even smiled and made fun of her uncle.

Yan Rin also smiled, but she didn't plan to speak. He couldn't explain the reason for his desperate efforts to outsiders, even if it was his own blood relatives in this life, and naturally he had no special interest in his uncle, who insisted on working for "the same reason anyway". He just smiled, listened to the chatter of the elders with great pleasure, paid attention to their tea, and when the cups were empty, he did not call the robot to come but filled them with water himself. He doesn't say anything, except occasionally interjecting a just right sentence to show that he's listening.

As a junior, Yan Rin's approach is undoubtedly very appropriate, and even today's guest, Shang Ji, his uncle, is really interested in this nephew, who actually had a rather weak impression before. Looking at Yan Rin, a faint smile appeared on his face as if he was thinking about something: "You...... Coming to the simulation, right? ”

"Yes, uncle." Yan Rin smiled and gave an affirmative answer. He had long since given up his lament about the time scale of his past life and this life—it was indeed very fast from his simulation, but this was much longer than his entire life......

"Well...... longtime educator nodded, "you need to be prepared." ”

In the following period of time, perhaps because of the mention of content related to the work he loved, Shang Qi's interlocutor unconsciously became Yan Rin, from the space to the adjustment of mentality to the reference of topic selection, he spoke very energetically.

This is the experience of educators who have many years of work experience, the analysis is in-depth and comprehensive, it is a very rare experience to hear, although there are many ways to behave in the world, Yan Rin has been quite experienced in his previous life, but there are still a lot of things to learn from, and he is really very interested in listening. However, this introduction did not last long before it was interrupted by the mother's care.

"It's so difficult? Didn't the officer in charge of approving Plan 72ADG35-93A have the safety of students in mind? The slight frown showed the displeasure of the hostess, and in order to express her attitude, she even used the official name of the decree, and in general, everyone refers to this unpleasant, but imperative life procedure by simple and clear words such as "accession", "examination" or "mock", "and the students are really pitiful...... Is it really necessary to continue such a dangerous plan? ”

"That's true." After receiving the protests, Shang Qi seemed to have suddenly shifted from the uncle mode of caring for his nephew to the public affairs channel, talking all the way to the issue of scientific and technological development from historical significance and social needs...... He was keen to justify the need for this major step in education. However, soon, Shang Qi found that he was going in the wrong direction, and as a mother, his sister-in-law did not need to hear these profound truths explained by him, but only felt uneasy about the safety of her children," ...... Actually, you don't have to worry too much, the simulation is still very safe. I'm just talking about being prepared – there's always nothing wrong with being prepared, no matter what. Of course, students do have to suffer a lot in this exam, but this is only a grind at best. Do you think, with our capabilities, how can there really be anything wrong in that backward world? Even if it is injured, it is just some flesh and skin suffering, and the real fundamental spiritual power cannot be safer. Besides, while students are not allowed to make too much use of our technology for the sake of teaching, their safety must always be the first priority. When it's really time for trouble, Xiaolou's teacher will naturally use our methods, and it will never surprise them......"

“…… Xiaolou ......" This time, it was Yan Rin, who had been listening quietly, "Xiaolou is ......"

"Huh? Ha ......" was interrupted by the sudden insertion of the question, the speaker was not angry, on the contrary, looking at the nephew, who had been extremely stable before, and could even be said to be a young man, his eyes were round at this time, and his mouth was slightly open, he felt a little funny, "It's that I didn't make it clear." 'Small Building Project', this is a common name that we have agreed upon internally for the convenience of the name. Later, when the simulation was implemented, the teachers didn't bother to name our base again, so they simply continued to use it and called it 'Xiaolou'. This was originally a name that was said casually, it was nothing, and most people had not simulated it, but there were many more people who didn't know about it......"

Shang Qi just talked casually, but he didn't expect that a name that was so small in his heart would cause an uproar in Yan Rin's heart!

Xiaolou ...... In Yan Rin's previous life, it was really a well-known name. There, it is a place where even the emperor and the generals dare not ignore it, and the pawns of the peddlers are also familiar to them.

Someone once said that there is gold as bricks, glass as tiles, all the world's treasures, a sand and a stone, a grass and a tree, all of which are rare for mortals to see, but for them, they are only like dust.

It has been said that there are the most beautiful women in the world, and the flowers should be ashamed, and the moon should be ashamed of its soul, and the clouds are difficult to dress...... Such a character has never been above the Nine Heavens, and it is beyond the imagination of the world.

Some people once said that it is a blessed land for heavenly immortals, and all the people who live there are true cultivators, and all of them have the ability to penetrate the heavens and the earth. These immortals gathered all the spiritual energy of the world to form this cave, and from then on, mortals were not allowed to enter, and those who entered would be punished by heaven.

Many legends, varied, the more mysterious they become, and some of them have been confirmed soon.

The barbarians invaded, and 100,000 creatures disappeared out of thin air; As long as you are interested in exploring, you will not survive. Over the past few hundred years, there have been many influential figures, although some of them can do their best in the world, but it is still difficult to enter an inch. Later, some people wanted to take advantage of the power of nature to get a glimpse of the appearance of the small building, but they did not want to burn the mountain and rain, divert the water and the river to move, and everyone was in awe of the power of heaven and earth, which was manipulated by the small building at will, and it was like an arm......

Fortunately, such a small building does not seem to have the intention of invading the world, as long as it does not disturb it, it never takes the initiative to attack the world. So, by the time of Yan Rin's previous life, Xiaolou had become synonymous with forbidden land.

In his previous life, Yan Rin did have some curious thoughts about this mysterious little building. However, it is just a matter of curiosity. What he wants to be is a famous monarch in the world, and what he wants to prosper is his Yan Kingdom, he never intended to be an omniscient and omnipotent emperor of the heavenly realm - that Xiaolou has many secrets that are not under his control, but the people and everything in the world are not used by him, that is, it is useless; If it won't be used by others, it will be harmless - such a small building is just an irrelevant place in the world. Putting more of his mind on practical affairs, Yan Rin's curiosity about Xiaolou is just like a spring breeze entering the water, and there is no trace in an instant.

It's just that Yan Rin never thought that after countless years, in today's world, he would hear the word "Xiaolou" again.

This time, stone, broken, sky, and shock!

After a moment of confusion, almost without thinking, he already knew that this was by no means a coincidence, Xiao Lou, Xiao Lou, who was regarded by the world as having the power of ghosts and gods at that time, was indeed the one his uncle just mentioned!

And now it seems that Xiao Lou's abilities that made people suspicious and awe-inspiring at that time were nothing?

The rain starts with the fire, and the fire stops the rain, but it is just a technique of artificial rainfall; This kind of technology can be easily done by everyone nowadays. For the cultivation of plants, for the construction of houses, for the convenience of movement...... For the slightest thing, one can call for wind and rain - on this very day, in order to welcome the guest in front of him, he himself had just done such a thing.

Overnight, the river was diverted, and it was just the application of lasers. In today's world, as long as there is a need, human beings can even destroy asteroids in an instant, in contrast, what is the trouble with that small river? All you need is a few values and a button.

Even the disappearance of hundreds of thousands of soldiers, who were thought to be the most incredible at the time, seems to be very simple now. Space transfer has long been the most basic way for modern people to travel, and compared with carrying all the equipment and dozens of students to travel through the barrier of time and space to another world, such a means is not even a small trick......

So that's it...... It turns out that behind the legends that have been passed down for hundreds of years, things are just so simple!

“…… Zi! Xiao Zi! Mother's concerned voice interrupted Yan Rin's thoughts, frowning slightly, her eyes were full of concern, and when she saw Yan Rin come back to her senses, she showed a reassuring expression, "You don't look very good, are you tired?" ”

Yan Rin, aka Shang Zi, smiled and replied extremely quickly: "I'm fine, I'm just feeling a little tired." Then he turned to Shang Qi, "I'm sorry, uncle, I was distracted just now. ”

Shang Ji smiled back with understanding: "It's okay. But how can young people get tired so easily? Is there nothing wrong with the body? ”

This time, it was my father who took over the topic: "Maybe it's habit." I told you just now that this child's life is very regular, and at this time, he should already go to chuang. As he spoke, he turned his gaze to Yan Rin, and made an order to end the chat with the attitude of the head of the family, "Go to sleep when you're tired, your uncle is not an outsider, don't be so polite." He also wants to live here for a while, and if he has anything to ask, it's not too late to talk about it later. ”

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Chapter 2 Verification

did not quickly fall into a peaceful sleep as the elders imagined, and Yan Rin at this time, although he had already gone to bed, he didn't even feel half sleepy. Driven by strong emotions, he tossed and turned in bed, and had to use great perseverance to keep himself from rushing downstairs and asking his uncle for clarification.

Xiaolou! That's a small building! It was a place where everyone in the world was fascinated and awe-struck, but they didn't dare to step into it! But it turned out to be just a place for students to take exams......

So...... What is it? In the life that once was, the admiration of everyone, the fear of everyone, and the hope of everyone...... What are they! In the world that once was, the authority of the supreme monarch was a life that was so short that it was only a hundred years and too precious to be incomparable...... In front of Xiaolou, what is it!

In the previous life, the emperor's career in the previous life, I thought it was just an old dream, and the glitz and wealth had been a cloud of smoke since the beginning, but today I realized that everything was, in fact, just ...... A joke! The prosperity of the Yan Kingdom, the power of the Yan Emperor, and the efforts of Yan Rin...... In front of Xiaolou, which one is worth mentioning? At that time, how many people in a small building sat in a comfortable modern living room, sat behind a wide screen, and laughed at themselves and the people of the world competing for fame and fortune, love and hate, hatred, and death? That feeling, in their eyes, is probably the same as ...... The inhabitants of Dahuai Anguo are just as pitiful and ridiculous......

Non-interference with the ...... of the world What a non-interference in the world! What a pure heart cultivator immortal cave mansion! Now that we have joined the WTO, how can we not interfere and not affect our ...... The wings of a butterfly can still set off a storm on the other side of the ocean...... Well, the many people who came from later generations and were born destined to excel...... Between talking and laughing, how many captives will be wiped out? How many states will there be in a raised hand...... Changed the world?

How many names will such a character leave in the annals of Danqing? And while the people of later generations admired and sighed, how many people knew that everything actually just represented a thin report card? It's a pity that those characters who want to compete with them with mortal bodies or even win will never know that when they become white bones, fame and career are all flowing water, those people can still be reincarnated as human beings and guide rivers and mountains again......

Reincarnated as a human being!

Suddenly, a name sounded in Yan Rin's heart like thunder at the end of summer - that person, although he had only been with Yan Rin for a very short time in his previous life, he was definitely famous, and if he opened the history books, he would be even more shocking - he died young again and again, turbulent again and again, and ...... again and again Simulation of WTO entry again and again!

Fang Qingchen!

In Yan Rin's former time and space, this is a name that no one who is familiar with history books can ignore. In the course of seven hundred years, four people with this name appeared.

For the first time, the heroine of Qingguo passed away for him, and she indulged her relatives while being heartbroken, causing more than 30 years of war.

The second time, another queen of Qingguo forced the eighteenth road to rebel because of his suicide, and since then, the country of a generation of heroines has not existed.

Third ...... His ancestor, the founder of the Yan Kingdom, died of heartache and grief because of his escort, and in the past few years, the world was full of wolves, but he was almost unified in all countries, and his energy was exhausted, and he was only twenty-eight years old when he died...... It is said that because Fang Qingchen had to die for him under his sword unwinding order, he could not let go of it for the rest of his life, so that the last two words he read before his death were Fang Qingchen's name......

"Emperor Wang Cong is reckless ......" As the monarch of Yan Kingdom, Fang Qingchen's deeds, Yan Rin has been familiar with it since he was a child, for the entanglement of the ancestors with him, he has also sighed, sad, how many times, "If you can ......", such absurd but sincere words rolled in his heart, who knows...... It turns out that behind all this, the truth is like this! With a mocking expression on his face, Yan Rin smiled bitterly at the ancestors of the previous life in his heart - if you know that you will never forget the lifelong hatred that you will never forget, it is actually just a few additions and subtractions on a student's score, you ...... And how?

In fact—Yan Rin's smile became more and more bitter—so he asked the ancestors, what is his position? Isn't he also one who was played with by the people in the small building?

"The prequel, the old Chu Shuai Fang Qingchen, suddenly appeared at the Lingyun place of Southern Chu Zhuo......" To this day, Yan Rin can still recall the information presented by the secret agents who were lying in the Chu State back then. Resurrection of the dead! What an earth-shattering event! What's more, Fang Qingchen, who returned to the world, quickly reorganized the old department, restored the country, and saved the emperor...... In a few years, it has stirred up the world! Although there are all kinds of entanglements because of it, there are some inconveniences and grievances when he was bullied, but once, wasn't he, like the people of the world, save him from the bottom of his heart, and get rid of it in amazement, only to feel that there is nothing more legendary in the world than this? Don't you also feel that he has not changed his minister's day for three years, he is dedicated to the country, and his talent is world-famous, and he just can't wait to take this hero in his hands?

However, now that I think about it, that light dust ...... With his experience in the third life, he has turbulent the country several times, and he will really be extremely loyal to the Chu State? With the skills of the people in his small building, he knows martial arts, but he is really imprisoned and can't move?

I'm afraid it's ...... I'm afraid it's ...... I'm afraid that he is using the excuse to escape and look coldly at the jokes of the Chu State and the Chu Emperor!

And the Lord of the Shura...... Legend has it that his friend......

Shaking his head gently, the sound of his hair rubbing against the pillow, the ridicule in Yan Rin's heart became even stronger-friend! Who can be called friends with the people in the small building?

Friend!

As if a thunderbolt fell from the sky, Yan Rin bounced up violently, opened her eyes in disbelief, and for a while, she felt that her heart was cold.

Friend......

Ago...... Fang Qingchen suddenly came to Yan and met with that person. They got along well and naturally, and the man told him without concealing that the two actually had a good relationship. Therefore, when he realized that his concern and understanding of the Chu State and the reasons for his strong opposition to the Yan and Qin wars were once resolved, he did not know how pleased he was to be by that person's frank confession; Further on, the first country to admit to supporting the Shura religion was the Yan Kingdom, the first person to raise this matter...... Is......

"I have some friendship with the former Demon Sect Master,......" In his memory, someone sighed like this, and he calmly admitted that Yan Guo took the lead in cooperating with the Shura Sect back then, which was the result of his deliberate support.

The man said this one night, and to this day, he can still remember the faint smile on his face under the bean light at that time.

He still remembered that that night, the shadow guard Di Yi, the former lord of Shura, also came to meet him unexpectedly. That man's martial arts are strong, and he took himself with one move, wielding the lord of the dignified Great Yan like a knife and spear - and the reason why Na Di came to come was precisely for the sect leader surnamed Fu to come for help......

I see!

Originally...... That's right......

Sitting on the bed in a daze, Yan Rin couldn't tell what it felt like in her heart. He had never thought that he might be thrown in front of him suddenly, and at this moment, he could no longer think, and his whole brain was silent and cold, like the eternal silence of the ice field.

Time passed unconsciously, and the soreness soaked through the whole chest very slowly and very surely, and when the sensation gradually solidified, a dull pain erupted from the heart, flowing down every vein, freezing the temperature of the whole body into ice......

It turns out that the truth is so simple!

That man...... He...... Also...... Small, Building, Middle, People......

Yan Rin bit her lip, her whole body trembled, and her mind was in chaos. He seemed to be laughing, laughing so hard that his chest rose and fell violently, but he couldn't make a sound. He seemed to be about to cry, but his eyes were so hot that he couldn't shed a single tear. It was as if he was about to shout, and the cry that was about to burst his ribcage was about to tear open, but he couldn't get out of his throat at any rate!

He is from a small building...... It turns out that he is from a small building!

At this moment, Yan Rin's heart was full of thoughts, only this sentence made a shocking roar, but he didn't have any spare energy to explore what this sentence meant, he only felt that his heart was more and more sad every moment, but he couldn't even understand why this sadness arose, naturally, he couldn't let it stop, he could only let the waves roll in his heart, and then watch this huge wave shatter into a place of snow in a chaos......

I don't know how long it took, his mind finally broke through the fog in his heart, Yan Rin's mind gradually cleared, and at this time, he felt as if something was pressing on his chest, and he couldn't breathe. Taking a deep breath desperately, Yan Rin's fist hanging at his side gradually tightened, his nails were deeply embedded in his palm, but he didn't feel a trace of pain.

It turned out that he was from a small building!

Oh, yes! That kind of intelligence, that kind of martial arts, that kind of style, that kind of bearing...... Everything is extraordinary! If it is a character, how can it be found in the mortal dust? When I was a child, didn't I ever regard him as an immortal? Everyone in the world? Sure enough, I guessed it right! It's just a difference, he is not an immortal who has gone down to the world, but just a student of Xiaolou who came to this world to play in order to get points!

What kind of subject did he do when he joined the WTO? However, no matter which one it is, it's just for the score, right? Yan Guo, and ...... The self in the previous life...... In fact, it's just a tool, it's just a step of school life that he has walked through!

I still remember his gentle care and care when he was a child, teaching himself to read and practice martial arts; I still remember that when I was a little older, he pretended to be indifferent, but he was so concerned about his own food, clothing, and daily life, and taught himself how to govern the country so painstakingly, always paying attention to it, and secretly sending people to take care of it; still remembers that even if he was treated so wrongly by himself, he still saved himself, and when he was about to leave, he still gave gentle teachings; I still remember that for his own return, for himself, he inherited the seemingly honorable, but actually embarrassing and lonely position of the prince of the country, such as the sea talent, willing to live in a small mansion; I still remember that when he was assassinated in the hunting ground, he urged his internal force and punished the thief with three arrows, all at the expense of breaking his bones himself, and life was better than death......

Remember!

I still remember how guilty, remorseful, and grateful I felt when I knew the truth! When he finally returned to his side, for the sake of his appearance, how he hated and wanted to die, but he couldn't hold back his ecstasy!

Remember...... Afterward...... For his own childish temptation, he was dying, how could he not blame himself and regret himself, the head of the young man, counting the nights as blue as snow! And when he finally got better, how did he carefully accompany him, and the joy from the bottom of his heart was irrepressible...... Thanksgiving......

But it turns out that all of this is fake!

His gentleness, but because of the needs of schoolwork! His teachings are always only part of the subject! His tolerance and understanding, behind the seemingly gentleness, in fact, did not care at all!

So...... So the pain and regret of the previous life, love and hate, his wholehearted attachment, regret of the big mistake at the beginning, the heart of a lifetime, and the attachment that he will never forget until death...... What are they? He in his previous life, to that person...... What is it, exactly!

The tears finally flowed, but Yan Rin still couldn't say a word, and the angry roar overflowed from the stiff throat out of tune, but it was as thin as a moan. The tremendous power spread throughout its body, and it wanted to burst out, but it was imprisoned in its body and could not move. This prohibition was so powerful that it condensed Yan Rin's entire body into ice, only deep in his heart, the violent fury was endless, and the waves were more intense than the waves.

He didn't care! That person, in fact, never cared about himself! What makes him look squarely, and what he can't ignore...... A prop for an experiment, a data for a paper...... What qualifications does that person have to use a little mind on himself? The most ridiculous thing is that he really thought that he was blinded by willfulness, and he really believed that that person would have expectations for himself, would be happy for his progress, and would be willing to use his life to protect his happiness and health!

A biological researcher, of course, will water, fertilize, and patiently care for a bean seedling used for experimentation; It is indeed waiting, looking forward to, and rejoicing in its growth. However, that kind of happiness is only because of experimentation, because I want to succeed! Could that be any emotion for the beans of the experiment?

Everything is fake! It's all ...... A dream of self-deception!

Actually, it's something to be thankful for, right? How many people are blessed to do such a dream? In Xiaolou, the red dust and wealth are only like floating clouds, and the emperors of the world are just ants. Yan Rin, how can he be? A mundane person, who has been accompanied by heaven and man in the lower realm for a hundred years, is afraid that he will envy the people of the world when he says it!

Laughter poured in, the lock in his throat seemed to be cracked, and laughter filled the room in an instant. Yan Rin tilted his head and laughed, laughing so much that his body trembled a little, laughing so painful that his temples were pricked, and the corners of his eyes were wet with laughter......

yes, what does he have to complain about?

He is humble, he is weak, what position is he dissatisfied with? To be used, to be toyed with, everything is taken for granted!

That unknown subject, didn't he take advantage of him in his previous life and make his Yan Kingdom prosperous and powerful? Catch up with that man who is doing a subject that disdains to care about himself, and he should thank God for taking care of him! If he had changed the topic of that light dust, he would have died many times just because of that Ling Chi offense! As a result, he was rescued by that person, and he should be grateful for such good luck......

The laughter stopped abruptly!

As if he had been immobilized, Yan Rin's body suddenly couldn't move anymore, and even half of the air flow that had been inhaled was left in his mouth. The gears of eternal time stopped in a second, and the whole room instantly solidified into a static.

However, this calm is only on the surface, and Yan Rin's heart is now swept by a storm in the sky.

The storm swept and the sky was full of wind and sand, and the world was blank; The storm swept in all directions, and everywhere it passed was a mess; The storm swept away, as if the heavens were punishing, but in fact it just rose at will...... However, he was rolled up in the heart of the storm, he could see, he couldn't understand, he was unconscious, his mind was all confused and trance, and he didn't even have a little basic judgment!

Ambulance...... Ambulance!

How could it be! How could he have forgotten such an important thing!

...... year ...... year ...... year

The strange and unpredictable storm that threatened the heavens and the earth, I don't know why at the time, and after that, I never remembered it? Such an important fact is so easily overlooked.

That's clearly yes, it's clearly ......

Yan Rin closed her eyes, tears gushing uncontrollably, flowing from the corners of her eyes...... It turns out that he was wrong again!

That person may have used him, and maybe there was a score in what he did for him, but he didn't care about him, and he didn't never take him to heart! What are the props for the experiment? What kind of paper data, and what researcher would do this for an insignificant bean seedling? O storm of the origin of spiritual power! That's a power that is absolutely not allowed to be used, or even known! That man...... Just like that, blatantly and unabashedly, it broke out in front of thousands of people.

The results that followed......

Raising her head slightly, Yan Rin only felt that her heart was empty, but it was unbearable, her chest seemed to be blocked by a boulder, and she couldn't even breathe smoothly. He didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't help but think about it, thinking about what that person would look like when they met again years later.

The demeanor is still the same, and the bearing has not changed...... However, such a demeanor only makes people doubly sad! Walking, sitting and lying is inconvenient, peerless martial arts...... Also...... I can't bear it anymore, and I bend the bow three times......

Back then, although the man's explanation also made his heart twist, but at that time, how could he know that the truth would be as promised-as painful......

How ridiculous!

What a shame!

That man treated him like this, and he, after thousands of years and two lives, was still as naïve as the yellow-mouthed boy back then, who didn't know how to understand and understand his sincerity, and only knew how to pity himself!

He even blamed the man for not caring about him! After all, what position does he have to ask that person to care? In his previous life, he didn't know the reason, so it was okay to ignore it, but now, he has already learned everything he should know, why has he never thought about the original abnormality for so many years? Even, after knowing that the person was from Xiaolou, he still only knew that he had a grudge and a vengeance, like the legendary knight, who spent his time waving his spear at an enemy who did not exist, but there was never a moment when he remembered the original moment...... The man treated him wholeheartedly, whether gently or indifferently, all for his sake, and he could have wronged him in this way, misunderstood him, hated him, and did not remember the slightest old feelings, and it took him a long time to understand even such obvious evidence...... How can such a man deserve to be treated like this to him!

And, if he hadn't finally remembered this past, wouldn't he have to spend his life in hatred from now on? Isn't it that he will henceforth regard that person as an enemy? Is it that he will not even give up searching, but will continue to find that person, and then deliberately revenge, must make him suffer for the rest of his life?

Look for......

Even in the boundless remorse and self-blame, Yan Rin still felt sincerely happy when he thought of this word. When he was most angry, resentment had indeed blinded him, such an extremely uncontrollable emotion, so that he only felt that he had been mistreated in his previous life and subverted in this life, so that he had never noticed that the fact that the person was from Xiaolou did not only mean the entanglement of his past feelings, but also profound and realistic, affecting his present life.

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Chapter 3 Retrospective

The dissatisfaction with Xiaolou took up most of Yan Rin's time on the eve of the previous night, and the rest of the sighs and sadness filled the other half of the time, and when the night was over, he had to be grateful for the convenience brought by modern technology - if it was at that time in his previous life, his eyes were red and swollen like this, and his face was pale, he was afraid that the people around him would have been worried half to death, how could it be like this, even if it was his own parents, he didn't care at all, and he easily sent it away with a reason of "not sleeping well", at most he would change it if his body was not good, and that's it.

It was in such a relaxed environment that Yan Rin was able to pretend not to care, and proposed to his uncle that he wanted to borrow his account number and take a look at the simulation records of the previous Xiaolou people.

Speaking of which, there is nothing illegal in Yan Rin's request, those records, of course, are in progress and can only be viewed by mentors and related personnel, in addition, if it is not encrypted information, it is originally the right of any citizen to view. It's just that such an account can only be obtained by applying, and although this application is only a matter of Internet call, it requires relevant identity information, so if it is handled by minors, it will be more troublesome. However, although Yan Rin had also thought that the simulation of entering the WTO was also a reference for exploration, he had never regarded this as a first-class important information, so naturally he had not applied for an account, and now that he knew the exact simulation information of that person, and knew that as long as he touched the vine, he could quickly find him, so he became anxious, and with a ready-made account in front of him, of course, he didn't want to spend any more time and wait for those procedures.

Of course, if you want to convince her uncle, Yan Rin is very well prepared. He first said that he had benefited a lot from yesterday's conversation, then said that he agreed with his uncle's view that everything should be prepared in advance, and finally talked about not wanting his mother to worry...... In short, the way he came up with was to enrich his own experience by watching other people's simulations. "No matter how much I see, I can't compare to the actual WTO accession, but I think that these records of field operations are more useful than the data of ordinary simulators." Ending with such a sentence, Yan Rin waited for Shang Qi's answer with the expression of a studious young man.

Yan Rin's request was beyond Shang Qi's expectations, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with it. This is not a requirement that should not be done, and it is not difficult to do, besides, the nephew's words still make him a little appreciated, plus the other two parents have long been accustomed to Yan Rin's "studiousness", and all the opinions are only one sentence of "You should still pay attention to rest", and the result of the matter can be imagined.

After breakfast, Shang Qi entered his account into Yan Rin's simulator - he did not use a small and convenient personal computer at Yan Rin's request that he "want to experience field teaching more immersively". In this regard, for several elders, after confirming that the permissions are only "query" and "browse", this matter that is very important to Yan Rin is completely classified as a "complete" trivial matter.

What would it be like to be at this moment? This question, after enlightenment, was driven by the longing that could no longer be restrained, Yan Rin simulated it dozens or hundreds of times in his mind, and the answer was never the same. However, when this moment did come, all his answers were overturned.

Not happy, not sad, not sad, not happy, not afraid, not angry...... When the keyword query finally turned into an image with information attached, Yan Rin only felt as if his brain was instantly emptied. Countless voices suddenly disappeared, thousands of colors faded to gray, and the long time retreated beyond the speed of light! Time, space, everything in the universe disappeared without a trace...... In the whole world, there is only one figure left, smiling and standing......

It's him! It's him!

In the next second, Yan Rin heard a silent cry from his heart—forgetting all the words, his body and mind, and even his entire life were left with only this one sentence, stubbornly, repeatedly, and one by one more intensely shouted......

It's him, it's him.

The eyebrows and eyes are different, the body shape is different, the clothes are different, the people on the screen, wearing modern clothes, backed by the products of electronic civilization, speaking of which, the similarity with the power of the Yan Kingdom back then is no more than seven points. However, Yan Rin knew that it was him! That posture, that expression, that look...... That's him! You can't go wrong!

It's him...... It's him......

Spanning the long years and thousands of stars, beyond the cycle of life and death, Yan Rin knew that he had finally found the most important person in his life again.

In hindsight, the moment I saw the topic that the person chose, my mood should have been called Mu Ran, right? Many years later, when Yan Rin recalled, she made an evaluation of her feelings at that time. However, he didn't have such time when it happened, and after a very brief blank in his mind, a bitter smile involuntarily appeared on his young face.

The ...... of the Ministers of the Orphan End ...... Yes...... From the very beginning, I knew ...... Won't there be a happy ending?

Why, do this kind of ...... A topic that is not beneficial at all?

End ...... Because...... From the very beginning, he knew that it was impossible to be treated kindly, so he tolerated his cruelty? Right...... The topic requires that you must educate yourself well......

So...... Sure enough...... Asked for gentleness...... And...... Too Rational ...... Tolerance?

But even so...... Even if there is an inevitable deception and the mood to complete the thesis...... Perhaps, that feeling, too, is true, right? Erupted with such a stormy feeling, so careless of the consequences...... Always, really...... Also, for what he endured for himself, for such a long time, even with the spiritual power of Xiaolou people, it would be extremely painful...... And also...... Many, many years, so much, so much cherishing and tenderness...... Really......

Moreover...... Moreover......

Even if you don't think about that......

He is from a small building...... Also...... Nice, right?

Unconsciously raised his head, Yan Rin didn't notice that while taking a breath, his smile changed, although there was still a hint of bitterness, but it seemed quite relaxed - after the initial pure emotion, the realism of interest analysis learned in his years of imperial career gradually took over, and Yan Rin, who calmed down, began to realize that the fact that that person was a person in a small building was certainly related to his feelings in his previous life, but more importantly, it meant that he could really find him.

"Is it possible to find it"?

Before learning that the person was from Xiaolou, Yan Rin had never thought about this problem.

What is there to think about? Since he can be reincarnated, that person must also be able to! Although, remembering oneself in one's previous life may indeed be a special case, but even if you don't remember, isn't that person the person?

And, as long as it's his words...... In any case, you will never recognize yourself!

Of course, it is inevitable that there will be regret and loss when you see that person's unfamiliar eyes or polite movements, but who is he? Yan Rin - is the monarch of the Yan country, and the emperor who grew up with that man's teaching! It's just that one person has to bear the memories of two people, Yan Rin in the past, but he has borne the fate of a country!

What if the other party has no memories of his previous life? It's okay if you don't remember, it's okay to treat yourself as a stranger, this time in life, there is a long enough time, as long as you keep holding on to it, in the end, the result will always not change!

"What if I can't find him?"

Now the question that finally rings in his ears, Yan Rin in the past, has never heard of it.

Maybe there was indeed such a question, perhaps, in the depths of my heart, there was indeed such a question, but such a voice was impossible to hear until Yan Rin really confirmed that it "can be found".

Perhaps, there is just no way to listen......

What if I can't find it? How can such a question be included in the scope of thinking!

As long as you keep looking, you will definitely find it! For Yan Rin's life, such a belief is extremely firm - although it is troublesome, although there is no clue...... However, life is so long, as long as you keep looking for it, if you keep looking for it, you will definitely be able to find it...... In this way, in the long study and network accumulation, he has also said to himself countless times.

I am constantly self-motivated like this, behind the absolute firmness, in fact, I just dare not be firm. The memories brought from the past life are all the longing for affection...... The sorrow that tore through time and space was the obsession of Yan Rin's obsession with proving the existence of Monk Zi...... The only one, the only one left......

Therefore, the consequences of not being able to find it, no matter what, will not be thought about, cannot be thought of, and dare not be thought of...... Laughing mercilessly at his former self, Yan Rin gently shook and smiled bitterly, and after a long breath, he raised his eyes to look at the screen, and in his eyes, there was already a flash of light-

This time, I've really found you! Appearance!

In the first life, that person's name was Rong Xiu.

At first glance of the person after entering the WTO, Yan Rin's feeling was extremely weird.

It's not that I'm not excited, it's not that I'm not kind, it's just that the feeling in my heart is really indescribable......

In his previous life, he grew up looking up to that man.

That person loved him, spoiled him, and protected him, although he kept honorifics and humility, he would eventually treat him as an adult.

Older, that person was his first teacher, teaching him to read and paint, teaching him to practice martial arts to strengthen his body, teaching him to govern the country, in his young eyes, that person was omnipotent.

No matter how old he was, although the man alienated him in order to let him grow, he was always in front of him like a mountain. I still remember that in the court, no matter how big the matter is, in the hands of that person, in the end, it will gradually fade into calm and calm with the weather; On the battlefield, no matter how unfavorable the situation is, it will improve unconsciously, until it finally has the upper hand. As a result, Yan Rin had to work hard so that he had the qualifications to face it.

Even later...... That paragraph...... His body has completely ruined time...... It's still the same - he always smiles casually, as if he is not the one who has lost his health and martial arts, his expression and demeanor are the same as before, and he can still turn the situation around invisibly.

Even if it's ...... And then ...... He was pale, emaciated, and unable to move in bed, covered in blood, red and swollen, and every treatment was completely undignified...... At that time, there was still something that could not hide the great pain and extreme embarrassment.

This kind of calmness made Yan Rin in his previous life heartbroken, and at the same time, he also told him to recognize his gap again, and he was unwilling to stand behind that person forever, so it took Yan Rin a long time to finally make that long distance no longer exist......

But...... It's just that it's not compared, and it's just ...... Walking side by side.

Can ...... now

Looking at the weak, delicate, and small baby on the screen that he could hold with one hand, Yan Rin, who was dumbfounded, couldn't help but feel a strong sense of dislocation.

Although the corners of her mouth twitch uncontrollably when she sees a scene like breastfeeding or changing diapers, Yan Rin is still slowly getting used to the person in the baby state.

Then, looking at the beautiful little baby on the screen, a strange emotion gradually spread in the bottom of my heart.

This man, it's him! The small, soft-looking baby in front of him is actually the person he was looking for in his past and present lives...... Such an experience, although it was because of the simulated entry into the WTO, Yan Rin still felt extremely magical.

And...... As if it were ...... Being able to participate in that person's life as ......

Because of this thought, Yan Rin smiled unconsciously—not to "find" itself, but just to quietly watch the person's bits and pieces. For the first time in his life, he felt such a lack of urgency. He's been separated from that man for too long! Loneliness forced him forward, and on the way to search, there was no other choice but to move forward. For so many years, Yan Rin really didn't feel anything bad about this kind of life, but at this moment, he really couldn't help but admit that when he watched that person doing soft and lovely movements with a baby's body, the feeling of ease and warmth filled his chest so abundantly for the first time in this life.

Back then, that person had seen himself like this, right? It's not even just about looking at ...... Thinking back to the past that he didn't really remember, the corners of Yan Rin's mouth curled higher, and he couldn't help but guess, what kind of mood was that person in at that time?

Maybe not as excited as I am now. After all, it was different from his own now, and for that person, he was just one of many topics, and even not the first—there was really nothing worthy of his special attention.

Pursing his lips slightly, Yan Rin was slightly deflated, but the feeling of depression or dissatisfaction was only to this extent, and now he would no longer doubt that person's mood towards him. Moreover, before everything began, their relationship was nothing more than an adult and a child who was shoehorned into him, and there was really nothing to look forward to in terms of feelings for this kind of period.

However, this is not the case now - with this mood, Yan Rin adjusted his schedule and rest plan, and on the grounds of "taking advantage of his uncle's here, it is better to watch more, and if you have any questions, you can also ask for advice", he soaked in the computer room of the simulator all day long, watching the most childish life of that person with great interest.

Then, many, many scenes that were ignored in the previous life, or rather, perfectly covered up by that person, appeared in front of Yan Rin's eyes like this-

The child on the screen, who does not like to eat green peppers, will secretly throw it out if there is no one to supervise. And if someone else was around, he would eat it as soon as possible, at a speed that he couldn't taste it, and then enjoy the other meals to his heart's content—and in Yan Rin's memory, the important minister of the country who never lost his leisurely attitude never picked on food, or rather, he never picked on anything necessary.

Again, except for ...... On rare occasions...... His expression is mostly calm and calm, and when he smiles slightly, he always has a gentle tolerance. The little child, on the other hand, had a very rich expression—he would smile imperceptibly for the sake of his older grandfather's half-hour nagging, which was purely for young children, and he would roll his eyes unexpectedly when he had to learn lessons that he had mastered better than the teacher who taught him......

There were so many similar behaviors displayed in front of Yan Rin one by one, which made him feel novel, but he couldn't help but feel a kind of emotion that he couldn't tell the reason. The mood is so soft, the smile at the corner of the mouth is always irrepressible, and the familiar and unfamiliar cordiality makes the current "work" more like a kind of enjoyment. Of course, although the object is also a child who asks him to have a deep affection, this mood is completely different from the children he looked at in his previous life, but after looking at it like this for a day or two, the original state of mind will eventually change, and unconsciously, Yan Rin actually found that occasionally, a feeling that seems to be called spoiling will arise from his heart...... Such a state of mind had never been in his previous life—even during that period when the person's body was significantly weaker than ordinary people.

Time passes in two different time and space, and the baby on the screen who eats and sleeps needs to be coaxed - the necessity of this matter for the baby itself may be debatable, but for the adults around Rong Xiu, it is obviously necessary - the baby, babbling and babbling, stumbling and learning to walk, and then growing up day by day, almost as if inadvertently, he put on neat clothes, drooped soft black hair, and was taken by his family, all the way to the school to worship Mr. ......

Then, lecture books, couplets, poems, solve problems, and write articles...... The most cheesy and old-fashioned began to be played on the screen, but it was a story that any ordinary scholar would have had when he was a child.

Rong Xiu's endorsement has always been very good, he had done sufficient preparatory homework before entering the WTO, and relied on strong spiritual power, not to mention that all the subsets of scriptures and histories are the poems and songs of the past dynasties, and they can also come with their mouths open. And because of the effort in practicing calligraphy, a small Kai is also very much praised by Mr. In addition, his thoughts are detailed and profound, compared with ordinary children, he is completely unreasonable, and the articles he writes have always been among the best.

It's just that I don't know whether to only use my mind on "useful" homework, or I don't want to be too eye-catching and cause trouble in the future, Rong Xiu, one of the most proud disciples in the teacher's heart, has never been able to be called a "little prodigy" with quick thinking - although he has played extremely well in the foundation of reading and governing the world, he is the best at the poetry of the literati and elegant people, but it is a fly in the ointment......

However, these Yixing and pleasant skills, don't say that Rong Xiu has never looked like he is taking things seriously, even Yan Rin, who is watching off-screen, doesn't care at all - he is a person who has been an emperor after all, and he knows that those flowery articles are neither worthy of food nor clothing, and there is no decent emperor in the world who would be stupid enough to entrust his son's life and his own country with one or two articles.