At 12:30 noon on April 29, 2014, the first subway line in Changsha officially carried passengers, and I sat from the first station to the last station. When entering the station, I saw Zhang Hengli from a distance, orange T-shirt washed white jeans, which was particularly conspicuous in the black crowd. He got into the first carriage. I walked to the last carriage. When I got to the terminal, I saw him from afar, very energetic in the crowd. I don't know if he's like me, thinking about Zhang Yi.

He doesn't know that even if we get rid of the bad habit of being late and never be late, Zhang Yi will never come back.

That day was Zhang Hengli's 26th birthday.

In mid-September, Yixu finally arranged the company's new operation mode. Four years ago, in the same place, I was wearing a white dress and was about to fly to Germany, and he and Zhang Heng gave me a gift. On this day, I saw him off alone, no longer wearing a white dress, and there was no Zhang Hengli.

Starting with Spain, Yi Xu traveled through thirteen countries, and lived a period of extremely chaotic flights, always with information that sent him from Europe to Africa, Australia, back to Europe, and then to South America, and back to Europe. But he still shot both at the same time and developed many customers. Whether it is Shenzhen or Changsha salesmen seem to have become his merchandisers, the second year of the company's summary meeting Lin Musen criticized him in front of all colleagues: Can you leave some affection for your subordinates? The company's salesmen who stand up to the sky have all eaten for more than half a year!

No clues point to Italy. Yi Xu still took the time to go to Milan and went to the San Siro Stadium, which he had been close to for many years. On 9 December 2012, I plugged my ears and the kind taxi driver turned off the radio, and we didn't continue listening to the game, which Milan won 2-4 away.

Yi Xu sent me back a few photos from the South Stand, one of which was with four generations of his family, who are 77, 54, 28 and 5 years old in Milan. The whole family is a Milan fan.

The 77-year-old man translated to Yi Xu through his 28-year-old granddaughter, and he said, love is, I have been here to scold Milan since I was 5 years old, and I have been scolding until I am 77 years old, and I will not stop until I go to heaven!

In October 2015, Yi Xu arrived in Spain for the second time according to the clues, and a few days later, he found a lady named Coralia, who was the wife of her father, and they registered as a couple in 1991.

Coralia told Yi Xu that Joao arrived in Spain from Russia as a refugee, and that she was a junior in the Chinese department at the time, and met Joao by the opportunity to work as a social worker, and Joao took the initiative to teach her Chinese, and soon they fell in love and got married. Half a year after getting married, Joao started his own logistics business, and only went home twice in more than two years, and only went home for residency registration. In the spring of 1994, Joao suddenly returned home and filed for divorce. They never contacted each other since.

The clue that Yi Xu finally made clear was abruptly broken again.

In the past two years, my mother scolded Yi Xu many times in front of me, blaming him for delaying me. She gave me an ultimatum: "If he doesn't come back within three months, you will find me a new boyfriend!" ”

When the three-month deadline was up, she took my photo and went out to find a blind date, and no one looked down on me, so she had to say, "I'll give you another two months!" ”

Two months later, she slapped the table angrily and said, "You ask him, will he come back in three months?" ”

One day at the end of the year, I met Gao Yun on the street, and she took the initiative to invite me to coffee. Changsha is really not small, but not big. If you don't make special contact with someone you know, you can not meet once in three years. Even if you don't make contact with someone you know, you will meet once in three years.

Gao Yun looks better when he doesn't wear heavy makeup, and his eyebrows and eyes are plump. She didn't marry Zhong Pei, knowing that Zhong Pei was that kind of person, she couldn't get married, but fortunately, Zhong Pei always said that he was busy and didn't go to register. The day after I clashed with them at the cake shop, she fled to Yunnan and hid for three months, and when she returned, her parents had taken care of everything, although they beat her and lay in the hospital for a month. I threatened Zhong Pei like that at the time, but he didn't give me the money as scheduled, it wasn't that he wasn't afraid of me going to the wedding, but that there was no wedding I could go to.

Gao Run said: "I don't actually understand love, I only understand loneliness." Since I was a child, my father was busy outside, busy looking for a way to get rich, and my mother was busy at home, busy burning incense and worshiping the Buddha to ask the Bodhisattva to bless my father to make a fortune. I think the happiest thing is when someone talks to me. I noticed Zhang Hengli because I found that this person always has friends around him, and you can grab my food and I will grab your food after a meal, so it's not lively! I don't know if I love Zhang Hengli or not, but I love Zhang Hengli, who always has friends around me, even if I quarrel with Zhang Yi, I secretly feel very happy! But later, you went to Germany, in order to reduce the burden on my family, I chose the company you carefully arranged, Zhang Yi couldn't make an appointment, and Yi Xu had no contact. Being alone with Zhang Hengli also felt more and more boring. So I forced Zhang Hengli to smoke, so that he could become good friends with the male colleagues in the company, and he could eat and play together after work. But Zhang Hengli smoked cigarettes, but he still didn't become friends with those people. At that time, I began to pay attention to my boss Zhong Pei, and the people in the company revolved around him, so I began to contact him privately...... I don't know what a split-leg is, but I know I'm particularly afraid of being cold. Maybe I really hurt Zhang Hengli, and you hate me too...... That day, you scolded Zhong Pei for what he did to Yi Xu and Zhang Hengli, I can't believe that I did that to you, I don't even know that Yi Xu is his good friend! I said that I hated the tacit understanding you used to show in front of me and Yi Xu, but I was actually just jealous of you - someone to grow up with. Maybe you don't believe it, what Zhong Pei did to Yi Xu and Zhang Hengli, especially to Yi Xu, in my opinion, is much worse than me! Love only talks about feelings, and friendship is not only about feelings, but also about righteousness? The difference between him and Yi Xu is really too big, selfish people treat the people around them as dust, and self-loving people treat the people around them as gold. Do you know, Zhong Pei's company collapsed last year, and he borrowed money from people everywhere, but he couldn't raise living expenses. ”

"Well deserved!" I said, "The human heart is the soil, and rotten seeds do not bear good fruits!" ”

"Yes! After being scolded by you that day, I took a good look at that person, he is really not a good person! Except for those who are richer and more status than him, he looks down on everyone, he doesn't help anyone in trouble, he doesn't look down on those who are richer and more status than him, he also looks down on them, flatters them when they meet, chews their tongues in private, and can't be fake. You say he's a beast, I think he's a bat. When he met a fowl, he said, "I have feet, and I am a step above you." When he met the beast, he said that I have wings, and that I am one step higher than you. Therefore, he is not a beast, no one can enter his heart, no one is his own person, no one will send charcoal in the snow and help him, and he also asked for the birds and beasts to scatter in times of danger! ”

"I remember the day I first met him, he was dressed in a white tracksuit, as clean as moonlight. His girlfriend died unexpectedly, and the whole class comforted him and took care of him, and he had the attention and concern of dozens of classmates. ”

"So those of you who knew him on campus treated him better than he did to himself, and you probably remember how spotless he was, but he forgot about it. By the way, I had a meal with Zhang Hengli last month, and Zhang Hengli told me that your group of people is not lively anymore. ”

She sighed and said, "It's a pity, the luckiest thing in the world is probably that two or three people know each other out of thousands of people." It's a shame that you were so lucky. ”

Three days after I met Gao Yun on the street, in the small island nation of Cyprus in the Mediterranean, a city called Paphos, Yi Xu finally found his father.

His father is in the intensive care unit, with a Chinese face, but he has a Latvian passport and a Latvian name. To be on the safe side, Yi Xu relied on DNA to confirm his identity.

On the outskirts of Paphos, there is a sea with three large rocks, and legend has it that Venus, the goddess of love, was born from the waves of the sea crashing on these stones, and there is a local story in Cyprus that if one can swim around three stones, and each time you swim around, you will be cared for by the goddess of love, and you will be ten years younger. At the beginning of November, Yi Xu's father and his girlfriend went swimming for this nihilistic wish, and the waves were too big, and both of them were swept to the bottom of the waves. By the time they were recovered from the water, the woman was certain dead, and her father had lost his will, had a large amount of fluid in his lungs, and had severe brain damage.

No one was responsible for his medical bills, and he didn't have a family member or loved one in law. The hospital is considering whether to send him to a much cheaper community hospital and treat him as a refugee for charity, which will drop several standards in terms of treatment intensity, equipment, and medicine. Yi Xu arrived in time and shouldered the medical expenses.

Yi Xu rented a house next to the hospital, and went to the hospital to take care of him when he had time, waiting for his father's condition to improve and wake up. This stay is more than seven months.

On July 23, 2016, I received a call from Funny, whose voice was so gentle that I was stunned, she said, "wouldyoucometovisitmeplease" (Can you come and see me?). ）

I called Yi Xu and told him that something was wrong with Funny, and she actually called me, and the most terrifying thing was that she said "please"!

She actually said "please"!

Yi Xu immediately flew to Hamburg in the afternoon. Funny had a heart attack, she was very weak, and she knew that this time was really running out.

She asked Yi Xu why I hadn't gone yet, and Yi Xu lied to her and said that I was applying for a visa, but the German embassy was very strict and needed more time, and he encouraged Funny to wait for me.

Two days later, Funny passed away in his sleep.

I remember April 22, 11, the fourth anniversary of my relationship with Yi Xu, on that day I bought a small cake and went home, and after celebrating with Yi Xu, I took it to the back garden and shared the cake with Funny, Soeren and Mrs. Wang who were sunbathing.

Mrs. Wang asked, "What day is it today?" ”

I said I just wanted to eat cake, nothing special. Mrs. Wang said, oh, today seems to be Earth Day! I looked it up online and told Funny in English that today is Earth's birthday!

Soeren immediately said that the earth was his brother, because "everyyearwebothgethotterandhotter!" (hot: hot, also sexy.) Every year we get sexier/hotter)

Not to be outdone, Funny says that Earth is her sister, because "shelivesjustaslongasIdo!" (She lived as long as I did!) ）

The woman who said she had lived as long as her Earth Sisters passed away peacefully at the age of 79.

Optimistically, even if people are reduced to ashes, don't they also coexist with the earth?

Soeren went to work in the U.S. and we lost touch for almost a year and a half. He didn't reply to the email, so I had to sign up for a Twitter account and go there to leave him a message. I looked at his content at the end of '12 to see if he had deleted the words that scolded me at the beginning. As expected, it was not deleted.

It's just that he didn't record the "game" we played in the Shenzhen factory, after he reunited with me, to the day he left China, there was only one update, when we were in the second factory in Shenzhen, he secretly took a picture of me in the workshop tired and bent over, saying that I was like a "question mark". He always said "questions" for the past few days, and then he didn't ask anything, and I thought he didn't bother to ask again because he saw that I was too busy. Unexpectedly, he said that I was tired like a big "question mark".

Soeren received my message and flew back to Hamburg on the day of the funeral. Funny's funeral was hosted by her boyfriend, and Yi Xu sent me a photo of a handsome old man. The whole community arrived, and it was lively. Funny, who doesn't like children, donated all his property to the children's welfare home in Hamburg, and Yi Xu said that Funny also donated my big box.

There were seven pairs of sunglasses, which I wanted to bring back to Changsha as a gift. Mom and Dad Yi Yi Zhang Hengli I myself and Yi Xu's mother, one for each person, I asked Yi Xu to steal it out, but he refused. When I bought it, I thought that if one day the seven of us took the sunglasses I bought and walked together on the streets of Changsha, it would be more stylish!

It's good. Things are not people, and there are three people who are no longer around. The extra three pairs of glasses I have to deal with by myself, which is also sad.

Funny helped me make the best decision.

According to Funny's last wishes, the song played at the funeral was "Girlonfire" by American female singer Alicia Keys.

I called her in March '13 to tell her that there was a new song that was literally written for her, and she said "Allright." He hung up on me. I thought she wasn't at ease at all, but I didn't expect her to listen to it and like it like this.

With this song as the background music, the funeral was as cheerful as a party.

Soeren updated Twitter again after returning to the United States.

He put a photo with Yi Xu. With the text: BergundTalkommennichtzusammen, wohlaberdieMenschen! (Mountains don't meet, people want to meet.) ）

A week later I received a courier from Hamburg, which was sent to me by Funny's lawyer.

On her deathbed, Funny finally signed a letter of attorney in which she was going to sue the German embassy in China for delaying my trip to Hamburg.

She really took action to "sue" them this time, although she had no right or position to "sue" them at all. (Accusation)

I won't forget the Funny who tricked me into becoming a tenant, the way she danced at the multi-function washing machine, the drooling that she drooled at the handsome young guy and the designer bag, and the sound of her yelling "sueyou" at me.

The last thing I will forget is the distressing old lady who was slightly drunk, slowly and gently caressing the bullet holes in the wall and softly saying "Areyoustillinpain".

There are no bullet holes in heaven, right?

DearFunny, I will keep this lawsuit safe, and if I am lucky, I will take it to heaven where I can meet you in the future!