I found a job as a translator, the salary is not high, the pressure is not too high, the work is 9 to 6, and the colleagues get along well. It was okay because it wasn't good at first, and it took me half a year to finally control my temper, but fortunately I met a tolerant boss and colleagues, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to pass the probationary period.

But I didn't restrain my temper for work. In my life, the slap that was thrown out, the first one was given to Zhang Hengli, and the second one was given to Yi Xu, according to this development, I am afraid that the next one will be my father.

Yi Xu asked the city lawyer to send an economic lawyer from his law firm as a representative lawyer to Zhong Pei's company to negotiate, and gave him two options: either to return my arrears of 6,600 euros and 450,000 yuan within a week, or to apply to the tax department for tax audit, and withdraw 30% of the shares after the inventory is completed. The equity distribution agreement given by Zhong Pei was not signed and handed back to Zhong Pei. So whether it is a personal debt of 450,000 yuan or 30% of the company's equity depends on whether Yi Xu is willing to add a signature on the equity book. Four days later, I received a remittance of 53,146.73 yuan, and the 450,000 yuan of Yixu also arrived at the same time.

The money Zhong Pei took was about to be returned, and the friendship he once gave didn't know who to ask for.

On December 28, I checked the results of the CPA exam on the Internet, and Zhang Yi passed. Zhang Yi said: "I'll talk about the results of the note", but now that the results of the note will come down, she can't say anything......

On February 9, 2013, Chinese New Year's Eve, I finished the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at home, went to Yi Xu's house to accompany him K song, and when we finished singing unforgettable tonight, Yi Xu sent me home. After returning home, my mother gave me a big gift box, saying that Zhang Hengli was here, Zhang Hengli asked them: "Zhang Yi is gone, Xijia is not willing to be friends with me?" Does she really think she's unlucky to meet me? ”

My mom said he was thin, shivering from the cold, and had a runny nose, just like when I first saw him in my dad's office during the winter vacation of my third year of junior high school.

Not long after he was discharged from the hospital, my dad was afraid that he would freeze back to the hospital again, so he sent him back in person.

I went back to my room and sat in front of Zhang Yi's urn for a long time.

In fact, I don't hate Zhang Hengli very much, and time has helped me figure out a lot of things: Zhang Yi gave him a kidney because he was very kind to her when he was young; Zhang Yi died for him, it was his own decision, and he did not force him, I lost Zhang Yi, I hurt, if he knew, it would not hurt less than me.

It's just that I'm not ready to meet him. When I see him, I must talk about Zhang Yi, he must ask me if Zhang Yi has contacted me, whether she is doing well in Ireland, who her husband is, whether he is reliable, what she looks like, he must also ask, do you know her contact information?

I just imagined him sitting across from me asking these questions, and I immediately had a sore nose. My parents and Yi Xu didn't dare to mention the word "Zhang Yi" in front of me, as long as I heard this name, I immediately remembered the picture of her floating down from the roof, I ran downstairs, the pool of blood she left on the ground, and the doctor's voice saying "head on the ground first, death on the spot".

I couldn't control myself, I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, I would tell Zhang Hengli the truth.

On New Year's Eve this year, the moon and lights are still the same. I didn't see last year's people, and my tears wet the sleeves of my shirt. The New Year is coming, and Zhang Hengli and I still can't be friends.

Before the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Zhang Yi's adoptive parents found my father, asked for Zhang Yi's ID card and cremation certificate, went to the police station to register Zhang Yi's death, and deleted her from the household registration book. They are worried that Zhang Yi not only has no inheritance, but will also run out of inexplicable foreign debts one day. They repeatedly asked my father to tell me that Zhang Yi would have nothing to do with their family in the future, and no matter what happened, they should never be involved in their family.

Manager Liang returned 3.5 million yuan to the company, and Yi continued to hire a city lawyer as the representative lawyer to defend Manager Liang. As the victim, Yi Xu pleaded for Manager Liang, and the court sentenced him to a lenient sentence of two years in prison with a two-year reprieve.

Yi Xu went to visit Zhang Hengli, he said that Zhang Hengli's body accepted Zhang Yi's gift well, although he recovered slowly but did not have a rejection reaction, he did not live up to her. He told Zhang Hengli that he had a good project in his hand, with a high rate of return and a fast rate of return, so he asked him to invest 50,000 yuan, and Zhang Hengli's bank card was a little more than 50,000 yuan, which was all renewed. The rest of Zhang Yi's money was slowly transferred to Zhang Hengli in the name of investment income through the easy continuation account.

Yi Xu unthawed the company and took it back, even if Lin Musen tried his best, two-thirds of the goods were not completed on time, according to quality and quantity. Teams are not a substitute for hard-working individuals. In order to retain customers, OEM goods are easy to continue to use twice the high price to get spot or quasi-spot from the factory; ODM customer, he paid three times the high price to let the factory put his orders to the front, with the fastest speed and the best quality delivery. Even the clients who did not sign the penalty agreement took the initiative to impose fines and position compensation, for which almost all of the company's working capital was spent. He sold an office, retrieved Mr. Lin and eleven other colleagues, and reopened the Shenzhen branch with three colleagues. A year later, the company expanded to the size of the summer of '12.

Yi Xu paid for the aunt's landlord and grandmother to be sent to the best nursing home in Changsha, and she used to be the director of the orphanage where the aunt grew up.

My dad said that the gentleman has gone through disasters without changing his will, and it is easy to continue this child, which is very good.

Everything seems to be developing well, but nothing is good.

Yi Xu refused to see my parents, which made my mother have a lot of opinions, and always said that he was afraid that he was not sincere enough to have a future with her daughter.

Moreover, his smile has become less.

Yi Xu was forced to walk out of the detention center because of Zhang Yi's postcard and because he was afraid that Zhang Yi would really kill me and then commit suicide. Yesterday was painful, today the water is still cold, and his soul is not really comforted.

He often looks through the computer left by his aunt, she is such a happy woman, and the videos left in the computer record her happy daily life: walking from the room to the living room with a smile in the morning, talking to Yi Xu with a smile, watching TV with a smile, talking on the phone with a smile, dancing aerobics with a smile, doing housework with a smile, and living her life with a smile.

Yi Xu was so sad that he lost the person closest to him in the world; He regretted it so much, on the day of the crime, he patronized and was happy for his mother's relationship, and he didn't pay attention to whether the male deceased had an abnormality in his eyes, and he didn't take precautions against the male deceased.

That day, her mother, who clearly said that she was going out to eat with Manager Liang, was drunk and was carried back by Manager Xu. Yi Xu had never seen his mother drunk, but he patronized to be happy for Manager Xu to tell him that he had been with his mother for several years, and he didn't suspect that his mother's lethargy was not drunk, but the sleeping pills mixed in the wine.

Manager Xu came back with his mother on his back, and actually brought a bottle of grapefruit juice that was sinking to death, saying something about hangover. In fact, because the grapefruit juice has a bit of a bitter taste, he persuaded Yi Xu to accompany him to drink a glass of grapefruit juice, and Yi Xu would not notice the taste of sleeping pills. The kind-hearted Yi Xu also wanted to peel an apple for him to eat, but he fell asleep after cutting half of it, and then the man raised the knife and stabbed his aunt and his heart successively.

At five o'clock in the morning, Yi Xu woke up and saw a scene that collapsed the whole world - his mother was killed. He called out to her, touched her face, knelt and hugged her, but there was no response. Mom was already cold......

The question mark in Yi Xu's heart is too big, why did he kill his mother? Why can people say love one second and murder the next? Although as the saying goes, things are lacking and wisdom is not clear, but he really hates himself for being too lacking in understanding and guarding against life and human nature, which caused a catastrophe.

For more than a year, Yi Xu tried all the ways to contact the criminal investigators who investigated the case, the forensic doctor, found a lawyer, and hired three private detective agencies successively, and almost checked all the people, places, and traces left by the male deceased from birth to death.

However, the male deceased was an orphan, with no relatives, a simple and withdrawn private life, no friends, and no financial difficulties or financial disputes. He has a wide range of abilities at work, but he has a clear division between public and private, never talks about his private life with customers or suppliers, and has no habit of writing diaries, blogs, microblogs and leaving any written records.

What a lively world it is, and yet someone can shut themselves up like that. He is so careful to take a person away from this world, but he does not leave a little explanation for this world and the family of the person he is going to take!

More than a year has passed, and Yi Xu has to face such a cruel reality: the world's most meticulous investigation methods and the most advanced science and technology can only tell him who the murderer of his mother is and how she was killed, but he can't tell him why she was killed.

This mystery, which is destined to never be solved, has also become a permanent regret in Yi Xu's heart.

I always tell jokes and find funny movies to make him relax, but he always hugs me in a daze. His favorite thing to do has changed from running to being in a daze. I've never seen him run again, and there's a fallen leaf in his heart that I can't pick up.

One day he sent me home, and at the gate of the community, he finally said, "Xijia, I'll take you to the end of the world, right?" ”

"Where?"

"Europe."

"Europe?"

"My mom had applied for a visa four times, Spain in '93, France in '97, Greece in '02, and Spain again in '06, and she didn't go once. I think my dad might be in one of those countries, Spain is the most likely. He is long gone in Russia. ”

"You want to find your dad?"

I held his hand tightly, for his eyes were filled with grief for a moment.

He said: "When I was very young, I thought that if I didn't have a father, it was because my father was not important! How annoying it is to have multiple people in the family! When I grow up, I think, maybe he doesn't like me, I'm so playful and my grades are not good, I don't like him either, I don't want anyone to care about me! By the time I was in the fourth or fifth grade of elementary school, I started to like reading books outside of class, especially about animals. ”

I nodded: "Two-thirds of the books on your bookcase are about animals. ”

"Yes, animals let me know what 'nature' is all about. I've always had a good impression of male scorpions and spiders, these two animals run the risk of being eaten by their female mates when they are mated with different **, they are so amazing for reproduction and offspring, animals can be like that, people will not be more affectionate and willing to give? Since then, I have developed a lot of affection for the title "Daddy". When I got to junior high school, I began to learn to look at my parents' divorce like an adult, maybe it was the discord between men and women, no one was right or wrong, and I even thought, maybe my dad secretly came back to see me at a certain time and place, or maybe he has been living in a community not far from us in Changsha, because my mother strongly rejected it, so I didn't see it. I feel a little regretful, but it's just a little regret because I respect my mom's feelings and privacy more. Something happened to my mother...... After checking my mother's visa records, I found out that they were not divorced, and my mother's page in my household registration book was fake, and there was a 'divorced' chapter on it, so I thought they were divorced from the time I knew those two words...... I think my dad may have ...... He didn't come back to us, he didn't come back to divorce my mother, he didn't come to see me, he probably passed away a long time ago. My mom wanted to go to Europe several times because she wanted to get his ashes back, maybe because of vulnerability, maybe because of timidity, maybe because she couldn't be sure where my dad's final location was, so she never made the trip. My dad didn't have any record of leaving Russia, and he didn't know if he was smuggled to Europe. If his original identity information had not been accepted or archived in Europe after he was smuggled in, and communication was so underdeveloped in those days, it would have been difficult for my mother to find him. ”

"It's harder now, and many more years have passed." I said worriedly.

"My mom was covered in ...... when she died. She left me with too many regrets, I didn't have time to treat her, I didn't take good care of her, I didn't see her start a family again, I didn't have time to be filial to her, I didn't take good care of her on the day of the crime, I didn't wake up in time to save her, and I never know why she was ...... Me, I don't have a chance to entertain my relatives anymore......"

Yi Xu wiped his moist eyes and said, "I have to get my father's ashes back, and I can't bear to think about the loneliness and desolation when he died in a foreign land." Although I don't have any impression of him, he is indeed the one who gave me life! This is what a son should do. Maybe I should bury them together, it should be my mother's wish, and the picture of her hidden behind the frame and her visa are good proof. I can only do this for her, otherwise with so much debt to her, I will not be able to live the next life! ”

"How long are you going to go? Several countries, what if he goes to many more countries? ”

"So I want you to go out with me, I will recruit a professional manager, let him be in charge of the company with Lin Musen, and we will find people, travel, and develop customers on the spot."

"Is that okay?"

"Of course you can!"

I jumped for joy, if I were a pigeon, I would have flown into the air: "Great, great, let's go up and tell my parents!" ”

Both elevators stopped on the dozen floors and remained motionless for half a day. I was anxious and pulled Yi Xu to run to the stairwell.

"How many martial arts movies I've watched since I was a child, I really didn't expect that one day I would be able to wander the world like those heroes!" I say.

"I've had that kind of dream too!" He said.

I looked back at him and he finally smiled. I think even if I have to run around with him for the rest of my life, I am willing.

"I'm thinking about what I'm going to prepare." I excitedly led him upstairs and ran away: "First of all, I want to buy a travel backpack or a suitcase. My poor big box was detained by Funny! ”

"Buy two of the strongest pairs of sneakers." He also said excitedly.

"Bring a long black down jacket and you'll be able to get through the winter."

We had already run to the second floor, and Yi Xu said, "I'm going to exchange some euros." ”

This time he ran in front and pulled me up. My boyfriend, who loves to run, is finally back!

"I'll bring back some change when I come back, you remember to remind me to bring it. Especially those coins, which can be used on the road. I said.

"Four credit cards, two for you, two for me!" He said.

"Electronic dictionaries, many countries don't speak English." I laughed and said, "When it comes to the German territory, I will be your translator, no charge!" ”

"First, go apply for a visa!"

I froze instantly.

Funny had a heart attack and I was forced to postpone my return to China and exceeded the visa deadline. I was taken to a small room while I was going through customs in Hamburg, and I was detained by the immigration authorities. They asked me what was going on, and I told them about Funny's sudden entry into the emergency department, and they said that you can ask your landlord and her doctor to go to immigration to help you appeal, but before the appeal is successful, you need to be detained at the immigration office or the police station, there is no guarantee that your appeal will be successful, someone has done this before, and there are very few successful cases. I said what if I drop my appeal? They said that they would be fined 200 euros, and that they would not be able to come to Germany for five years. I thought to myself that if I don't come, I won't come, who is rare! Not to mention that it will not come for five years, and it will not come for fifty years! The old lady is like an arrow at this time!

But Germany belongs to the Schengen area, and this black record I left in Germany has also closed the doors of more than 20 other countries to me for five years! These countries that have closed their doors happen to be places where Yi Xu wants to wander!

Why did I make that decision at the time? Why did I forget something so important? Soeren has mentioned to me several times that I should go back to Hamburg, but I didn't even think about it once, I just thought that if I didn't go, I wouldn't go, I didn't expect Yi Xu to want to go, but I couldn't!

I leaned weakly into Yi Xu's arms, there was no reset button in life, and I burst into tears.

His grandmother's, why hasn't there been a film that says that wandering the world still needs a visa?

Yi Xu understood the origin of the incident, and he was instantly depressed. I was scared to see him look like that. He finally ran up, and he couldn't let him stop again!

"You go alone!" I wiped my tears and said, "Look, if you go alone, the speed must be faster than two people, you also know the speed of my running, and you don't have to give me food, you are not handsome if you are skinny." I don't have to leave my parents just to find your father. ”

"Do you really think so?"

"That's right! Increase efficiency and save time! You go alone, you don't have to walk, you don't have to run, you have to rush, come back as soon as possible, you have to make sure that you are still so handsome when you come back! ”

"I promise."

"You have to promise you'll come back for me!"

"I promise."

"You have to promise," I said, the more worried I became, "if you can't find him, and you can't despair, it's not your fault!" You've done your best to see your mom in the sky! I don't mind how long I'll wait for you, I'm afraid you won't come back! ”

"Of course I'll be back!"

"Even if the ashes are found, in case his original identity information is not accepted and archived locally, coupled with the age, the identity certificate may also become an obstacle for you to bring the ashes back, if you don't let it over there, don't insist too stubbornly, don't drill the horns, don't do things that hurt yourself!"

"No!"

"Won't you? Then you tell me what you will do if I really say it? ”

"Give him incense." He hesitated and said.

I held his face: "I want you to swear, you want to put me in a very important position, no lower than your father, you have to remember that even if you lose everything in this world, you still have me!" ”

He raised his right hand and said, "I swear!" ”

I hugged him tightly: "I'm not afraid of you being wandering and lonely, I'm afraid that you have no belonging!" ”