September 15, 2012

The plane landed at Changsha Huanghua Airport.

I didn't stop at the place where I got my suitcase, and went straight to the exit.

I DIDN'T HAVE A SUITCASE, I DIDN'T BRING IT BACK, AND IT WAS DETAINED BY MY GERMAN LANDLORD, FUNNY, AND THE OLD LADY DETAINED MY SUITCASE AND LIED THAT SHE COULDN'T REMEMBER WHERE IT WAS. I couldn't afford to stay in Germany any longer in order to deal with her, so I went back with my backpack. I'm nine days late and can't wait any longer. I don't know if this city is home to this machine. But for me, yes! I went home, after two years and nine days away.

I stopped ten meters before the exit and put on my dress, a white linen skirt with a gold belt around my waist and red strappy sandals on my feet, which I wore when I left two years ago. When I arrived in Germany two years ago, I immediately washed and wrapped this skirt, shoes, underwear and underwear, and now I wear it back as it is, this is what I will look like when I meet again, I have been thinking a little romanticly, I want him to recognize me at first sight, I want to come back completely.

I touched it from my shoulders to my waist to the hem of my skirt and looked at the soles of my shoes to see if I had stepped on anything. Then I touched the strap of the backpack on my shoulder and smoothed it out. I took a breath, straightened up, and tossed the paper into the trash can beside me, which was now a waste paper and a small expensive ticket fourteen hours ago. The ticket was not cheap in the first place, and it was 30 percent more expensive due to a last-minute change nine days ago. When people really can't row, they don't have to pay for sparrows to soar in the sky.

My name is Ye Xijia, my English name is Scarliet, and both of them were names that my mother gave me when I was still in my mother's womb. I am not from Changsha, but I live in Changsha with a thick skin, because I am very thick-skinned and have lived for many years, so I also got a Changsha hukou and became a Changsha person legally. I was born in a small village not too far away, Scarliet is a bit of a homonym, my mother put a little thought into these two names, she is a very optimistic woman, she was unwavering at that time to believe that she can go from the countryside to the city, and her children will go from China to the world! Since it is to go out into the world, then the English name is needed. She wanted a daughter to inherit her mantle, and she didn't even think that the ball of meat in her belly might be a boy, so she chose these two sweet names. Cherishing Jia is the best blessing of my mother as a woman to her daughter, and I hope that people in my life can "cherish the beauty", that is, I can marry a good person in the future, just like she married my father.

Scarliet is not an orthodox English name, but a combination of the names of the heroines of two of my mother's favorite English films, "Gone with the Wind" and "Romeo and Juliet". She is deeply about the two male protagonists, and she also likes the heroine. At that time, my mother knew through the black and white TV set that there were only two handsome Western guys, and the black and white TV set that made a great contribution still belonged to the public, and the whole unit was a TV, placed in the conference room, and my mother used public resources to establish a secret private desire, but she was much kinder than the current girl fans, and she would never want to break the lover of her dream into pieces.

When I took my first breath of air, the midwife said, "Congratulations, it's a daughter!" My mom proudly said to the ceiling, look, I'll just say it's a daughter! Later, my mom said that she regretted that she didn't say that my daughter must be beautiful when she was pregnant, otherwise I wouldn't be like this today. There is always a probability problem that she wants to have a boy or a girl, but she never thought that she and my father could be negative.

My appearance failed her, but she was merciful, and for the sake of me being the flesh that had fallen from her, I was kept using these two names.

She and my dad also departed from this airport two days ago for a half-moon trip to Southeast Asia. When I called to inform me that we were going to postpone our home, my dad sighed and said to my mom that we really didn't choose the right time, or we should go back next time. Mom said she didn't choose a good time, and you asked her to come back next time! I strongly protest that I am back now with a deep love for you! Besides, what is the next time, I have completely returned from Germany, and I will live at home in the future, and there will be no next time! My mother said that I heard it, we will meet more than 300 times a year in the future, and we will only travel abroad once in 50 years!

So, I came back and they left.

My mom says just remember to bring back important documents, especially in German, to prove that you're really a turtle. She said that she didn't want to show off to others, and I couldn't show off anything with you, but she just wanted to prove that she had spent tens of thousands of dollars to contribute to Germany's economic development. I said that the German economy has not developed much in recent years. My mom said that without my RMB, its economy would be even more ruined! Over the years, the national self-confidence of the Chinese has increased, and my mother has swelled, and she feels that her small tens of thousands of yuan should be important to little Germany.

I said Mom, I'll bring you some gifts. My mom said it wasn't my money yet, bring the rest of the money back! China's economy is not very good now, and it has to do its own small strength for its own country, and if you want to buy it at home, you will stimulate domestic demand, and you are not allowed to bring superfluous things, and you have to lose it halfway! Mother's words should be listened to as a daughter, the key is why she went to Southeast Asia to contribute to other people's economic development?

I sometimes don't think my mom is a good person.

Excited and nervous, I pursed my lips unconsciously, expecting to see familiar faces outside. My head was spinning rapidly, and when I saw Yi Xu later, should I run over or walk over? Do you want to hug him or kiss him first? Should the first sentence be "I miss you" or "I miss me"?

Yi Xu is my boyfriend, the person my mother longed for many years ago. I haven't let my parents know about the existence of Yi Xu yet. This day is not far off, according to my plan, either tonight or tomorrow morning, I want a video connection to scare them!

A girl walked by, and I blocked her with my hand, "Excuse me, can I please do me a favor?" ”

She asked alarmedly, "What's the matter?" ”

I said, "Could you please help me see if there's anything wrong?" ”

As I spoke, I slowly circled around and was less than five meters from the exit, trying to make sure everything was in order.

She looked me up and down and said, "There are a few things that could be improved." ”

"Where?" I knew that after more than ten hours of flying, not eating or sleeping well, and changing planes in the middle of the flight, my head could not keep up with my mood, and there must be flaws.

"The chin can be lengthened, the skin can be whiter, the breasts can be bigger, the rest of the place can be passable, the neck and butt are beautiful." She said.

"Huh?" I thought the answer was that the skirt was dirty, the backpack was not zipped properly, the hair was a little messy, the lips were a little dry, etc..........

She took out a business card from her bag and said, "I'm sorry I'm in a hurry, do you mind giving me your contact information as well, and I'll arrange a time for you to do specific consulting services?" ”

Her business card reads "XX Plastic Surgery Hospital in Changsha". She actually said that my neck was beautiful, and my mother kept saying that when I was a child, I must have peeked at the front table answers in exams, just like a giraffe stealing leaves from someone else's yard, so my neck is getting longer and longer.

"Oh, no, I'll contact you!" I say.

As soon as this farce was over, I was no longer nervous. What is there to be nervous about seeing Yi Xu, and being nervous when you can't see it!

I walked to the exit with a big smile on my face, and when I saw the team picking up people, I opened my ears wide, but I couldn't hear anyone calling me. I thought he was watching my disappointed face behind the crowd, and I pretended not to panic and continued to grin. People kept pouring from behind me to the front, and the people in front of me waved to each other one by one and left, and my smile had to be retracted. I read the people who picked them up one by one, and looked behind them, not letting go of the whole hall and outside the hall, but I didn't see Yi Xin. I was afraid that there would be a mistake, so I once again looked at the oncoming crowd steadily, and then turned back step by step, turned back three times in the second step, and turned back four times in the third step, so as to progress in a regular manner, twenty steps away, the neck has begun to show signs of stiff neck. He never showed up.

Man, if you curse your mortal enemy, it will be the same as your wish, and it will not be fulfilled for thousands of years. Curse yourself, and God will bring that bad dish to you in ten minutes.

I replaced my old SIM card, bought a recharge card, and couldn't wait to throw away the German calling card.

Dial the phone and turn it off.

A sense of disappointment, overwhelmed me. I have been away for two years and nine days and have not felt so panicked for a moment, love should be tied to the body, it can be temporarily separated, but temporarily, there is a time limit, my time limit is two years and nine days, and any more will make me panic.

Why isn't it here? Didn't receive my text message? Isn't the loss of contact in the past few days a planned surprise? Where is he?

I'm so confused! When I left, I agreed to go back as I was. In addition to this outfit, it should also include the place where you said goodbye that year, right?

I ran to the gate. People who only see laughter, sorrow, whispering, and reluctance are all strangers. I didn't see my familiar figure.

Nothing has changed here, and neither has I changed, but there is no Yi Xu and Zhang Hengli.