Cao Juying was busy all night and finally finished, as she said at the beginning, when everything was done properly, she could sleep without standing with her eyes closed in bed, Cao Juying was really sleepy.

"Chen Feng! You make me squint and take a nap, and you come to guard Lili. ”

"Okay, Mom! Sleep, you've choked enough for the night. Chen Feng said something considerate.

"Well, Lili woke up and remembered to wake me up. By the way, obviously tonight is also a while to sleep, and a while to wake up, don't wake up Mingming, if you do anything, you can do it, and if you can't do it, let it go, and let Mingming sleep to a full night's sleep. Cao Juying covered her mouth with her hands and yawned and told Chen Feng.

"Okay." When Chen Feng replied to Cao Juying, his eyes looked at Hao Jiaming, who was already sleeping on the bed, and the saliva at the corner of his mouth wet a large piece of the pillow.

Cao Juying also saw it, Cao Juying held up Hao Jiaming's head and turned the dry side of the pillow that Hao Jiaming slept on for Hao Jiaming to sleep.

"This kid sleeps so soundly."

After Cao Juying finished speaking, the two of them next to Hao Jiaming's bed fell asleep with their heads together.

Chen Feng understood Cao Juying's intentions.

In this way, if Hao Jiali has something to do, Chen Feng shouted, and Cao Juying immediately shouted, so there was no need for Chen Feng to send Hao Jiaming to her house to find her.

Indeed, Cao Juying was afraid that Hao Jiali's fever would not go away, and she wanted to guard Hao Jiali.

And Chen Feng didn't matter what happened last night, when Cao Juying and Hao Jiaming were still busy in the auditorium, Chen Feng slept at home for most of the night, and in the second half of the night after Cao Juying and Hao Jiaming went home, Chen Feng watched his uncle give Hao Jiali medicine without closing his eyes like Cao Juying, but compared to Cao Juying Chen Feng's spirit is a little fuller, unlike Cao Juying and Hao Jiaming, who are sleepy.

Chen Feng silently remembered Cao Juying's words in his heart, and then leaned against the head of the bed and squinted, his two arms were also placed outside the quilt and not covered tightly, Chen Feng was also waiting for Hao Jiali's high fever to subside and people to wake up.

And at this time, Hao Jiali's body was sweating out one after another, and the high fever had begun to slowly subside, Cao Juying didn't sleep for a long time, Chen Feng heard Hao Jiali not wake up, and opened her mouth and shouted a few times, "Water, water," Chen Feng knew that Hao Jiali was burned by a high fever and her lips were dry, but she wanted to drink water, Chen Feng knew that Hao Jiali's consciousness was slowly waking up, and Hao Jiali was not far from opening her eyes and waking up.

"The Bodhisattva apparition! The Bodhisattva has appeared! Amitabha! Amitabha! Chen Feng was ecstatic.

Immediately, Chen Feng lifted the quilt on his body and put on his jacket and climbed up, then grabbed the edge of the bed with one hand, lifted it step by step, and walked to the table with the other foot.

Chen Feng's square stool was taken for Cao Juying last night and sat down when she was dispensing medicine for her uncle, Chen Feng had no choice but to grab the family and hold the family that could be grasped and helped to come to Hao Jiali's bedside.

Chen Feng arrived at Hao Jiali's bedside and gently lifted the quilt covered by Hao Jiali, Chen Feng saw that Hao Jiali was sweating and the dry clothes she had changed were soaked again, and she didn't dare to wake up Cao Juying again, so she turned around and Chen Feng moved to the table to pick up the square stool she used, and then walked to the back room with the bearing power of the square stool, and took a set of Hao Jiali's dry clothes in the wardrobe in the back room and put them on Hao Jiali again.

After Hao Jiali took a few sips of water, at this time, Chen Feng heard the sound of villagers in the village who got up early opening the door and pulling the door bolt.

In an instant, Chen Feng also heard some villagers standing under the eaves brushing their teeth, as well as the sound of the toothbrush stirring in the cup at the end of the brush, and the sound of squirting out after a few mouthfuls of water in their mouths.

"Someone got up so early."

Chen Feng's house does not have a clock, Chen Feng does not know what time it is in the morning, these villagers have all gotten up early, according to the Beijing time at this time in the past, the people in the village listened to the radio report brought back by Chen Zhanjun from the army, this time was about six o'clock in the morning.

And Chen Zhanjun slept until the second half of last night and didn't wake up at this time, and he didn't turn on the radio, and the villagers in the whole village, including Chen Feng, didn't know what time it was, Chen Feng just guessed that it was about six o'clock, and in another hour, Chen Feng knew that breakfast was going to be cooked at home.

The three of them who were lying on the bed tossed all night, and when they woke up, they were absolutely hungry and screaming for food.

But in addition to a little rice at the bottom of the rice bowl at home, there are no green vegetables.

Chen Feng wanted to boil some porridge for Hao Jiali, but when she had a high fever, she burned so much that her mouth was even lighter than boiled water, and she didn't have any taste, she just wanted to drink water or eat some light food.

However, Chen Feng saw that the rice at home could not last for a few days, Chen Feng was a little reluctant to use all the rice to cook porridge for Hao Jiali to eat, Chen Feng wanted to wait for his son Hao Jiaming to wake up and pick some vegetables from the ground and cook porridge in the rice, so that the rice at home can still withstand cooking a few meals.

Chen Feng knew that Hao Jiali was sick and injured this time, and the family would not have to suffer for the rest of their lives.

The back of Hao Jiali's hand is injured like this, whether it is picking snails or going to the paddy field to catch loaches, it is an empty word on paper, if you wait until Hao Jiali's hand heals, the family will be hungry for at least half a month during this time, and Cao Juying's family and Chen Qing's family will also be difficult to protect themselves in this half month.

The granary of the production team was burned by Hao Jiali's fire, and there is no doubt that there will be a shortage of catties and two catties to distribute grain to the masses every month, and everyone has to save and pick and pick up the rations they eat every month to survive a month.

And Cao Juying's family has all the surplus food on weekdays to Hao Jiali, and after that, the production team will not have enough rations, which will be enough for her own family to eat, unless Cao Juying's family is also like Hao Jiali's family to cook rice and miscellaneous grains or vegetables to save relief Hao Jiali's family, but in that case, Chen Zhanjun will not be able to do the labor of the production team, and Hao Jiali's uncle and aunt in middle school will not be able to read this book if they can't eat enough at school.

Chen Feng knew that Cao Juying's family would not be able to help his family of three this winter and next spring.

As for his elder brother Chen Qing's family, although he still has some grain in stock at home, he has three sons who are still singles, and this bit of grain that will be stored in the grain cabinet at home in the future will not dare to move.

After Hao Jiali burned the granary of the production team, they also had to take out the stored grain from their own grain cabinet to replenish it, so that they could supply and ask for food, and if they would help Hao Jiali's family of three with food, then soon don't wait until next spring, the grain cabinet of their brother's house will be looted, and their three nephews will become the men who have changed the color of the girls near Fang Yuan, and it will be difficult for them to have girls enter the house.

Chen Feng didn't want his three nephews to be so bad that they couldn't even enter the house in order to help him.

Chen Feng felt that she owed her brother too much, she must not delay these three nephews anymore, although she said those words angrily to Cao Juying, in fact, her brother Chen Qing has not hindered her from doing anything for all these years as the captain of the production team, but she has not been able to live her own life without her brother's help over the years, and this time her brother will not make such a mistake if he does not help her family, she must not drag down her several unmarried nephews now.

But without the help of these two relatives, Chen Feng remembered that all the food in his family would never land and there would be no place to come from now on, after eating this bit of rice at the bottom of the tank, even if Hao Jiali's hands were good, but the winter frost in the southern Hunan area was like a nail driven into the wood, the deeper it went, Hao Jiali couldn't get down such a cold paddy field, to paraphrase the lesson of Xiang Yu's suicide in Wujiang, which was taught by Hao Jiali's teacher, Chen Feng knew that the current situation of the family was also embattled. To put it bluntly, there is one way to go home, and that is a dead end.

Since it is a dead end, Chen Feng is already the road under the feet of a blind man, and she plans to take a step wherever the crutches sweep her legs, let alone whether the road ahead is a cliff or an abyss, she has to go forward desperately:

"Let's die, let's die, it's so difficult to live, it's not interesting to live, and it's more pleasant to die early and reincarnate early to give birth to a good place in the next life than to live and suffer sins now."

Chen Feng is determined not to live, and he is determined to sit back and wait for the future to live.

Thinking like this, Chen Feng had no distractions, Chen Feng quietly waited for Hao Jiaming to wake up, pick vegetables from the field, come back, chop them and put them in porridge to make breakfast for the whole family.

Hao Jiaming hasn't woken up yet.

Chen Feng could only sit quietly at the head of the bed, waiting for Hao Jiaming to wake up, and then continued to feed Hao Jiali and drink water.

After feeding for a while, Chen Feng heard the sound of the villagers outside the house getting up and washing, dragging hoes and knocking on the ground to work in the fields, the shouts of driving ducks into the paddy fields, and the cattle leading the production team to pass through the village harvest field, and the bells hanging from the iron ring around the cow's neck made a series of crisp sounds.

These voices entered Chen Feng's ears and stung Chen Feng's heart.

This should be something she could do before Chen Feng's legs were good, Chen Feng hadn't done these things for almost a year, Chen Feng wanted to do it but could only stay at home, she could only listen to these voices and then these things were out of reach, listening to these sounds to comfort her painful heart.

Also, Hao Jiali was so seriously injured, after eating this bit of rice at the bottom of the tank at home during this time, this family has no days to come, such a beautiful morning Chen Feng felt that he would not be able to fantasize about being able to devote himself to it soon, even if he couldn't feel it, Chen Feng couldn't help but feel sad, and suddenly tears dripped Hao Jiali's quilt was wet.