Chapter 7: Death

Shi Jingyuan was very angry, he was very angry, and now he felt that he was on fire, and he wanted to fight like that and beat Yan Rin hard.

Now it is Yan Rin's wedding, the wedding, one of the six ceremonies, is a major life event, not to mention the emperor's wedding.

Most emperors have been married before ascending the throne, and they only need to hold a post-book ceremony, so for the wedding of an emperor like Yan Rin, the officials of the Ministry of Rites are rummaging around for records of the wedding ceremony, but they are still like a blind man crossing the river, busy in the dark.

But in any case, a series of etiquette procedures have been formulated, and Yan Rin has no opinions, and all the steps have been completely done.

However, it was this lack of opinion that made Shi Jingyuan angry.

Seeing Yan Rin put on the crown of fur, the crown of the crown, the crown of the sky, the robe of the shoes, the robe and the royal parade clothes layer by layer......

Seeing Yan Rin slowly put on the white Luo Fangxin curved collar, a large gold and jade belt around his waist, white socks and black scarfs on his feet, and a ribbon on his feet......

Seeing that Yan Rin was wearing a crown of Tongtian that was one foot high and one foot wide on the top of his head, and the crown was adorned with twenty-four curly beams, he looked at the jade hairpin to guide the hair distribution room......

Seeing that Yan Rin was surrounded by everyone in the middle, whether it was congratulations or flattery, they all accepted it calmly and generously. Obviously, Shi Jingyuan did not hide his anger and dissatisfaction in the slightest, and his angry eyes almost burned through Yan Rin, but he still seemed to have no feeling at all, and he still accepted blessings in front of him decently......

…… No matter what happened, the expression on Yan Rin's face did not change in the slightest, like a mask, making Shi Jingyuan unable to see through the true meaning.

None of those ministers found out about this, and I have to say that Yan Rin's performance kung fu is perfect. But Shi Jingyuan could see that Yan Rin now had no heart, because in his eyes, there was nothing. No matter what happened, nothing really got into his eyes and into his heart......

I only heard the official of Qin Tianjian shouting vividly: "The auspicious time has come!" "All the princes and ministers bowed down to the ground and shouted long live.

The official of the Xuan system took the edict, stood on the east side of the Dan Majesty, announced the edict loudly, appointed the main and deputy angels, and went to meet the preparation of Nacai and ask for the name.

The queen is the princess of Qin, and these six rites cannot be completely in accordance with the rules. The so-called Nacai, asking for names, Najib, Najib, admonishing, announcing the date, and welcoming in person, what really needs to be done is to welcome in person.

The princess's name, resume, and birth date were all written in the "table" and brought from Qin to Yanjing. What the two angels had to do was to bring back the "watch" and give it to the celebrant and eunuch.

This family affair is decided, and the birthdays of Yan Rin and the princess of Qin must also be in line, this Najib and Nazheng are going through the motions, and the national teacher will say a few words made in heaven, and the prosperity of the country will be completed.

Then the two angels went to welcome the princess into the palace to complete the ceremony......

Such a hypocritical form of wedding ceremony, from beginning to end, Yan Rin did not have a trace of impatience and irritability, from beginning to end, Yan Rin has always maintained a smile at the corner of her mouth, from beginning to end, the expression on Yan Rin's face, the smile on her face has not changed at all, and even the curvature of the corner of her mouth has not changed at all......

He had always been calm as usual, and he did not have a trace of nervousness in the face of an unusually grand scene; In the face of the congratulations and praises of hundreds of officials, he did not have a trace of self-satisfaction; Faced with the most exciting thing in his life, he was not a little excited.

He smiled faintly, so that the courtiers would not feel any pressure, and would not be too close, perfectly maintaining the cordiality and distance as an emperor.

He nodded in return, reflecting the modesty of the young man, and maintaining the pride of the emperor, thanking the hundred officials for their congratulations, and appeasing the officials who came from far away from the Qin State, all of which were just right.

He gently helped up Princess Lechang of Qin, with friendliness to the princess of Qin, respect for the queen, and tenderness for his wife......

Very decent, very successful, very perfect. The perfect is like having been rehearsed thousands of times, the perfect is like the procedure written down by the officials of the Ministry of Rites, and the perfect is without a trace of flaws.

And Yan Rin, the whole person, is like a puppet who has completed this procedure, step-by-step, following the rules, without a trace of outrage, perfectly playing his role as an emperor and husband.

Just looking at such a perfect Yan Rin, Shi Jingyuan was full of depression and anger. He didn't know what he was angry about, whether he was angry with his relatives, angry with Yanrin, or angry with himself.

He now knows how much Yan Rin can do for Rong Qian and for that promise.

For today's Yan Rin, there is no distinction between public and private. Yu Gong, for Rong Qian, he wanted to be a good emperor, Yu Private, he dedicated his life for Rong Qian, and even lost all the major events of his life.

Or, in fact, the moment Rong Qian left, he no longer had himself and no "selfishness......

Shi Jingyuan couldn't help but want to blame, he didn't know who he wanted to blame, and he didn't know who he could blame, but he felt that Yan Rin was in this state now, and someone needed to be responsible.

He wanted to blame Rong Qian, if he hadn't insisted on leaving, Yan Rin wouldn't have been so depressed now, wouldn't have been so selfless, and wouldn't have sacrificed his lifelong happiness like this.

He wanted to blame Yan Rin, who was burdened with everything, refused to share it with others, blindly blamed himself, buried himself in the past, never looked forward to the hope of the future, and no longer believed that happiness could come to him.

He even wanted to blame that village girl, a common man, who didn't understand any big truths, but blindly looked forward to the monarch and revered the emperor. If it weren't for her, the people would be just an object to be governed by Yan Rin, just a concept. It will not suddenly become vivid, so that he suddenly found that the people are so lovely and amiable, it turns out that protecting the people is what he must do as a monarch, and it turns out that as a monarch, the responsibility to bear is to pay for himself, and it is worth paying for himself.

He wanted to blame himself even more, why did it take so long to make up his mind to find Rong Qian, and why he still couldn't find Rong Qian even though he had made up his mind. I know the source of everything, I know the way to solve it, but I can't do anything. Looking at Yan Rin now, he was led by the line like a puppet, but he couldn't help, knowing that Yan Rin didn't have a trace of happiness in his heart, but he couldn't say anything, let alone stop this big wedding, stop Yan Rin from destroying his happiness with his own hands.

But how can he blame Rong Qian? Rong Qian has been doing what is most beneficial to Yan Guo and Yan Rin, and even almost lost his life.

How did he blame Yan Rin? Everything Yan Rin did was for the sake of Yan Guo, and all the choices were made to make Yan Guo and the people safe, and he didn't even care about himself.

How could he blame that village girl? Everything she said was what she really thought, without a trace of hypocrisy, and it was the most simple and sincere heartfelt words.

And how could he blame himself? He has done everything he can do, and he has thought of all the ways he can think of, but things are not progressing, does he want to blame himself for his incompetence? Could it be that seeing Yan Rin so self-blame and guilt, he has put his whole life into it, and now he has to accompany himself and feel guilty for a lifetime, and follow in Yan Rin's footsteps?

None of this will work, is it possible that his anger will be transferred to the innocent woman who is thousands of miles away from home and will never return to her homeland for the rest of her life?

Shi Jingyuan himself felt that his anger was very unreasonable, but he just couldn't help it. Seeing that Yan Rin closed himself day by day, doing his best to play the role of the perfect emperor every day, and even gradually became familiar with this role, slowly, I am afraid that he himself only remembers that he is an emperor, forgetting that he is still a person, a flesh-and-blood, living person.

Shi Jingyuan was anxious and worried, but there was nothing he could do. Gradually, it is this boundless and unreasonable anger.

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The emperor's wedding is the most complicated and boring wedding ever. But there is also a bonus, which is that you don't have to worry about getting drunk.

The feast of the ministers, the scene is very large, but the etiquette is varied, and the process is complicated. No minister dared to transgress the rules, and no minister dared to blatantly pour the emperor's wine.

At three o'clock, the banquet was dispersed, the emperor returned to the palace, and the ministers left.

But Shi Jingyuan didn't want to go back, he didn't want to go back to his mansion at all. Although this palace is not a place where he can stay, not a place where he should stay, but he always feels that here, closer to Yan Rin, maybe things can take a turn for the better and improve, but once he returns home, everything will be over.

As a foreign minister, Shi Jingyuan can also go around the outer palace. When he was a child, he accompanied Yan Rin to live in the palace, and he was familiar with the guards, and the guards in the palace knew that he was a friend and confidant of the emperor, and he was often given to stay in the outer hall, and no one cared about him.

On the day of the emperor's wedding, he stayed in the main hall, and the queen made a husband and wife ceremony, and tomorrow, the queen officially entered the harem and lived in her own bedroom.

The main hall is still within the scope of the outer hall, and Shi Jingyuan didn't spend much effort to see the majestic palace.

Shi Jingyuan just wandered outside Yan Rin's dormitory, walking around the dormitory...... He has no reason to go in, but he is unwilling to go back like this, he really has that feeling, if he leaves like this today, then there will be no Yan Rin in the world, there is only the emperor of the Great Yan Kingdom.

Wandering around like a headless fly, Shi Jingyuan couldn't figure out a clue now.

Shi Jingyuan lowered his head and walked with his head bored, rarely looking up at the brightly lit dormitory, and then stepping on the flowers and plants under his feet, kicking the stones on the side of the road from time to time to vent the depression and irritability in his heart.

"Jingyuan? Are you here? "I had just walked around the corner of the dormitory, but suddenly I heard a familiar voice.

"Your Majesty ......!" Raising his head suddenly, Shi Jingyuan looked at Yan Rin in front of him in a daze, still wearing a silk robe, knee covering, and a square heart curved collar, and he didn't even take off the imperial reading clothes outside, obviously he didn't enter the dormitory at all, and there was already some moisture on the scarf around his waist, and it seemed that he had been standing here for a long time.

"Jingyuan, this banquet has been dispersed, why don't you go back?" Yan Rin smiled softly, the moonlight sprinkled on him, and the whole person looked more soft and lonely.

"Your Majesty......" Shi Jingyuan looked at it, and suddenly felt sad, obviously it was the day of the wedding, and it was clear that the candle night in the cave room should be the happiest time in his life, why did he stand outside the palace like this, "Your Majesty, the weather is getting colder, why are you standing outside like this......"

"Heh, after passing so many layers of clothes, are you still afraid that I will not be able to freeze?" Yan Rin opened his hand and gestured to the heavy clothes on his body, now he and Shi Jingyuan are no longer so restrained, and they no longer call themselves "I".

"However, today, it's the day of your wedding, it's ......" Shi Jingyuan was a little uncomfortable, he didn't dare to look at the smile on Yan Rin's face, that kind of smile always gave people an illusory feeling.

"Huh...... Do you have candles in the cave room......" Yan Rin's smile was slightly bitter, looking at Shi Jingyuan's expression, he slightly understood the reason why he didn't leave.

Thinking about such a day, I made a puppet for a whole day, and this childhood playmate was probably worried for a day.

Looking at Shi Jingyuan, and then at the door of the dormitory, Yan Rin couldn't help but sigh: "The one inside is my wife, I didn't know her, and I didn't have anything to do with her." But after tonight, she is my wife...... "Silently staring at the window of the dormitory, Yan Rin's eyes showed a little helplessness and sadness, and finally said a little heart, "I just thought that I would live with such an unknown person for the rest of my life in the future, always ...... A little panicked......"

Yan Rin showed a little loneliness and dazedness, whenever he was upset, whenever he was at a loss, he would always think of Rong Xiang. It seems that every time I think of him, my heart can calm down, and then I can sort out the clue and find a solution.

Even in the days when he was trying to bring down Rong Qian, every time he thought of him, he could generate some confidence and motivation, and then move on to the next thing.

Now, Rong Xiang is no longer around. How many times have I not had confidence when dealing with political decisions, but I thought about Rong Xiang in my heart, thinking about what I would do if Rong Xiang was there, so I had an idea in my heart and made up my mind.

But today, thinking that she had to face such a strange future, Yan Rin was really a little panicked. Moreover, it seems useless to think about Rong Qian no matter what, but the more I think about it, the more panicked I become, the more I think about it, the more uneasy I become, and even a trace of guilt. That's why I've been standing here alone for so long......

After being silent for a while, he finally retracted his thoughts and turned back to face reality. Yan Rin took a deep breath: "She is also a poor person, she came from Qin Country far away, and since then she has been far away from her homeland and will never see her family again. After tonight, she will be my wife, and I will take care of her, protect her, and do my duty, and be a good husband, and build her a home......"

Shi Jingyuan listened and felt blocked in his heart: This Yan Rin, obviously he is at a loss, but he understands his responsibility, and he is still bent on shouldering his responsibility, is it like this, regardless of his own feelings, and living for others? He, is this learning from anyone's deeds?

"Your Majesty, then you, tonight, prepare to ......" Shi Jingyuan said intermittently, and he didn't know how to describe it. He didn't want Yan Rin to get married just like this in order to complete his mission, but he couldn't say it clearly.

However, Yan Rin knew what Shi Jingyuan was thinking, and said it directly: "Tonight, I won't have sex with her." After a pause, he felt that there seemed to be something wrong with this, and explained, "I have heard that women should not break their bodies too early, and they are not good for their health......

I heard, who did I listen to? The bitterness in Shi Jingyuan's heart became heavier and heavier, except for Rong Qian, who else would tell Yan Rin about this kind of thing, who would veto the reality that has been accepted by the world?

Your Majesty, even now, what you have in mind has always been Rong Qian? Do you always take his words to heart and never forget them?

Your Majesty, even now, you are thinking about that woman, and you have not taken into account your own feelings. Everything you do is for others, are you living for others?

Shi Jingyuan raised his head again and looked at Yan Rin, he had empty words that he wanted to say but couldn't say, only his eyes showed indescribable complexity.

Yan Rin smiled lightly and shook his head: "Jingyuan, you can go back too, it's so late, don't stay in the palace anymore, so as not to be criticized by those officials." I'm going to go in too, and even if I don't have a sexual intercourse, I can't make her wait any longer. With that, he straightened his clothes and turned back to the dormitory.

Leaving Shi Jingyuan alone, looking at Yan Rin's background. Obviously he is still young, he is still a half-old child, and his shoulders are still so immature, but why do you have to bear such a heavy burden......

Shi Jingyuan gritted his teeth, clenched his fists tightly, and let his nails pinch into his palms without feeling: Rong Qian, I must get you back. If you don't come back, Yan Rin's life will really be over!

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"Capacity...... I'm sorry......" Stretching out his hand to grab the pedestrian in front of him, Shi Jingyuan was disappointed again, enduring the sadness in his heart, Shi Jingyuan forced out a smile, "Your Excellency is very similar to the back of an old man of mine, and I admit my mistake for a while." Shi Jingyuan has said this hundreds or thousands of times, and he is extremely smooth.

"Why are you again?" The person who was pulled was full of dissatisfaction, "Are you crazy, I have been working in Yanjing for a month, and I have been pulled by you three times!" It's this sentence every time, are you annoyed? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm ...... It's just looking for people's hearts......" Shi Jingyuan lowered his eyelids to hide the bitterness in his eyes.

What can he do, his spies have spread all over the country, but none of them have brought a trace of useful news. The so-called daughter is not in danger, he is a son of the world, and he is the emperor's right-hand man, every time he can only wait for the spies in front of him to return, looking for it again and again, and being disappointed again and again, what can he do?

But how could he just wait?

Yan Rin's imperial spirit is becoming more and more obvious, his means in the court are becoming more and more decisive, and his handling of political affairs is becoming more and more mature, but this heart is becoming more and more tight.

Except for his wedding night, he had a heart-to-heart conversation with him, and after that, they never talked and exchanged hearts again.

Today's Yan Rin, hundreds of officials praised him, and even the original few old-fashioned ministers seemed to be relieved, feeling that although the emperor was young, he was old-fashioned. They don't want Rong Qian to come back anymore.

And Rong Qian's original few former ministers saw that Rong Qian had disappeared for three years, and Yan Guo was very good, so they seemed to have lost their minds and no longer spent any effort on finding people.

But there is only Shi Jingyuan, so I can't help but look for it.

In fact, his heart for finding people is getting heavier and heavier, and he is getting more and more anxious.

Because he knew that Yan Rin had never forgotten Rong Qian for a day, in the past three years, Rong Qian had disappeared, Yan Rin was fine on the surface, but the thoughts in his heart were like fermented wine, the more it was brewed, the stronger it became.

Yan Rin regarded the blood-stained yellow robe as a treasure, and held it in his arms every day when he was free. Sometimes, when I encounter a problem that is difficult to solve for a while, I take out the dress and seem to be able to come up with a solution by holding it so far.

Once, the waiter who was waiting next to him fell ill and temporarily changed to a little eunuch. The eunuch was ignorant and sent the garment to the pulp washing room.

After Yan Rin found out, regardless of the discussion at the time, he personally rushed to the pulp washing room and took out the crumpled clothes.

Yan Rin has always been generous to the people in the palace on weekdays, but that time he ordered to beat the little eunuch with fifty court rods, almost killing people. Yan Rin even supervised it personally, no matter how persuaded Shi Jingyuan, he was not willing to spare it. Later, Queen Le Changdu was alarmed, and after persuading Yan Rin for a long time, Yan Rin left, but the fifty court staff was not reduced at all.

From then on, everyone knew that that dress was Yan Rin's treasure, and no one could touch it.

And Shi Jingyuan knew that if Rong Qian didn't come back, I was afraid that Yan Rin would be driven crazy by his own thoughts.

But what can Shi Jingyuan do?

He had already used all the forces he could use, and mobilized all the centaurs he could. But he responded to what he said to the prince at the beginning, with Rong Qian's ability, he didn't want people to find it, no matter how much he looked for it, he couldn't find it......

Now, even though he knows it's useless, he still walks around the streets every day when he has nothing to do. knew that it was useless, but still refused to give up that humble hope, hoping that he could find that person in the sea of people.

The person in front of him was still scolding, Shi Jingyuan didn't listen to anything, just hung his head, didn't return the favor, didn't refute, and stood quietly. He's used to it.

He was used to it, and when he was fine, he walked around the streets, wandering around, trying to find that familiar figure in the sea of people.

He was used to it, every time he met a familiar figure, he stretched out his hand to hold it, and then he saw an unfamiliar face, and the bitterness in his heart became more and more participatory, and hope seemed to be far away.

He was used to it, and the person who was pulled in blamed him, and the better ones shook off and left, and the bad ones scolded him and even wanted to beat him.

He is not afraid of being beaten, and sometimes he is willing to be beaten a few times, so that he can divert some attention to the pain and forget the bitterness in his heart......

The person in front seemed to be tired of scolding, or he was very bored when he saw Shi Jingyuan's unresponsiveness, so he put two more cruel words and left.

And Shi Jingyuan turned around and continued to look for the person he was looking for.

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In a roadside restaurant, a man in a purple robe looked at the whole thing and became curious. called the shopkeeper and asked, "What's the matter with this person, it seems that he is looking for someone." ”

Xiao Er looked at the guest who asked the question, a good wide robe and coat, his body was very thin, but his face was bearded, and he looked a little nondescript. My heart trembled a little for a while, but when I heard what he said just now, I looked like a good gentleman, and my heart became active again, so I pretended to be mysterious, and I looked like I knew everything: "Yo, this guest officer, you just came to Yanjing." ”

The person who came was also proficient in human affairs, so he smiled helplessly, and gave a little reward. This time, Xiao Er was satisfied, so he played off: "Guest officer, you just came, I don't know." This madman, but I've been crazy in our Yanjing for two years......"

The guest blinked in confusion: "I see that he has a good silk yarn, why is he a madman?" ”

"Hey, I don't know if he's really crazy or not, but he's been in our city for more than two years, wandering around, and just drilling into the crowd." Xiao Er looked helpless, "Just go around, and then grab someone, and apologize when you stop." This apology is useless, of course the person who was pulled refused to do so, he must be scolded, he doesn't fight back, sometimes he will be beaten, he won't fight back, he will be beaten hard, he will break free, and then continue to turn around, pull people, and be scolded...... You say, is he crazy? Isn't this here to scold! ”

"Heh......" The man seemed thoughtful, and after a moment of silence, he asked, "Are you all used to it?" ”

"Habit?" Xiao Er's eyes widened, and he began to pour bitter water, "Guest officer, can we not get used to it?" At the beginning, there was a discussion, and some people came up to ask who he was looking for. But the boy didn't say anything, just continued to look for someone. After a long time, no one will pay attention to him, all as if he is a madman, and no one will care about this idle matter. ”

"That'...... Then his family never came out to look for it? ”

"Family?" Xiao Er seemed to look up and think for a while, and finally shook his head, "I haven't seen it." But ah, this madman is really weird. Even though he has the best clothes, he is always wandering around our place. Where the rich go, he never went. Ay...... It's a pity to get around in the crowd like this, it's a pity that you're wearing all the clothes......"

The man in purple didn't say anything more, raised his hand, and let Xiao Er go back. Looking at the crowd downstairs again, Shi Jingyuan had long since disappeared.

He smiled slightly, it seems that over the years, Shi Jingyuan has become more and more mature. Although he was anxious, he did not lose his mind.

This search must be secret. This kind of place where the poor gather is often the most well-informed, and if you want to hide from people, you are probably hiding in this kind of place where dragons and snakes are mixed, and you can be regarded as finding the right place to find someone here. The most important thing is that this kind of place is mostly out of touch with the upper-level officials, no one knows him here, he is famous here, and he will not really take it seriously if he hears some rumors over there, so his search for someone will not cause much impact, and I am afraid that not too many people will care about who he is looking for.

Looking up at the hour, it was already midday, so he settled the bill and walked slowly to the city gate.

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Shi Jingyuan looked up at the west, the sun was already setting, that kind of miserable red, although he had seen it many times, it was still cold and people trembled in their hearts.

Shi Jingyuan dragged his tired steps back, and today, he was finally disappointed again......

Shaking his head with a wry smile, what do you say about being disappointed again, in fact, after so long, there is no longer any hope in my heart. How many times have I told myself not to continue this senseless search, but I just can't rest assured.

Day after day, when I opened my eyes in the morning, I told myself, don't go today, it's useless to go. But as soon as it was afternoon, I felt uneasy, afraid that the one in ten million chance would happen on the streets of Yanjing, and I was afraid that on such a day, Rong Xiang appeared on the street, so he hesitated and wandered, and finally took a step......

Day by day, reciprocating ......

A gust of wind blew, mixed with the dust on the ground, which choked Shi Jingyuan for a while, and coughed for a long time before stopping.

I haven't rested much recently, and I finally got a wind. A few days ago, when I was still discussing politics with Yan Rin, I couldn't help coughing. couldn't resist Yan Rin, so he finally asked the imperial doctor to take a look. The doctor said that he had too little rest these days, too much wind blowing, and hard work on weekdays, if he continued like this, he was afraid that he would get a qi disease. It is said that you should pay attention to maintenance and never spend more time outdoors.

Glancing at the dusty and sweaty bazaar, Shi Jingyuan frowned, himself, can't he continue looking like this anymore, can he only wait for news in a daze......

Taking a deep breath, Shi Jingyuan's heart was heavy, tomorrow, he will never come again.

Just behind him, a purple figure slowly walked towards the city gate, but Shi Jingyuan looked at the road ahead and didn't look back......

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said that he would never come again, but the next day, Shi Jingyuan still appeared in this downtown full of three religions and nine streams.

It's still the same cycle as before, it's still the same disappointment and humiliation as before, it's still the same as the old days, looking at the sunset and sighing alone, still, it's the same as the past and never looking back, still, it's the same as yesterday, and the purple-clothed figure brushes shoulders......

Three days in a row......

Three days later, Shi Jingyuan walked on the road, knowing in his heart that today was the last day......

This time, it was not his own determination, but this morning, An Wuji, a subordinate under his name, came to him......

An Wuji vaguely told him that he had been looking for people on that street for more than two consecutive years, always attracting unnecessary attention, which was inappropriate.

How did Shi Jingyuan not know? Even in the past two years, every time I go out, I have changed my clothes, every time I go out, I have a little camouflage, every time I go out, I go to a place where there are many people and should not be followed, and every time I go out, I am looking for it in the most mixed place, but after a long time, it still attracts attention.

Now, An Wuji, who is actually in charge of the Pedestrian Division, came to him and told him these words, which also shows that his actions have reached a critical point, and his actions have attracted the attention of the Pedestrian Division, so I am afraid it is not far from the tracking of those big families.

Fortunately, An Wuji is a person who knows the inside story, and he has been looking for Rong Qian's traces these days, and it is better to be discovered by him than to be discovered by others, which will cause a greater shock......

Shi Jingyuan looked at the blood-like remnant sun, the sourness in his heart was incomprehensible, finally, he still had to leave, finally, he still couldn't find Rong Qian, finally, his two years of hard work were in vain, finally, he still couldn't help Yan Rin, finally, Yan Rin could only be a lonely emperor, finally, everything could only exist in memories......

Taking a deep breath and slowly exhaling it, Shi Jingyuan raised his head and looked at the somewhat dim sky, finally, it was about to end......

Slowly turned around, looked at the city gate again, and wanted to say his final goodbye......

The body stopped, his heart couldn't help but tremble, even his lips trembled slightly, and his eyes flashed in disbelief, that purple figure, that feeling of déjà vu......

Shi Jingyuan felt that he might be really crazy, how could he find Rong Qian's figure now......

I took a closer look, but I felt that it was not, the back was slightly curved, not as upright as before; The robe was too wide to appear to fit well; Although I rarely saw Rong Qian's casual clothes before, in my memory, it should always be a green shirt, calm and indifferent, and affectionate to the landscape, but now this purple robe seems to be inconsistent with his temperament......

Sure enough, are you still too careful? None of the many similar backs in the past was him, how could this person who did not match so many belongings ......

However, why is there such a familiarity in my heart, a lingering nostalgia......

After a closer look, I finally found the reason: the man did not have a right arm......

I was shocked, no matter how many loopholes there were, just by virtue of this, it seems that I should also take a look, anyway, it is the last time......

With this thought, Shi Jingyuan stepped forward quickly and grabbed the man's only remaining left arm......

Stunned, shocked, bitter, complicated, and unable to laugh or cry...... A hint of flush floated into Shi Jingyuan's eyes, what was he looking forward to...... I've been disappointed so many times, but this time it's just the last disappointment......

"I'm sorry, Your Excellency is very similar to the back of an old man of mine, and I admit my mistake for a while." When I said these words again, it was unprecedentedly heavy, and one word at a time, I knocked on my heart, and finally, hope was shattered......

A bearded face......

The man who was pulled was good-tempered, and when he saw the heartbreak on his face, he didn't scold him or hit him, he just shook his head, then broke free with his left arm and continued to walk forward.

Leaving Shi Jingyuan alone, standing in the middle of the road in a daze, people coming and going around him walked by, bumping him twice from time to time, or scolding him twice, he didn't know it, he couldn't hide the pain in his heart, he couldn't breathe in pain, and he almost wanted to curl up in pain.

He closed his eyes in pain, and grabbed the right hand of the man who had just grabbed him with his left hand, as if he wanted to break his arm......

It's over, it's all over......

Lonely turned his head, took difficult steps, and at the moment he stepped on his feet, he woke up suddenly, turned his head, and looked for the purple figure in the sea of people......

Obviously he has a beard on his face, and he has such a rugged appearance, how can he not say a word so gently, the kind of eyes that look at him, so soft, so warm, so familiar......

Shi Jingyuan felt his heart beating violently, as if he was about to jump out of his chest, could it be him, could it be that the naïve opened his eyes and let him see hope at the last moment?

He scanned frantically through the crowd, stumbling on his feet towards the city gates, following the direction of the man......

There, I saw ...... I vaguely saw the figure in the back, and it seemed that I had turned into a bamboo building......

A thunderbolt flashed through my head.

Feng Changqing......

Old Man ......

Beijing suburb teahouse......

It's really him!

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Shi Jingyuan didn't dare to stay longer, he picked up his feet and ran, he was afraid that the man would see him, he was afraid that the man would know that he saw him, he was afraid that the man would leave again.

He ran fast, forgetting that he could buy horses with people on the side of the road, forgetting that he had martial arts, forgetting that he could lift his qi and lighten his body, he just ran instinctively, he just wanted to go back quickly and tell Yan Rin the news, he only had one thought in his heart: Rong Qian has found it, Yan Rin is saved......

Ran to the palace, took the waist card that he had carried with him for two years, and entered the palace all the way, no matter what obstruction, no matter what inquiry, no matter what report waited, all the way with the gold medal given by the emperor himself, with his own face, rushed into the palace and crashed into the imperial study......

"Your Majesty, Rong Qian is ...... in a teahouse on the outskirts of Beijing" As soon as the words came out, Shi Jingyuan found that his voice was already choked, what was going on, it should be a happy thing, and it was obviously something that he had been looking forward to for three years...... Why, do you want to cry......

looked up at Yan Rin again, but Yan Rin maintained a posture of wanting to stand up, but did not stand up, thinking about it, he saw himself coming in, and wanted to ask but was suppressed......

Watching Yan Rin's eyes widen little by little, her face gradually turned white, and slowly reddened, the slightest red slowly gathered to the edge of her eyes, and her lips kept trembling.

He got up slowly, and slowly walked to the edge of Shi Jingyuan, holding Shi Jingyuan's shoulders with trembling hands, and his tone was excited and incredulous that he hadn't seen for three years: "Jingyuan, you, just now, what did you say......"

"Your Majesty, I found Rong Xiang, he entered a teahouse on the outskirts of Beijing......" forcibly pressed the agitation in his heart, but Shi Jingyuan couldn't control the whimpering in his voice......

Yan Rin was convinced of what he had just heard, for a while, his face seemed to be smiling, his eyes were not moving, and his dazed expression appeared on Yan Rin's face again after three years, and a vague call was omitted from his mouth: "Rong Xiang......"

The sun outside the door had not yet set, and the afterglow shone on Yan Rin's face, shining on the eyelids that slowly closed, and when they opened again, they did not stop for a moment, rushing out of the door like the wind.

Seeing Yan Rin rushing out of the imperial study, Shi Jingyuan burst into tears: the palace gate has been closed, but Yan Rin is going out, in two years, this is the first time that Yan Rin has acted willfully for himself, Yan Rin has finally come to life......

And Yan Rin, who ran out, found that Shi Jingyuan did not follow, turned around and grabbed him, although his hand was still trembling slightly because of excitement, but in his tone, there was no trace of hesitation: "Jingyuan, take me there!" ”

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Postscript:

Lying on the ground and playing dead...... Occasional crying...... I originally planned to write 10,000 and it will end...... Looking up, is this 10,000 words......

It's all blood and tears......

Originally, when I wrote it, I planned to write six chapters, from "loneliness", "coldness", "resentment", "hatred", "separation" and "death", from Xiao Shi, it showed that the heart of the little leopard was getting farther and farther away from Xiao Rong, until Xiao Rong left later.

Scratching his head, 8 knew that there was no ...... to express it

At the end of the article, I wrote that I found Xiaorong because I was inspired by everyone in the group: stepmothers have no conscience! It is not feasible to believe in stepmothers! To be happy, you can only work hard! So, let's arrange for them to meet yourself!

Finally, this article should be especially thankful for Yin Yin, if it is said that even the mother of this article, then Yin Yin is the aunt, midwife, nurse, nanny...... In short, there would be no article without shade! (Whisper: I guess it's a pit...... ）

Finally, at the end,This fandom is a big gift to the shade's sister.,(*^__^*)Hehe...... In the future, I will occasionally have a sister ~happy ing~