The next day, Shi Jingyuan stared at the two big dark circles under his eyes. The vassal king who came to the court has not left, and the early dynasty is still a sycophant, and Shi Jingyuan is tired and wants to die when he hears it.

Shi Jingyuan felt that he was suffering from inhuman torture, obviously tired to death, but he couldn't sleep. There was a buzzing sound in my ears, and my brain was a mess, and I couldn't think normally at all.

In fact, he didn't understand that if he wanted Yan Rin to recover himself and let go of the guilt in his heart, the best way was to get Rong Qian back.

As long as Rong Qian comes back, these problems will be solved.

But Shi Jingyuan didn't want to do this.

When Rong Qian comes back, he must continue to be his left prime minister. But this left phase is not the same as before.

Now Rong Qian can Zhaoxue, who originally knew the inside story, must have admired him abnormally and admired him a lot, and now he can express his feelings openly, and he will inevitably immediately gather around him.

And those courtiers who are accustomed to flattery will continue to tie up with this important minister of the court to consolidate their own power. Although these people are moths of the imperial court, there are many of them, and the forces are intertwined, whether it is Yan Rin or Rong Qian, for the sake of the country's stability, they will inevitably be false and wronged with them, even if they are annoyed to death, they will receive them well.

Therefore, once Rong Qian returns, his cohesion will be incomparably huge, and his power will also expand rapidly.

Even if he is loyal to the country, even if he is dedicated to the Lord, the Yan Kingdom does not need a figure whose power can match that of the emperor.

Moreover, Rong Qian's reputation for loyalty and righteousness is now known throughout the country, if he does anything to him in the future, not only will he be infamous for eternity, but all actions will become extremely difficult.

So Shi Jingyuan is very conflicted.

He was taught to be loyal and patriotic. But now there is a contradiction in the idea itself.

Whether he wanted to find Rong Qian for the emperor's happiness, or let Rong Qian return to the mountains and forests for the future of Yan Kingdom, he found that he would not choose.

Although even if he tried to find it, he might not be able to find it, but in his heart, he had at least a decision to make.

After being troubled for a long time, Shi Jingyuan still has no answer. So the only thing he can do is to continue to deceive himself, let the deployment look for it, find it if he finds it, and if he can't find it, then forget it.

One early dynasty, Shi Jingyuan came to such a conclusion in a daze, and his heart was relatively stable, and he was ready to go back to the house to rest for a while.

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"Prince, the prince invites you to go to the Hall of Virtue." As soon as he walked out of the door of the council hall, a little eunuch ran over to deliver a message to Shi Jingyuan.

Shi Jingyuan looked at the little eunuch suspiciously. It is a royal taboo for the chamberlain to communicate privately with the foreign ministers, and the prince has always kept to himself and is very smart, so he would make such a mistake today.

But no matter what, Shi Jingyuan still motioned to the little eunuch to lead the way. First, he still trusts the loyalty of the prince, and feels that the prince will not make any small moves at this time, and secondly, he trusts himself even more, no matter what, he will not betray Yan Rin, betray Dayan, if there is really something, he will go and see it now, it is the best policy.

Walking all the way, when I walked into the Hall of Virtue, I saw the prince walking around like a headless fly, and he was obviously uneasy.

"Princess, I don't know what you are looking for Jingyuan, what is the so-called matter?"

"Shi Shizi!" As soon as the prince saw Shi Jingyuan, he immediately seemed to have seen a big savior, and he knelt down.

"Princess, what are you ......" Shi Jingyuan was taken aback. Since the old prince was expelled from the palace, the little prince cried a lot, and since then he has always been calm, and he has never been so out of shape, but I don't know what is going on today.

"Princess, get up quickly. If you have anything to say, Jingyuan can't afford this big gift. "I don't understand, but I still can't just promise anything. Although Shi Jingyuan is the emperor's confidant and the respect of the prince, but the court has always been based on the character, Shi Jingyuan is young, the character is not high, and the official character is not as good as the prince, how can he kneel.

But after pulling for a long time, the prince didn't get up at all, it seems that this kneeling is by no means pretentious.

"Shi Shizi, our family has never begged anyone for so many years, but today, our family begs you, please be sure to find your appearance! We're here to kowtow to you! "Saying that, he is going to bow down, how can Shi Jingyuan be willing to let him go, and force him not to worship.

"Princess, if you have something, just say it. The emperor has already explained the matter of looking for appearance. This is Jingyuan's responsibility, and Jingyuan will do it without you explaining. Let's get up first. Although he was ready to let Rong Qian go free, he still had to say what he said in this official's face.

Shi Jingyuan is very puzzled now, because of the matter of the old prince-in-law, this prince hated Rong Qian to the extreme, and it was not like the complicated feelings he and Yan Rin had for Rong Qian, the prince was simply resentful of Rong Qian, and hated to the core. I don't know what happened today, and suddenly said such things.

"Shi Shizi......" Wang Gonggong stood up tremblingly, trembling his lips, and then stumbled to say a sentence, "Our family, our family, received, received a letter from the king, the king's manager......"

As soon as he heard this "Chief Manager Wang", Shi Jingyuan immediately understood. The one who can be called "Mr. Wang" now is the one in front of him, but the one he calls "Mr. Wang" is, of course, the old prince from before. I just don't know what this old prince has to do with this matter now that he has not heard from him for so many years.

Wang Gonggong took out the letter and handed it to Shi Jingyuan.

The handwriting on the letter is not very beautiful, but it is very neat, and at a glance you know that someone wrote it for you. The eunuchs in the palace were illiterate, and even if they knew two, it would be impossible to write such a whole article.

"Shi Shizi, our family specially found someone to read this letter to our family...... "The prince has obviously not calmed down, and some words are not in a sentence.

The letter is very simple, that is, after the old prince left the palace, Rong Qian secretly asked people to arrange a place for him to live, and also helped him find his previously lost nephew. His nephew was originally sold into slavery, but Rong Qian let people redeem him, and since then he has been free. I also found a gentleman to teach me how to write, and now he and his nephew have opened a small shop, and they are living a good life. This letter was written by his nephew.

He was originally separated from his family in the troubled times, but Rong Qian helped him find the family tree and recorded his name, which also fulfilled his wish for many years. He himself set up Rong Qian's immortal tablet at home, praying that Rong Qian would live a long life.

Now I heard that the relationship between Rong Qian and the emperor has eased, and I heard that Rong Qian was seriously injured and was recuperating in the palace, so I wrote a letter asking the old acquaintances in the palace to take more care of Rong Qian. Although it may not be of any use, it is still doing its part.

After reading such a letter, Shi Jingyuan fully understood that this prince was like this now.

"Shi Shizi, for eunuchs like us who have entered the palace since childhood, there will never be a name in the clan. Mr. Wang always told our family that the family was separated and there was no one in the clan. In our case, as soon as we leave the palace gate, it is almost a dead end. So Mr. Wang refused to leave the palace back then. Our family has been in charge for so many years, and I have always thought that Mr. Wang had gone. ”

Wang Gonggong's eyes were red, and he couldn't cry until he endured it: "Manager Wang has always taken care of our family, back then, if it weren't for Manager Wang, our family wouldn't be alive now, and we would have been killed in the pulp washing room a long time ago." Over the years, our family has always had a lot of resentment towards Rong Xiang because of Mr. Wang's affairs, but we have cursed him a lot. But he didn't know that he not only helped Manager Wang arrange a way, but also found the lost relatives of Manager Wang, and let Manager Wang return to the family tree! Our family is ashamed of their appearance! ”

Speaking of this, the prince couldn't hold back, and finally cried: "Shi Shizi, others say that Rong Xiang is recuperating in the palace, but you and I both know that Rong Xiang is nowhere to be found now." Rong Xiang has no relatives, he lost his right hand, and no one takes care of him, how can he live! Shizi, we beg you, be sure to find your appearance! Our family wants to kowtow to Rong Xiang and admit his mistake, otherwise, our family will be uneasy! ”

Shi Jingyuan was very embarrassed, the prince's request was very reasonable, very simple, and within the scope of his duties, but he was very uneasy. Even the emperor's personal attendants were bent on Rong Qian coming back and compensating Rong Qian, if this Rong Qian really came back, how big would this influence be. But Shi Jingyuan is not a cold-blooded person, and in the face of the cry of the prince, he is also quite soft-hearted, and it is indeed difficult to do.

In desperation, Shi Jingyuan had no choice but to persuade softly: "Princess, this search for appearance is Jingyuan's duty." It's just that Rong Xiang is gone now, whether he can find it or not, Jingyuan is really uncertain. ”

Seeing that the prince wanted to say again, Shi Jingyuan continued to persuade: "Princess, you also know the ability of appearance. If he didn't want people to find it, no matter how much he looked for Jingyuan, he would definitely not find it. ”

Saying this, Shi Jingyuan himself felt unbearable, so he had to make some guarantees: "Princess, Jingyuan promises you that you will step up your search for appearance." It's just that if you can't find it, there is no way to Jingyuan. ”

Wang Gonggong looked disappointed, but he could only accept this result. He felt in his heart that what Shi Jingyuan said was right, Rong Qian, in everyone's hearts, that was the ability to reach the sky. If he doesn't want to be found, he won't find it. When he saw the letter from the old prince, his mood was agitated for a while, so he came to find Shi Jingyuan, but now that Shi Jingyuan said it, he also felt that it was difficult for him to be strong. In desperation, he had to turn around and leave, of course, before leaving, he still had to tell a few more words, let Shi Jingyuan look for more, and the only hope was on Shi Jingyuan.

Watching the prince leave, Shi Jingyuan frowned slightly, although he persuaded the prince to leave, but he was really not in a relaxed mood. The burden in my heart is a little heavier.

Sighing, it seems that I still can't sleep this night......

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What should I do if I can't sleep? Let's go out and take a walk.

Shi Jingyuan may be really a little sleepy, stupidly thinking about going out for a few more turns, and when he is tired, he can fall asleep. As for the physical strength consumed by practicing martial arts? In his current state, if he doesn't hurt others, he will hurt himself.

As he walked, he came to the gate of the city. In fact, Shi Jingyuan itself is boring. He grew up with the emperor since he was a child, and he never went to any wine shop and flower building. Now that he is turning around so aimlessly, in addition to his own door, he can also go in the direction of the city gate.

When I walked to the city gate, I found a figure who was not supposed to be here.

"Fang joins the army, why are you here?" This person is none other than Fang Wenjie, who was named by Rong Qian when the law field was shocked.

"Shi Shizi......" Fang Wenjie turned his head to see Shi Jingyuan, thinking of what he did that day, his face couldn't help but blush a little. secretly glanced at Shi Jingyuan again, and found that the other party didn't care about the situation that day, and secretly hated his own careful eyes.

After regrouping his mood, Fang Wenjie regained his former mental outlook: "Shizi, I am here to see my brother off Beijing today. ”

Fang Wenjie's brother is also a general of the imperial court, and he is one of the insiders that Rong Qian secretly entrusted to Yan Rin, and Weiyuan is stationed in Fang Wenhao.

Back then, Rong Qian led the army to defend against foreign enemies, and the two brothers of the Fang family were in the army. Fang Wenjie was greedy and almost died in the stray arrow, but it was Rong Qian who rescued him from the pile of corpses. Since then, the two brothers of the Fang family have been headed by Rong Qian in everything.

It's just that Fang Wenjie is different from his brother, for so many years, he has not changed his frizziness, so although he is loyal to Rong Qian, Rong Qian did not tell him about it.

As a result, on the day of the coup, this guy was instigated by Chun Yuhua, so he led his troops to intercept the law field, and almost caused a big disaster.

"Oh? General Fang is gone? Shi Jingyuan looked at the city gate.

Originally, Fang Wenhao was stationed in Weiyuan Pass, but there is no war in Weiyuan Pass now, it is quite calm, but there is constant chaos in Beijing, and it also involves his own brother, so Fang Wenhao took the opportunity of the emperor's pro-government ceremony to come back this time. But now, it is estimated that he is still not at ease with Weiyuan Pass, and he has become the first among many Chaohe officials.

"The prince doesn't know? My brother is in the court this morning, please return to the army. Fang Wenjie looked at Shi Jingyuan suspiciously.

Shi Jingyuan was slightly embarrassed, he didn't listen to a word in the morning this morning. In desperation, I had to change the topic: "General Fang left Beijing today, so no one came to send him?" As soon as the words came out, Shi Jingyuan felt that he had said the wrong thing.

However, Fang Wenjie obviously didn't pay attention: "Many people came to send it today, but my brother taught me a lesson before leaving, so I felt something for a while, and I didn't even know that the others were gone." He was a little embarrassed when he said it, "If the prince hadn't called me just now, I guess I would still be in a daze here." ”

"Fang joins the army and has a deep brotherly relationship with General Fang." Shi Jingyuan also took the opportunity to cover up the mistake just now, but he also felt that he was completely out of state today, lest he say anything wrong, and he opened his mouth to leave, "Then Jingyuan will no longer bother, and say goodbye." ”

It was Fang Wenjie, who saw that Shi Jingyuan was leaving, hesitated for a while, and said, "Wait a minute, the prince." Seeing Shi Jingyuan turn around, Fang Wenjie felt a little difficult to speak, and after a long time, he twisted and said, "Shizi, Fang has a reluctant request." ”

"Fang joins the army, please speak."

"Fang wants to enter the palace to see Rong Xiang." Seeing that Shi Jingyuan was a little dumbfounded, Fang Wenjie was even more embarrassed, "Shizi, I know that it is not suitable for a big man like me to enter the palace. But I'm really worried about each other......

Rong Xiang was injured because of the change in the law field, and I really didn't want to go...... Over the years, Rong Xiang has ignored us, and maybe he hasn't had a good chat with Rong Xiang for a long time. I think that at the beginning, we and Rong Xiang ate in a pot, drank in a wine jar, and slept in a tent......" Recalling the past, Fang Wenjie became excited, gesturing with his hands and feet, and suddenly found himself off topic, hehe sneered, scratched his head, and then continued, "Now that the rebels have also been brought out, Rong Xiang no longer has to pretend to be at odds with the emperor, Shizi, look, can you talk to the emperor and let me enter the palace to see Rong Xiang?" ”

Hearing this, Shi Jingyuan understood that Fang Wenhao still didn't tell Fang Wenjie the facts. Fang Wenjie probably thought that Rong Qian had acted cheaply all these years, and had been pretending to be at odds with Yan Rin, just to lure out the rebellious thieves. However, it is estimated that most people in Yan Kingdom now have this idea.

It seems that Fang Wenhao knows this younger brother very well, and knows that once he knows the facts, I am afraid that he will be moved and angry, and he will directly "avenge his grievances" for Rong Xiang, and it will be another mess.

"This Rong Qian is not in the palace, how can I let you go?" Shi Jingyuan shook his head in his heart, but his mouth was persuaded again: "Fang joined the army, it's not that Jingyuan doesn't help, it's just that now Rongxiang's injuries need to be recuperated." ”

Seeing Fang Wenjie's dissatisfaction, Shi Jingyuan had no choice but to follow his idea and make up a story, "At the beginning, Rong Xiang and the emperor took great pains to lead out the chaotic party. It's a pity that the thieves were extremely careful and couldn't catch their handles. Seeing that the emperor was about to pro-government, in desperation, Rong Xiang proposed to use a bitter strategy to lead out the rebels.

This Ling Chi, although over the years, Rong Xiang's right arm has been disabled, and the executioner has already greeted him, but this first day of torture, Rong Xiang has not suffered at all. In addition, the original old disease affected Rongxiang's body, and this time, the illness that had been accumulated for many years broke out. Now I wake up and sleep when I look like I, and I don't have an accurate head. Even if you join the army and get the permission of the emperor, you can enter the palace to see your face, and you may not be able to speak. ”

Seeing that Fang Wenjie still didn't break his mind, Shi Jingyuan had no choice but to strike at him: "Fang joins the army, let's take a step back and say, even if Rong Xiang happens to be awake when you see Rong Xiang, Rong Xiang will definitely not have the strength to say anything to you."

Jing Yuan said something more decent, Fang joined the army, can you guarantee that when you see Rong Xiang, you will not be overly excited, and disturb Rong Xiang's rest and affect Rong Xiang's recovery? ”

In fact, in this passage, Shi Jingyuan was able to deceive a bastard like Fang Wenjie and say it to a person like him who does not hold grudges.

This inference is all based on assumptions, and there is no basis at all, but Fang Wenjie's rough lines, his thinking is led by him, and it is completely tricky.

But in any case, Fang Wenjie believed it, and Shi Jingyuan achieved his goal.

Fang Wenjie didn't speak, obviously not sure to control himself. After a long time, he blushed and said sullenly: "It's Fang Mou...... I'd better wait for Rong Xiang to recover, and then go to Rong Xiang to catch up. If the prince can see Rong Xiang, please help Fang bring a greeting. “

"That's nature."

"Then Fang Mou will go back to the barracks first and say goodbye." Fang Wenjie saluted and turned to leave. Because of disappointment, his back is obviously a little decadent and has lost his former vitality.

This back shocked Shi Jingyuan.

Maybe he was really tired, Shi Jingyuan felt that this back was a little familiar in a trance, and it was faintly closed with a certain back in his memory.

When did you see it?

The Milky Way is bright, the lights are flickering, the stars are shining, and the fireflies are faint.

The night is beautiful, thick and ink-stained, shining with silver glow. Black and white, just like Shi Jingyuan's face, the two big dark circles under his eyes - equally conspicuous.

Shi Jingyuan couldn't sleep, how could he sleep? met two unexpected people in a row, one represented the loyal return of Rong Qian's original forces, and the other represented the easing of the attitude of Rong Qian's hostile forces.

Yan Rin is only alive now for a promise to Rong Qian, the court was originally Rong Qian's world, the distant army is still loyal to Rong Qian, and even the emperor's personal servants in the palace look at Rong Qian differently.

Look for? Put? Go?

With a faint sigh, Shi Jingyuan felt lonely. There are so many things in my heart, but no one can say it.

Yan Rin, Yan Rin is his friend and the emperor, he should have treated Rong Qian from the perspective of the country as the leader of a country, but Yan Rin himself owes Rong Qian too much, and he is too worried about Rong Qian in his heart, no matter what happens, once he meets Rong Qian, he can't think rationally.

Father, King Beijing, was originally from the military and had a close friendship with Rong Qian. Originally, in the past few years, he has watched Rong Qian deviate from morality, and he has sighed day by day, but now that he knows Rong Qian's righteousness, it is too late for him to be happy, and he may be moved to hinder Rong Qian's return. Besides, although he is his father, he is not the core figure now, and now he thinks that Rong Qian is recuperating in the palace, how can he talk to him.

Mother, Princess Beijing is gentle and virtuous, but a woman is virtuous if she is not talented, she doesn't understand state affairs, even if she talks to her vaguely, it just makes her worry.

Most of the ministers of the DPRK and China do not know the inside story, so they cannot discuss such a major matter together. And those who know the inside story, but they are all entrusted by Rong Qian either explicitly or secretly, and they all wish that Rong Qian would come back soon. Most of them are old ministers, Yan Rin is young and promising, but they are always inexperienced, and they are somewhat uneasy about Yan Rin. Since Rong Qian is dedicated to the country, it will be a great fortune for the country to come back to assist the emperor, grasp the overall situation, and the monarch and ministers are of the same heart.

And I don't know them well, so can I say this heart-to-heart words?

Shi Jingyuan sighed again, he grew up in the deep palace with Yan Rin since he was a child, Yan Rin is his friend, but he is the emperor after all, and there are always many scruples when he speaks, this simple friend is inevitably impossible. And other peers, who have been deeply separated from them for so many years, will never be able to dissolve into their circle. Besides, most of those people are gentlemen, and they don't bother to be with them.

It seems that I have never really talked to others for so many years......

Not right, once...... Looking at the bright starry sky, Shi Jingyuan remembered that trip to Lingcheng. That time was the only time I had no scruples, no, it should be said that I had no reason to vent my inner feelings.

Li Dingfang, that venerable elder.

But this Li Dingfang is also Rong Qian's old minister, and now he is probably excited about Rong Qian Zhaoxue......

Suddenly, I remembered why Fang Wenjie's back was familiar this afternoon.

Yes, dressed in a military uniform and with a straight waist, it shows indescribable loneliness and helpless back, faintly like the back of Li Dingfang leaving.

With a twitch in his heart, he kept thinking about how much joy Rong Qian's return would bring to his former ministers, but he forgot how much torture they suffered in their hearts when they looked at Rong Qian and left Rong Qian.

What kind of mood did Li Dingfang have back then, saying such words as "you solve it yourself", he was humbled and gracious, but he had to watch his benefactor choose to die, how tormented would he be at that time?

He has always kept that promise, gave up his youthful years, gave up his life in brocade clothes, and tried his best to repay the kindness of the year, but what he waited for was the opportunity to send his benefactor to the guillotine with his own hands. At the beginning, how did he be ruthless and agree? How did he make that decision?

No, I'm afraid, he never made up that mind in the first place. Therefore, the initial avoidance is not only a simple adherence to the military schedule, but also an escape, he is afraid that subconsciously, hoping that this decision can be made later, he can't bear to watch his benefactor die, and he can't bear to force himself to do the last thing he wants to do.

There is no one to sue, no one to trust.

Li Dingfang should know that even if he still protects Rong Qian wholeheartedly, even if he refuses the entrustment of the visitor, Rong Qian may not be able to be saved by him, but if he wants to push the person he misses the most in his heart to the edge of the cliff by another inch, how painful will he be at that time for this decision. What is his mood?

He said that he was old, and I am afraid that at that moment, he really felt old. A decision that consumed too much of his energy, exhausted all his courage, destroyed all his beliefs, in the future, who else would he fight for, and who else could he live for?

At that time, he destroyed his future with his own hands.

Now, it is normal to see the turn of events, to see that there is hope for the future that you have stifled, and to rejoice.

Maybe I don't understand the pros and cons of Rong Qian's return, but seeing the only straw, who can have the courage to break it again?

Now, I'm afraid that if they know that they are deceiving themselves, they will also hope that Rong Qian will return to the court.

And now, who has never experienced this kind of pain, what right do they have to accuse them of ignoring the overall situation of the court and looking at Rong Qian's return with selfish intentions?

A wry smile floated on the corners of Shi Jingyuan's mouth, although there was no whisper, but in his heart, he had always looked down on them for the sake of personal feelings and disregard for the interests of the country. But now, it seems that it doesn't make sense, it's my side......

But why is it that all the people who can speak in this matter are people who owe a lot of money to Rong Qian?

And the emperor's henchmen, except for himself, seem to be all pushed by Rong Qian......

Except for yourself? Why did you just get rid of yourself?

Shi Jingyuan was shocked in his heart.

Himself, is it really not Rong Qian who pushed it over? Could it be that so many people, even the prince and princess, owe Rong Qian's affection, so they are the only ones who stay out of the matter?

After thinking about it carefully, Shi Jingyuan smiled bitterly: No, even himself is actually not simple......

In the haze, the pair of eyes appeared in my mind, secretive as deep, like the ocean, like the stars twinkling, people can't guess, but they are deeply indulged in it, unable to extricate themselves.

Every time I think of Rong Qian, the first thing that comes to mind is that pair of eyes, and even sometimes, I will automatically think of it in my mind, unconsciously, and can't help but think of it.

Rong Qian's calmness and elegance have been influencing him. Over the years, every time others see themselves, they will praise them for being gentle and friendly, not arrogant or impatient, and knowing the general and ambitious. But after thinking about it, I have actually been learning from Rong Qian. Learn from his calmness, learn from his composure, learn from his methods, and learn from his Mount Tai collapsed before without changing color.

In fact, Rong Qian's influence on himself is really deep, deep.

When did this effect occur?

Is it all these years, watching him turn his hands into clouds and cover his hands for rain, pointing out the country, and calming down major events?

Is it all these years that he has been his enemy, paying attention everywhere, observing carefully, and analyzing his thoughts?

Is it all these years, getting along with Yan Rin, being affected by his caring thoughts, following his line of sight, and also chasing Rong Qian's figure?

Many years ago, listening to Yan Rin's detailed description of Rong Qian, I was looking forward to seeing the smile that was as warm as the rising sun and gentle as a spring breeze?

Or was it a long time ago, when I first saw him, I was melted, attracted, and confused by that smile?

That Rong Qian, even if he is in the crowd, he can make people see it for the first time, and he can never take his eyes off it. Even if he has been standing by Yan Rin's side, has he not been able to escape?

No, maybe it's because I've been by Yan Rin's side that I haven't been able to escape.

It seems that he has always admired Rong Qian. Even though he has been thinking about the country and the king in his heart, he still retains that heartbreak in his heart, so he will not have joy when Rong Qian is captured, and he hopes that someone can intercede for him, and hopes that he will not be abandoned by everyone.

But even so what? He is still the one who does more harm than good to Yan Guo, and he is more inclined to Yan Rin and Yan Guo in the end. Although he admires him, he does not owe him, and what he wants to go is his own way.

Sigh, Rong Qian, you will become the past, become a memory, will you?

Shi Jingyuan already had a bias in his heart, but he still couldn't help being lonely in his heart.

Do you really put up with this?

Seeing Yan Rin laughing in front of people every day, but when she was alone, she was sad, and she was always in a daze holding the bloodstained yellow robe at the beginning.

Once a month, he reported to Yan Rin the status of the search, and every time he looked at his expectant eyes, he could only tell him that there was no progress, which made him disappointed and returned.

The imperial doctor often complained to himself, saying that the emperor was depressed, and he would not be able to bear it if he continued like this.

Looking at him for two months, he obviously couldn't sit, but he refused to add an extra cushion, was he punishing himself, feeling the pain, did he want to remember that mistake, or did he want to ignore the pain in his heart?

Your Majesty, for the sake of Rong Qian, you have become what you are now, Rong Qian him, do you know? If he knew, would he feel distressed, but would he regret that decision?

I couldn't help but want to blame Rong Qian in my heart, if it weren't for him, the emperor wouldn't be like this now.

But he also knew in his heart that he couldn't blame Rong Qian. Rong Qian's approach is right, it is for the good of the emperor. Moreover, I also faintly felt in my heart that that Rong Qian was worthy of the emperor's concern, and only that Rong Qian was worthy of the emperor's thoughts.

The Rong Qian who was in the Dharma field, his face did not change, and he was in pain for nothing, the Rong Qian who smiled easily and sincerely in the cold prison, and the Rong Qian who was willing to be ruined for the sake of Yan Rin and was infamous forever......

Rong Qian, you and the emperor are concerned about each other, but why did you want to be like this? Hurt yourself and hurt others.

Rong Qian, you have such a friendship with the emperor, what was your mood when you were ruthless, when did you make up your mind, and when did you start to prepare?

Rong Qian, the emperor said, you used to be harmonious and warm, did you already know your ending at that time?

Rong Qian, you have worked hard for the emperor and paid completely, and now that the emperor knows everything, how can you embarrass the emperor? How do you think the emperor can be embarrassed?

Rong Qian, how long did the entanglement and misunderstanding between the emperor and you last? How much longer will it last?

I remember that when I first met Rong Qian, he was still such a comfortable and gentle person, but the second time, when he entered the Prime Minister's Mansion, he began to feel uncomfortable.

Yan Rin also said at that time that Rong Qian had only become cold during that time.

So, that's when it started, when I was 7 years old, ten years ago?

And Rong Qian, he has been tortured for ten years, ten years of grievances?

Shi Jingyuan sighed, ten years, how many decades there are in life.

Rong Qian quietly cared for the emperor from afar, for ten years? The emperor endured that nostalgia for ten years?

There is some bitterness in my heart, why, I missed the happiness of ten years ago?

A lonely feeling flooded in his heart, except for that glimpse, there was no one who could personally feel Rong Qian's warm smile, and the emperor was sincerely happy.

Why, I have never been able to experience the kind of harmony between them, and since I officially faced Rong Qian, I have always felt the coldness of his calculations and betrayal? has always faced Yan Rin's loneliness and loneliness?

Why, is it only one person?

The corner of my eye jumped, why myself again? Only yourself is special? This is so abnormal......

After worrying for a long time, I finally had a flash of inspiration, and I had a feeling of sudden enlightenment.

Yes, he was also pushed by Rong Qian, and it was Rong Qian who pushed it to Yan Rin.

This inference made Shi Jingyuan's heartbeat suddenly quicken, and he seemed to have vaguely found a breakthrough.

I see, it turns out that Rong Qian really has a last resort, and he has planned everything from the very beginning.

Knowing that under the guidance of his father for many years, he has admired and longed for Rong Qian, and he knows that he has never forgotten that smile when he first met, so he used that calculating look. Otherwise, how could such a small self feel his ill intentions and experience that kind of calculation.

Then, after 6 years, he deliberately revisited the old words and reappeared in the old scene, allowing himself to feel the discomfort again, thus triggering his anger and resentment towards him, completely breaking his image in his heart, and working hard to bring him down.

And he and Yan Rin have been friends for many years, before he came to Yan Rin's side, Rong Qian already had that kind of attitude that is not salty or light, so Yan Rin will not doubt himself no matter what, so almost all the people around Yan Rin have changed, but he is still by Yan Rin's side and continues to plan for him......

I felt remorseful in my heart, and I almost couldn't bear to think about it, how could I be so stupid that I didn't find out about these things until now?

Rong Qian, that's Rong Qian......

He has insight into people's hearts, how can he not know that he is arrogant and upright, how can he be so clumsy, and want to force himself to rely on him with coercion...... As long as he has maintained that gentleness and calmness, he will never be hostile to him.

He has a long-term vision, how could he offend the servants around Yan Rin in an instant, and cut off his influence in the palace from then on, if he has a plan, he will wipe out the most convenient palace change.

His city is deep, how could he suddenly become arrogant and impetuous, and in an instant he colded the hearts of all the ministers and cut off his retreat; Regardless of the army, the most practical and effective forces that ensure the regime were abandoned.

He is gorgeous and far-reaching, how could he like those golden things. It was clearly for others to see, to let those vulgar people slap him, to keep those noble people away from him, and to let Yan Rin watch and understand the essence of those courtiers.

He has no last resort, the country is full of his eyeliner, how can he be ignorant of Yan Rin's secret search for talents? They always thought that they had hidden Rong Qian's eyes, but with the departure of the courtiers, the emperor's speech became more and more useful day by day, and the power was no longer so smooth and smooth, how could they not feel it?

Is it really a fan of the authorities? Only now can I see these things clearly, and only now can I find those obvious loopholes.

Rong Qian, I owe you a ......

Seize the opportunity, cut off his admiration for him, arrange a plan, and not let Yan Rin have any possibility to doubt himself, resolutely make a decision, push himself to Yan Rin's side, and be the king with all his heart, no second thoughts......

Rong Qian, even for me, have you planned to this point?

I always thought that I had climbed to this point on my own strength, but it turned out that there was still your shadow behind it?

Tighten your hands and clench your fists, Rong Qian, since even I owe you, then, I will pay you back!

In an instant, Shi Jingyuan finally made up his mind, since even he was not pure, then he no longer had to worry about loyalty or patriotism. The emperor wants Rong Qian to come back, and he owes Rong Qian a favor, so follow the emperor.

Rong Qian, even if you pushed me to this position, even if my path was paved by you, my ability was cultivated by myself, and it was my own choice to be loyal to the emperor. So, come back with confidence, Yan Kingdom, the emperor not only has you, but also me. I will not let you go to the throne and affect the emperor's decision everywhere, and those courtiers who have already served, their obedience is to the emperor, then there is only one master, and there are no two.

Having made up his mind, Shi Jingyuan was relaxed and full of pride. He won't lose, he's not the powerless kid anymore, he can protect the people he wants to protect, but he can protect what he wants to protect. Even if Rong Qian came back, he would no longer allow anything that hurt Yan Rin and hurt Yan Guo to happen.

No matter how difficult the road ahead is, as long as Yan Rin is happy, he still has the strength to work hard, and he still has the motivation to fight. In any case, it's better than Yan Rin's current state.

Realizing that he owed Rong Qian a favor, he finally made this decision, and Shi Jingyuan suddenly became enlightened.

Throwing off the burden in his heart, Shi Jingyuan was full of relaxation, quite a little happy.

Anyway, I owe Rong Qian a favor, so it's normal to not be able to maintain pure reason and a simple position, what about looking at Rong Qian's return with some selfishness, anyway, I am not an outsider, the authorities are fascinated, since I have been lost for ten years, it doesn't matter if I have been fascinated for more time. Anyway, in the future, the soldiers will come to block the water and cover the earth.

Stretching his body a little unsightly, Shi Jingyuan felt bored and relaxed. It seems that I can finally get a good night's sleep......