2007-2009

I was with Yi Xu in the second semester of my freshman year, and it was not until the first semester of my junior year that I introduced him to Zhang Yi.

Zhang Yi refused to see each other from the first day I was with Yi Xu, and she was not interested in meeting new people, she thought that she would definitely not get along. She said that if you must see someone, I would rather see your parents, how to say that they met every day before the age of 8, and I don't even see them, so don't expect me to see Yi Xu.

Every Chinese New Year, my parents asked me to invite Zhang Yi to my house, but she refused every time. On a few occasions, my parents made a special trip to visit her, but she didn't open the door even though she was at home. The only interaction she had with my parents was to eat my mother's fried artemisia once a year in winter, and I had to send it to her house alone, and she would rather eat the cold, half-flavored artemisia than see my parents once.

Zhang Yi was the most well-behaved child within a radius of ten miles when he was a child, and when he was one year old, he would say grandma, you are so beautiful, uncle, you are awesome, you are beautiful in school, you have good grades, and everyone loves you. People have undergone great changes, and their personalities will naturally change, so they need more people around them, and only those around them can understand her nature and understand her words and deeds.

I will object to her quarreling with strangers, especially fights, and I will quarrel with her if I have nothing to do, just like Zhang Hengli said, one of my three meals a day is a quarrel with Zhang Yi. But I'm generally obedient to her. She said that she didn't want to see Yi Xu, so I didn't force it. It's not a big problem if they don't know each other, it's enough for me and her to maintain a good friendship and develop a good love with Yi Xu. Yi Xu said that in those years, Zhang Hengli and I treated Zhang Yi as "doting".

In the junior winter games that year, our school's physical events were registered as a class unit, and the intellectual events were registered as an individual unit. I lobbied Yi to sign up for a chess tournament. I think he's going to win the award, and I want to go on stage and give him flowers, I've never been on a big stage like that. Yi Xu himself is not interested, he thinks that standing on the stage is just to attract the attention of others, and there is no point in it. He didn't want to let me down, so he encouraged me to participate in the competition myself, saying that the flower delivery was sideways and back-facing to the audience, and the time was too short to be considered a real stage.

As soon as my mind was hot, I signed up. After signing up, I regretted it, I was taught by my boyfriend, I just want to improve and not win or lose, and when I usually play a personality and want to win, it is easy to continue to let me, and I am still far from the teacher, which is the level of the game? Yi Xu was not in a hurry, and got the list of contestants, and I signed up as a girl in the whole hospital.

Yi renewed all the contestants and played three games of chess with everyone, and I watched from the sidelines. Because Yi Xu didn't participate in the competition, I stood next to me under the name of "girlfriend", and the opponent was not vigilant, so I was supposed to learn and communicate with alumni.

Yi Xu simulated the game with me according to everyone's habits and road numbers, taught me how to deal with such a situation, and then how to guide others to jump their own pits, occupy the initiative, and finally win. Yi Xu took detailed notes, printed out the opponent's photo, and pasted it on the corresponding tactical analysis page.

Yi Xu also organized all the boys in the class to have two plates with me, and he invited them to dinner, asking them to do their best and not show mercy to my subordinates. So every time I get off, a group of people gather around to visit. One is to exercise my mentality, familiarize me with the atmosphere of confrontation, and reduce the tension that may arise because of the game. The second is to learn more about the styles and possibilities, and the better we prepare, the better the chances of winning. At that time, Yi Xu already had requirements for me, that is, to win.

He said that the more you win now, the more confidence you have when you compete. I didn't win at the beginning, and anything can be the reason for losing: I'm not used to it, why is the boy's little nail on the other side so long? A lot of people look embarrassed and nervous if they make a mistake! Someone spoke, someone's phone rang, and I was distracted! I'm walking slowly, and the other party is impatient! I've never seen this trick, what should I do? …… Later, it became more and more smooth, bolder, more focused, and able to draw inferences when encountering problems, there were a total of 27 boys in their class, and I won 14 in a row.

In the end, I finished second in the whole school. Before the game was so nervous, Yi continued to say, it really doesn't matter if you win or lose, you think about what the difference between winning and losing is, it's just that the moment you came on stage to receive the award attracted some attention, you have learned to play chess, it is the real reward, and you have now got it. I smiled wryly and said that there was still a bit of a bonus! Yi Xu said that if you lose, I will give you a kiss. I was immediately at peace.

When I officially entered the competition, I found that it was not as difficult as usual, Yi Xu was too well prepared, and I didn't encounter new problems, my memory was not short-circuited, and most of the contestants were not much higher than the average level of Yi Xu's class. The audience was much smaller than I thought. Most of the spectators were on the side of the physical competition, cheering for the high jump, long jump, 800-meter long jump, 400-meter relay throwing shot put and throwing discus for the honor of the class.

The biggest role of the competition here is not to promote the spirit of "promoting sports for all", but to distinguish at a glance which contestants are single and which are not. Yi Xu sat in the farthest seat of the audience, and he was the only male spectator of the chess match. Zhang Hengli appeared for two minutes, saw the back of the heads of his two ex-girlfriends in the audience, and ran away.

The second prize can get a bonus of 500 yuan, I think about it, my parents are easy to continue Zhang Yi and Zhang Hengli 100 yuan each, the most glorious moment of my life, I want to share it with the most important person!

The summary and commendation meeting of the sports meeting was held on a departmental basis. Our department put the award of intelligence in the penultimate link, because it is a personal honor, and I am afraid that the passionate atmosphere of the whole party will be ruined by putting it in front.

I was called to the stage along with seven other award-winning alumni. I was placed in the middle of the line, and the two students at the front and back were each given a microphone for their acceptance speeches. According to the process, it is from both sides to the middle, the first student receives the award first, followed by the last one, and I am the last to receive the award.

As we walked up and turned to the right to face the audience, it was as if an iron door had suddenly closed in my head, and a huge echo clanged in my ears, and the audience in the dark and oppressive audience couldn't see anything behind except the teachers in the first few rows, and my heart began to pound.

Everyone received the awards one by one, and finally I heard my homeroom teacher called up to the stage and he was going to present me with an award. I heard him probably say something to praise me, saying that I was a pearl buried in the sand, and that I finally showed a different brilliance after the washing of time, that I was usually unknown, and that as the only female student in the whole school to participate in the chess tournament and get good results, he was proud of me, and said that he was very moved, and he did not expect me to be so studious......

I listened very hard to my teacher's speech, this is the first time in my life that a teacher has praised me like this, and in front of so many people, I want to listen carefully, one is because I cherish it, but because I want to organize myself according to his speech.

But I couldn't hear more and more clearly, the audience was in a commotion at first, and then many people raised their index fingers to their mouths to make everyone quiet, my homeroom teacher didn't know what was interrupted when he spoke well, I was touched by the girl next to me on the arm, I thought I might be standing in the wrong position, squeezing her, I stood a little to the right, at this time the students below burst into laughter, some teachers held back laughter, some teachers turned their heads and ears, and some teachers turned pale.

"Your phone!"

I was reminded by the head teacher, and I came back to my senses and realized what had happened.

I wore a short jacket, and probably the designer just wanted to use the pockets for decoration, so the pocket fabric was very thin. The microphone I was holding was separated from the phone I had forgotten to mute, with a layer of organza that barely blocked it.

The microphone in the hand of the classmate next to me who had already finished receiving the award and speaking was also right next to my pocket, and she was too nervous and forgot to turn off the microphone. I don't know which person who has a crush on me called me so coincidentally, so my head teacher praised me as a pearl and praised me as a heroine and marveled at my studiousness, and my mobile phone also sounded "appropriately" when I sang my own singing voice, which was recorded and set up by Zhang Hengli the day before, I didn't know at all.

The singing voice came out of two microphones:

It was the climax of Mayday's "You're Not Really Happy," and I changed the lyrics to something like this:

I didn't really want to take classes

I'm just taking classes to make up credits

I decided to get distracted

Also decided to doze off

Leave my spirit to the handsome guy I will love forever

I've never loved classes

MY LOVE IS ONLY FOR MAIBOYIF RUNDE (NOTE: MYBOYFRIEND)

I sat in front of the blackboard and thought about his face

Why is 45 minutes so long?

When I was pulled back to reality by the head teacher, I was hysterically yelling the last sentence on the microphone: It's really grandma's!

I quickly reached out and pressed the shutdown button.

Our homeroom teacher must have experienced the wind and rain, and he said a lot of things, saying that I am usually a person who loves to play pranks, but this time I got myself, saying that the students are under a lot of pressure, and it doesn't hurt to vent occasionally. His eloquence and adaptability are so good! But I don't have that psychological quality, the classmates below are talking to each other, no matter how good his eloquence is, no one answers, and the mistakes I made are hard to recover.

I was embarrassed and threw myself into the Yangtze River, and as soon as the head teacher finished speaking, I stuffed the microphone to the classmates next to me and rushed off the stage, and I didn't get the award bonus. Halfway through the run, he was caught by Yi Xu, and was taken out of the auditorium by Yi Xu with tears in his eyes.

I was taken to the grove behind the school, hugged him and cried. I didn't care if it was tears or snot, it was all in his chest anyway.

I've always wanted to be on stage, but I haven't always wanted to be on stage. What kind of girl am I, I'm not beautiful but I'm not ugly, I have deep eyes and a straight nose, and my skin is not white and thin. With a height of 163, he is neither tall nor short. The grades have been stable and always average. The character is not attractive or annoying, so I have no friends and no enemies.

Zhang Yi said that describing Xijia is the easiest language problem in the world, and it can be solved with one word: general.

Zhang Hengli said, but if you want to be more specific, it will be the most complex adjective in the world, because you have to use the phrase - "neither" plus a positive word: "not too much" with a derogatory word, note that it is not "neither ...... Nor "neither", is "neither ...... Not really". Xijia is neither white nor too dark, neither good-looking nor too ugly, neither smart nor too stupid, neither good nor too evil.

I'm such an inconspicuous girl, never so good that I look sideways, and not so bad that I get noticed. Since I was a child, I have very few opportunities to be called up by the teacher to answer questions in Dalian, and I have hardly been praised or criticized. Who knew that it would attract such a group of attention in this way. I really don't know how Zhang Yi can calmly greet and even create so many collective sexual disgusts again and again. She's really not an ordinary person.

And the 500 yuan, I fantasize about giving it to the most important 5 people with great pride, and I want to surprise them, and I am sure to be in the soup!

I cried and cried to find that Yi Xu's body was shaking, I let go of him and found that he was actually laughing. I patted him on the arm to vent my anger.

"I think that scene is pretty cute!" He smiled and took me in his arms again.

I'm already crying to the point of hiccups. The last time I cried like this was at least 15 years ago. Isn't this an embarrassment for little kids?

"Is it okay for me to answer the phone?" Yi Xu asked me as he stroked my back.

I nodded.

"Hey."

"Hey, can you tell you the lyrics of your girlfriend's song?" I heard voices coming out of the microphone.

Yi Xu smiled again, his smile had a beautiful arc.

"Someone asked me for your lyrics, is that okay?" He asked me.

I nodded. Then I hiccuped and edited the lyrics on his phone. I looked up and said, "I...... I'm not sure, or ...... Otherwise, I'll turn you on...... Call me, let's ...... Let's listen...... Listen to that, right? ”

Yi Xu listened to it and edited it himself.

"Wait!" I said, "This song was just released a month ago, do you know how many Mayday fans we have in our school, I think I'm going to be murdered!" ”

It was the winter of 2008, and the title song of Mayday's latest album was sung on the streets of Changsha in just one month, and I learned it just by listening to the school radio.

"How can you set the ringtone for incoming calls to be heard!"

"It was Zhang Hengli who made it!"

I knew it was him with my earlobes. The day before was his girlfriend's birthday, the two of us were the first to go to KTV, and we sang nonsense, I sang and sang and felt that I had changed the lyrics very well, so I asked Zhang Hengli to record it for me, and I wanted to sing it to Yi Xu today or tomorrow. Who knows that bastard is set to a ringtone for incoming callers! No one has called me since last night and today! This is good, not only Yi Xu heard it, but the whole department heard it! With this popularity, I will be the Zhang Yi of our school in the future!

"Look at my phone, 37 text messages." Yi Xu flipped through his phone: "It's all about lyrics." ”

"Do you have to go back?"

He thought for a moment: "No return." ”

"You think I'm ashamed too"

"It's not."

"Pure comfort!"

Yi Xu touched the back of my head: "Do you believe that half of the audience just now also liked the lyrics you wrote?" I don't feel much of Mayday's original lyrics. There may not be many of our peers who have been hurt into empty shells in their relationships, but there are many people who feel like they are living in the classroom! I think they were surprised at first, funny later, and then the same! ”

"How do you know what other people think, you didn't have time to interview them just now!"

The human heart is much more complex than chess, which can be seen through by looking at it?

"We don't care what other people think, you want to hear it to me, I'll tell you what I really think, okay?"

"You can't lie, because you laughed just now!"

"Of course not lying! I laugh because I like it, and I think it's so unexpected and cute, even if it's a little out of tune! ”

I was a little embarrassed and wriggled a little.

"Do you really like it?"

Yi Xu pushed my head and answered the phone: "I'm afraid I can't give you the lyrics now, I'm sad, I feel embarrassed, I'll talk about it later!" ”

"Are they sincere in asking me for lyrics? Not to make fun of me? I asked him.

"It's not a joke." He said.

"Then we'll have to move on...... Entertain them? I was puzzled and asked, "In what way?" Willing to share? Flourish? Hatred of the same enemy? In cahoots? ”

How do I think it's wrong?

Yi Xu smiled and said: "Since your original intention is just to give me one person, it is mine alone, let's deal with it in a low-key manner and let this matter pass as soon as possible." Your lyrics are too straightforward, and you can't get through in front of your class teacher, and the department teachers know that you spread the lyrics, I'm afraid it will have a bad impact. And there are 20,000 people in the whole hospital, it is perverted for us to show affection like this! ”

"You avoided a little and didn't say anything. I'm the one who bothered you. I can win the second place, you will definitely take the first place if you participate, don't you refuse to sign up because you don't like to be noticed by many people? ”

He gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes on my cheeks, and then helped me to arrange my hair, touched my face lovingly, and said:

"Maybe people who don't like to be followed will also unconsciously enjoy surprise and vanity for a moment, because it is sudden, and because it is given by a beloved. That's not a shameful thing to do. After reading books for more than ten years, I still have to take some classes that I don't know when I get to university, and it is normal to be tired of a few courses. Youth, past 18, adult body, adult thoughts, adult hormones, adult hearts, expressing love is more normal! Isn't it just to express it and accidentally let more than one person know? It's not a shame, it's just an accident. In addition, the second place in the whole chess academy is still a gratifying thing! ”

In the days that followed, people kept asking me for lyrics, and even my elementary school classmates, who went to university in Beijing, called me to ask about it, and I never thought I'd get in touch with it one day. There has always been a line between people, and when the relationship is broken and the connection is broken, that line is invisible, and the appropriate opportunity arises and will be revealed.

I replied in general: "I'm sorry, I've deleted it, I really don't remember the lyrics, it was made up randomly at the time, you can make it up yourself, the writing is so much better than mine!" ”

I lied, and the ringtone was set up by me and Yi Xu as the exclusive ringtone for us to dial each other's numbers. The reason I don't give the lyrics to them is that it's for ease and I don't want to share it with others. Yi Xu said that occasional vanity is fun, and most of the days, less vanity is less, and the relationship is more solid.

Several students in my class put together the sentences they could think of, and restored my lyrics in a complete and unmistakable way. I asked them why they were so persistent, and they said they liked it, found it interesting, and felt the same way. Easy to continue is right.

I was also told by the girl in the dormitory that someone said this about me behind my back: "If someone asks for her, she can afford it!" She's never been looked down upon by so many people! Did you know that this is a gift? There is no such shop in this village! I smiled and said, "Hey, I can't help it, I'm just so ignorant!" ”

Yi Xu's favourite striker is Philippe Inzaghi, he said, Inzaghi is the kind of striker that people don't see him running, they don't see him on the ball, they don't see him physical, but he always lets you see him for a second in 90 minutes, and that's when he scores. Inzaghi is a hero that only Milan fans can see, he is the most low-key and the most noble.

This is Yi Xu's style of doing things, he is versatile but never participates in competitions, he has been the core of the boys in the class since he was a child but has never been a class leader, he is very good but only rare for the people around him to know.

As for me, I am an ordinary person who "does not" add praise words: "not too much" plus derogatory words, I do not have the ability to be all-encompassing, between many "affordable" and a person's emotional outlook, I choose to maintain and support my boyfriend's emotional outlook, because only he is mine, his emotional outlook is used to protect our feelings, he is the greatest gift, and it is this shop in this village that I really care about!