Her armor
I told Soeren I had to go out.
"I'll go too!" He said.
"The place I'm going to is a detention center, not a good place."
He almost jumped up with excitement, "Letsgogogo!!" β
"You're a pervert!" I found a pair of my aunt's sneakers to put on: "The worse the thing, the more exciting!" β
Halfway through my dad called me and said, "Come back, it's okay." β
I was almost in disbelief when my mother's angry voice came: "Are you alright? Beat her to death when you come back! β
"I, I'll hide here for a few more days! By the way, are you two alright? β
"It's okay! What can happen? β
"Even if something happens in Changsha, nothing big can happen, right?"
"Nonsense!" My dad criticized me seriously: "Don't do your own trivial things, do you hear that you and Zhang Yi take care of each other?" β
"I hear you."
I took out the letter to Yi Xu from my bag in front of the detention center. Soeren stepped up and snatched it up, "This is for him?" β
"Yes." I reached out and asked him to give it back to me.
He put the letter behind his back: "Can I read it? β
I made a gesture to snatch it back: "Look, look, can you understand?" Illiterate! β
He held up the letter in a mess: "What? β
I jumped up, he instantly put it behind his waist, I didn't catch the letter, I could only say angrily: "Do you speak Chinese, but you can't write, and you don't know each other?" β
"Yes."
"That's illiteracy."
"I still want to see it. Can I watch it? β
"Look at it, you can't understand it anyway!"
He opened it, looked at it, clicked on the words, and asked me, "What is this?" β
"I have to tell you?"
"Then why am I watching?"
I read him word by word: "Under the nest, there is still a pity." β
"It's you, right?"
"Yes."
"What do these words mean?"
"Even if you lose the whole world, you still have me."
He stared at the words he didn't recognize, and sighed quietly, "Creepy! β
I asked Soeren to wait for me outside, and I handed the letter to Oda, and Xiao Mao in the back secretly beckoned me and asked me to walk towards him. Oda also gave me a look and asked me to pass.
"How? Have faith? Xiao Mao asked me.
"What faith?"
"Win the lawsuit! Isn't your boyfriend being sued? β
"Have you already been prosecuted?" I was shocked.
"Don't you know?"
"I don't know! Why didn't my lawyer tell me? β
Xiao Tian hurriedly flipped through his register: "The lawyer came on the 25th, isn't your boyfriend a lawyer sent by the government?" β
I couldn't wait to call Lawyer Ma: "Lawyer Ma, have you sued?" β
"It's coming, it's coming. Hey, when will you be able to call me for the lawyer's fees? Once I sue for a lawsuit, I have to find a relationship to ask which lawyer it is, and I also need to fund it! β
"I was told that a formal complaint had been filed, and the information was accurate."
I thought he would be surprised at who I was listening to, but he was so experienced that he didn't show the slightest surprise, and just said, "Then you have to hurry!" I'm going to find a relationship and ask who the lawyer is, and the date of the trial, which can't be held without financial support! β
"Lawyer Ma, since you don't need to go to court to defend yourself, do you think the lawyer's fees can be cheaper?"
I haven't raised the money yet, and I haven't even thought of a way to raise it. Although there are some things that can be sold, I am not familiar with wine and watches, and I don't know how much money I can sell them.
"You're very wrong. Defending in court is only the last step, the road paved in front, the preparations made, the experience summarized, the methods sought, and the strategies formulated are interlocking. β
"50,000 is really a lot of money."
I'm afraid that the lawyers over there also need financial support.
"What you said is not unreasonable, I'll be cheaper, forty-eight thousand!"
"Lawyer Ma, can I pay a portion upfront?"
"How much do you pay upfront?"
"Twenty thousand."
"What are you kidding? Human life is at stake, and you use 20,000 yuan to deal with it? β
"But I really don't have that much money right now."
"I told you a long time ago that I want you to prepare. Are you not prepared? β
"I was ready, but the money was running out too quickly. I'm also thinking of a way, see if you can be accommodating, I'll pay 20,000 yuan first, you help me find the lawyer first, and ask about the court time. I will definitely give you the next fee as soon as possible. β
"That's it, I'll find the lawyer, and you can get together the money as soon as possible, at the slowest in a week."
"Okay."
He wasn't there, but I looked up to him.
But I also suddenly discovered that the case is business, and the lawyer, to put it bluntly, is also a businessman.
Mr. Ma is a shrewd businessman. There are some things that I forgot to worry about, he said that the expenses other than those expressly stated in the contract were reimbursed, but he only told me how much it was, and never gave me a receipt. I used to think that all those things that I could eat and drink should not be put on the surface, so I understood the reason why he couldn't provide them. But every once in a while he gave me a little bit of information, and every time he had to send some money, all the money I earned as a part-time translator, almost 15,000 yuan, was given to him one after another, just for his food and drink reimbursement.
But wasn't that information available at once in the first stage of the investigation by inviting someone from the administrative brigade to dinner? Isn't the forensic report given all at once? Will the medical examiner first collect evidence only on the murder knife? How many days did it take to remember the cup? The fingerprints on the cup and the sleeping pills in the cup still need to be tested separately for several days? Isn't the investigation of the relationship between the two deceased and the whereabouts of Yi Xin before the crime the most basic task in the investigation stage?
During the whole process, his role was to invite his acquaintances to one or two meals, and then split the information obtained to me, so that I felt that he was doing things non-stop, trusting him, and relying on him, so that I could smoothly pay him 20,000 yuan in the investigation stage and then 30,000 yuan in the examination stage. In fact, he has not given many constructive opinions or plans so far. He didn't immediately inform me of Yi Xu's indictment, and he didn't contact the lawyer sent by the government at the first time, because he wanted to receive 48,000 before I could contact a lawyer, probably because he was afraid that I wouldn't hire him after I saw the lawyer.
I never realized these things, because I was so helpless, there was no one around me who could help me, and I regarded him as a lifesaver, so how could I care if the grass was thick or not? How do you know that the hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, and the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit.
I also blame me, I was so panicked, I hated to be grateful to Dade once I got the information, and I didn't calmly think about and evaluate his work and role. Another point, I know that Yi Xu's non-cooperation is the crux of the lawyer's inability to work, and I can't solve this problem as a girlfriend.
Now that my mind is clearer, I should first find a way to meet the lawyer assigned by the government to Yi Xu before deciding whether to continue to hire Mr. Ma. The amount of money I can raise is too limited, what if the government-appointed lawyer needs an activity fee? What if that lawyer is more thoughtful, more planned, and more persuasive than Mr. Ma, but doesn't like other lawyers to intervene? It's time to judge the situation and decide whether it's time to change course.
I still can't give up Lawyer Ma easily, as long as Yi Xu needs him, even if he hits me on the left cheek, I will send the right cheek up.
I put my hands on the fence of the detention center, I climbed over the wall of the school, I climbed over the wall of the park, I climbed over the wall of Changsha, I climbed over the wall of Hamburg, but I couldn't climb over the wall that closed the easy continuation.
I imagined the temperature of my hands. The hand gradually felt cold, even shivering, and it didn't take long for it to start numb. There is no easy temperature, only the zero degree in Changsha in winter.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Soeren asked me by patting me on the shoulder.
"Do you know what Yi Xu does?" I asked Soeren.
"I don't know."
"International Trade, InternationalTrading."
"Oh."
"I also want to do an international trade and trade you with my boyfriend."
"He's here, I'm there?" He pointed to the inside of the wall.
"Or there is another way, I will stab you, okay, to ensure that you will only bleed and not lose your life."
He protected his chest and innocently asked, "Why?" β
"I want to go in, I want to see Yi Xu, I want to see him, I want to talk to him, I want to ask him what he is struggling with, I want to figure out a way with him, I want him to come out."
"However, the man's and woman's rooms are not in the same place, and you won't see him when you go in!"
That's right, too.
"Have you seen The Shawshank Redemption?" My thoughts were flooding, and all sorts of strange thoughts jumped to my temple.
"What?"
βTheShawshankRedemptionγβ
"You want to?" He was digging holes.
"Yes!"
He jumped to his feet in a hurry and said, "But what if you go to someone else's boyfriend's room?" β
Nothing is right!
I lined up again to enter the detention center, walked inside and said to Xiao Mao, "Can you give me my boyfriend's lawyer's contact information?" β
Xiao Mao frowned and shook his head, shouting: "Get out and get out!" Everyone in the group gave me strange looks. I want to go into a hole in the ground.
In early winter, it is difficult to see a few pedestrians on the road, and only occasionally cars rush by. Soeren was talking something, and all I could hear was the wind. The wind was not loud, but it was very cold, blowing on the face, down the neck, and so cold that the soles of the feet trembled. Pain is the most evil of demons, and it follows me inseparably.
Suddenly received a text message on the mobile phone, it was a mobile phone number, and the text message said: His surname is Shishi, you can't contact you today and tomorrow, and the two of us are on duty for the past two days. Those who have been discovered and will be punished. After reading the deletion. β
The pink glow suddenly exploded like fireworks, blowing up the clouds and radiating beautiful colors. May my heart's wish come true like this glow.
I called Zhang Yi, and I had to take someone to her to spend the night. She shuts down.
Soeren didn't want to go to the hospital again, so he set off alone to see the embroidery. When I arrived at the hospital, Zhang Yi was not in the hospital.
Zhang Hengli hasn't woken up yet. He passed out so suddenly that it took 50 days for a hemodialysis fistula to be used and 15 days for abdominal dialysis, and the doctor gave him a makeshift fistula and a tube was implanted through his neck. His neck was swollen like a huge pillar of cement, and his face was like a layer of ash, which I had never seen in a living person.
The patients in the same ward were arguing with their family members, they wanted to drink water, but the family members did not give water according to the doctor's instructions.
Zhang Hengli and I sat on both sides of Zhang Hengli's hospital bed, and I absentmindedly flipped through a book that Zhang Yi left there, and I didn't even pay attention to what the title was. Every time his mother secretly glared at me, I could catch it, and I would glare back. Who's afraid of whom?
At eight o'clock in the evening, I was a little dizzy after dinner, and I was dozing off, when I suddenly heard a woman's scream in my dream, and dimly saw Zhang Hengli's mother lying on Zhang Hengli's bed, and was carried out by Zhang Hengli's father and several nurses in a hurry. When I woke up a little, I found that Zhang Hengli was looking at me with half-open eyes!
I was speechless for a moment. Soon Zhang Hengli's father rushed back again, caressed Zhang Hengli lovingly, and said, "Child, you finally woke up." β
Zhang Hengli said intermittently: "Dad, don't ...... Don't worry, my HP is top-of-the-line! β
"What nonsense are you talking about?" His dad asked.
"That's it...... It's ......" Zhang Hengli looked at me tiredly.
"Oh, he said he had the best health!" I hurriedly explained to him, and after so many years of inking with him, I finally knew a few game abbreviations.
"Hmm." Zhang Hengli cast an appreciative look.
"Uncle, don't worry, he'll be fine, there are still a lot of women who haven't had time to dump him!"
"Really?" Uncle asked.
"yes!" Zhang Hengli said.
Uncle smiled, and the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes crawled half of his face.
"How's Mom?" Zhang Hengli asked worriedly.
"It's fine!" Uncle comforted him: "It's just that I haven't slept well in the past few days, low blood sugar." Bottle up and get some sleep, and you'll be fine. β
I smiled with relief as I texted Zhang Yi.
In less than an hour, Zhang Yi came. I don't know when she saw the text message. When she came, Zhang Hengli was half-asleep and half-awake again.
The disappointed Zhang Yi said to Zhang Hengli, who was almost unconscious: "You have played so many games, killed so many monsters, and been a hero so many times. None of that is true, be a real hero, in this real life, in this disease at the end of 2012, defeat the disease, save yourself, and be a real hero! β
I called Soeren, but he said that he was now in the small town of Shaping and planned to spend the whole day tomorrow admiring the Hunan embroidery, so he didn't want to run back and forth tonight, so he wanted to stay in a nearby express hotel.
Zhang Yi persuaded Zhang Hengli's father to take care of his mother and told him to rest well. My uncle probably didn't close his eyes for two or three days, and he was very haggard.
Zhang Yi didn't know that his face was even more ugly than his uncle's. The uncle was blind, his waist was not straight, and his face was a little pale. But as for her, her face was not only white, but also a little blue. When she wiped Zhang Hengli's face just now, I actually saw four or five white hairs, hanging brightly on the top of her head, which was particularly eye-catching. A twenty-four-year-old girl, who does not have the genes of young gray hair in her family, has been rushed into an early bloom in just a few days. I don't like it too much, I always turn my face away and don't look at her properly. The white hair on the top of her head, the bags on her face, and her haggard figure all made me unbearable. Danger is an opportunity to divide the ranks, strangers stand by and relatives dedicate their lives.
Zhang Hengli's new ward is larger than the previous one, with six beds. Now it's empty. I went to Dr. Wu and asked him to say hello to the nurse and make an exception for me to stay tonight. I told him that I was more worried about Zhang Yi. He saw Zhang Yi sitting in front of Zhang Hengli's hospital bed from a distance in the corridor and agreed.
In order to let Zhang Yi sleep for a while, I said that we were divided into the first half of the night and the second half of the night. I take care of it from 10 to 3 am and you take care of it from 3 am to 8 am. I asked her to sleep first, and at about 1 o'clock, I quietly canceled the alarm clock set on her phone, hoping that she would wake up naturally.
I don't know how long it took, Zhang Hengli didn't wake up once, and I don't know why I fell asleep.
Later, I felt cold, shivered a few times, and was just about to sit up, when I heard Zhang Yi's voice.
"Does it hurt?" She asked.
"It doesn't hurt." Zhang Hengli's voice trembled with both words.
"Shall I get you some water?" Zhang Yi asked her again.
"Okay."
Then there was the sound of spoons clinking cups, and Zhang Yi was feeding him water to drink.
"What's wrong? Afraid? Do I turn the lamp on a little bit? β
"It's not. Back...... Sour. β
"Come, I'll turn you over and press you, okay?"
"Okay."
The bed shook a few times, and then I heard a very small, massaging sound.
I buried my head in the quilt and forced myself to cry, not crying.
Yi Xu said, regardless of the question, it is Zhang Yi's armor to resist reality and harm. Because of this armor, she was fired for her part-time job, offended her classmates, couldn't make new friends, and was hated by Zhang Hengli's previous girlfriends; Because of this armor, she lives alone, no one understands her, no man dares to approach her, if Zhang Hengli doesn't love her, no one knows if she will be lonely for the rest of her life.
I don't remember the last time I heard her ask questions, but at this moment, I clearly heard her say, "Does it hurt?" "Are you afraid?" "Okay?".
How many years of armor she has been wearing, for Zhang Hengli, took it off. The girl is a cactus that blooms only delicate and delicate flowers for her beloved.
After a while, Zhang Yi patted me, I pretended to be woken up by her, yawned and covered my eyes, turned around without raising my head, took off my cotton clothes and climbed into the quilt on the bed next to me.