Chapter Eighty-Seven: What a Heart?

Such as Xu Xingyue, such as Xu Wanfeng, such as Xu warm words, Di Jiu was slightly stunned when he heard it, stared at him, and said for a long time: "If you are sad, it's good to say it." ”

Fu Hanqing put his hands on the back of his hand, pressed it on his heart, and asked softly, "Sad?" ”

"It's not just the Wind Festival, even Fang Qingchen is also your friend, and he is also from Xiaolou, they were all killed, you feel sad, and you should be."

"You know Light Dust?"

"You really don't think I'm a fool." Di Jiu smiled, "Chu State's support for my sect is all driven by this person, how can I not guess his identity." ”

"You can also deduce the identities of the people in the small buildings in other countries." Fu Hanqing looked at him with wide eyes, looking a little frightened.

Di Jiu smiled: "Don't worry, only I know about this matter, even Di Yi doesn't know." Although he knows that you are from Xiaolou, unlike me, he has access to the most confidential information, and he can find out exactly who is the master behind those policies. ”

Fu Hanqing breathed a sigh of relief and said happily: "Fortunately, only you know, I don't have to worry about spreading it." ”

Di Jiu didn't feel funny when he saw his stupid appearance, and gently stretched out his hand to smooth his messy hair when he was sleeping on his stomach just now: "When I first heard the news this morning, I was really shocked, they are all from Xiaolou with unfathomable strength, how could they lose their lives in vain like this?" ”

"Xiao Lou's power will never intervene in the world, all of us can only walk on our own, everyone's difficulties can only be faced by ourselves, Xiao Lou will never exert a slow hand. Jinjie chose to be loyal to Zhao Guo, even if he was wronged, he had to bear it. And light dust...... For him, fame and wealth, success or failure, gains and losses, are all floating clouds. Only the king of Chu is the heaviest, so as long as the king of Chu does not trust him, it will be difficult for him to live. ”

Di Jiu frowned: "I don't understand, how can there be such a ruthless organization, no matter what happens to you, they don't save each other in advance, won't they fight for justice for you afterwards?" ”

"How to fight for justice?" Fu Hanqing looked at him in amazement, "Revenge?" This is absolutely impossible, everyone is responsible for their own fate, and Xiaolou will never go to repay or avenge them. ”

"Even those of you who are also from Xiaolou don't stand out for your partners?" Di Jiu was even more suspicious.

"Yes, I said in the council hall just now, I won't avenge Jinjie, and Jinjie definitely didn't expect me to avenge him, just like if something happened to me, Xiaolou and others wouldn't come to ask." Fu Hanqing stared at him and said with a smile: "I remember telling you a long, long time ago. ”

Di Jiu smiled bitterly: "Although you have said it, I always find it hard to believe that there is such a strange thing in the matter, obviously the most powerful existence, but he doesn't care about anything, so what is the significance of Xiaolou's strength, Xiaolou's existence?" ”

Fu Hanqing nodded again and again: "Yes, I also think that Xiaolou's existence actually has no meaning, if only it didn't exist, but unfortunately in reality, it is existence, just to let every member go into the red dust, to ask for some epiphany, what spiritual sublimation, what this and that, it's really boring......"

Seeing that he was full of complaints, Di Jiu just laughed and said softly: "Even if Xiaolou's system is very ruthless, but people's hearts are always affectionate, and you don't have to pretend not to be sad if you lose such a friend." ”

"It's a little sad, but you don't have to worry about me." Fu Hanqing smiled, "People who come out of Xiaolou, no matter what status, what status, no matter what kind of life they choose, they never value the flashy fame and fortune in the world, and they don't even care about life very much." We all feel that death and life are a normal cycle, the end of death, maybe another new beginning, for death, we are never afraid of death, nor too sad. ”

Di Jiu became more and more puzzled, it sounded like the so-called doctrine of some cult to control ignorant disciples.

After death, there is a blissful rebirth, a perfect world, a new beginning, and the disciples are determined to obey their orders without fear of death.

Really counted, the biggest cult in the world is the Shura Sect, and the Shura Sect also has a way to make subordinates not afraid of death.

But Xiaolou's powerful power does not intervene in the world at all, that is, he does not seek fame or profit, he only lets his subordinates go to the world to seek epiphany, and if he can't understand it, he will die outside and ignore it, this kind of behavior is really strange and incomprehensible.

Fu Hanqing saw that his eyebrows were knotted, and he couldn't help but reach out to smooth his eyebrows hard, and said with a smile: "Don't think about these inconsequential things anymore." ”

Inconsequential?

Di Jiu wanted to laugh but didn't.

It was his friends, his classmates, his partners, Xiaolou, who died, where he came from, his home, and he only said that it was inconsequential.

"Tell me, what's important?"

"It's important that we're together." Fu Hanqing replied as a matter of course, and seeing Di Jiu's expression that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, he had to sneer, "You have discussed it for so long, have you come up with a result?" ”

"It's nothing more than to keep all the money, hide the real strength, no matter how big the turmoil comes, make sure that we don't suffer heavy losses, I will rush to the Chu State tomorrow and take the town in person."

Fu Hanqing hurriedly jumped up: "Let's go together." ”

"I'm afraid not. Not only do I have to manage all the sub-altars of the Chu State, but I also have to deal with the provocation and duel of those righteous path masters, you know, this kind of thing, others will never agree to your companionship. Di Jiu smiled and said, "If you want to go with me, first harden your heart." ”

Fu Hanqing was very depressed and shouted: "Why do you always go, what are the others doing?" ”

"Originally, I should have go, the kings have their own duties, each has their own subordinates, and the normal teaching affairs are handled by the sect leader and the heavenly king, of course

The leader of the Heavenly King is the same person. But now, these things belong to me, not to mention, now that the Yaksha is not there, Biluo has not returned to the main altar, Xiao Shu also has his own things to leave, and the general altar should also have a few top masters in charge, at this time, it is not appropriate for you to leave. ”

Fu Hanqing hung his head, sat down sullenly, and said after a while: "Who are you going to duel again, is it dangerous?" ”

Di Jiu smiled faintly, with a hint of pride, "Chu Guobai Dao is a bit of a famous Baicaosheng, and he can barely be regarded as a master, and it is worth me, but that's all." ”

"Herbs?" Fu Hanqing frowned, "It sounds like a general pharmacology." ”

"What do you mean, this guy is most famous not for martial arts, but for drugs." Di Jiu glanced at him angrily and funny, "Sect Master, where did you throw away the chronicles of the rivers and lakes that you usually want to peruse." ”

Fu Hanqing laughed dryly, avoiding answering, "You can't beat you, what if the medicine harms you?" ”

"You have been training hard for me for so many years, and it is so easy to take medicine on me."

Although Di Jiu's words were confident, Fu Hanqing was still not at ease, thought about it, suddenly got up, dragged his hand and ran: "Follow me." ”

Di Jiu was slightly stunned, let him drag and fly, and wanted to ask several times, but he still didn't ask. I patiently followed him back to the sect master's residence, patiently let him drag his hands in front of him and rush into the bedroom, and patiently watched the sect leader rummage through the boxes and cabinets and lift the quilt. Seeing that a good room was turned into a mess in a blink of an eye, the other subordinates pretended to be respectful and hid aside in front of their own ground, and no one dared to speak. Di Jiu still couldn't bear it in the end: "What are you looking for?" ”

Fu Hanqing came back to his senses by his call, raised his eyes and looked around, found Fuyan, and hurriedly asked in a loud voice: "Last time I was playing marbles with Ling Xiao, did you collect it or did you throw it away?" ”

Uncle Fang said that he didn't need to pay attention to it. Sweeping it away, I saw that the stones were round and beautiful, and it took a little effort to let the next person find them, and the sect leader used them easily, so he deliberately put them away. Fu Yan smiled and stepped forward, and in three or two clicks, he turned out a small box from the mess and handed it over.

Fu Hanqing took it. opened it with one hand, took out a dusty round stone from it, turned around and offered a treasure to Di Jiu with a smile on his face: "You bring this with you." ”

Di Jiu frowned and looked at the stone covered in ash: "What is this?" ”

Fu Hanqing wiped his sleeve twice, barely wiped off a little ash, and then handed it over: "Look." ”

Di Jiu frowned, patiently took the dusty thing, put it in front of him and looked at it carefully, suddenly shocked, and lost his voice: "Heavenly Demon Bead." ”

"Yes, you can avoid all kinds of poisons. You can only rest assured that you take me with you. Fu Hanqing said happily.

Di Jiu's face turned pale: "You, you take the Heavenly Demon Bead and mix it in the pile of stones to play marbles." And it was almost swept away, you ......" he took a deep breath, "Yaoguang, they need to know." can tear you alive. ”

Fu Hanqing laughed heartlessly: "Don't they all know? ”

Di Jiu was angry, and handed him back the Heavenly Demon Bead with one hand: "This is a token of the sect master, only the sect master can admire, I can't take it, and others won't agree to me take it." ”

Fu Hanqing took it with a smile, and stuffed it into Di Jiu's arms with his own hands: "If others don't know, naturally they can't object." ”

Others don't know?

Di Jiu's eyes swept away, and the room was full of people. Uncle Fang, Ling Xiao. Fu Yan's eyes were as big as copper bells.

So that other people don't know, huh?

It's such a serious matter, and it's okay to get it out.

Fu Hanqing followed his gaze one by one, and said with a smile: "You won't say it, right?" ”

Fang Bo slipped away like a gust of wind: "I didn't see anything, I didn't hear anything?" ”

Ling Xiao walked out without a bad eye: "What did you say?" Nothing happened. ”

Fuyan ran outside the room with a string of silver bell-like laughter and said loudly, "The weather is good today." ”

Fu Hanqing looked at Di Jiu with a smile: "You see, everyone is very good at keeping secrets." ”

Di Jiu was overwhelmed and wanted to tell him that the best way to keep secrets was the dead. However, seeing that idiot-smiling face, he decided not to waste his efforts.

Fu Hanqing looked at his funny and angry expression, Lezi came to him, and looked at him with very pure eyes: "This, Fuyan said, the weather is very good tonight, that, you have to leave tomorrow, this ......"

"You don't want this or that." Di Jiu couldn't help laughing, pulled him into his arms, and the two of them lost their center of gravity and fell to the bed together.

Fu Hanqing called: "The door is not closed......"

Di Jiu didn't glance at it, and with a sweep of his sleeve, the door slammed shut, closing the room gently.

That night, the stars and moon were extremely beautiful, that night, the evening breeze was extremely soft, and that night, in the triple courtyard before and after the teaching residence, all the idlers quietly avoided it, lest they disturb Ru Xu's feelings.

That night, after the passion, Di Jiu hugged Fu Hanqing, who seemed to be asleep in his arms, and asked gently: "Han, in this life, do you have any important wishes?" ”

"Yes?" Fu Hanqing replied softly, "My greatest wish is to sleep in the sea of stars, sleep when I am tired, look at the stars when I wake up, and sleep again when I am tired." ”

Di Jiu was stunned for a moment before he smiled bitterly, what a typical lazy pig-like wish.

"But, now, ......" Fu Hanqing stretched out his hand, wrapped it around his waist, and smiled lowly: "Now, I hope that when I sleep watching the stars, I can have you by my side." ”

Di Jiu sighed softly inexplicably, reached out and stroked Fu Hanqing's hair, and then carefully stroked his forehead, his eyebrows, and his face.

Fu Hanqing shrank slightly, shrunk into his arms again, put his head on his heart again, and took his hand uneasily, gently covering his heart.

Di Jiu chuckled, this guy, how many years later, is still so afraid of the cold,

Ansheng, if you want to sleep, you always have to retract into someone else's arms, and you don't care if others are comfortable or not

Fu Hanqing just listened to his heartbeat, a clear, powerful, life-like heartbeat.

Everyone has a heart, everyone's heart has flesh and blood, everyone's heart is warm and soft, so ...... Maybe......

He was about to fall asleep, but he was in a trance.

His hand searched for his chest, and at the mouth of his left chest, he found Di Jiu's hand, firmly pressed his hand, firmly intertwined with his fingers, and then he was at peace.

So...... Maybe......

If my heart were in such hands, he would cherish it, right? He'll take care of it, he's not going to let it go, he's not going to let it shatter, right?

Di Jiu, I'm actually very afraid of pain, so don't let me hurt too much.

He said in a low voice, "Di Jiu, you have to treat me better." ”

The voice was so low, so slight, even Di Jiu had to concentrate a little before he could barely remember, what did he hear just now?

He bowed his head in astonishment, and the person in his arms was already asleep.

The whole person curled up like a baby in the mother's body, just stubbornly curled up in his arms, stubbornly forced his hand, and stuck it to his heart.

What he said was so familiar, as if he had heard it a long, long time ago.

He looked at Fu Hanqing in a daze, all the time, refusing to move his gaze or blink his eyes. After a long time, a long time, I heard Fu Hanqing shout softly again: "Di Jiu." I'm afraid of pain, don't let me hurt. ”

That baby-like sleeping position, such an uneasy posture trying to protect oneself, such a posture that cannot call peacefully in sleep.

Di Jiu was silent for a long time, then leaned over and whispered in Fu Hanqing's ear: "Han, when I come back, I will give you a gift." ”

Fu Hanqing in his sleep. Di Jiu's promise was not heard.

That night, Fu Hanqing had been sleeping restlessly, and he kept saying intermittently and repeatedly, I am afraid of pain, treat me better.

That night, Di Jiu never slept. He listened quietly all the time.

He remembered. Many, many years ago, when he and Fu Hanqing were just beginning, Fu Hanqing was always like this, looking at him with very clear and expectant eyes, and said for no reason, if you want to treat me well, it is always like this.

However, after all these years, Fu Hanqing has not mentioned this kind of beginningless topic for a long, long time, why did he suddenly talk about it again.

He didn't say anything. just kept holding Fu Hanqing and guarding him. Until the first morning light pierced the sky, until the noise gradually came. It wasn't until someone outside the window urged him to go, and it wasn't until Fu Hanqing opened his confused eyes that he smiled slightly.

The first thing Fu Hanqing saw when he woke up was Di Jiu's smile.

He didn't sleep all night, hugged all night, never changed his posture once a night, and he just smiled. Reaching out and gently tapping Fu Hanqing's nose: "It's time to get up, lazy pig." ”

A lazy pig who got up early in the morning quickly freshened up. insisted on seeing Di Jiu off. Together with the kings, he sent Di Jiu out of the main altar.

Di Jiu turned over and got on the horse, but beckoned to Fu Hanqing again, and when he got closer, he bent down from his horse and whispered in his ear the words that Fu Hanqing hadn't heard last night.

"I'll come back with a gift for you."

Then, he didn't wait for Fu Hanqing's response, nor did he look at his expression any more, and rode away.

Fu Hanqing stood there, looking at the figure of the Xuanyi and the high crown from a distance, between the thousands of miles of yellow sand, it gradually became unreachable.

Di Jiu, in fact, your safe return is the best gift.

I just hope that you can be safe, happy, and always by my side......

I just hope that in the future, countless nights when I sleep looking at the stars, there will be you by my side.

Di Jiu, when you come back, can you bring me such a gift?