Chapter Eighty-Six: Foolishness and Cleverness
"Zhao Guofeng Jinjie and Chu Guofang Qingchen are dead." As soon as he walked into the conference hall, Di Jiu's words made Fu Hanqing stay on the spot.
Xiao Sheng added lightly: "Before dawn, I received the news of Fang Qingchen's death, and immediately called everyone for a meeting." As soon as he said two or three words, the sound bell outside rang non-stop, and the news of Feng Jinjie's death was also sent in. ”
Fu Hanqing stood stunned for a while, and then asked, "How did they die?" ”
"King Zhao listened to the words of the traitor and executed Feng Jinjie on some very frivolous charges, it is said that he had just returned from the battlefield at that time, and the reward he received was to be beheaded in public." Yaoguang's tone was extremely sarcastic.
"The king of Chu seems to have discovered Fang Qingchen's letter of fornication with the enemy country, and recalled Fang Qingchen from the battlefield to the court, wanting to seize his authority, Fang Qingchen couldn't think of it for a while, so he actually cut his stomach and heart on the golden palace to show his heart." Xiao Shuang's tone was a little ridiculous, "Who doesn't know that if Fang Qingchen really has rebellious intentions, why do you need to form with the enemy country, this is obviously a frame-up." The stupidity of the King of Chu is really ridiculous, but it is even more unthinkable that such a powerful character as Fang Qingchen would be so dead-eyed. His death is painful, and we have a headache. ”
"As soon as Fang Qingchen dies, all the policies he pushed before his death are very likely to be overthrown, not to mention, now that there are strong enemies outside Chu to suppress the border, and there are traitors and traitors in the country, Fang Qingchen, the pillar of the sky, will fall, and the situation will be even more chaotic and difficult to control. All our business in the Chu State, all the branches of the altar are afraid that they will be affected. Mo Li's brows furrowed.
"The imperative is to plan ...... now"
Everyone, you say a word, I say a word, and talk endlessly. However, Fu Hanqing has been in a trance since he heard the cause of Fang Qingchen and Feng Jinjie's deaths, and there are human voices all around, but he has never listened to a word.
Di Jiu was silent for a while, but after all, he couldn't hold it back, took a few steps forward, and gently stretched out his hand and pressed it on his shoulder.
Fu Hanqing raised his head in a daze.
"You ......" Di Jiu looked at him and wanted to ask, are you okay? He hesitated, but said nothing, just smiled, just stood quietly with him, and the palm that caressed his shoulder never retracted.
At this time, everyone else also noticed that Fu Hanqing was wrong, and Xiao said with a smile: "By the way, although Feng Jinjie is just a little general at the border gate, his death has no effect on us, but he seems to be a good friend of the sect leader?" My friend was killed unjustly, should we avenge him and make some trouble for King Zhao. ”
Fu Hanqing shook his head silently, and only said after a while: "I am friends with Feng Jinjie, this is just a personal relationship, there is no reason, for my personal affairs, the entire Shura Sect is involved." ”
Xiao Shen rolled his eyes, this person, how many years have passed, he has not learned to enjoy the privileges of being the sect leader, he can't talk about the distinction between public and private at every turn, and he is obviously the leader of the underworld devil, so he has to act like a saint. When the sect master has to be as self-disciplined as him, how many people will be interested in competing for such a sect master.
Fu Hanqing said again: "Even if I am friends with him, his route is his own choice, even if he is killed in the end, it is his own business, and I didn't plan to interfere." ”
Yaoguang smiled lightly: "Such ruthless words, how can I not see that the sect leader is such a ruthless person." ”
Fu Hanqing just smiled helplessly.
"Even if we don't plan to avenge Feng Jinjie, we won't worry about his affairs, and it's right to deal with the affairs of Chu State immediately."
"We should immediately order that all businesses in the Chu State try to hide or transfer large sums of money."
"Be careful to break up most of your strength."
"Inform all the altars, don't cause trouble, don't give people a handle, pay attention to the direction of the wind......"
"It's better to send someone to ......"
Everyone put forward their opinions one after another, but Fu Hanqing understood every word, but his mind was completely confused, and he didn't know what they were talking about. My heart became irritable inexplicably. Suddenly, he said: "I have nothing to say about the death of Feng Jinjie, and you don't need to do anything." After Fang Qingchen's death, any kind of big changes in the Chu State may happen, and it is good to prepare early, I have no other opinions, and you can discuss the details yourself. He turned around and was about to leave.
Di Jiu frowned slightly, his face was slightly worried, and he called him in a low voice: "Ah Han......"
Fu Hanqing paused slightly, and said softly: "You and they have discussed it slowly, and I will wait for you in your Heavenly King Palace." Then he walked away quickly.
Di Jiu's eyebrows frowned slightly, but he only watched his back go away silently.
Behind him, Xiao Hurt was chuckling: "Obviously sad in my heart, I can't say it." Even if you are not happy, it is better to kill Zhao to take revenge, you have to talk about the distinction between public and private here......"
"I'm afraid not only that he doesn't want to involve the Shura Sect, but also because he himself always doesn't want to kill people, even if it is to avenge his friends, he can't kill people." Yaoguang sighed lightly and shook his head, feeling that this weakness of the sect leader should really be listed as being taught the supreme secret, so that outsiders know that the Shura sect leader is afraid of killing, where does everyone still have the face to mix in the rivers and lakes.
"The situation in Zhao is very stable now, and the country has few wars and turmoil, it is very stable among the countries, and our business over there is very large, if we really go to Zhao
Stirring up the rain, our own losses will be incalculable, not to mention, these years are easy to gradually stabilize and prosper, the world is willing to look at us with new eyes, if the wind and waves rise again, and a country as an enemy, I have taught all these years of hard work in vain? Mo Li sighed: "Sect Master, this is also for our sake. ”
Di Jiu's heart sighed slightly, the truth is only far from the case, right?
However, he didn't say much, only turned his head to look at everyone lightly: "Have you finished expressing your feelings to the sect leader, can we continue to talk about business?" ”
Fu Hanqing walked all the way, and automatically walked on the road leading to the Heavenly King Palace, but his heart was confused and unconscious.
The sun is shining in the sky, and there is no warmth on the body, and the spring breeze is blowing in front of me, and my heart is not cool.
It is another tragic death, and it is a tragic means, and all the joys, sorrows, and joys of this life are irrelevant in an instant.
Jinjie and light dust, they have gone back.
I think it should be better. Among his classmates, although he worked the hardest, he seemed to be the most careless, extremely alienated and indifferent to the world and the topic, and died in him, maybe it was nothing. At least in the previous lives, it didn't seem to have touched it at all.
I heard that his grades are very good, and it stands to reason that at the end of this life, his thesis will definitely pass. In this way, for him, it can be regarded as beyond the sea of suffering.
It's just that...... Light dust!
Fu Hanqing came to the Heavenly King Hall in a daze, and passed unhindered in a trance.
Although there are many disciples guarding the periphery of the Heavenly King Palace, they all know that the sect leader is the only person other than the Heavenly King who can enter and exit at will without being interrogated, and no one will come to obstruct the eyes.
In the inner layer of the Heavenly King Palace, the vast courtyard is still deserted and lonely, and there is no one to be seen.
Di Jiu still doesn't like to have a close attendant to take care of him. Fu Hanqing entered the hall, only to feel that the surroundings were depressed and depressed.
Light Dust ......
Proud and narcissistic, willful and ruthless light dust.
The one who died tragically and resolutely every time, every time he let go, he was cold and ruthless, every time he used a stubborn gaze to counter everyone's criticism, and every time he used a straight back to resist the professor's fierce criticism......
Qingchen, in this life, in the end, is still defeated, lost, lost, and given up......
What kind of feeling is it to dig out your heart in the light dust.
Isn't it painful, very painful!
Have you already gone back? Our teachers, our classmates, will someone ask you, does it hurt? Or do they still reproach you in one tongue as before, too much, too much!
Fu Hanqing escaped from the hall again and walked into the courtyard.
Looking up, the sun has not changed, and the sunshine has not changed in the lower eyes, but I still can't feel a trace of warmth when I walk slowly through the green grass and safflower sedan chair.
Qingchen, you are so smart, so capable, not as lazy and stupid as me, you always take the initiative everywhere, you always love with all your heart, do it with all your heart, why, you still fail, you still lose your perfect love again and again.
If even you are going to lose, then ...... What about me?
Fu Hanqing slowly sat down at a stone table.
Isn't it not as harsh as Qingchen to demand perfection, is it not like Qingchen who refuses to rub a little sand in his eyes, is it not like Qingchen who just has a little doubt and a hint of suspicion, and immediately put it away, isn't it...... As long as it's not like light dust...... You can live happily...... You can be confused, but you can live this life happily.
Xiaorong often says that it is rare to be confused, is this the truth.
It's hard to be confused, it's hard to be confused...... But...... Is it that you don't understand anything and are confused, or do you actually understand it, but you have to tell yourself that you have to be confused......
Fu Hanqing's whole body was lying on the stone table, not knowing where the deep exhaustion came from.
Don't doubt, don't worry, believe in everyone around you, cherish every love and care you get, and feel every happiness and joy in your hands.
He closed his eyes, and suddenly, he missed Di Jiu very much.
Suddenly, I missed his smile, I missed his eyes, I missed his arms, I missed his arms.
I want to hear him speak, I want to see him smile, I want to feel his warmth and heartbeat.
How long has it been, it seems to be a long, long time, why, still not coming, why have you been discussing it for so long, so long......
Fu Hanqing thought in a daze, he felt that if Di Jiu came, he would no longer be cranky, if Di Jiu came, he would no longer be inexplicably sad, and if Di Jiu came, his heart floating in the air for no reason would be real and real.
All the troubles, all the hesitations, all the confusion, all the feelings, can disappear in the blink of an eye.
However, Di Jiu has been, never comes.
His exhaustion deepened, his thoughts became more and more keen, and he lay on the stone table, gradually falling asleep.
I didn't see Di Jiu in my dream.
In the dream, there was a dark sky, a blood-red earth, between heaven and earth, in the infinite void, there was a person dressed in white, which was dazzling.
Far away, he recognized that it was Fang Qingchen.
That one
, the guy who is recognized as a vicious and bad-hearted bad student, has a cold expression on his face. In the distant void, he stared coldly at the churning sea of blood on the earth.
However, Fu Hanqing stretched out his hand to him, and he asked the person who seemed to be so indifferent that he definitely didn't understand pain: "Light dust, light dust, isn't it painful to dig out your own heart?" ”
However, the man turned away indifferently.
Fu Hanqing pulled his feet and chased: "Qingchen, Qingchen, you tell me, is it very painful, if you fall in love, it will always hurt, if you move your heart, it will always hurt, if you understand love, it will always hurt, whether you are as smart as you or as foolish as me, it will hurt the same, isn't it?" ”
Fu Hanqing put aside the laziness in his bones, and spent his whole life diligent to pursue the distant figure: "Qingchen, you are always like this, fight wholeheartedly, care for it sincerely, but also observe with full attention, as long as your love is imperfect, you will smash it like this, no matter what is broken at the same time, does it also include your own heart." So what about me, living in a state of confusion, loving in confusion, enjoying the status quo, not doubting, not thinking, not looking seriously, thinking seriously, can I really be happy like this, such a me, and such a you, who is right and who is wrong, such a me, can I actually not have pain, but is it true that I am afraid of pain and avoid pain like this, and it doesn't hurt? Light dust, you tell me, you and me, who is right. ”
The end of the sky was so far away, too far away to be approached, he stretched out his hand into the air: "Qingchen, many years ago, I thought I woke up, I thought I opened my eyes to see the world, I thought I could open my heart to accept everything and give everything back, I loved hard, I was happy to be loved, I thought I had become smart and proactive...... But...... Isn't it, nothing has changed, isn't it, I'm still as stupid as I used to be...... Di Yi said that I was very smart, but I deliberately didn't let myself be smart, but am I very stupid at all, but I still think I am very smart......
"Qingchen, tear your chest open and dig out your own heart, isn't it painful, isn't it painful, Qingchen, you tell me, why, put our hearts in the hands of another person? Why should the flesh be torn apart and dug out in pain, just to be handed over to another person? Why, let our hearts ......"
In the confusion, he felt a slight pain somewhere in his left chest, and instinctively reached out to press there, and he suddenly remembered Di Jiu.
Di Jiu, if I tear this place apart, my heart will also be red, and it will also beat.
No matter how stupid or stupid I am, no matter how ignorant I am, no matter how ignorant I am, my heart is hot, right?
If it is in your hands......
If it is in your hands......
Would you ......
"Han, Han, lazy pig, wake up, what are you dreaming about, you are screaming non-stop......"
The repeated calls forcibly pulled Fu Hanqing back to the real world.
When I opened my eyes, there were already stars and moons in the sky, but I didn't feel a chill on my body. Because, he is being held in a very familiar embrace. The man's body is majestic, the man's chest is wide, and any kind of wind and cold can be stopped.
Under the starry sky, the man had a faint smile on his face that only appeared when facing him: "He said he was waiting for me, but he ended up sleeping here." ”
Fu Hanqing looked at him in a daze for a while, then gently reached out and pulled one of his hands, carefully placing it on his heart.
He didn't know that through his clothes, he might feel his every heartbeat? I just felt that with such a palm gently caressing, the faint pain in the dream at the mouth of my heart disappeared completely.
He looked at his lover under the stars and moon, smiling like a breeze blowing his hair at night: "I've been waiting for you, thinking about you, but I haven't been waiting, I just want to sleep for a while, maybe I can have a dream when I fall asleep, maybe I can see you in a dream." ”