Chapter 184: Ridiculous Man
The knife pierced, entered the flesh for an inch, paused, blood overflowed along the wound, and Xu penetrated the white clothes.
Chu Ruohong grimaced, pressed the silver knife, and gritted his teeth.
Not because he showed mercy to his men, but that the silver knife used as a tool for food was far sharper than the sword used to kill.
The blade is slightly blunt, the tip is not sharp, and such a silver knife requires great strength to pierce the human body. And Chu Ruohong's body was weak, so this stab was only an inch, and his strength was exhausted.
The blunt knife cut into the flesh, and it was several times more painful than an ordinary sword, but Fang Qingchen's body didn't shake a bit, and his face didn't change in the slightest, he didn't even bother to open his eyes. It's as if this is not a blade piercing the heart, but just a mosquito as light as a speck of dust.
On the contrary, it was Chu Ruohong, who watched the blood on Fang Qingchen's chest snaking down, becoming more and more shocking, and his face became more and more pale......
"Qingchen, do you know that I would rather die myself, and I never wanted to hurt you. But why did you hurt me so much, why did you come to me so cruelly? Even if I did something wrong, you could correct me, blame me, and teach me. But how can you be so ruthless and send a stand-in to dig out your heart in front of me? ”
He laughed miserably: "Qingchen, everyone in the world says that you are a hero, and that you are plotted by the people of the Demon Sect. But I want to hear you tell me personally, are you really being plotted, or are all of this deliberately arranged by you? Are you out of control, or are you just trying to drive me crazy! Light dust, you tell me! ”
Fang Qingchen was surprisingly quiet, silent, and unmoved. Back then, he had no intention of justifying the old things, right and wrong, and he didn't bother to say more.
Chu Ruohong sat in front of him dejectedly. Gritting his teeth, he pulled out the silver knife with all his might, and felt the flesh and blood under the blade tremble slightly, but no matter how much he opened his eyes and looked closely, he still couldn't be on that person's face. Look for a hint of a change in expression.
"Qingchen, back then, it was false for you to dig your heart, but my heartache was real. No, it didn't hurt, it was all broken, so shattered that there were no ashes left. Do you know! ”
He stretched out his bloodstained hand, grabbed Fang Qingchen's right hand, and frantically stuck it to his heart: "You touch it, you listen to it!" You still have a heart, but I don't have a heart, I don't have a heart! ”
He screamed. Tears fall, melted into blood, and are untraceable in the blink of an eye.
"Light dust, I want to take a look. I want to see if you still have a heart, and whether you still have a heart. He laughed miserably and stabbed again, pulled up, and stabbed again. Blood splattered. fell on Chu Ruohong's lichen and face, dotted with spots, and he only laughed miserably. But he didn't even wipe it.
Quietly feeling the sharp pain of the sharp blade thrusting back and forth in his chest, Fang Qingchen finally opened his eyes slowly, his face even had the laziness and faint ruddy after drinking just now, there was no paleness, no resentment, he just glanced at Chu Ruohong slightly strangely.
Three stabs in a row were accurately pierced into the heart, but they did not hurt the heart, did not hurt other organs, or even ...... Nor did they cut the lethal blood vessels.
Chu Ruohong chuckled: "What, is it strange?" Wonder why I have such a good grasp of proportion, wonder why I know so well the exact location of the heart? ”
As soon as he returned his hand, he tore open his left chest, revealing his thin chest, and grabbed Fang Qingchen's hand again, pressing it to his heart.
"Since I woke up, every day, every day, I have been touching this place, calculating the speed of my heartbeat, remembering the position of my heart, every day, every day, I have been feeling with my fingers, again and again, imitating in my heart, the knife has slashed next to my heart, and I have dug out a heart without any injury, at what angle, with how much strength......"
He laughed a little maniacally: "Qingchen, do you know how long I've been awake...... Do you know how long I've hated you! Do you know how long I've been practicing secretly? I just want to dig out your heart and take a look, and if I can't do it, I'll have to dig out my own heart. ”
Fang Qingchen looked at Chu Ruohong surprisingly calmly.
How long have you been awake?
Naturally, it has been a long, long time, and it looks so good that the world is about to quietly forget the Emperor Taishang who lives in the Ganning Palace.
How long have you been awake?
Naturally, it couldn't have been ten days ago, when I fell inexplicably, hit my head, and woke up. With a knock on the head, amnesiac people, crazy people, can be restored to the same as before, this kind of ridiculous plot originally only existed in boring stories that were taken for granted.
How long have you been awake?
It was me...... Let your hands wake you up.
Fang Qingchen closed his eyes slightly, and there was a faint smile on his lips.
Thinking of that day, his crazy actions in the Ganning Palace, he wantonly cast evil arts, ignoring the danger of backlash, and did not hesitate to open his heart and integrate into Chu Ruohong's soul.
If it weren't for Qin Xufei to come to the rescue, as early as that day, he and Chu Ruohong's physical bodies would have been torn to pieces by their uncontrollable spiritual power in the end.
That day, Fang Qingchen walked into Chu Ruohong's heart and saw his pain and weakness, sadness and longing.
So, isn't it...... Chu Ruohong actually walked into Fang Qingchen's heart, saw it, saw it......
Fang Qingchen sighed softly in his heart.
"Qingchen, that day, I came to your heart, and I saw endless despair, darkness, pain, hatred. Qingchen, you hate me, you have been hating me, I heard you calling, Chu Ruohong...... You are shouting, I will not forgive, I will not look back, I will not forgive, I will not forgive. I hear you laughing, so cold and unforgiving, I am in your heart, watching you look at me indifferently, no matter how much I call, how much I plead, how much I chase, you will not turn back. ”
Chu Ruohong's voice was like crying and laughing, and it was difficult to tell.
"Qingchen, do you know, what kind of feeling is it to clearly look at the person you value the most, and the hatred and anger in your heart towards yourself? You keep saying, you owe me a point, I hurt you ten points, since you are sorry for me, I want you to never be happy! Qingchen, everything is planned by you, the so-called loyal ministers died tragically, but you want to take revenge on my impulsive ignorance, Qingchen, you ...... You're so ruthless......"
Fang Qingchen was only silent. small table
In his own heart, it turned out that only despair remained. Dark, painful, and free and easy in front of himself, Fang Hou Qingchen turned out to be trapped in the city of sorrow for a long time, and he couldn't be freed?
I will not forgive. There will be no turning back, no forgiveness, no forgiveness......
But, Ruohong, you don't know, and no one will know, I don't forgive, I don't look back. Unforgiving, intolerant people, in fact, are just myself.
I tried to wake you up that day, but you woke up, and I didn't know right away.
You were demented and unconscious. It's not that madness isn't good, it's that, in my emotions, you've been hit and hurt too much. It takes a long time to slowly calm down, to understand slowly, to slowly sober up, just at that moment. I don't know......
Chu Ruohong kept talking, kept looking at Fang Qingchen, and still couldn't see a trace of change on Fang Qingchen's face.
He gritted his teeth and hugged Fang Qingchen. put his chest on Fang Qingchen's bloody atrium: "Please, Qingchen, tell me that what I see is all fake...... You tell me that you are still willing to forgive me, protect me, and cherish me. Please, Qingchen, please, tell me, what others say to me is false, you don't want to lock me up in Ganning Palace forever as a ghost, you don't plan to make me a high-flying ornament for the rest of my life, you won't immediately kill the killer because of my behavior is slightly wrong......"
Fang Qingchen finally opened his eyes calmly.
He looked at him calmly and said calmly, "Enough, Ruohong." Now that you've chosen a path, don't hesitate. Now that you're sure you're right, don't look for any more reasons to refute yourself. After all these years, are you still so weak and hesitant? ”
Chu Ruohong's face turned pale, he let go and took two steps back, looking at Fang Qingchen and laughing miserably: "Yes." You are a hero, you are resolute, you are amazing. How can a person like me compare to you? I'm an idiot, I'm a lunatic! I clearly knew that it was you who framed me, and I clearly knew that it was you who abandoned me and the Chu State. I knew that my hardships for so many years were all a joke, but ...... I...... I'll still hope it's all fake, it's all a misunderstanding......"
He bit his lip hard, unaware that his lip had been bitten to the point of bleeding: "You know what...... I remember everything that happened after I went crazy. I remember, I took the sword everywhere and slashed people, I remember, I held you and howled until my throat was cracked. I remember trying desperately to protect your corpse, they broke my bones, broke my hands, and I wouldn't let you go. I...... I remember living alone in the dirtiest corners of the palace with a dry skeleton in my arms, eating leftovers and pulling and urine on my body...... You know that I'm living like this, don't you think it's ridiculous, it's happy, it's happy......"
He smiled eatingly, his eyes slowly turned from Fang Qingchen's expressionless face to the three hideous wounds on his chest, and slowly raised the silver knife again.
"I remember everything. I remember that the Qin people entered the palace, and I remember that you came. In two years, you've only visited me a few times. Every time you came, you were cold and unconcerned, and at one point, you even wanted to kill me...... Look, my memory is surprisingly good......"
The silver knife pierced down, but it was only half an inch into the flesh. Chu Ruohong clutched the hilt of the knife, but the blade of the silver knife trembled, and the muscles on his face were twisted because of the pain. Looking at that look, it seems that he is the one who was stabbed.
Fang Qingchen looked at him, shook his head slowly, and said lightly: "I scared you back then, and today you want to see my center, this can be regarded as my retribution." It's just that your hands are shaking like this, and you want to keep my life until the end, and you dig out a heart completely, I'm afraid it's not easy. The heart is implicated in a lot of muscles and veins, and there are ribs on the outside, which is not so easy to dig. If you have to look, I suggest you pull the opening sideways and tear the flesh with your hands, so you might be able to see better......"
His tone was calm, but also a little considerate and concerned, so indifferently making ideas for Chu Ruohong.
Chu Ruohong looked at him dumbfounded, suddenly pulled out his knife and retreated, screaming miserably: "Fang Qingchen, you are still not a human being, do you still have a heart......
He screamed so wildly, but Fang Qingchen didn't even move his brows: "Do you have a heart, wait until you see it, don't you know." ”
Chu Ruohong looked at him blankly, blankly for a while, and suddenly laughed: "Okay, good, good...... What a square light dust! Back then, I thought you were the most gentle, kind, trustworthy and trustworthy person in the world, but you were ridiculously stupid! I have been driven crazy by you for so many years, suffered so much, and been abandoned by my own whole country, all of which I brought on myself! I threw in the towel...... I threw in the towel! ”
He looked at Fang Qingchen, tried his best to smile, reached out and wiped the blood on his face with his sleeve, pulled up Fang Qingchen's weak and weak right hand, gently put the handle of the silver knife in his hand into Fang Qingchen's palm, and then forced Fang Qingchen to hold it with one finger, one finger at a time, and then firmly grasped Fang Qingchen's forced fist with both hands, not giving Fang Qingchen a chance to let go of the knife.
He slowly sat beside Fang Qingchen, slowly leaned his head on Fang Qingchen's shoulder, and smiled lowly: "Fang Qingchen, I am indeed the weakest and ridiculous person in this world. Even if he was single-minded about revenge, it turned out to be a joke. Actually, Qingchen, do you know, no matter how much I hate you, my thoughts, attachments, concerns, and reluctance to you are all true. ”
He grabbed Fang Qingchen's hand, and slowly pointed it at his chest and heart with a silver knife.
Fang Qingchen finally frowned and struggled hard, however, at this moment, he couldn't even break free from Chu Ruohong's weak hands, he could only be forced by Chu Ruohong to hold the silver knife and stab it inch by inch next to Chu Ruohong's heart.
Chu Ruohong's face didn't have any painful expression: "It's really strange, if you want to dig out your heart, it doesn't hurt." Look, you see, I've learned a little bit of your strength after all, haven't I? He controlled Fang Qingchen's hand very slowly, and wanted to cut the silver knife deeply along the perimeter of his heart, little by little.