Chapter 182 The Bird Out of the Cage
Qingchen lowered his head and looked at Chu Ruohong with a smile: "Don't pretend, get up." ”
Chu Ruohong opened his eyes suddenly, jumped up and hugged him: "Qingchen, you are so good, you didn't leave." ”
There was joy in his voice, but his body was still trembling faintly from the fear he had just endured.
He was afraid that Qingchen would leave his sight for even a moment, lest that moment of departure would be forever gone.
The tragic scene of that year left too deep traces on his heart, so he could only pull his most important person by his side like a child, powerless but desperate, and refused to let go.
Fang Cai, at the beginning, although he was asleep, he had never been able to fall asleep, and he would be immediately startled at the slightest movement, not to mention that Zhao Wangchen had said so many words here, where could he not be awake.
Fang Qingchen knew that Chu Ruohong's feelings and spirit had been hurt, and he also understood that this kind of mental unsoundness would take a long time of comfort, persuasion and guidance to slowly return to normal, but it was just ......
It's just that the days when he can act so willfully and ignore everything are really numbered.
He smiled and patted his vest gently, reassuring him: "Fool, how could I go." I said I wouldn't leave you behind. ”
No matter how much time there is, if you can have a day of warmth, you will give it a day, right?
It's just that there is obviously warm feelings in his eyes, but in his chest, even the last bit of love and tenderness is about to be exhausted.
Fang Qingchen thought indifferently, was it true that after that heart was dug out, he really had no heart and no love? No matter how many bodies he changes and how many reincarnations he goes through, this one that is still beating no longer seems to be his own heart.
Originally. Because Chu Ruohong was hostile to everyone except Fang Qingchen, Fang Qingchen sent the eunuchs and palace maids away. It's just that after Zhao Wangchen came to make such a trip, Fang Qingchen also felt that he was too willful in the past few days, and he didn't consider the psychological feelings of the hundred officials and the little emperor in the court at all. But it would be inappropriate for him to throw Chu Ruohong away at this time. So in the end, he had to compromise, and most of the time, one or two palace people were allowed to stay away and stay by the side.
So, under his tacit attitude, about his every move and daily action with Chu Ruohong, it was through the palace people who witnessed everything. It is more convenient to reach the ears of all those who care.
Whether it was the emperor or the ministers, after Zhao Wangchen's words, he had already relaxed a little, and then carefully observed and analyzed Fang Qingchen's behavior, and he was even more relieved.
Fang Qingchen is very fond of Chu Ruohong. Chu Ruohong wanted him to stay by his side day and night, and he really couldn't take a step away. Chu Ruohong wanted to see the moon in the middle of the night, so he accompanied him in the imperial garden and kept watch until dawn. Chu Ruohong wanted to eat something strange. He immediately issued an order, which made the imperial chefs dizzy, and every day he was worried that the emperor would suddenly come up with a whim, what kind of rare vegetables and fruits should not be ordered.
Chu Ruohong wanted to go around, so he took Chu Ruohong out of the Ganning Palace, which had been imprisoned for many years. Walk throughout the palace.
Chu Ruohong insisted on going to the willow tree at the beginning of the year, next to the pond, every day, and talked about the old things. He talked about the sword he danced for him, the piano he played, the jokes he told, and the stories he told. So he danced his sword under the willows, played the piano by the pool, laughed with him in the sun, and told him all the beautiful legends in the breeze.
However, not everything, Fang Qingchen will completely rely on Chu Ruohong.
Chu Ruohong mentioned it several times, wanting to go to the court to have a look, or missing it in his heart, wanting to see a few old ministers in the past. Fang Qingchen always smiled faintly and took the topic away.
It can be seen that no matter how much Fang Hou loves the emperor, he has no idea of misleading for personal reasons.
Fortunately, Chu Ruohong doesn't seem to care much about these government positions, in this world, maybe except for Fang Qingchen, other things are meaningless to him. After saying it two or three times, seeing that Fang Qingchen didn't pay much attention to it, he didn't mention it anymore. is only tired of Fang Qingchen every day, desperately trying to relive the happy times that passed back then.
In this way, seven or eight days passed in a blink of an eye. Chu Ruohong was no longer as frightened as when he first woke up, and he was shocked overnight.
He can smile very happily, he can shout Fang Qingchen's name loudly, he always happily pulls Fang Qingchen to recall the past, and at night, he can sleep more peacefully.
Although he still likes to pull Fang Qingchen's clothes, he is not so easy to wake up after all, and he doesn't often have nightmares.
It's just that every night, before going to sleep, he must pull Fang Qingchen to say a bunch of stupid things, expectations, wishes, and as long as it can be done, Fang Qingchen will always try his best to do it, and it will always make Chu Ruohong wake up the next day and find that his wish has come true.
And on this night, his wish was......
"Qingchen, I want to get out of the palace."
"Out of the palace?"
"Well, you used to steal a lot
Out of the palace, take me to the lake and see the scenery. You always say that the old man will be locked up as a nerd. ”
"After you ascended the throne, I rarely took you out secretly."
Chu Ruohong lowered his eyes a little gloomily and shook his head.
"Now I'm too emperor. I knew that I would always be locked up in the palace and not be able to walk around. However, I want to go out, I want to see, to see if this world is still the same as before, to see if my country is still safe and sound, to see if those mountains and rivers have not changed, light dust ......"
He raised his eyes to look at Fang Qingchen with some sadness: "I'm awake now." I know what's going on, and I know I'm going to behave in the future. I know...... If you guard me like this, you won't be able to last long after all. You still have a lot of important things that you must do. However, I really want to go over, I really think about the past, Qingchen, at that time, you took me everywhere, everywhere, we were always so happy, there was no sorrow. It was the happiest time of my life, light dust......"
He prayed mournfully, Fang Qingchen was silent for a long time, and said softly: "Okay, tomorrow morning, we will go out of the palace." However, don't sneak away and go out openly. ”
He smiled and said, "You don't seem to have ever gone out of the palace to have fun in the open." ”
Chu Ruohong nodded excitedly: "Okay, let's go out together, just willful this time." I promise, Qingchen, I won't embarrass you anymore in the future, and I won't mess around anymore. ”
Fang Qingchen only smiled slightly, and said softly, "Sleep." ”
Chu Ruohong nodded obediently, closed his eyes obediently, and lay down obediently, Fang Qingchen took the opportunity to lie down side by side with him, and it didn't take long for Chu Ruohong to roll into his arms, close his eyes and rub twice, and naturally found a very comfortable position on his chest, and slept soundly.
Fang Qingchen looked at him quietly for a while, reached out and gently stroked his sleeping hole, slowly helped him to lie down beside him, and stood up to get up, but felt that his clothes were tight, after so many days, Chu Ruohong could smile and talk happily, but he still didn't forget to pull his clothes and not let go.
Fang Qingchen stretched out his hand and tugged at it, Chu Ruohong's face in his sleep slowly turned pale, and between his lips opened and closed, he muttered again: "Light dust, light dust......"
Fang Qingchen's movements paused slightly, and after waiting for a while, thinking that there would be no mistakes in his acupoint technique, it was impossible to wake him up, so he was ruthless, and pulled it again with a little force, and his clothes were torn out by a small half, but Chu Ruohong's eyes were full of tears.
Fang Qingchen was stunned, stopped moving, and stared at Chu Ruohong quietly.
Chu Ruohong, who was ordered to sleep, and Chu Ruohong, who was sleepy and unconscious, still wept, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes and slowly soaked the pillow.
Even if you are dazed, even if you can't think, your body's instincts will remember to hold on to that person, and as soon as you feel that person is about to leave, tears of sorrow will fall naturally, even when your mind is asleep.
Fang Qingchen sighed silently, took off his clothes very carefully and gently, stood up quietly, grabbed a robe and draped it on his body, and quietly walked out of the palace and escaped into the depths of darkness.
I don't know how long it took, Fang Qingchen silently walked into this bright hall from the darkness, and painstakingly put on the clothes he was holding on again without letting Chu Ruohong be disturbed too much, got on the bed, and reached out to hold Chu Ruohong into his arms, but he didn't solve his acupoints.
This night, Fang Qingchen never slept, he kept looking at Chu Ruohong quietly, listening to the young man who was imprisoned by him, shouting "Qingchen" over and over again. Look at the pale face that is completely different from the daytime joy.
Chu Ruohong's tears kept flowing down and down...... Burning tears soaked his shirt little by little.
The next day, Dongfang turned white, and Fang Qingchen unlocked Chu Ruohong's sleeping hole.
This is the first time since Chu Ruohong woke up, he slept until dawn, never had nightmares, and never woke up. Although this is only by forced external force.
However, Chu Ruohong did not feel refreshed and full of energy. He inexplicably felt exhausted, his eyes were astringent, and his spirit was exhausted. However, thinking that today is an extremely important day, Fang Qingchen will take him out of the palace, he will walk out of this palace wall, this cell, and take a look at the free and easy world in the outer film, so he cheered up again, looked up at Fang Qingchen with a smile: "Qingchen, let's go!" ”