Yan Rin lived back in Qinghua Palace, which did cause a burst of criticism.

Originally, Qinghua Palace was where Yan Rin should live, but now, Rong Qian lives inside.

The emperor and his courtiers live with them, which is enough to break the rules. What's more, Rong Qian stipulates that Yan Rin must sleep enough under his nose.

With Rong Qian's current body, it is difficult to move, and his ears and eyes are inevitably not as sensitive as before. If you want to "monitor" Yan Rin, it is naturally best to let him sleep next to him.

Originally, in such a big place as Tsinghua Palace, it is not difficult to add a side couch next to the dragon bed. The question is, if there is an extra bed, how can two people sleep? If Rong Qian occupies the nest and dominates the dragon bed, but lets Yan Rin, the emperor, accompany him on the side couch, Yan Rin's ears will probably be deaf by those people in the court. And Yan Rin was resolutely unwilling to let Rong Qian stoop to the side and accompany him.

Fortunately, the dragon bed in the inner hall was extremely spacious, so with a wave of his hand, Rong Qian simply saved those troubles and directly let Yan Rin sleep with him.

The emperor occasionally slept with his courtiers and old friends, but it was also a good story. But living together like this every day is too undecent. Inside and outside the palace, courtiers and relatives inevitably have some discussions.

It's just that Rong Qian is sick and doesn't see any guests behind closed doors, Yan Rin is so busy all day long that he basically has no time to communicate with the courtiers and princes except for formally handling state affairs. No matter how dissatisfied everyone is, it is not good to go to the court to raise the issue of who the emperor sleeps in the same bed with at night, and no one can find a chance to protest to Yan Rin.

Someone went to find Shi Jingyuan in private, or Mr. Wang, suggesting that these two people who are closest to Yan Rin should give more advice.

Of course, the two of them only had a smile on their faces and a slurred mouth. sent everyone away, where are you really willing to say more.

Seeing that Yan Rin and Rong Qian were able to put aside all kinds of scruples. Completely ignoring the court's discussion and clear arguments, he did things recklessly. Shi Jingyuan and Mr. Wang were actually secretly happy in their hearts. Whether it is a bright gentleman or a good look, after all, he is also a person, and he can no longer endure everywhere. Everything is scrupulous, and if you are willful, what's so bad.

As for what kind of system and rules the world says, in their hearts, where can they surpass Yan Rin's body.

However, Yan Rin's insomnia problem was not really when she got to Rong Qian's side, she could get better immediately.

Rong Qian is not an immortal after all. And a long talk, although it can resolve many knots, but I have experienced so many things. Where it may be in the blink of an eye, it will be accumulated. It hurts. It would have taken enough time to slowly eliminate.

The greatest heart disease was solved by Rong Qian, which was indeed of great help to Yan Rin's sleep. But he still couldn't sleep. No matter how tired you are, you can't sleep. At first, he instinctively covered it up, but it was not easy for him to hide his tricks from Rong Qian.

Rong Qian didn't take the initiative to expose him, and just went to sleep as if he didn't notice anything, just fell asleep and moaned lowly.

Yan Rin was startled, and leaned over to look at Rong Qian: "Rong Xiang, but the injury is so painful that ......"

Before he could finish speaking, he froze.

Rong Qian's eyes were so awake that he didn't feel a trace of sleepiness, and looked at him with some reproach.

Yan Rin lowered her head in some trepidation, not knowing what to say.

Rong Qian sighed softly: "I moaned not only to test you, but also because I was really in pain. ”

Yan Rin was stunned again and looked at him with concern.

"It's not that I can't bear this pain, it's not that I can't pretend to do nothing, it's just that I said, I won't lie to you anymore, and I will show you about my physical condition, no matter how weak and unbearable I am. But what about you......" Rong Qian sighed.

"Did you promise me just words?"

Yan Rin said in a low voice: "It's me who is not good, I don't want to hide it from you, I just don't want to disturb you and can't sleep for me." ”

Rong Qian was stunned: "You have something, don't bother me, but who do you go to?" ”

Yan Rin was stunned for a moment when he heard this, but he felt that his heart was hot, and his chest was so hot that he couldn't speak.

Rong Qian sighed lightly: "You tell me honestly, has your problem of not being able to sleep for a long time?" ”

Yan Rin said softly: "I have always slept less, and if I get used to it, it won't be a big hindrance." Only in the last few days, I couldn't sleep all night and all night, so I had to resort to medicine. ”

"How long?"

Yan Rin was silent for a while, opened her mouth, and finally said in a low voice: "It should be six or seven years!" ”

Rong Qian slowly closed his eyes.

'M afraid...... Not just six or seven years.

He remembered that a long time ago, when he forced that little child step by step, gradually lost his innocence and enthusiasm in his eyes, and became cold and strong day by day, Yan Rin always couldn't sleep for a while.

He also secretly turned over the medical case, inquired about the condition carefully, and was secretly anxious and worried, but later, after hearing the imperial doctor's report that the emperor's illness had gradually improved, he was also relieved and slowly forgot about the matter.

It turned out that his insomnia problem had never been better.

"Back then, I was tired of you getting sick?"

"No......" Yan Rin blurted out.

Rong Qian only opened his eyes calmly to look at him.

Yan Rin lowered her head, and said after a while: "Back then, I resented my appearance, but I couldn't give it up, I couldn't let go, I became more and more anxious, and gradually I couldn't sleep. Later, because my illness has not been good, I punished several imperial doctors, and there was some commotion in the palace and court, and some courtiers who secretly surrendered to me were also a little chaotic. At that time, I was young, good-looking, and willful, for fear that because of my illness, those people would think that I was an impetuous and uncertain person, and I could not rely on it, so I had to pretend that everything was good and my mind was stable. I started pretending to be better. In fact, my illness was not a big deal, but it took a long time to fall asleep at night, and after sleeping, I was very alert, and I would wake up at the slightest movement, and after waking up, I couldn't fall asleep so quickly. ”

Rong Qian sighed: "I always thought you were cured. ”

"I can't sleep alone, no one in the hall can live in peace, and no one in the hospital can be peaceful. Besides, I just slept less, and it wasn't a big problem, and I didn't feel at ease. It's not difficult to pretend to be asleep, but just don't open your eyes, don't talk, don't move when you're awake, and just pretend to be asleep all the time. ”

Yan Rin tried to make things as light as possible. Originally, his insomnia was caused by too deep depression when he was young, but he has been delayed treatment, and his condition has never improved.

And in the incident at the execution ground that year, Rong Qian drifted away, and after Yan Rin asked Feng Changqing the truth, the condition became more and more serious, and most of the night was tossing and turning, and only a very short time could have a very light sleep. And as long as there is a slight annoyance, it is often impossible to sleep all night.

The reason why he can not show obvious fatigue is that he is young, has good bones and a hard foundation, and can afford to stay up after not getting enough sleep for a long time. Although this is an overdraft for future health. Second, it is purely because of his strong temperament, and such suffering can only be endured by one person.

It's just that now the hunting ground incident, Rong Qian's life is worse than death, Yan Rin's illness has really deteriorated out of control, no matter how tired the body is, no matter how much the soul knows, he must sleep, but his spirit is always trapped in deep despair, repeatedly self-analysis and torture, and he can't give himself peace for a moment.

However, so many state and government affairs are in front of him, and Rong Qian also needs him to support and comfort him during the period of recuperation, and he can't show any flaws, so he has no choice but to let the medicine be forcibly hypnotized.

Rong Qian's voice was low: "All these years, no one has known?" ”