Originally, this whole thing, except that you are too nonsense and don't care for yourself too much, there is no problem, but it turned out like this, what do you think, what is the problem? Rong Qian asked in a deep voice.

"Because I ......" Yan Rin felt that everything was naturally because of his own badness, but now that he was judged by Rong Qian like this, he didn't know what to say.

Rong Qian sighed: "Because, we both care too much about each other, but we use the wrong way." We all tried to protect each other, but we never thought about communication and understanding. We all take decisions for granted and never really ask each other's opinions. ”

Yan Rin was slightly shocked: "...... appearance"

"You've always minded the humiliation that night, but you won't show it in front of me. I know that my health is not good, but I refuse to tell you a word. We naturally treat each other well, but this good way was wrong from the beginning. ”

Rong Qian sighed lightly: "What can I blame you?" I have never been honest with you, and how can I reproach you for hiding some of my private plans. To put it bluntly, this matter is just a mistake, and we didn't understand each other's situation clearly, which can be regarded as a small warning from God. ”

"However, this mistake ruined your ......"

Rong Qian raised his eyebrows: "Do you think I can be ruined by pain?" ”

Yan Rin knew that he was speechless, and hurriedly shook his head.

"I've only been seriously injured, but I've recognized my mistakes and I'm trying to make amends. Did I really lose more than I gained? ”

Rong Qian smiled: "What have I lost. Healthy body? To put it bluntly, this body has long been unhealthy, and now it is just a little worse. I can't use martial arts anymore? I don't have to sell my arms to survive, and I don't have to use force to protect myself, with my current status, as long as I am careful about my own safety, there is no chance to use force at all. ”

He stared at Yan Rin and asked with a smile, "Why do you treat me well?" Why do you care about me and respect me? Is it because my body is better than others, is it because my martial arts are good? Can I help you kill? ”

Yan Rin only felt that her eyes were sour, and she couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, so she wanted to answer, but her voice was so small that she couldn't even hear it.

Rong Qian seemed to understand what he wanted to say better than him: "You treat me well." It's because I'm your dearest. When I am invincible in the world, you respect me and love me. I withdrew from the court, when I was weak and sickly. You will be more caring, more worried, but respect me and love my heart, and it will never change. I'm good to you. It is because you are the child of the earth that I raised, you are a generation of famous kings, and the world praises you. Naturally, I was happy and happy. Love you and protect you. You're a reckless teenager. willful, troublesome. I was angry, angry, scolded you, beat you, but after beating and scolding, I will not change my mind to protect you. ”

Yan Rin listened quietly, and suddenly slowly bent down, leaning her forehead on the side of the armrest of the wheelchair, and did not move for a long time.

Rong Qian chuckled: "Still can't figure it out?" He gently reached over his hand and slowly stroked it on his shoulder:

"The ancients always said that if you do evil without intention, you will not be punished even if you are evil. Although this statement is a bit biased, it is not completely unreasonable. It is right to have the courage to take responsibility, but it is a bit paranoid to take all the responsibility for everything. You're too heavy-minded, but it's my fault that you've become like this. I gave you too much shadow pressure back then, so you always blame yourself for everything. In fact...... Speaking of which, back then, my actions were not completely without fault. You have never blamed me, you have never blamed me, you have loved me for many years, but my land has been created. Actually......"

He stared at Yan Rin with a gentle look in his eyes: "Actually, you treat me much more leniently than I treat you." ”

Yan Rin looked up in amazement, her eyes widened in surprise.

Rong Qian sighed: "Those who know the truth back then only said that I worked hard for you, but this hard work also tired you of how many years of pain and torture, and at that time, you were still a child." ”

"Rongxiang, you are for my good."

"For your own good, so I don't care about your opinions and your thoughts, for your own good, so I arrange everything arbitrarily, for your good, so step by step, you have to kill me...... Yan Rin, after knowing the truth, you never thought of resenting me, but just kept blaming yourself, how can you treat me with the heart that I treat you. ”

Yan Rin lowered his head and said softly: "Actually, it's not that I haven't complained, it's just that I ......."

It's just that all resentment is not as good as one ten-thousandth of what you are worried about, and all dissatisfaction is not as good as what you miss......

"Look, we're all the same. Even the people we love the most and dearest sometimes, there will be some negative emotions, resentment, blame, misunderstanding, and blame. But, in the end, none of us will indulge ourselves

In this kind of wrong emotion, we will know how to love and cherish it more. ”

Rong Qian chuckled: "You occasionally have some dissatisfaction with me, some resentment, there is nothing strange in the first place. In the long-term relationship between people, even if they are as close as husband and wife, father and son, there will also be contradictions and disputes. However, true relatives will never hurt each other for the sake of this occasional little dark thought. I won't be so stupid as you keep thinking that you are hurting me! ”

Yan Rin looked at Rong Qian in a daze: "Could it be that Rong Xiang, you have also ...... to me?"

"Why did I beat you to cry dad and call your mother back then, it wasn't because I was angry with you. Why did I hear some truth intermittently this time, but I never asked you? Isn't it that I also have the same knots, and I am also haunted? Rong Qian smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

"You see, I'm just like you, I'm willful, I'm going to make mistakes, I'm going to mess around. However, I have overcome the knots in my heart and am trying to correct them. Yan Rin, what about you? You're not going to let me down, are you? ”

Yan Rin looked at him quietly, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Rong Qian's arm that was gently caressing his shoulder, he grabbed it so tightly that Rong Qian already felt the pain on his arm. However, he just smiled and said, "In the past, we were too careful with each other, and we only wanted to show our best side, but we didn't hide all our troubles carefully. This is the relative attitude of the guest host, where is the way of getting along with the closest relatives. Yan Rin, ...... in the future"

His tone was soft: "In the future, I will never hide anything from you for such a reason." If there are some things that I can't tell you because of some hardships, then I will definitely say it frankly and never use words to prevaricate. If you don't understand, understand, or have suspicions about some things about me, don't hide them in your heart anymore and tell me directly, okay? We don't need to compromise too deliberately, deliberately get along gently, when there is really an obvious conflict of ideas, it is better to close the door and quarrel happily than to endure the discomfort in our hearts and try our best to smile, Yan Rin, do you agree to me......"

"I promise!" Yan Rin's voice was vague and almost indistinguishable.

Rong Qian didn't mind the choking in his voice, ignored the overly flickering crystal in his eyes, and just chuckled: "If I don't let go, my arm will be broken again." ”

Yan Rin was startled and panicked.

Rong Qian smiled and said: "Look, this is progress, before the change, it is painful, seeing you so excited, I must endure and say nothing." ”

Yan Rin's face was slightly red, and she said softly: "In the past, did I often do such stupid things, and I caused you a lot of suffering?" ”

"What is suffering?" Rong Qian smiled. "You're not by my side, you won't lose your temper for me, it's the pain. You ......" He reached out and slowly stroked Yan Rin's long hair that had been messed up by him.

"You are troubled by yourself, and you refuse to let go of yourself, it is my suffering, and you have forced yourself to that point, which is my suffering......"

Hearing the difference in his tone, Yan Rin was stunned at first, and then understood: "Do you know the appearance?" ”

Rong Qian sighed lightly: "Why do you keep dyeing your hair with medicine, what's wrong with your hair?" ”

Yan Rin wanted to answer nothing, but he just had two more hairs white, but looking at Rong Qian's calm eyes, his heart was inexplicably soft, and he couldn't bear to lie to him: "It's just half white, I'm afraid of provoking the whole dynasty, so I dyed it." It wasn't a big deal, and it didn't get in the way of anything. ”

Rong Qian smiled happily: "You didn't have any words to comfort me, I'm very happy." As long as you can let go of yourself, no longer entangled in distress, black and white, I don't care about you. If you don't want me to see it, I won't force you to wash the potion, but ...... Thou shalt not use benzoin again......"

Yan Rin didn't want to ask Rong Qian why he knew about benzoin, nor did he want to explain the various compulsions for using benzoin, so he just replied softly: "Okay!" ”

"Good. Since then, you will live in Tsinghua Palace, I will take a good look at you, if you don't sleep for three hours a day, you can even save the morning court. ”

Yan Rin was shocked, and she couldn't believe it. Rong Xiang has been teaching him to be a famous monarch and not delay state affairs, which is the minimum requirement.

Rong Qian was provoked by his stupid appearance and laughed: "As a courtier of the Great Yan Kingdom, I want a famous monarch, but as your teacher...... Little fool, I feel more sorry for my children. I want to protect this country, these people, but I want to protect the people even more...... It's you. ”