Yan Rin was silent. Me&See? study

Figured? Such a thing, how to think of it.

Rong Qian said softly: "We are all quite stupid, so many abnormal things in front of us, but we have always turned a blind eye, all along, you have treated me very well, so good, so good that it is a little beyond the common sense recognized by the world." ”

Yan Rin's face turned pale a little bit, and his appearance finally understood, he finally knew that in addition to the so-called admiration, the so-called gratitude, and the so-called affection, there were also some indescribable miscellaneous thoughts, those, those, even he himself was not sure what it was, but after thinking too much, he only felt ashamed and uneasy......

Rong Qian stretched out his hand to caress his unconsciously trembling shoulder, and asked softly, "Yan Rin, what do you think?" ”

Yan Rin didn't even notice that she was trembling slightly under Rong Qian's palm, and only after a long time did she say softly: "Rong Xiang, I don't know, I have never thought about it carefully before, but when I hate you, it is not because your power threatens me, but because you ignore me and you ignore me." I persecuted you like that, not because I wanted revenge, but because I wanted you to take a good look at me, and I ......"

He almost panicked, forgetting that he was the emperor of a country, and it was clear that he was the frightened, helpless, confused and ignorant child many years ago.

Rong Qian knew that letting him continue to recall like this would only increase his psychological burden, so he only smiled lightly: "At that time, you haven't fully grown up, I'...... I also made a lot of mistakes in what I did. Don't mention these old things. All I ask you is, now, will you indulge your mind and hurt me in order to make me face you? ”

"Never." Yan Rin replied without thinking about it, then paused and said, "However, Rongxiang, even if you are angry with me again, you will not deliberately ignore me like that again." Watching the first release of Chinese all the way, right? ”

Rong Qian smiled: "Do you think I'm angry with you, or I'm going to be angry with you, or are you just afraid that I'll be angry with you again?" ”

Yan Rin lowered her eyes and did not speak.

"Will you do things that are not good for the country, bad for the people, and wantonly hurt others for my sake?"

Yan Rin thought about it for a while, but in the end she still couldn't bear to lie to Rong Qian: "I won't." But if you get hurt, I don't know if I will. ”

"I know ......" Rong Qian said softly, "You will be depressed and painful." There will be self-harm, there will be a period of time when you will be a little willful, and you will neglect state affairs. But you don't indulge your pain to hurt others wantonly. Yan Rin, others can not believe in your sanity, strength and courage. But I believe. I believe in you more than anyone else. ”

Lay the courtiers. Don't dare to risk Yan Rin's possible madness, as his wife, Lechang, even if Yan Rin holds his hand to comfort him. I trembled with fear. Fang Qingchen calmly recounted that hundreds of years ago, when Queen Qingguo lost her country, even Shi Jingyuan and Feng Changqing occasionally worried about Yan Rin's too deep feelings, only Rong Qian never doubted Yan Rin.

Not all emperors are the queens of Qingguo. He believed in Yan Rin and the children he taught. After losing Fang Qingchen, Yan Li still did not give up the responsibility of the emperor's land, raised his sword, and subdued the Quartet, and now Yan Rin will not at least make the world suffer because of his feelings.

No one has the right to let the whole world bear the consequences for their own misfortune, and Yan Rin is not that kind of monarch. 1-6-k-small-say-nets may be unhappy in his life, and he may be unhappy in his life, but as long as he gets through that period of suffering, he will still stand up and take his own responsibility.

Yan Rin looked at Rong Qian in a daze, even he couldn't believe himself, even he admitted to Shi Jingyuan that he might be crazy, why did Rong Qian still have so deep confidence in him.

"I was seriously injured and fainted, and when I didn't know whether I was alive or dead, you locked yourself up, didn't go to court, didn't see anyone, and shouted that everyone would kill you if they took a step closer, but who did you kill? You held the sword, but you didn't throw it at Shi Jingyuan, you were so angry, but you didn't have any rough behavior towards Lechang. Even in times of pain and frustration, you still know that you are grateful to all the people who love you, and you still choose to hurt yourself, fool...... Why do you think of yourself so badly......"

Rong Qian chuckled and knocked on his head: "What are you thinking in your head?" A bunch of brainless guys, who are worried about everything and want to think about everything, use such boring means to remind you of everything, do you really think that you are heinous, think that your true temperament will definitely bring disasters and hidden dangers to the country? It's so easy for people to get caught in the horns, and it's a waste of how much effort I put into teaching you back then. I haven't been ashamed of myself, sighing that I have become a disaster for the country, where is your turn to think crankily and ask for trouble. ”

Yan Rin looked at Rong Qian in a daze, and said blankly: "Rong Xiang, why are you, why...... So ......"

Rong Qian interrupted him with a smile: "Because, I believe in you more than you believe in yourself, because I love you more than I love myself." ”

Yan Rin felt that his chest was like a heavy blow, hot and sour, and he didn't know how many torrents were surging for a while, and he was stunned for a while before muttering: "But, but, I'm like this, after all, ......"

"After all, what?" Rong Qian smiled: "Will you break off your friendship with Shi Jingyuan for my sake, and be suspicious of the Changqing monarch?" ”

"Of course not!"

"So, will you deliberately snub your wife and children for my sake, ignore them, and ignore them?"

Yan Rin hesitated for a moment before saying, "I won't deliberately snub and hurt them, but, if there are many state affairs, if there is anything to do with you, I may ...... it."

He paused and said, "I'm not a good husband, but I'll try my best not to be too bad." I will try to be as kind to each of them as I can, within the limited time I can, but I know that I can't do the most anyway. ”

Rong Qian sighed slightly: "As far as the emperor is concerned, you are already very good. Yan Rin, if you are too perfect in everything, you will inevitably suffer yourself. He smiled again, and looked at Yan Rin with surprisingly clear eyes: "So, will you force me to do something for the feeling in your heart?" ”

Yan Rin raised her eyes and looked at him fixedly, and said clearly: "Never, never." Rongxiang, if you don't like it, I'll try to forget all this, I'll do my best not to let you have a trace of trouble, I ......"

Rong Qian smiled slightly, shook his hand, and stopped his words: "So, what if one day, I want to marry a wife?" ”

Yan Rin was stunned for a moment, and her face turned slightly pale, but she quickly replied, and even her tone was calm: "Rongxiang, I will be reluctant, I will be a little sad, but I will not bother you, I will not interfere with you." If you really meet the woman you like, I'll be happy for you, I'm ......"

He took a deep breath before he could continue: "Rongxiang, I will still be sad and sad, but I will definitely be happy for you. I will also do everything in my power to protect the woman you love......"

Rong Qian trembled a little when he heard his voice, and his heart was soft. Yan Rin didn't just say good things, he really didn't lie to himself, he could really admit his loss and sadness calmly, but even if he was sad, he would still be happy for him.

Rong Qian stretched out his hand, wrapped around Yan Rin's shoulder, and gently pulled it to his side, although the strength was not great, Yan Rin couldn't help but be pulled closer by him, it seemed that Rong Qian used one hand to gently hug Yan Rin, and the chests of the two touched very lightly before parting.

"Fool, you have a beautiful wife, and I am happy for you, and I am willing to do everything in my power to protect her for you." Rong Qian said very softly. The slight difference is that he doesn't actually have the kind of sadness that Yan Rin said.

Slowly letting go of Yan Rin, looking into his eyes, Rong Qian asked softly: "Since, you will not lose the country, you will not lose your friends, you will not lose your ministers, you will not lose your wife and children, and you will not lose me...... So, what is there to see in your feelings, and what is worthy of your shame and shame? What are you afraid of me being angry with? ”——

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Secretary Brown: I want a pink ticket, I want a pink ticket, I want to add more. Hehe, Nalan has already finished writing this paragraph, and he went to review the Demon Lord chapter to prepare to pull Xiao 9 and Ah Han out for a walk. If the pink ticket reaches 740 tomorrow, I will go and book the small building list myself to vote for seventy votes, and then add more and make a fist!