Chapter 214 - Fighting for nothing
Under the forced effect of the drug, Yan Rin slept for a day and a night.
His body, which had been exhausted to the limit, finally had a chance to rest, but his anxious spirit still could not be relieved.
In his sleep, he kept babbling, looking sad or painful, and sometimes even stretched out his hand, helplessly trying to grasp something in the void, and his body churned uneasily.
Seeing that he was in sleep, his spirit still couldn't get rid of the torture, and Lechang couldn't help but feel sad. Reaching out for the handkerchief, he carefully wiped the cold sweat oozing from Yan Rin's forehead in the nightmare.
Although it was for the sake of attacking Qin, there was a gap between the two, but after all, the two have been husband and wife for so long, and she has been cared for by him, and that kind of affection is always there.
At this moment, Le Chang was by his side, looking at him like this, which made people uncomfortable.
Yan Rin suddenly stretched out his hand, pressed the hand that gently wiped his forehead, and shouted in a low voice: "Rong Xiang......"
He slowly opened his eyes, his eyes weak and misty. "Compatible ......"
At this moment, his voice was as weak as that of an immature child, and his eyes were so confused that he seemed to be completely unable to see the world. He was just a weak child, and at this moment, he simply and beggingly called for a response from his loved ones.
Le Chang listened in a daze, looked at his eyes in a daze, his heart was sour, and he almost fell into tears: "Your Majesty, it's me." ”
Yan Rin listened stunned, and after a while, he slowly understood, his eyes regained focus, and the original confusion gradually turned into loss.
He sat up slowly and looked around, "What's going on?" ”
"I don't know. Originally, I was talking to the emperor in the imperial study, and when I was talking, the emperor was silent. When I got closer, I found that the emperor had his eyes closed and didn't answer no matter what he called. ”
Le Chang calmed his heart, and according to the words of President Wang's discipline, he continued in one go: "I was so frightened that I immediately called the imperial doctor to come and see, and the imperial doctor said that the emperor was too tired and had not slept for too long. So as soon as the spirit slackened slightly, I fell asleep unconsciously. This doesn't need to be treated, as long as you have a good rest, your spirit will naturally recover. ”
Asleep?
Yan Rin was a little distracted.
He actually fell asleep.
Rong Xiang's life and death are uncertain, but he can still sleep.
Obviously so anxious, so painful, but still can't stop the body from naturally looking for a chance to sleep and rest?
Le Chang carefully looked at Yan Rin's expression and said in a low voice, "The emperor can sleep." It's always a good thing, like a young girl, it's really worrying. ”
Yan Rin was stunned: "Young girl? ”
"yes, when I went to see the appearance. I saw that the young girl was haggard and emaciated, and her two eye circles were dark and sunken, and she was very afraid of people. I asked the palace people of Tsinghua Palace, and they were the same as the emperor. The young girl also fainted from herself, and she never slept again. And she has to be busy and take care of her appearance herself. According to the imperial physician of Tsinghua Palace, it will continue in this situation. Before she gets better, the young girl will fall ill. ”
Yan Rin frowned: "Why is there no one to persuade you?" ”
"I persuaded her, but no one persuaded her. Even my persuasion is useless. ”
Yan Rin frowned and said nothing.
Lechang said in a low voice: "The young girl is Rongxiang's only relative. If there's something wrong. That is, when Rong Xiang wakes up, how can we explain to him? ”
Yan Rin gritted her teeth and didn't speak.
A lifetime of appearance. It's all for him. For him to cut off relatives and friends, for him never had the idea of marrying a wife and having children, even though he has the power in the world, he has always been alone, and now there is only such a righteous sister by his side.
He is already extremely sorry for Rong Xiang, if he lets Qinggu have an accident again, he doesn't have to wait for Rong Xiang to wake up, he can simply die at Rong Xiang's bedside and apologize.
Le Chang looked at his expression cautiously, and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, you go to see the young girl and persuade her?" ”
Yan Rin was stunned: "Me? ”
"I heard that the young girl is very in awe of the emperor, and she will not refuse to listen to what the emperor says."
Yan Rin was silent. He is the emperor, and Qinggu is afraid of the "emperor", which he has known for a long time. In his capacity, if he tries to persuade him, it may be useful, but it is just ......
It's just that at this time, Qinggu will definitely not leave Rong Xiang's side, if she goes to see her, she will go to see ......
His brows furrowed, and he couldn't make up his mind for a while.
In the past, he missed the person he wanted to be close to the most, but now just thinking about it and getting closer made him feel a fear from the bottom of his heart.
Le Chang sighed lightly: "That's it, the emperor is also tired these days, so let's rest." I'll be cheeky and persuade her again, I'm also a queen anyway, and the young girl always has to give some face. ”
She slowly got up and retreated, and without waiting for Yan Rin to nod, she turned around and walked away slowly, only quietly listening to the movement behind her, and sure enough, she walked out of the palace gate, and heard the sound of footsteps behind her, Yan Rin strode out: "I'll go!" ”
Yan Rin only confessed two words abruptly, crossed her, and went all the way forward.
Le Chang sighed with relief and followed.
The two went all the way to Qinghua Palace, and the palace maids and eunuchs who served by themselves followed them. No one noticed, and there were two people in the back who were quietly staring at Yan Rin's back.
"Is the arrangement made by Tsinghua Palace?"
"I have already sent someone to tell the people in the dormitory to retreat, and the young girl also directly used benzoin to sleep before helping out to avoid it, it should be no problem."
"I also used medicine on the young girl?"
"It's not okay without medicine, the young girl stayed by Rong Xiang's side, and refused to go away without saying anything. And she was too tired and anxious these days, although she really couldn't support it, she also forced herself to take a nap for half an hour so that she could continue to take pictures
, but during that time, she couldn't sleep at all. Come like this for a few more days, and fall. Therefore, using benzoin to give her a good rest is also good for her earth. ”
Chief Wang is the chief eunuch of the Great Interior, with the most intelligent ears and eyes, no matter which palace it is, as long as he wants to know, all the details will naturally be in charge.
Shi Jingyuan nodded: "The young girl is just a country girl, when a big event is coming, she can still understand the priorities, I really don't know what is going on with the emperor, she blames herself until she dies behind closed doors, what good is it for the country, the people, and the appearance?" ”
With the relationship between him and Yan Rin, in front of Manager Wang, he generously complained about Yan Rin a few words, which was not a big deal. Mr. Wang didn't think it was rude. Sighing and nodding: "Your Majesty has always taken Rong Xiang very seriously in his heart, and this time Rong Xiang was seriously injured for him, His Majesty felt guilty and sad, and it was natural for him to be guilty, but it was just ......"
It's just that this time the reaction was too fierce and weird.
At this time, stay in front of the hospital bed all day. Not eating or drinking, ignoring everything, is a normal performance, but he has been doing so many days. refused to see Rong Qian once......
Alas, heart disease still needs heart medicine, and the bell needs to be tied to the bell. Although he didn't understand what the emperor's heart knot was, he was too scared to approach Rong Xiang. Whether it's a lie or a coercion, forcing him to face his appearance, it will always be better, right?
Shi Jingyuan looked in the direction of Qinghua Palace and let out a long sigh.
When Yan Rin stepped into the Qinghua Palace. The eunuchs and palace maids who followed all the way naturally stopped outside the palace.
The subordinates in the palace saw the emperor and empress coming together, and they also saluted one after another. Although everyone saw that Yan Rin had turned most of her hair white in a few days. They were all shocked. In the end, no one dared to make a sound.
The two of them walked through the temple. When I entered the dormitory, I felt silence all around. Not a single person could see it.
The emperor's sleeping palace is very large, and there are two or three intervals in the middle, and Yan Rin only said that the people in the palace are serving in front of Rong Qian's bed, and they have never cared. When he went around to the inner room, he saw that he was only lying quietly on the dragon bed, but he was always sleeping, but he didn't see anyone next to him, and he didn't feel a freeze under his feet.
However, I haven't seen him for a few days, but I have thought about it in my heart, and this time I looked at the figure from afar, and I couldn't take my eyes off it for a while.
He was just a few steps away, looking at Rong Qian in a daze, his fists clenched, trying to fight with the desire in his heart to rush over, to see that person greedily, and to call out loudly to that person desperately. ”
"Your Majesty, there is no idler here, and I can avoid it immediately. If you have anything to say, just say it to Rong Xiang. Although he can't hear him, it will be good for him to wake up if you stay by his side and say that you call him in his ear. It's that if there's something, you're thinking in your heart, but no matter what, you don't dare and can't say it, and now you can't hear it, and you can talk about it by his side, and your heart is more comfortable. ”
Yan Rin glared at Le Chang in surprise and anger, turned around and strode out.
Lechang stood in place and didn't move: "The door of the palace outside has been locked, and you can't get out, Your Majesty." ”
Yan Rin looked at her in disbelief: "You dare to ......"
"There's nothing I don't dare." Le Chang bravely faced him, even louder than him: "Do you want me to watch you lock yourself in the study until you die?" ”
She reached out and stroked her belly, which had a noticeable bulge. "Could it be...... You want my child...... Born without a father? ”
Yan Rin seemed to have been hit on the head, and he couldn't start any fire, so he had to endure it sullenly, picked up a chair and walked out.
"If the emperor really wants to knock the door open, naturally no one outside dares to stop him. It's just that the movement of hitting the door is too loud, but the doctor said that even if it is a comatose patient, it should not be disturbed too much. These days, it is the important ministers of the court, the relatives of the emperor and the country come to visit the prime minister, they are all outside, put down the gifts, ask a few words and leave, and never allow them to come in and disturb the ground, if the emperor is here to knock on the door and hurt the weak appearance......"
Yan Rin's face turned blue, and he slammed the chair to the ground with one hand, but he immediately thought that Rong Qian couldn't stand being disturbed loudly, so he hurriedly used his other hand to fight hard, and carefully put the chair down gently, but his face was extremely angry: "You are too bold, do you really think I can't do anything to you?" ”
"What can't the emperor do, what don't you dare to do?"
Le Chang burst into tears: "You have already sent troops to attack the Qin State, I am a mere princess of the Qin State, and what dare I rely on." ”
Although it is a word memorized in advance, when it comes to this matter, Lechang is sad and emotional, and he can't help but feel sad.
These words were directly hit on Yan Rin's most guilty thing about Lechang, and seeing Lechang crying, Yan Rin became more and more ashamed, that is, no matter how angry she was, she couldn't be angry with a woman who cared for her so much, so she had to sigh gloomily and sit down weakly.
Le Chang breathed a sigh of relief and persuaded softly: "Since the emperor is here, come over and see Rong Xiang, right?" ”
Yan Rin looked miserable, shook his head, lowered his eyes, and quietly looked at the ground in a daze.
Le Chang was sad in his heart: "The emperor obviously wants to see his face so much, why ......"
"I can't look at him, I can't approach him......" Yan Rin's voice was hoarse and dry.
Le Chang slowly leaned over in front of Rong Qian's bed and stared at him: "Rong Xiang's face is not good, he seems to have lost a lot of weight in the past few days." I don't know how they take care of it. I don't know when the miracle doctor will arrive, but I heard that he has been lying in bed for a long time. There will be sores on the body, but the current body of Rong Xiang can't be turned, and Rong Xiang ......"
"Enough, I'm not going to go, I don't
, I won't come near him! ”
It was a voice with anger. I don't know if it's to reject Lechang, or to remind him of himself.
"I don't know if the unconscious person is still conscious, I heard that even if the person is unconscious, there are people who care about him all the time by his side. Call him in your ear and you can wake up faster. If Rong Xiang knew that the emperor ignored him like this and refused to take a step closer, he would definitely ......"
"Say no more!"
Yan Rin stood up angrily.
"You don't understand at all. I am the root of all his calamities, and if I do not go near him, it will only be good for him. Far away from me, he will be able to live in peace and happiness. I won't come near him again. When God healed him, I sent him to a fiefdom, which was supposed to ...... Still is...... Thereafter...... Never see ...... again"
Le Chang looked at him in shock. Suddenly, he rushed over. Grab him. He pulled him to Rong Qian's side.
Yan Rin couldn't imagine that a pregnant woman would have such a speed. With such strength, I hesitated for a moment to struggle hard, and in a flash, I couldn't help it, and I was pulled to the bed by her.
Le Chang stretched out his hand and pointed at Rong Qian and said, "Your Majesty, what are you talking about!" This person is your master, your elder, the person who taught you, raised you and protected you! He has put all his life on you, you treat him like a father, a mother, a teacher, a brother, day and night, in your heart, cherish it, these others don't know, don't I understand? Now what's wrong with you? He was injured like this, you were obviously heartbroken, tormenting yourself day and night, but you refused to look at him, and said that you would never see him for the rest of your life when he got better, Your Majesty, are you worthy of yourself or worthy of him? ”
Yan Rin gritted her teeth, looked away, tried hard not to let herself face Rong Qian, trembled, and used the last shred of reason to suppress the urge to get rid of Le Chang crazily, and laughed in a low voice: "Like a father, like a mother, like a teacher, like a brother?" Take it to heart, what is the importance of cherishing? All I did to him was suspicion, concealment, and temptation. He has worked all his life, all his life...... That's what taught me. ”
"The Emperor's ......"
"Lechang, let me go, don't persuade me anymore."
Yan Rindi's voice was tired and weak, and he was discouraged.
"It's useless. Rong Xiang's life is all for me. He devoted half his life to teaching me and raising me, but I put him to death. Back then, he broke his muscles and bones to save me, but today, he is worse than dead for me. Isn't it enough to learn so many lessons? I just want to let him go, I just want him to be free and not have to be bothered by me anymore. ”
Le Chang looked at him in a daze: "Your Majesty, don't take all the responsibility on your shoulders, although I don't know what happened back then, but this time I assassinated, how can I blame you......
Yan Rin's body suddenly trembled violently, and his face was not bloody in an instant.
Le Chang was shocked: "Your Majesty, it's really none of your business, who would have thought that there would be assassins in the hunting ground........."
"Assassin ......" Yan Rindi's voice was broken and trembling, his teeth chattering, and his whole body trembled like fallen leaves in the wind.
"The Assassin...... Assassin...... Assassin ......"
Le Chang was scared and surprised: "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?" ”
"The assassin ......" Yan Rin looked at her, her eyes surprisingly helpless, surprisingly sad, and surprisingly panicked.
Le Changdu panicked. "Your Majesty, what do you want to say?"
Yan Rin closed his eyes and finally spoke weakly.
"I knew there would be assassins."
"What?" Lechang couldn't believe his ears. I can't believe my eyes.
She didn't believe it, she saw that young earth monarch, so grief-stricken that she didn't even have the strength to support herself to stand on the ground, and she would kneel down in front of the bed at any time and weep bitterly, and she couldn't understand what she just heard the words of the ground.
She almost thought it was a dream, just an occasional hallucination, however, the next moment, she heard the man's desolate voice after the heartache turned to ashes: "I arranged the assassins. ”
Lechang's whole body was shocked, and he retreated violently. She used so much force that she didn't know that there was a bed behind her, and she hit the bed file hard, and it hurt for a while, but she didn't know that it was painful.
And Yan Rin finally told the greatest secret in his heart, the secret that even his closest friend, the most respected elder, and the closest wife did not know, and his heart was relieved, like a condemned prisoner, he was lazy and discouraged, giving up everything, and only preparing to face the final judgment.
At this moment, the two of them were extremely shocked in their hearts, and no one saw it, Rong Qian, who had been unconscious on the bed, had five fingers on his right hand, which had been slightly tightened and loosened.
For so many days, no matter how hard he tried, at most he only made his eyelids move slightly, and his fingers twitched slightly once or twice.
It was the biggest movement he could make with his body, but the only two people beside him were not seen by anyone.
No one knew that he had never really fainted.
He kept sober, listening to every word, listening to all the pain and hurt, all the guilt and contradictions, listening, and finally, the child he gave everything to protect revealed the most ruthless truth.