Qian felt a deep exhaustion.

Exhausted enough to have no strength to fight against this weak body, so tired that he couldn't even feel if his body was still tormenting in pain.

His consciousness slowly sank and sank in the darkness, and everything outside his body gradually became clear and blurred.

I've been looking forward to it, waiting, saying something I didn't expect.

"Enough, I'm not going to go over, I'm not going to look at him, I'm not going to get near him."

Initially stunned, then laughing, the child, who felt that everything was his fault, began to drill the horns again.

Sure enough, after Yan Rin said it, it was a stupid thing that made him want to beat this kid's head and wake him up.

"I will not come near him again, and when God heals him, I will send him to the fiefdom. Originally...... Thereafter...... Still is...... Never see ...... again"

He was angry and funny in his heart, and he was still thinking about waiting for Jinjie to cure himself, and after he had the strength, how to use violence to open his wooden head.

Soon, however, he heard the man's teeth rattle and he had been squeezing out the words for a long time.

"I knew there would be assassins."

After a moment's pause......

Rong Qian finally suddenly remembered a lot of things.

remembered that super homo girl Zhang Minxin, who didn't shout excitedly about what happened to him, but sighed angrily and said, none of us think Yan Rin is worthy of treating him like this. remembered Fang Qingchen's overly fierce anger, and also remembered ...... Yan Rin had always been by his side, saying over and over again......

"I would have liked to ......"

A string of inadvertent threads has long been quietly linked, but Rong Qian, who has always prided himself on being smart, has never deduced the terrible truth behind those threads.

Perhaps, I just don't want to think about it. Four assassins who are not very good at martial arts dare to assassinate the emperor? How unconscionable the very thing is.

However, he can not want to ask. didn't pursue it, but he couldn't stop the man, beside him, and said softly: "I arranged the assassin." ”

Rong Qian's mind sank slowly, slowly.

Tired, desolate.

Generations and eons. Several clutches. Every life, he always smiled and said, "It's me who is bad." However, now. He no longer has the strength to smile, no longer has the strength to have fun in suffering, no longer has the strength to ...... Keep giving yourself reasons to work hard and persevere.

He was really tired.

So many lives go on and on. After so many years of hard work, what is it in exchange?

Actually, it's just a simulation. A game. Why do you have to care?

He thought to himself, a little confused.

He had sunk into the deepest depths of the darkness, and faintly, the man had been talking. It seems to be saying that there are many reasons. Many reasons. However, he found out. But he no longer had the strength to listen.

However, in fact......

In fact, the origin of all this turned out to be because of Di Yi.

As a monarch, Yan Rin has always been jealous of the so-called forces of the rivers and lakes and martial arts figures who are outside the jurisdiction of the imperial court. And that night, the stimulation and humiliation that Di Yi gave him was even greater.

A reckless character, after realizing that he is the emperor, still recklessly picks him up as a sword and sword, without a trace of awe or respect.

Even if ordinary people are humiliated like this, they will inevitably be angry, not to mention, Yan Rin is the emperor? A young and vigorous emperor.

When he found that even his own life could be wantonly taken away by the Jianghu people, and even his own dignity could be trampled on by the Jianghu people at will, when he, as a monarch, saw with his own eyes that these Jianghu heroes could ignore the majesty of the emperor and the laws of the country, how could he still endure this breath, how could he do nothing.

Whether it was out of the responsibility of being a monarch or out of a young man's revenge, he couldn't wait to use thunderous means to suppress the Jianghu forces in his Yan Kingdom to the point that he no longer had the strength to resist the laws and regulations of the country.

Just, how easy is it to say?

The hundreds of officials in the DPRK and the Central Committee seek stability in everything. If there is no reason, he will go to great lengths to eliminate the scabies in their eyes, and the officials will definitely oppose it fiercely, thinking that it is a superfluous move that will cost the people and money.

And the people, more or less, always have a chivalrous dream, always yearning for heroes who come and go, uphold justice for them, and become the heroes of their dreams. If he has no head and no brains, he will sweep away the heroes, and the opposition of the people and the sympathy and support for the martial arts figures will also rise higher and higher.

Yan Rin was young in the end, and after suffering such a great humiliation, she couldn't help but be a little excited, and she couldn't bear it, so she slowly looked for an opportunity.

However, Di Yi's incident must never be made public!

The most straightforward and quickest way to achieve results is naturally to blame.

Let the characters in the rivers and lakes commit a sin of heaven and earth, and then, no matter how he suppresses the martial arts people, there is no criticism among the people of the DPRK and China. And what other sin can be more heinous and heinous than the assassination of the emperor?

But he did not dare to call a false assassination. Since the blame is to be blamed, the assassin must die, the identity of the assassin must be clarified, and Zhu Lian is inevitable. Even if someone is willing to be a dead soldier to set up this game, he can't bear to let the loyal enough to die for him, along with their families, can't bear to breathe for themselves, and is unwilling to wait patiently for the opportunity and sacrifice needlessly.

Not to mention, only if you don't know, you will really fight. Even if the dead man is assassinated, the other party knows that he is the emperor, and where can he really move forward without scruples, which will inevitably leave flaws. When the time comes, if you can't hide it from a discerning person, it will be self-defeating.

With this in mind, he had to secretly send two of the most reliable people to quietly contact a few unlucky wanderers, and bribe each other with a lot of money to assassinate each other. This line of thorns is naturally not possible in the palace. It happened that he was going out hunting with Rong Qian, so the location was set at the hunting ground.

This matter is not in the first place, and it involves his own safety, even if he thinks that he has arranged it properly, and if it is all right, others will never agree with it

|, he didn't even mention half a word to Shi Jingyuan.

And these two subordinates who were sent by him to contact the killer just knew that they needed to find a few Jianghu people who were not very good at martial arts. On that day, I went to the royal hunting ground and stabbed a young boy wearing a suit of whatever style and color. As for why they went to find it, and, more importantly, who the stabbed person would be, they had no idea at all.

They just blindly followed Yan Rin's instructions, and their mouths were tightly closed. Don't ask what you shouldn't ask, don't say what you shouldn't say, contact and arrange the assassin, and immediately leave the capital to "do something".

Originally. By the time they came back, the wood was already in the boat, if not for the sake of loyalty to Yan Rin, but for the heads of themselves and their families. They don't dare to tell what they've done.

And those killers are even more pitiful. They will never have a chance to find out who they are assassinating until they die.

This kind of thing, to Rong Qian. Yan Rin didn't dare to say that he was killed. This kind of thing of setting a trap for himself, how could Rong Qian agree.

What's more, when the night clashed with Di Yi. Rong Qian is on the ground. If so. Inevitably, you have to think that he is too stingy. Too extreme, right?

Think of Rong Xiang's disapproving, even slightly reproachful look. Yan Rin was weak and timid, and she wanted to hide it to the end.

Yan Rin used a slightly confused language to slowly explain the whole thing to Lechang. It's not so much that he trusts Lechang, but that his own long-repentant heart needs someone to judge him.

Lechang was stunned.

As a royal woman, she could understand Yan Rin's desperate desire to eliminate all civil force. It's just that......

It's just that the dignified monarch used this kind of ghost domain method, which is too lost his identity, and it's no wonder that he guards his tone so tightly, like Shi Jingyuan, and respectful as Rong Qian, he doesn't know anything.

But......

"Your Majesty, you, how can you? It's just some recklessness, where is it worth using yourself as bait? The son of a daughter can't sit down. As a monarch, you are a great thing, and you should not put yourself in danger! ”

"There's no danger at all." Yan Rin said in a low voice: "In order to lure the assassins out, I did deliberately find a reason to disperse the unwitting guards. But even if I'm the only one left, it's not really dangerous. The assassins were specially picked by me, and they were just a few quacks, and their martial arts were not particularly outstanding. Moreover, when I bought the murderous stab, I included a requirement not to hurt the head and face, on the grounds that the employer should clearly see the face of the opponent after death. On that day, I wore invulnerable gold silk armor and a special sleeve arrow crossbow tied to my sleeve...... I...... They don't attack me on the head, they only hit me on the vital points of my body, but I have gold armor on my body, so I don't have to worry about getting hurt at all. And in hand-to-hand combat, as long as I find an opportunity to fire a repeater, they have no chance to dodge. Again...... Let's talk ...... again."

Yan Rin's voice finally trembled slightly.

Besides, Rong Qian should always be by his side.

In his mind, Rong Qian has always been omnipotent, when he was tortured by Ling Chi in the execution ground, once he made a move, he was still earth-shattering and swept the three armies, not to mention that now, he is just a little sick, not to mention that now, he only has to deal with a few small thieves who are not in the stream.

Even a master like Di Yi, Rong Qian can easily defeat and force him back, what trouble can those few people cause? What other dangers does he have to fear?

He had been thinking about it for granted until the bloody facts sent him to hell from which he could never escape.

Le Chang was silent, and in the end, he only sighed deeply.

In this way, although Yan Rin's responsibility is inescapable, it is not ...... It's just that......

She hesitated and asked, "Since Your Majesty has prepared everything, why didn't you send a hidden weapon and arrow, so that you are so tired that you look ......?"

Yan Rin was silent. Between the eyebrows and eyes, there was just a tiredness.

He was originally a young man who had not yet reached the weak crown, but at this moment, he seemed to be an old man who had experienced an endless world.

Lechang hesitated and asked, "At that time, didn't you have time?" ”

Yan Rin didn't answer.

Didn't you have time......

Originally, he didn't expect that Rong Qian would be separated from him. Little did he know that he really needed to fight the Assassins alone.

But even when he was fighting, his original plan was still to take advantage of the assassin's attack on his vital point, thinking that he had succeeded, and when he relaxed his defense, he suddenly sent out a repeating crossbow sleeve arrow, so that there was no reason to miss.

However, before the Assassin could have struck him, Rong Qian had already struck.

Maybe. He could say to himself that he didn't have time. And all this is just a misunderstanding.

Yes, he didn't know Rong Qian's true physical condition, and Rong Qian didn't know what he originally planned. What a simple, innocent misunderstanding.

However, such reasons could not make him forgive himself.

Why does it have to be such a bureau? Why. He wants to give the Assassin a chance to do it while Rong Qian is with him? Why, at that last moment, in that electric switch for a moment. He didn't preemptively fire the repeater.

Why, why, why!

These days, he has locked himself in darkness. Ask yourself over and over again, why.

Why, so many scheming, why so many scheming. Why so much concealment.

Rong Qian always has smiling eyes, and Rong Qian always has a peaceful expression. Even if it was an unexpected encounter, he didn't seem to be more excited. No more feelings.

Rong Qian is always in a calm state of mind. Rong Qian always has a calm demeanor. Even if he attacked Qin against his intentions, he just smiled faintly. Even if he was controlled by the rebellion of that demon sect, there was not a trace of fluctuation in his eyes.

Rong Qian always treats him well, Rong Qian always protects him, it's just that Rong Qian has a lot of things, and he always doesn't tell him, Rong Qian has a lot of decisions, and he always makes decisions directly, without really asking his opinion, even if it's for his good.

Looks, I've grown up,

Really see.

Rongxiang, I'm not a child anymore, do you really understand?

Appearance, I want the land, it is not just care, it is tolerance, but you don't understand, or don't care?

I know you treat me well, but what is this protection, what is it in your heart?

I want you not to smile gently forever...... You smile at me, and you smile at others as well. I remember many years ago, when the execution ground was shocked, your angry expression, like that, you were terrifying, terrifying, but it made people feel that you were so different from usual.

I want you not to just accept it calmly and calmly forever, I would rather you be like you were back then, if I did something wrong, you would reach out and beat me.

I want to see more, I want to get more, I want to be sure of more.

I am haunted by all your land reservations, and I am worried about all the uncertainties, and I always remember inexplicably that the girl in the Qinglou who met by chance on the long street spoke the earth.

They know best how to determine their own position in the hearts of others.

She said...... "To put it bluntly, it's just to create a variety of situations, to see how much the other person is willing to pay for you, how he will behave when you face misfortune, and to determine your own weight in his heart in order to fight for the greater good for yourself." ”

I remember that at that time, he didn't care about such a scheming woman.

However, it turned out that those words, like a magic spell, were firmly engraved in my heart, and I never forgot them for a moment.

Yan Rin, Yan Rin, how can you be innocent, where are you innocent. You think that you don't take the initiative to plot against him, but when you don't know it, your heart is already quietly arranging and looking forward to it, right?

If you don't tell him, are you really just afraid that he will blame you?

Are you really just hunting with him to give the Assassins a better chance to assassinate?

You didn't shoot in time to release the repeater, is it really just too late?

You didn't think about it at the time, you didn't have a plan, it was really just a coincidence, just a misunderstanding, just a mistake?

Day after day, hour after hour, moment after moment, he asked himself over and over again, without stopping, without tolerance, without forgiveness. In the darkness, he cut open his heart, searched and looked fiercely.

The whole thing, whether he deliberately calculated and arranged it deliberately, and hesitated at the time and didn't make a move, was it just because of ...... He deliberately wanted to make himself more dangerous.

So, he finally believed it definitely, yes.

It was that he missed Rong Qian for him many years ago, and it was the expression that he wanted to see Rong Qian more, more eager, and more concerned.

He remembered that when Rong Qian came on horseback, he called his name from afar.

Yan Rin!

It's not Your Majesty, it's not the Emperor, it's Yan Rin.

For a long time, for a long time, I had never heard him call him that.

What kind of feeling did you feel in your heart at that time?

However, he was so dissatisfied, he was like the greedy Qinglou woman, despicably borrowing the situation that was unfavorable to him on the surface, and wanted to secretly peek into the hearts of others.

Then, Rong Qian stretched out a bow for him, and then, Rong Qian beckoned him with such a soft voice, and then, Rong Qian was covered in sweat and pale, but he carefully comforted him with that unprecedented gentle eyes and soft tone.

He got a lot, he confirmed a lot. However, what he had lost was unbearable.

All the warmth, all the love, all the tolerance, can't stand it, so insatiable to take. He couldn't see his pain, he couldn't see his exhaustion, he couldn't see how much he had paid to stand in front of him with a smile again, he couldn't see how much he endured to keep him from hurting for him.

All he saw was that he didn't get enough, but the man still had reservations about him. He greedily does not allow others to love him, and his sincerity is not completely complete in the slightest.

Such a selfish, cruel, despicable, and shameful person, why is it not God who punishes and harms?

If you don't destroy the good with your own hands, you won't know what kind of happiness you have had. If you don't tear the truth apart with your own hands, you won't know how ridiculous and hypocritical you have been.

He knew that he was no longer qualified to approach him, he was no longer qualified to reach out to him, begging for the slightest warmth, and now the only thing he could do was to try to keep such a terrible self away from him, farther away.

It's just that such a complicated mind makes him understand how to distinguish it, not to mention, he doesn't want to explain his own mind to anyone.

So, he has been silent.

Le Chang had been waiting, staring at him with bright eyes, and gradually became a little clearer.

It seems understandable, I heard that there are many naughty children in the people, in order to get the attention of their parents and elders, they often deliberately cause trouble.

It's just that no one has ever thought about how this kind of small means, which are actually not malicious, if they cause a big disaster, will make people embarrassed.