After going to Beijing to study and work, in just three or four months, Jin Chirui felt as if he had spent several years.

Since his "illness", it has only been in the capital for a few months, which makes him feel that his life is full and meaningful, he has clear goals every day, and he also knows what he has done and what kind of role these things can play.

Everything is so practical.

In the past, even though I was full of strange abilities, addicted to them, conceited, arrogant, and looked down on everything, I was chaotic in my own research, like diving into the muddy water, I couldn't see the road in front of me and behind me, I didn't even have a sense of direction, I refused to stop, but I knew that I had been standing still, I had been wasting the years, and I had been confused.

Walking out of the airport, Jin Chirui looked up at the sky, as if he was a world away.

Although his family and blood made him can't wait to go home as soon as possible to see his strict father and mother who make him feel scared when he thinks of it, he gritted his teeth and insisted on going to work first.

This time I didn't go back to Zhonghai, but came to Zhonghai on a business trip!

Master once said, "Worldly life is also cultivation, and if you don't handle many matters and relationships in your life well, it means that you don't cultivate enough state of mind, so how can you talk about cultivation?"

So you have to know more clearly what you should do, what you can do, and how to do it.

He thought that maybe he should go back to visit his parents first and apologize to his parents, because of some words and deeds in the process of his "illness" in the past few years, because he secretly ran away from home after being discharged from the hospital, because it was his wish and his teacher's order to get his parents' forgiveness.

But he also thought that if he didn't go to work first, but ran home to visit his parents, in the eyes of his parents, who had always been strict, it would be a wrong behavior.

So, let's get to work first.

In order to publish the textbooks of Shuoyuan Network Technology Training School, during this time, he ran to the publishing house and relevant departments in Beijing for approval, but failed to achieve it.

When he came to Zhonghai this time, he was still very sure in his heart, and the friends he knew before, or even if he was not a friend, could catch up with the line, and the person who always wanted to give him face could help. Besides, with the network resources of my father and mother, as well as my family and relatives in various departments and industries, although it may be troublesome, it should be possible.

However, he didn't expect that the "illness" for four years had made his original communication and network disappear without a trace.

Friends, family, relatives, and almost all of them have no good face for him, a person who has suffered from mental illness for many years and has been disappointed by his biological parents and thus gave up, and he will not be interested in the "little things" of running away from home and coming back inexplicably, hoping to publish a kind of textbook.

In just three days.

Jin Chirui felt that he really experienced what it meant to be "warm and cold"

He remembers that when he was working, he had a lot of friends, and everyone in his family and relatives saw his attitude, and they were all very good, and there were even some people who tended to be inflammatory.

Now it's a stranger, or a cynicist.

For the first time, he found that it seemed that he really had nothing left except for the master and the mystical method that he was going to practice in the future?!

Although his parents' attitude towards him has gradually improved, they are still cold.

The warmth and coldness of the people reminded Jin Chirui of many teachings from his parents back then: "We are all for your good." "Listen to us, yes......"

Yes, both parents are right.

Whoever does not listen to them is wrong.

But after thinking about it, Jin Chirui couldn't help but feel a chill in his heart, wondering if what happened to him in Zhonghai in the past few days could be that his parents deliberately did it after hearing the news......

After I was discharged from the hospital, I was disobedient and secretly ran away from home!

Quite possibly.

Jin Chirui was very conflicted in his heart.

That evening, Jin Chirui, who was already a little discouraged and discouraged, returned to the door of his house with a decadent expression.

His home is in a relatively old community, but it definitely belongs to the prosperous area of the central city.

The first floor has a courtyard, four bedrooms and two living rooms.

Jin Chirui was a little timid in his heart, and after hesitating, he sat on the steps of the door, lit a cigarette and looked silently, while looking at the small courtyards on both sides.

The small courtyard is surrounded by a delicate fence, with a staggered flower stand, it is winter, only two osmanthus trees in the small courtyard still maintain a light green, and when the weather is warm, the flower stands around will be filled with all kinds of bonsai flowers.

Originally, he also had a suite of his own, which was in a fairly good location, but when he divorced, he gave it to his wife very happily.

The night is completely closed.

The light in the kitchen at home was on, and Jin Chirui knew that his mother was cooking, and his father had not come back yet.

As soon as I thought of this, the light of the two headlights flickered, and amid the sound of the engine, a sedan stopped in front of the door.

The driver gets out of the car and opens the door.

Jin Wen, who was wearing a black coat, got out of the car and said, "Go back, you don't have to pick me up so early tomorrow." ”

"Yes. The driver agreed, but did not turn around and get into the car, but stepped forward to block Jin Wen's body, vigilantly looked at the black shadow sitting on the steps in front of the unit door, frowned, and said, "What kind of person, what are you doing sitting there?!"

As he spoke, Jin Chirui had already stood up, first looked at his father, who was standing behind the driver, stunned, and then lowered his head in shame and fear, and called softly: "Dad." ”

Jin Wen was furious, and he habitually opened his mouth to scold, but then he thought of something, so he suppressed the anger in his heart and said, "Xiao Zhang, this is Chi Rui, my son who is not angry...... You, go back first. ”

"Oh. The driver is also a character with a delicate heart, seeing that the atmosphere is not quite right, he quickly agreed and turned around and got into the car and drove away.

Jin Wen walked to the door with a straight face, and said in a cold tone: "I'm back, why don't you go into the house, what are you doing sitting outside?"

As he spoke, he had already climbed the stairs.

Jin Chirui was stunned, he wondered if he had heard it wrong?

Although the father's tone was cold, and there was a hint of anger in it, ...... This is not like the attitude that my father should usually show.

He's so gentle!

If it had been before, his father would either scold him angrily, or simply throw out a cold sentence: "What are you doing here?"

Or, "I don't have a son like you!"

Just when he was stunned, his father had already opened the door and entered the house, turned his head and frowned, "What are you still doing outside?!"

"Ah?!" Jin Chirui hurriedly turned around and walked home.

Inside the house, the voice of her mother Ouyang Huiqing came out: "Lao Jin, who are you talking to?"

Jin Chi Rui, who was standing inside the door, saw his son turn around, so he walked inside and said, "Chi Rui is back, sitting outside and not entering the house, I don't know how long it has been back." ”

"Huh?"

Ouyang Huiqing's surprised voice came out, and then there was the sound of the bowl falling to the ground and shattering.

"Look at you, you ......" Jin Wen complained halfway, his tone became much gentler, and he seemed to suppress his anger: "If you are careful, is it hot?"

"No, no, no......" Ouyang Huiqing strode towards the door.

Jin Chirui walked into the house, closed the door timidly, turned around, looked up, and saw his mother looking at him with tears on her face.

"Mom, I'm back. Jin Chirui sneered, his expression full of unconcealable fear.

"Return, are you back?" Ouyang Huiqing was a little panicked, obviously her face was full of tears, but she forced out a smile, and she wanted to say something at a loss, but she couldn't say it when she opened her mouth, so she quickly turned around and walked to the kitchen: "The meal is about to be ready, it's good for a while, it's good for a while, ah! You, you and your dad are watching TV in the living room, wait a while." ”

Jin Chirui looked confused, suspecting that he was dreaming, is this his home?

Is this still my father and mother?

Walking through the entrance in a daze, I saw broken plates scattered on the floor at the dining table, as well as some vegetables and soup.

Father was holding a roll of toilet paper and tearing out pieces to clean the floor.

Under the bright light, Jin Chirui saw that his father's thick black hair, which had been well maintained in the past, had a lot of white hair, and he squatted on the ground and bent over, obviously a little struggling.

So in an instant, Jin Chirui found out for the first time that his father was old.

Jin Chirui hurriedly stepped forward, squatted down and snatched the roll of toilet paper from his father's hand, tore out a large piece and wiped it on the ground, and said, "Dad, I'll come, you just came back from work, go to the living room to rest for a while." ”

"Oh, good, good. Jin Wen was also a little stunned, stood up with his hands on his knees, and took two steps back so as not to get in the way.

Instead of going to the living room, he stood there watching his son, who was crouching down and quickly wiping the floor.

At this moment, he experienced the warmth between father and son that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Maybe such a scene occurs too rarely between the father and son, so Jin Wen remembers very clearly that when his son was six years old, one night just after the Mid-Autumn Festival, he came home drunk and slept on the sofa in the living room, and his wife was too lazy to care about him because she was angry that he was drunk. As a result, when the young son got up at night, he found that he had vomited wine while sleeping on the sofa, and vomited on the ground, body, and face, so the son cleaned the ground, brought a basin of water, and took a towel to scrub his face.

He felt that the children he taught were really good, after all, they were only six years old!

So that incident, Jin Wen and his wife directly showed off many times in relatives and friends.

Now that he realized it, Jin Wen suddenly realized that the mistakes he and his wife had made over the years were simply unforgivable.

Because since that incident, they have become more and more strict in disciplining their sons.

Because they feel that it is precisely because of their daily correct education that their son will have such an excellent performance.

Then, for so many years, there was only one time of warmth!