Chapter 366: Dear Yunik
"Ding Ding Ding, Ding Ding Ding, Ding-"
Under a clear sky, Toronto's Nathan Phila Plaza, a huge Christmas tree stands in front of the City Hall building, full of gorgeous illuminations, attracting visitors to stop and watch. Christmas decorations fill the square, and thanks to the refrigeration equipment, the warm sunlight does not melt the ice of the outdoor rink.
The ice rink is bustling with people in skates skating, strolling and galloping.
"Wooha!" Nina wore a purple winter suit, black sports pants, and an orange woolen pullover hat, her long, untied black hair fluttering as she galloped. She bent over her legs, her hands behind her back, dancing like an elf on the ice.
"Hey, wait!" Ye Wei couldn't catch up with her, but looking at her vigorous and heroic posture from behind, her slender legs and curvaceous back were really a pleasure.
Suddenly, Nina turned sideways and whistled past him, and the laughter of silver bells came from far and near: "Come after me!"
Ye Wei smiled and waved her hands to chase after her, but she was too fast, so good, so beautiful, like a ray of sunshine, so that other tourists around her looked sideways.
At this time, she slipped into an open space, Nina first slowed down, spread her hands, and then jumped up, her body spun in a circle in mid-air, landed on one foot steadily, lifted her left foot, and her figure slid away gracefully, flashing with a different look on her smile.
"Oh!" the cheers of tourists rang out, and several children opened their mouths in surprise.
"Oh my God!" Ye Wei also opened her mouth exaggeratedly, this is a figure skating action! It's not the first time I've skated with Nina, and it's not the first time I've seen her do this, but this time it's really beautiful!
Nina made a few simple waltz jumps in a row, like a bouncing rabbit, slipped next to him, and laughed excitedly: "Did you see what you just did!?"
"Yes, that's great!" Ye Wei nodded, holding her hands with both hands, sliding naturally.
"Hold me. Nina bent back with her head up, her waist was held firmly by him, she stretched out her hands, looking at the blue sky above and his smiling face, and that feeling returned!
Life is so good!
......
Cherry Beach Park is covered with snow, the afternoon sun shines on the endless surface of Lake Ontario, and the leafless dead trees are even more peaceful.
In the vast beach and snow, there are not many tourists. A pair of young lovers were running in it, laughing and stepping on a series of footprints, and the orange-hat girl suddenly pounced on the black-haired boy, and the whole person wanted to hang on him, but because he was caught off guard, both of them almost fell into the snow.
"It's so heavy...... How many pounds have you gained in the past few days?"
"You want to die!"
She was about to hit someone, he ran away like a run, she bent down and threw him with the snowball, and he quickly fought back.
Two youthful figures chase each other while having a snowball fight, and the beautiful lake witnesses the sweetness of the moment.
Happy times are fleeting, and before 5 o'clock, it will be dark, and the two leave the beach park and walk to the parking lot, ready to go home for Christmas dinner.
"Remember our first date? The time you agreed to go on a date with me?"
The two walked on the snow with one hand in their arms and the other in their pockets. She leaned on his shoulder and snorted when she heard the words: "I agreed to you when I saw that you were pitiful." He wailed, "It hurts. But I'm because you're passionate, funny, and confident. ”
He recalls that time and said: "Nina, you taught me how to be fashionable, you wanted to help me integrate into the community, you had a lot of ideas, you had dreams, you wanted to be an Olympic champion, a traveler, an actor, an accessory designer, you were always energetic, your smile made people happy." ”
Nina listened and leaned close to his shoulder, smiling and saying, "I'm that good......"
"Of course you have. Ye Wei smiled, "I still remember that in the cliff park, you said that when I rescued the cat, you had already rescued several people." It was really wonderful, I was intrigued, you were wild at that time, but very charming. I haven't seen 100% of you in a while, and today I saw you at the rink. ”
"I don't know why, I jumped all of a sudden. Nina felt like she was giggling, "Hehe." ”
Ye Wei leaned in and kissed her on the lips, and then said some thoughts: "I think when you know that I am Ye Wei, you start to become unconfident, and when you lose in the World Youth Championships, you will be even more strict." It's as if one of us is the champion and the other is the loser. Have you ever wondered why we have quarreled again and again in the past six months, not including this one. ”
Nina was silent, and her feelings were a little low, "I don't know ......"
"A lot of times we fight because I make fun of you, and you used to say, 'yes, I'm stupid, so what,' and you're confident, and now you're going to lose your temper like I'm laughing at you, of course not, you know it's not. Maybe it's because you mind the difference in the outward accomplishments we make. ”
"I don't know ......"
Ye Wei stopped, put his arm around her shoulders, stared at her blinking bright eyes, and said seriously: "I want you to know, I never thought you were bad, you are great, great, great, great! I want that funny and confident Nina to come back, Nina who has a lot of ideas for me to come back, she can come back! I want to be controlled by you, I think you will scold me for 'sow's ears can't make a silk wallet', I want you to be confident, can we do it?"
"Yunik. Nina sniffled her pantothenic acid, "But I'm the sow's ear......"
"You're not!"
"I am!" Nina exclaimed, "I wasn't bad before, and I wasn't bad compared to others, but, with you...... Also, your ex's girlfriend...... I'm really bad......"
"What standard?" Ye Wei said hurriedly, "Is there a boxing match?rhythmic gymnastics?I definitely can't compare to you!"
He slammed her into his arms and hugged her tightly, and said softly: "It's not a game, it's not a game, Nina! We're teammates, we're not opponents, we're a team. ”
"Don't talk about us, I haven't forgiven you yet......" Nina's coquettish muttered from her arms.
"Then can you forgive me?" Ye Wei let go of her and looked at her with a smile, "A new beginning." Hello, I'm Yonik Gu. ”
Nina laughed a few times, her cheeks laughing, her eyes crooked, "I want to think! ”
The afterglow of the setting sun reflected the snow orange and red, and the winter wind blew the bald branches of the dead trees, and the two kissed each other in an embrace.
......
At Dubov's house, at the same time as the night arrives, a celebratory Christmas dinner is also underway.
Ye Wei's reconciliation with Nina made the atmosphere at the table very warm, and he talked about the film plan for the coming year, talked about "Carrie the Witch", talked about fighting with Alexander, and apologized to Mr. and Mrs. Constantine for hurting Nina. Nina told him to eat more and talk less, and shut up! Ye Wei obediently shut up, looking like a girlfriend slave.
Watching the little couple flirting and scolding, Konstantin and Mihaela were very pleased, and changed back to Miss Gu, who was salivating with a table full of food.
After the Christmas dinner, the two went out to play again, drove the Land Rover to the city center, watched the bright Christmas night scene, and went to see a movie "Children in a Basket 2", which was super bad but just laughed. Playing until the early hours of the morning, it was already Christmas, and the two arrived at the Westin Port Castle Hotel.
In the Superior Lake View Room, you can see the night sky and Lake Ontario outside through the windows of the building, and the curtains are closed a few times, and the burning passion is exploding.
Nina kissed Ye Wei passionately, while pressing him down to the king-size bed covered with snow-white sheets, groping his strong body, couldn't help panting, his eyes were misty with love, took off his khaki long-sleeved T-shirt, was shaken by the hard muscle lines more confused, and kissed his chest.
"Ahh
"Haha!" Ye Wei hugged her and flipped and pressed under her, her heart burned unbearably, and she took off her white knitted sweater in a few moments, and then a short-sleeved red T-shirt with Christmas bells and other patterns, and before she untied the sexy aqua blue corset, she couldn't help but play with the warm nephrite inside.
Listening to her gasp, his movements became wilder and wilder, and as he unfastened his clothes, he kissed her neck, her slender shoulders, and her graceful breasts......
"You're so beautiful, really, really, so beautiful!"
"Really...... her body trembled, as if she was uncomfortable and enjoying her to grab his bad hand, "don't be so ......"
Her youthful jade body, from head to toe, he is familiar with every place, and he has lingered countless times in every place, but he will never get tired of it, the combination of delicateness, charm, and spiritual desire, over the past year, in every affection, it is like a blooming rose, and it is so beautiful that it touches people's hearts.
In the past year, the two have become veterans from virgins, growing up together, exploring together, and they are already familiar with each other's preferences and sensitivities, so there is no need to say how to get them.
"Oh, ah, no, don't......
"In Bulgaria, don't just ask. ”
"This is Canada, fool ......"
When his black trousers were ripped off by her, when her aqua blue bud-trimmed panties were taken off by him, he suddenly fell on top of her, kissed her, and moved.
It was as if the whole world was pounding and shaking, the air was filled with love and desire, and every breath was so real.
Her panting and screaming like sobs, his heavy breathing, his exclamation, his talking, and the sound of intimacy reverberated through the room by the lake.
He hugged her, she put her arms around his back, he lifted her legs, she bit her fingers...... He took her hands, her eyes slightly closed, he pulled her long hair, she buried her head in the pillow...... He held her by the waist, she rode his crotch, he held her hand, and she fell on his chest...... He held her tightly in his arms, and she clung to his......
She couldn't stand the scream, kicked and twisted, and almost scratched the blood on his shoulder, and he rushed like mad, chasing her to the paradise of pleasure.
When Yiqiē returned to calm, the two of them lay on their sides on the king-size bed, their palms in their hands, and they looked into each other's eyes, both smiling.
"Nina, how about we go to Las Vegas tomorrow?" Ye Wei reached out to comb her soaked hair stuck to her face and stroked her face.
Nina blinked, "Gambling for money?" Ye Wei smiled: "No, go get married." She was stunned and then yelled, "You scared me." Ye Wei glared and said: "This is my mood now, I want to marry you, let all the qiē be settled, you will always be mine, and I will always be yours." ”
"No, we're so young. "Nina's heart is sweet, but how can this work, what about a romantic proposal!?what about the ring!?Las Vegas?want to be beautiful!
"Haha. Ye Wei laughed and pinched her cheek, "Isn't that cool? You are 17, I am 18, and you are married." ”
"Think beautiful!" Nina twisted his nose, "Hey, you're lying!"
Ye Wei's eyes were wistful, and he said, "No." And then in five or six years, we're going to have a baby, how cool is that? When our baby is a teenager, and we're in our 30s, we can go crazy as a family, boy, we'll take him to pick up girls, girls...... I'm going to be the toughest dad in the world, and I'm not allowed to date until I'm 18!"
Nina couldn't help but laugh again and again, and when he said a word, she commented: "It's not cool." Sounds scary. To Disneyland? I don't want a bastard son. It's so unfair! Why don't you take her to the boys?"
"Okay, then our son is not allowed to date until he is 18 years old, you choose, you can't have the whole family bastard, you have to have a role model. ”
"Hmm...... Bastards are still for boys. ”
"I'll just say it!"
"Wait, what our son?
"Hahaha!"
......
The night was getting hazy and hazy, and it was past four o'clock in the middle of the night.
After love-lust again and again, the dimly lit hotel room has been quiet for a long time, Ye Wei and Nina fell asleep from hugging each other, and gradually turned around, back to back. At some point, Nina turned around and pressed against him from behind him, she didn't sleep peacefully, just a light sleep.
Sometimes I wake up in shock, sometimes I wake up with joy, and many lingering thoughts can't stop churning in my mind.
At this time, she suddenly woke up again, Nina exhaled lightly, hugged him tighter, opened her sleepy eyes and looked at his side and back, the decrepit Yunike, the scoundrel, the hooligan, the bastard, obviously couldn't forgive him, somehow it became like this again...... Still married, still having a baby......
She pouted and shook her head, it was too cheap for him! No, she had to be angry for a few more days, and see how many more love words he could say, gravity was the first time!
She couldn't help but laugh when she thought about it, this is really the angriest in more than a year, alas, it's all because of a long-distance relationship, this thing is that he wants to settle with the past, yes......
Yunik is a little right, after the World Youth Championships, he is not very confident, I really can't imagine that I will have something to do with lack of confidence, it is all his fault, so good, so popular with girls, and so scoundrel......
I don't know if I was lucky or unlucky to meet him! Look at him, he still sleeps so soundly! Draw him a big flower face, and make sure he won't wake up.
The more she thought about it, the more energetic Nina became, and after an unknown amount of time, she dishonestly stroked him in her hands, trying to wake him up.
Suddenly, she vaguely heard him talking in his sleep, she stopped in confusion, Yunik can talk in his dreams, he has known it for a long time, and she has also made fun of him for this, "You are a genius, but you can't be a spy". She had heard it two or three times, all of them vague dreams, and there might have been times when she had spoken clearly, which she had not yet heard.
She propped up her head and leaned close to him, listening intently, what did she say?
"Hmm...... Well...... "His dreams are very low, and he seems to be in pain, not good dreams," ...... I care, Lily, I care...... Lily, listen to me......"
LILY, NOT NINA, NOT LINA, IT'S LILY.
Lily Collins.
In an instant, Nina's eyes darkened, and she lay flat on the bed, what do you care? What do you care!?
He should have understood a long time ago, he just made her stop being angry, he said this and did this, he felt guilty...... He was so guilty that he even explained it to Lily Collins in his dreams......
Nina felt unable to breathe, completely unable to breathe, turned around and curled up in a ball, not wanting to cry, not wanting to move, not wanting to think.
Nothing can be heard, the whole world is no longer sound, no more color, no more air, as he said, no more gravity.
There is no longer a qiē.
......
In the early morning, the sky in Toronto is still dark, and Lake Ontario speaks of tranquility.
In the room, a neatly dressed girl figure was about to leave, she kissed the young man on the bed on the forehead gently, stopped for a while, suddenly walked away, quietly opened the door, stepped out of the corridor, she glanced at him, her eyes suddenly burst into tears, and gently closed the door.
Because the biological clock did not adapt to the jet lag, at 8 o'clock in the morning, Ye Wei woke up from his sleep and looked at the side in a daze, Nina was not there.
It seemed like she was up early before. Spend the night together, girls always have to get up early, every time Nina will get up early, and when he gets up, she has already cleaned up and is beautiful again.
He hadn't slept well for the past few days, and last night he lingered until he was exhausted and a little sleepy, so he turned around to get some sleep.
After a while, it was strange that there was no sound in the room.
"Nina?" Ye Wei called out, squinting at the bathroom, no response, not there. There is a room service for breakfast, so let's go out for a morning walk.
He slept for a while, but he couldn't sleep, yawned and sat up, put on a white bathrobe, and walked to the bathroom, "Nina?" After that, he walked back to the bedside and took his phone to the bedside table to call her, and when he noticed that her clothes were gone, he couldn't help frowning.
I saw several pages of stationery pressed under the mobile phone on the bedside table, and the paper was full of something.
"What is this?" Ye Wei's heart sank, and a feeling of not being very good swelled up, and when he picked it up, he looked at it, and Nina wrote it......
He sat down on the edge of the bed and began to read:
"Dear Yunik,
I still can't go on with you.
It's not about forgiving or not forgiving you, I'm tired. Falling in love with you is an increasingly tiring thing for me.
You say I've lost my self-confidence, and I think so, I don't know how to be confident in front of you. That's only part of the reason, it's more that we don't really fit, we are not born a pair, and we don't match.
What you say, what you think, a lot of times, I don't understand, the more we talk and the deeper the feelings, the more it is. Most of the time, I can only worship you, but I can't communicate with you. I've tried, but I really can't.
You like to read Nicholas Sparks' novels, you say that his novels have the purest love, how beautiful his writing is, how moving the characters are.
I said yes, yes, that's it. It's not that I don't like him, I like "The Notebook", but if I was asked to read the original novel, I couldn't read it. I recently finished reading "Lovely Bones" and barely finished it, and I wouldn't have glanced at it if it weren't for you.
When you talk about Shakespeare and Hemingway, the biggest thing I know about them is that I have to read their texts in English classes at school. When you talk about classical novels, science fiction novels, those cosmology, and those Chinese classics, I can only be speechless and submissive.
I can only laugh at you for being a nerd to make myself less embarrassed, but I wish I could be a nerd too.
Reading is just one of the things, and it shows the huge difference between us. When it comes to film, art, the weird stuff, the difference is even greater, and it can never be brought closer, only getting bigger. It seems that only exercise is our greatest commonality, but who will exercise all day long? I asked you, you said Forrest Gump.
You're not Forrest Gump, and I'm not Forrest Gump's wife, I don't remember her name.
I wish I could meet your expectations and be a person who makes you love more and more worthy of your love, a person who is more compatible with you and understands you better, but I am not.
I've changed a lot since falling in love with you, some are happy and some are painful.
In fact, I have been a lot more relaxed these days, you only see my decadent side, but you don't know that some of the decadence is because of relaxation.
I'm no longer Ye Wei's girlfriend, I don't have to think about you anymore, I don't have to read those books that I'm not interested in at all, I don't have to wonder if your words have deep meaning, I don't have to feel that I haven't done a good job, I don't have to worry about disappointing you, I don't have to think about how to make you happy.
I really love you, but breaking up with you, I was so much more relaxed.
Like you said, we first walked together because we were attracted by each other's beauty, but I don't know when we started to be like that anymore, we would quarrel every time we met, you said I was sensitive and anxious, you said I minded your achievements, I didn't mind, I was proud of you, I just wasn't proud of myself.
You say you like me and I tell you everything, but in fact, I am in front of you, often trying to make myself meet your requirements. A lot of times, I suppress myself, I don't know what else to do but lose my temper, I don't want to be depressed anymore, since I'm not that kind of person, why should I pretend to be that kind of person?
I don't want you to be depressed, you should ask yourself why you're still with me.
It seems to me that up to now, you are only reluctant to let go because of responsibility, affection for me, and love for the good side of the relationship. Actually, you don't have to be me, you can always face me very calmly, but I heard you say how you broke up with Lily Collins, you will always lose your mind because of her, but you will never lose your mind because of me.
You treat her differently than you treat me, don't you understand why it's different? Because you just like me, you love Lily Collins.
You love me, you love a lot of people, that kind of love, only the love for her is the most different.
You and Lily Collins separated because of a misunderstanding, it's not that you don't love each other anymore, you actually didn't belong to me anymore half a year ago, maybe never.
If we continue to be depressed like this, are you still you? am I still me? We're going to be separated.
Anyway, for our relationship, I'm tired, I feel different about you, all one qiē has become different. For the past two days, I tried to deceive myself, but I woke up in the middle of the night and overheard you Dream B 'Lily, I care about you', I understand you and I understand myself.
I don't want to go on, life is long, I don't know what we will become in the future, if there will be any contacts. But now, I want to live a new life and start the new year with a real new beginning. I believe in your words, pain is strength, as long as you work hard, life will get better and better, not worse.
Breaking up with you, there must be a painful phase, I will be very painful and painful, but when these pains pass, it will always pass, and I will be a new me. When I was a child, I thought it would be a big deal if my ballet shoes were worn out, and if I lost the World Junior Championships, I felt that my life was over, but it would always pass.
You don't have to chase me anymore, and I don't want you to do that, it's just going to make you a real asshole. Don't, let me go, you also move forward.
The year and two months I fell in love with you is the most important year and two months of my life, and it is and will be the future, from which I have experienced, learned, and experienced, whether it is sweet or painful, happy or sad, it is enough for me to reminisce for a lifetime.
I don't want you, but it's time for us to end, and apart allows us all to be better ourselves and not hurt each other anymore.
We have a romantic beginning and should have a romantic ending.
I rarely write letters, but I wrote this letter without much thought, I have already thought too much, there may be some grammatical mistakes, misspelled words, and confusion, don't laugh. I hope we can still be friends in the future, I think it will, but not so soon.
The next time we meet, I'll call you VIY. You know, Yunic is gone, it's gone from you both physically and mentally, I'll keep it, stay in my heart forever, it's over.
Merry Christmas.
――――――――――――Yunik - Gu's Nina Du Baofu"
Looking at these letters, looking at the name written in Chinese, Ye Wei was expressionless, sat for a long time, stood up and walked to the long window, and opened the curtain.
He looked out at the clear blue sky and Lake Ontario, and no matter what the mood of the beings was, the bright sun was still shining. Ran walked away, quietly opened the door, stepped out of the corridor, she glanced at him, her eyes suddenly red with tears, and gently closed the door.
Because the biological clock did not adapt to the jet lag, at 8 o'clock in the morning, Ye Wei woke up from his sleep and looked at the side in a daze, Nina was not there.
It seemed like she was up early before. Spend the night together, girls always have to get up early, every time Nina will get up early, and when he gets up, she has already cleaned up and is beautiful again.
He hadn't slept well for the past few days, and last night he lingered until he was exhausted and a little sleepy, so he turned around to get some sleep.
After a while, it was strange that there was no sound in the room.
"Nina?" Ye Wei called out, squinting at the bathroom, no response, not there. There is a room service for breakfast, so let's go out for a morning walk.
He slept for a while, but he couldn't sleep, yawned and sat up, put on a white bathrobe, and walked to the bathroom, "Nina?" After that, he walked back to the bedside and took his phone to the bedside table to call her, and when he noticed that her clothes were gone, he couldn't help frowning.
I saw several pages of stationery pressed under the mobile phone on the bedside table, and the paper was full of something.
"What is this?" Ye Wei's heart sank, and a feeling of not being very good swelled up, and when he picked it up, he looked at it, and Nina wrote it......
He sat down on the edge of the bed and began to read:
"Dear Yunik,
I still can't go on with you.
It's not about forgiving or not forgiving you, I'm tired. Falling in love with you is an increasingly tiring thing for me.
You say I've lost my self-confidence, and I think so, I don't know how to be confident in front of you. That's only part of the reason, it's more that we don't really fit, we are not born a pair, and we don't match.
What you say, what you think, a lot of times, I don't understand, the more we talk and the deeper the feelings, the more it is. Most of the time, I can only worship you, but I can't communicate with you. I've tried, but I really can't.
You like to read Nicholas Sparks' novels, you say that his novels have the purest love, how beautiful his writing is, how moving the characters are.
I said yes, yes, that's it. It's not that I don't like him, I like "The Notebook", but if I was asked to read the original novel, I couldn't read it. I recently finished reading "Lovely Bones" and barely finished it, and I wouldn't have glanced at it if it weren't for you.
When you talk about Shakespeare and Hemingway, the biggest thing I know about them is that I have to read their texts in English classes at school. When you talk about classical novels, science fiction novels, those cosmology, and those Chinese classics, I can only be speechless and submissive.
I can only laugh at you for being a nerd to make myself less embarrassed, but I wish I could be a nerd too.
Reading is just one of the things, and it shows the huge difference between us. When it comes to film, art, the weird stuff, the difference is even greater, and it can never be brought closer, only getting bigger. It seems that only exercise is our greatest commonality, but who will exercise all day long? I asked you, you said Forrest Gump.
You're not Forrest Gump, and I'm not Forrest Gump's wife, I don't remember her name.
I wish I could meet your expectations and be a person who makes you love more and more worthy of your love, a person who is more compatible with you and understands you better, but I am not.
I've changed a lot since falling in love with you, some are happy and some are painful.
In fact, I have been a lot more relaxed these days, you only see my decadent side, but you don't know that some of the decadence is because of relaxation.
I'm no longer Ye Wei's girlfriend, I don't have to think about you anymore, I don't have to read those books that I'm not interested in at all, I don't have to wonder if your words have deep meaning, I don't have to feel that I haven't done a good job, I don't have to worry about disappointing you, I don't have to think about how to make you happy.
I really love you, but breaking up with you, I was so much more relaxed.
Like you said, we first walked together because we were attracted by each other's beauty, but I don't know when we started to be like that anymore, we would quarrel every time we met, you said I was sensitive and anxious, you said I minded your achievements, I didn't mind, I was proud of you, I just wasn't proud of myself.
You say you like me and I tell you everything, but in fact, I am in front of you, often trying to make myself meet your requirements. A lot of times, I suppress myself, I don't know what else to do but lose my temper, I don't want to be depressed anymore, since I'm not that kind of person, why should I pretend to be that kind of person?
I don't want you to be depressed, you should ask yourself why you're still with me.
It seems to me that up to now, you are only reluctant to let go because of responsibility, affection for me, and love for the good side of the relationship. Actually, you don't have to be me, you can always face me very calmly, but I heard you say how you broke up with Lily Collins, you will always lose your mind because of her, but you will never lose your mind because of me.
You treat her differently than you treat me, don't you understand why it's different? Because you just like me, you love Lily Collins.
You love me, you love a lot of people, that kind of love, only the love for her is the most different.
You and Lily Collins separated because of a misunderstanding, it's not that you don't love each other anymore, you actually didn't belong to me anymore half a year ago, maybe never.
If we continue to be depressed like this, are you still you? am I still me? We're going to be separated.
Anyway, for our relationship, I'm tired, I feel different about you, all one qiē has become different. For the past two days, I tried to deceive myself, but I woke up in the middle of the night and overheard you Dream B 'Lily, I care about you', I understand you and I understand myself.
I don't want to go on, life is long, I don't know what we will become in the future, if there will be any contacts. But now, I want to live a new life and start the new year with a real new beginning. I believe in your words, pain is strength, as long as you work hard, life will get better and better, not worse.
Breaking up with you, there must be a painful phase, I will be very painful and painful, but when these pains pass, it will always pass, and I will be a new me. When I was a child, I thought it would be a big deal if my ballet shoes were worn out, and if I lost the World Junior Championships, I felt that my life was over, but it would always pass.
You don't have to chase me anymore, and I don't want you to do that, it's just going to make you a real asshole. Don't, let me go, you also move forward.
The year and two months I fell in love with you is the most important year and two months of my life, and it is and will be the future, from which I have experienced, learned, and experienced, whether it is sweet or painful, happy or sad, it is enough for me to reminisce for a lifetime.
I don't want you, but it's time for us to end, and apart allows us all to be better ourselves and not hurt each other anymore.
We have a romantic beginning and should have a romantic ending.
I rarely write letters, but I wrote this letter without much thought, I have already thought too much, there may be some grammatical mistakes, misspelled words, and confusion, don't laugh. I hope we can still be friends in the future, I think it will, but not so soon.
The next time we meet, I'll call you VIY. You know, Yunic is gone, it's gone from you both physically and mentally, I'll keep it, stay in my heart forever, it's over.
Merry Christmas.
――――――――――――Yunik - Gu's Nina Du Baofu"
Looking at these letters, looking at the name written in Chinese, Ye Wei was expressionless, sat for a long time, stood up and walked to the long window, and opened the curtain.
He looked out at the clear blue sky and Lake Ontario, and no matter what the mood of the beings was, the bright sun was still shining.