"Good morning, wake up!"

Toronto, the sky is still bright, Nina hasn't gotten up yet, she received a text message from Ye Wei, it's only three o'clock in the morning in Los Angeles, is this set up to send automatically? Is there really someone on the other side? She was a little curious, but after thinking about it, I won't be fooled!

When she woke up just because she couldn't sleep well, she put her phone back on the bedside table and turned around, not wanting to move.

The holidays have already begun, no need to go to school. I don't want to do anything, what fitness and shaping, what kind of performance...... Whatever.

Ding Dong, after a while, the phone came with a text message again: "The sky on my side is so dark, like my mood now, please light me up with a reply." ”

"It's annoying. Nina muttered, put the phone back in, and continued to lie motionless on her side, her mind fluttering.

That bastard was expelled from school, it's sad, he deserves it, he deserves it...... What's the matter with me, we broke up...... How can you forgive him like this, what does it mean to "wholeheartedly from now on", wasn't that before...... He refers to all love...... Moving to Los Angeles? It's all because of a damn long-distance relationship, and living together won't be ...... What are you thinking? Fool!

I don't know how long later, there was a knock on the door, and my mother's voice sounded: "Nina?" The door was opened, the footsteps approached, my mother sat on the edge of the bed, she didn't want to raise her head, closed her eyes and said, "Mom, please, don't make me sleep......"

"It's time to get up for morning luck, Miss Gu is waiting for you, let's go for a morning run together." Mom cheered up, "Sweetheart, cheer up." ”

"Leave me alone. Nina's voice was weak, "Leave me alone." Don't call it Miss Gu, it's now called CPP, C-Plus-Plus...... Whatever, don't call it Miss Gu, it's unhappy......"

Mom comforted: "Yunik has called me a lot in the past two days to ask me about your situation, and he is really nervous about you. ”

"Did I do something wrong?" Nina couldn't help but get angry and said in a long voice, "Can I get out...... Please, get out !!."

"Cheer up. Mom patted her on the back and got up and left.

Nina let out a sigh of relief, turned and went back to sleep, trying not to think about the messy thoughts.

The phone constantly breaks the silence, and the annoying text messages buzz like flies. It was getting brighter and brighter outside, CPP came into the room several times, it was taken out for a walk, it barked when it came back, my brother came and called downstairs for breakfast, and he went out.

Nina lay down until about nine o'clock in the morning, then slowly got up and dragged a little strength to the bathroom on the second floor.

When she got to the bathroom, she glanced at the mirror on the sink, her long black hair was messy, her eyes were dark circles and a little red and swollen, and she slept in her wrinkled gray and white striped pajamas like a prisoner, listless, sloppy, whatever.

After a while, Nina yawned and went downstairs to the kitchen, and CPP followed with concern, it was really caring.

There was a breakfast left for her on the kitchen cupboard, three small loaves of bread and a scone, and she leaned against the cupboard and devoured it, and after a while she ate it clearly, and swallowed a little uncomfortably. When I opened the refrigerator, there was toast, fruit, chocolate, ice cream......

Eat what you can eat inside, Nina ate and swallowed expressionlessly, the feeling of bloating in her stomach became more and more severe, and she suddenly didn't want to eat, and she was bored.

She was going back to the upstairs bedroom and going back to sleep. Alexander came from the living room, looked at her with a frown, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"Fuck off, you don't have to worry about my business. Nina pushed her brother who was in the way, "Take care of yourself." "It's annoying to see these as brothers.

"Did he betray you?" Alexander asked tentatively, and when he saw that she did not speak, he immediately said angrily: "He is in trouble!"

"Don't bother me!" Nina turned around and yelled at him, still angry, rushed to punch and kick him a few times, and huffed: "Don't bother me, you still want to bother ......"

Alexander held his head innocently, feeling that he had become Ye Wei's scapegoat, "Then I don't care about you, our group is going to go ice skating, do you want to come together?"

"Don't go. Nina walked a few steps, then suddenly turned around and asked, "Do you have a cigarette?" Alexander's hand in the pocket hesitated: "Your Yunik told me not to let you smoke." Nina exclaimed in disbelief, "Who is he, I'm your sister!

She kicked her feet madly, "You are all crazy, you have all been brainwashed by him, what is he......"

"Just one. Alexandria couldn't help himself, so he took out a pack of Bemont cigarettes from his pocket, pulled out one and handed it to her.

"Where's the lighter? are you stupid?" Nina glared at him, gesturing with a cigarette with a white filter between the fingers of her right hand, "You think I'm going to be cool?"

Alexander pulled out another lighter for her.

Nina put the cigarette in her mouth, clicked on the lighter, lit the cigarette, and then took a deep breath, the cigarette burned, the smoke rushed into her mouth, and as soon as she swallowed it with her breath, she sprayed it out, coughing violently, her face was flushed, her lungs were full of a feeling of suffocation, and her head was a little dizzy.

"If you can't get used to it, don't be in such a hurry. Alexander looked at her worriedly, and took out a cigarette to light it.

"It's none of your business. Nina coughed, her voice hoarse, snatched a pack of cigarettes from his hand, and walked upstairs, coughing and spitting as she went.

Alexander shook his head and scolded, Ye Wei's dead boy......

......

"Good morning, wake up, I'm an exorcist, do I need an exorcism?" - Wednesday, 21 December 2005

"Good morning, new day, and Merry Christmas, well, I guess I can say it. "- Thursday, 22 December 2005

"доброутро, искамтии, ченемогадаспя, love you. "- Friday, 23 December 2005

On December 24th, the eve of Christmas, the goose feather snow turned the whole city of Toronto into a snowy scene, and it also made the Christmas atmosphere so strong.

In previous years, Nina couldn't wait to decorate and hang a lot of bought and DIY Christmas accessories, but now it is very empty, not only the Christmas tree, but also the family is like that.

Originally, the whole family had travel plans, but because of the change, Nina didn't want to go out, and the Constantines didn't go out, only Alexander and his friends went on a trip.

It was past 8 o'clock, Nina was still lying in bed and didn't get up, declined all invitations to go out to play, many friends were invited, and simply turned off the phone.

Anyway...... Finally no more buzzing texts every morning, damn stupid texts, and that damn phone call!

Sometimes when I'm tired enough, I'll pick up and scold him, and that person can't do it if he doesn't scold...... How could anyone be so annoying?

Nina was looking at the trophy display case over there, full of trophies, medals, and medals, as if she were the best gymnast in the world. Thinking about it, he didn't know where to go, he won the gold medal in the Olympic Games, and he was excited and happy: "Nina, I'm proud of you! You are the best!

"Fool ......" she withdrew her gaze, turned around, glanced at the phone on the bedside table, pulled the quilt tightly, frowned and closed her eyes to sleep again.

Da Da, there was a knock on the door, and she said impatiently, "Mom, let me be alone." ”

“Knock-Knock！”

Hearing this boy's voice, Nina's eyes suddenly widened, and she sat up in a panic, nervous, and panicked...... No, no, he's coming......

“Who’s-there? Rain。 Rain-who? Reindeer-have-a-gift-for-you，dear。 ”

("Who's there? Which rain? Reindeer (Rain - Honey, Wren - Deere) has a gift for you, Darling. ”）

It's really this bastard, this clever Knock-Knock joke didn't make the mood relax, Nina looked around, kicked off the quilt and jumped out of bed, ran to the dressing table to look in the mirror, so bad that even she thought it was too bad, and hurriedly took a comb to comb her hair, but her haggard face and dark circles ......

She suddenly saw something in the mirror, there were a few cigarette butts on the floor behind her, and she hurriedly picked them up, ran to the window and threw them out.

"Can I come in?"

"No!!" Nina yelled towards the door, "will you fuck off?"

"I'm afraid not, my mission is not yet complete, and it is not easy to come from the North Pole. ”

"You're early, it's Christmas Eve!"

"Oh, jet lag. ”

Knowing that he wouldn't go, Nina was so anxious that she stomped her feet to look at the bad surroundings and herself, and countless thoughts flashed in an instant, and he was about to be disappointed again...... What does it matter what he thinks? He must have laughed at him when he said those words and turned his head like this......

She sighed anxiously, walked back to the bed and lay down, pulled the quilt and covered herself from head to toe, and cried out in a muffled voice, "I don't want to see you." ”

"Okay, then I'm not going in, but please accept my gift, oh. ”

The door was opened by him, and his footsteps approached quickly, scoundrel! Nina frowned, her heart was confused, "Get out!" He sat down on the edge of the bed, and he lay down! She was hugged by him from behind, her eyes red and tears welling up......

"Nina, I wanted to come a few days ago, but your mother said you still need time. I can't wait any longer, I can't sleep, I can't eat well, I'm afraid I'm going to lose you, and every day that passes, I'm even more afraid. If there's a number from 1-10 and I'm 11 now, how can I lose you?

In the past few days, I have lost a lot, academics, my parents' expectations of being a good student, my image...... None of this can make me panic, but I can't lose you! Nina Dobov, I don't know how much I love you, I just know that I can't lose you.

I can only keep myself busy with work, everyone else is on vacation, and I still pestering others to talk. Actually, I have so much to say to you, so much......"

Ye Wei said sincerely, while hugging Nina, who was trembling slightly, harder, lifting the quilt on her head, kissing her hair, her heart seemed to have landed, the most down-to-earth feeling since Sunday, it was good.

She didn't speak, he didn't force her to say, he just hugged her, caressed her, kissed her.

"My favorite thing is to hold you and finally have a good rest. ”

"......" Nina blinked her tearful eyes, her right palm was tightly clasped by him, and her heart was full of complicated feelings, "I don't like it...... You're a smelly gift......"

"Haha. Ye Wei turned her body around, looked at her with a smile, and when he saw her haggard, his brows furrowed, and he reached out to stroke her face.

Nina's eyes avoided, and there was some unnatural embarrassment on her face, noticing something, "What's wrong with the corners of your mouth?"

"I had a fight with Alexander. Ye Wei smiled, "Yesterday, he went to Los Angeles to find me, we talked a few words and fought directly, he gave me a punch, the corner of my mouth was a little bruised, and he was wearing a ring." I also gave him a punch and his eyes went black. ”

Nina was stunned, "Really? He's gone to Los Angeles?"

"He did what every brother would do. Ye Wei nodded, "After the fight, we went to have a drink, which was good." Can it heal my mouth?"

He kissed her, but she raised her hand to hold his mouth, and sat up, not looking at him.

"Yunik, I didn't forgive you......" Nina whispered, looking at him, "but I'm so sorry for saying something disgusting to you that day......" My heart hurt so much that I became more and more hoarse: "I don't know why, I'm a fool, a complete fool, I'm sorry......"

Ye Wei hugged her waist, snuggled up, and said seriously: "Those words are really hurtful, and they are not right. But I know how sad you are, you broke down, people say nothing when they collapse, and they deliberately say angry things, especially girls, not just you, every girl is like this. You have nothing to apologize to me, it's my fault......"

"Of course it's your fault......" Nina burst into tears, "Of course it's your fault...... You ruined a qiē, everything was so good, and you ruined it......"

Seeing her crying, Ye Wei swallowed his sigh and pursed his lips and hugged her tightly, "If you think it's all ruined, let's re-establish it, okay?"

"No......" Nina shook her head repeatedly, tears falling in strings, "you love others." ”

"It's me who is not good, I didn't make it clear that day. Ye Wei took her hand and kissed it, and said gently: "I love many people, I love Duoduo, I love Lev, I love Bud, I love Master Gia, I love Toto, Miss Gu! And I've hurt her, I've owed her, and I've often felt like I owe her a lot, and she's helped me a lot. The beating thing...... My anger is so great that I can't forgive myself because of myself, I'm sorry Lily......"

Nina was still shaking her head, tears flashing, "This is love, what is the difference between this and love?"

"The difference is that because of you, I regret it. Ye Wei raised his hand to wipe her tears, and said resolutely: "If this will make me lose you, if there is a gun pointed at me, I will not punch." You know no, when you are about to lose, you understand how important it is, and you hear your true heart. ”

He kissed her on the cheek, "Nina, I can't afford to lose you." It's like I'm living in a gravityless world these days, I've lost my gravity, you. ”

"It's sweet......," Nina whispered, avoiding his kisses, "I don't believe you, you're just coaxing." ”

"Trust me. Ye Wei sighed and said hurriedly: "When I think that I am losing you, what can I do? I send you text messages and calls, and if you don't reply, I will talk to myself." I felt like I was all Irving Wilson, like the tone of his voice, constantly talking to himself, like a Woody Allen movie, you know I hate Woody Allen:

Let's go, intellectuals are stupid, let's go, the middle class is stupid, let's go, both men and women in love are stupid, let's ......"

Seeing her look angry, he smiled, "My nose seems to be crooked, can you look at it?"

"NO!" Nina reached out to pinch his nose and twisted it coquettishly, Ye Wei screamed in pain: "It's broken, it's broken!" Nina gave him a blank look and let go with a shake of her hand.

"Congratulations, I'm Rudolph (the leader of the Christmas reindeer, with a red nose)! Ye Wei laughed. Nina couldn't help but laugh, and then said urgently: "I laughed! because this is funny, but I didn't forgive you!"

She was suddenly pulled into his arms, and he was about to kiss again, but she hated herself, stopped, broke away and walked out of bed, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet." "It should smell of smoke......

"I heard Alex say you smoked, don't do that. Ye Wei got out of bed and followed, "This doesn't have any health benefits, and anti-anxiety is useless." I've studied before that there is no physiological effect, it's just a mental ritual that may give people a moment of tranquility under a particular action, but in fact it's not, and scientific studies on smoking don't refresh you. ”

Seeing that he talked about a lot of truths, Nina was warm and a little ashamed, and pretended to be impatient: "Okay, okay, good student who was expelled." ”

"I'm serious, smoking is too harmful to the skin, it will accelerate people's aging, you don't want to age quickly, right?" Ye Wei said softly, imitating Owen Wilson's tone: "You know, this is called, if you want to eat an omelet, you have to beat eggs, and if you want to age, you have to smoke." Hey that's fair, just ......"

"I haven't forgiven you yet! don't go too far!" Nina covered her ears with her hands and strode out of the room, the smile in her eyes that could not be hidden.

"And the baby! Smoking is not good for the baby. Ye Wei continued to say earnestly, "I can't count how many dangers there are." And Mother Earth! You're causing her to smoke second-hand smoke......"

Nina really wanted to hit him, but she couldn't make him say that it was justified, "You're really wordy!"

"I've sued you, you've done me like this. ”

"You're still hurting me like this!" Nina puffed out her cheeks and trotted to the bathroom, slamming the door behind her, as if she didn't want to hear him.

Look in the mirror, oh my God, who is this, it's so sloppy! She flattened her mouth and immediately got busy, hurry, hurry, hurry up! Herself, stop, break away and get out of bed, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet." "It should smell of smoke......

"I heard Alex say you smoked, don't do that. Ye Wei got out of bed and followed, "This doesn't have any health benefits, and anti-anxiety is useless." I've studied before that there is no physiological effect, it's just a mental ritual that may give people a moment of tranquility under a particular action, but in fact it's not, and scientific studies on smoking don't refresh you. ”

Seeing that he talked about a lot of truths, Nina was warm and a little ashamed, and pretended to be impatient: "Okay, okay, good student who was expelled." ”

"I'm serious, smoking is too harmful to the skin, it will accelerate people's aging, you don't want to age quickly, right?" Ye Wei said softly, imitating Owen Wilson's tone: "You know, this is called, if you want to eat an omelet, you have to beat eggs, and if you want to age, you have to smoke." Hey that's fair, just ......"

"I haven't forgiven you yet! don't go too far!" Nina covered her ears with her hands and strode out of the room, the smile in her eyes that could not be hidden.

"And the baby! Smoking is not good for the baby. Ye Wei continued to say earnestly, "I can't count how many dangers there are." And Mother Earth! You're causing her to smoke second-hand smoke......"

Nina really wanted to hit him, but she couldn't make him say that it was justified, "You're really wordy!"

"I've sued you, you've done me like this. ”

"You're still hurting me like this!" Nina puffed out her cheeks and trotted to the bathroom, slamming the door behind her, as if she didn't want to hear him.

Look in the mirror, oh my God, who is this, so sloppy! She flattened her mouth and immediately got busy, hurry, hurry, hurry up!