"I don't know what to say about the elven druid who beat me, he's not a good guy, he saved the elven girl only because it was his compatriot. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info, but he's not a bad guy in the ordinary sense either. Anyway, he took me captive. I've always been free, and I've tasted bondage. ”

"But I want to be fair to say, in addition to restricting freedom. He didn't do anything bad to me. I also learned a lot of things from him, which laid a solid foundation for my later adventures in the city. Would I have entered Neverwinter without him? into that colossal artifact? into that human society with many frames and restrictions on behavior? no, I wouldn't have gone to Neverwinter without him, and then I wouldn't have had everything after me, and I wouldn't have the Erebeth ...... with me now."

"As I mentioned before, I've spent a lot of time in the bush. The jungle has its laws, simple and correct. That is, the survival of the fittest. No inhabitant of the jungle would question this rule. From the birds in the sky, to the fish in the water, to the creatures that walk on land, they all strictly abide by this law. ”

"As a druid, I can see too many things that ordinary people can't see, and I can better understand the cruelty of nature. A corner that seems to be the fragrance of birds and flowers, and there may be a desperate fight for the insect world hidden underneath. I've seen the old wolf king defeated by the challenger, and then, after being driven out of the pack, starved to death. I've also seen a panther tear open a doe's belly and greedily devour its foet. I have even seen a female leopard gnaw on her own dead flesh and bones. ”

"I'm not just a spectator, I'm a participant. How many times have I jumped up after a fierce chase, pounced on the back of my prey, crushed their spine, and then twisted their necks. Sink your face in a pool of their blood and drink heartily. After a long period of observation and personal experience, I came to a simple conclusion: the world is made up of predators and prey, and the positions of the two are not fixed, and the predator can become prey at any time. ”

"Be a predator. These few simple words have become my lifelong belief......"

"In that druid who captured me (in fact, I would call him Master more appropriately), I learned a lot of things that I didn't know before. This includes the history of mankind. From what he said, I was even stronger in my convictions. In my opinion, human society is the same as Cong Mang. It's the same law of the jungle. It's just that in human society, there is a thin veil that covers everything. And the veil that covers all of that is called civilization. In my opinion, it is the embodiment of the law of the jungle. ”

"Yes, in human civilization, you can't blatantly take a weapon and snatch bread from someone's mouth. But the owner of the workshop, the owner of the field, can use clever methods to force others to give them the bread in their mouths. Just because you put on a veil doesn't mean that something is gone after the veil. That's just making it more hidden. This is how civilization makes the law of the jungle hidden. ”

"In fact, in the course of studying human history, I have come to feel that in human society, competition is more brutal than between animals. Animals are divided into predators and prey. And people are also divided into two classes. A kind of person whose name you will never see in history. At best, he is implicit in a string of numbers. They are ordinary, they are inferior, they are slaves of another kind of people. They are like flies dying in batches and being born in batches. ”

The other kind of people, who are rulers, are not only not bound by law and morality. Rather, they are the lawmakers and morals. They can do whatever they want on a very large scale, and they are both masters of themselves and masters of others. What is it to kill for them? They can kill thousands of people for a single thought. They are more powerful than the lion king, the wolf king, and the monkey king. I've never seen a wolf king who could make hordes of his kind die for it. They were able to gain so much power, undoubtedly because of civilization. Therefore, they will do their best to ensure that civilization is not destroyed. Therefore, they will work hard to build a more brilliant civilization......"

"Of course, there is more warmth in human society. But in my opinion, it is just a product of overproductivity. When giving a loaf of bread is insignificant, it becomes the norm to give a loaf of bread......"

"Oops, I used to write, and I am not writing these words to make shameless quibbles for myself. But anyone who reads the text on it will think that it is actually arguing for themselves. Well, I don't care what you guys think. That's really my opinion, and that's my belief, and remember, I haven't given up on it. And what I do can also be found in these thoughts......"

"At that time, I was greedy for learning, learning the knowledge that would allow me to integrate into human society, just as a bird is learning to fly and a beaver is learning to swim. Soon, I mastered them, and they allowed me to integrate into human society like a tiger into the grass. ”

"In the days that followed, I waited quietly, waiting for my master to set me free. He must have read my thoughts. The morning after I saw the lights in his house on overnight, he came to me and announced to me that he had given me back his freedom. Then, he looked at me with a little apprehension and said to me that he thought that if I hadn't died somewhere, I would have become a character. It's just that he wants to have few natural friends among the corpses that I have trampled under my feet and padded me high......"

"After saying goodbye to him, I headed for Neverwinter, onward, in pursuit of my ambitions......"

"When I arrived in Neverwinter, the shining pearl of the Northlands was in a gloomy mist. A terrible plague covered there. I could see carts carrying corpses passing by all the time, and cremation piles everywhere. The once bustling city is deserted. If it weren't for the preachers who shouted "Doomsday!" and "Punishment!" at the top of their lungs. I thought I was in a dead city. There were some seriously ill people walking in the streets, and on the way from the city gate to the city center alone, I saw three pedestrians who suddenly collapsed while walking, their bodies spasmed and bowed, and died tragically. ”

"As I said, civilization gives the ruler unparalleled power, and the ruler, in turn, has to maintain civilization. So, in the midst of a city that is in despair and on the verge of collapse, the rulers have stepped up and recruited new adventurers at the temple to try to stop the plague. ”

"I think it was a great opportunity for me. I don't want to be like a headless fly in a tavern looking for some kind of adventure. I know how the kudzu vines wrapped around the trees can easily snatch the sun with the help of the trees. Is there any tree in Neverwinter that is more secure than the Lord? ”

"No one introduced me, who came to the temple as a stranger, was only able to be trained as a newcomer. For me, who was already a powerful druid at the time, it was a bit annoying to be with the noisy newcomers in all the days. How can they be so enthusiastic, confident, hopeful, and yearning for the light? In my opinion, they are like children. And the instructors are also extremely boring, they can't teach me much at all. As a druid, my strength comes from nature. I had little interest in that closed, dreary college. I can't expect to raise my strength there. And the instructors couldn't teach me anything else. I couldn't hear what I wanted to hear, and the instructors were just repeating over and over again what they were saying, and praying, and the light. I couldn't help but point to the idol of Tyr and shout: Then why didn't he stop the plague outside!"

"Shouting out something like that certainly made me feel better. But it also delayed my graduation. Boredom, I repeated lessons on healing, offensive spells, and using weapons. As a druid, a natural loner. I can heal, cast spells to attack enemies, and slice through armor with a knife. While the other students were talking to each other to make future adventure companions, I was just looking after the plants in the academy alone. ”

"Although it was so depressing, it was an unexpected reward for me. I heard the academy repeating one name: Erebes. They praised her for being so kind, noble, beautiful, and excellent. In addition to this, I have also heard someone say in a lewd voice that she is a rare wave spirit. ”

"It's finally time to graduate. I walked into the auditorium and met Erebes. For a moment, my mind went blank. Then a thought came to me: get her!"

"I don't know why I had such a desire at that time. An irrepressible zhan desire. Is it the desire for beauty, or something else? I'm not the kind of person whose gonads dictate thoughts, and I used to rather see an elven girl drowned by me than to have her in zhan. But Erebeth really gave me a feeling I had never felt before, and made me yearn for her to be on my own. I don't know why, after all, people are not machines. Even the most rigorous, rational people will have times when they are controlled by their feelings. And feelings are something that human beings have always been unable to figure out. ”

"I'm a cold, unenthusiastic person. After that moment. I calmly greeted her and listened to her wishes for my graduation and her expectations for me. That is undoubtedly a formulaic statement that has been said many times ago. But I listened intently until the enemy attacked. ”

"A group of evil mages teleported directly into the hall and began to kill. As their cloaks danced, one by one the cadets fell, and Erebeth responded with a shrewd sword drawn and slashed at them. My first conversation with Erebeth was interrupted by the battle. ”

"The once solemn hall is now filled with screams and moans, as well as the sound of swords clashing and chanting incantations. After a chaotic battle, the only people standing in the hall were me and Erebes. Then, for the first time, she gave me the order, and that was the beginning of my service to her. ”

"Walk through the hallways filled with the sounds of killing. I rushed into the stables. But it was too late, and all the wonderful creatures they had worked so hard to gather had fled in the chaos, leaving only Vanswick and Deszell. ”

"That's how I met Vanswijk for the first time. I've heard that he's Erebes' lover. For this reason, I kept an eye on him, hoping to see what was extraordinary about him. ”

"But I was disappointed, I just saw an ordinary elf. From his words and demeanor, I even felt that he was too kind, kind to the point of weakness. Such a person is not destined to succeed in the struggle for survival. ”

"I also noticed that, in the midst of this fluster, when I spoke of Erebes, he did not forget to praise her with a series of beautiful words. Could it be that he used this to impress Erebes? So, I made up my mind to read two books of poetry when I had free time. ”

"After that, I followed Vanswijk's instructions to find Erebeth in the Hall of Justice. I tentatively mentioned Vanswick. Her reaction was not what I expected, she had a deep affection for Vanswick, and she called Vanswick: The love of my life. ”

"So when Erebeth gave me a new mission, I was also thinking in my heart, thinking about how to get her. Vanswijk's weakness gave me a chance. ”

"And so, while saving Neverwinter, I'm also plotting my first conspiracy......"

"At the same time that Vanswick trusted me to go to Erebes, he kind of hung the lasso around his neck......"

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This time, it felt like squeezing toothpaste...... And there is also the experience of losing the part of the writing, which is even more devastating......

To be honest, although I talk about realism or something. But there is still a little discomfort in writing an evil character.

I am a kind person, sometimes even with an overabundance of compassion......

PS: Oh ho, Raskolnikov's theory of lice has come out in a different guise.