Chapter XXIII
Yunxi originally guarded the mother and daughter of the Shu Mulu clan from thinking about anything else, but they didn't want to make any movement for half a month, and after Yunxi sent someone to inquire about Shu Mulu's movements, the smile on his face couldn't be stopped.
After returning from Zhuangzi, Yunxi wanted to deal with Yunqi, although it was not as convenient as when he was in Zhuangzi, but it was not impossible.
It is true that the entire Suojuluo Mansion is the head of the Shu Mulu clan, but in this huge mansion, the Shu Mulu clan cannot personally experience everything, and besides, there is a saying - money can make the ghost grind. Although Yunxi is not favored, she is a master in the end, and she Ama feels guilty about her, so she has given her silver or jewelry during this time. In addition, although her eldest brother Alhatu did not come back, he gave her a lot of things.
With these things, even if Yunxi can't buy the people in the house on a large scale, it is still okay to go to the kitchen through the green sleeves and a few of them to set up a relationship, after all, she didn't let people drugged, and second, she didn't let people do it, she just moved her mouth and adjusted the dishes, what's wrong with this!
God is still long-eyed after all, Yun Qi herself has smallpox, and she wants to pull her as a quilt, then she will ruin her face and make her have no future at all. It all sounds reasonable, and there's nothing wrong with that.
In the previous life, Yunqi was above everyone else and wantonly dominated other people's lives, so in this life, she wanted to see if without her beauty and the favor of the people in the house, whether Yunqi could still be as high as in the previous life, and whether Shumulu Bayan could still say that she loved Yunqi like in the previous life, and even stayed by her side and gave everything for her.
The more Yun Qi had a bad time, the more comfortable Yun Xi felt in his heart, and every time he thought that Yun Qi would live like a rat in the gutter, Yun Xi felt in a good mood.
No, when eating, Yunxi even ate an extra bowl of rice for this reason, which made Mama An afraid that she would hold on, and specially asked the kitchen to prepare hawthorn water.
It is impossible for Yunxi to tell others that the reason why she is in a good mood these days is because Yunqi is unlucky and Shu Mulu has no time to clone, so she can only hide this kind of thing in her heart alone. But the only difference is probably that Yun Qi doesn't come to class, and she and Yun Lei seem more comfortable.
In the past, with Yun Qi here, most of the gentlemen who taught would be based on Yun Qi's progress, whether it was Yun Xi who was faster than her or Yun Lei, who was slower than her, was affected. Now this is just right, Yunxi has time to review what he has learned in the past, and Yunlei also has time to consolidate what he has learned.
Because the age difference between the two is just a world apart, the relationship is passable, not to mention how close it is, at least it will not be as powerful as Yunqi.
But sometimes the more you compare, the easier it is to give birth to suspicions, Yunxi has been smart since childhood, and she learns everything one step faster than ordinary people, coupled with the relationship between reliving a lifetime, the performance is more and more eye-catching, basically as long as Mr. opens his mouth to praise, he must mention her. In the past, there was Yun Qi, Yun Xi and Yun Lei were not prominent, and there was no conflict of interest, and naturally there was no contradiction, but now looking at people on the same plane, they were suddenly divided into high and low, and it was inevitable that there would be ideas in their hearts.
Don't look at Yun Lei's usual silence as if she is an invisible person, in fact, she is very competitive, but with Yun Qi pressing on it, it is not prominent. Now that Yun Qi is not here, her little careful thinking about wanting to rise to the top is not only revealed, but also seen by people with clear eyes.
Seeing Yun Xi rising, Yun Lei naturally felt uncomfortable in her heart, she couldn't compare academically, and her identity couldn't be high, and the rest was just a few sour words, so that she was petty.
Yunxi's impression of Yun Lei is very shallow, from childhood to adulthood, even if they take classes together, they rarely have contact, not so much sisters, but strangers with a trace of blood.
In the last life, when Yunxi was forced to marry Bayan, Yunlei was already married. It may be that the house didn't have much expectations for her, and the news came from the palace that the draft was canceled, although she and Yun Qi waited for three years, but three years later, when the draft ran aground again, Yun Qi still held on not to marry, but she was married to her mother Li Jia's family who had a good family background and appearance.
Yunxi still remembers the groom official she saw when Yun Lei got married, although she only glanced at it in a hurry, she looked pretty good, and her status was comparable, so it was not insulting to Yun Lei. As for how Yun Lei was doing later, Yun Xi didn't know, but she thought that no matter how bad Yun Lei was, she might be happier than she was at that time.
Now, Yun Lei has a temper tantrum with Yun Xi, which makes Yun Xi pay little attention to the little temperament, and let it go, which makes Yun Lei herself feel a little boring.
After class, Yunxi came back from the study, and was about to go into the house to bathe and change into clothes, but who knew that he had just entered the house, and before he could instruct, he heard Lilac come in to report that her eldest brother was coming.
When Yunxi heard this, he immediately stood up, with a hint of joy on his face, and said in an excited tone: "Quick, quickly invite the eldest young master in." ”
Lilac looked at Yunxi, who was so happy, saluted her, and bent out.
When Alhatu entered the house, as soon as Yunxi saw Alhatu, his eyes couldn't help but turn red, his lips trembled slightly, and he seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end he only turned into one sentence: "Big brother." ”
Alhatu looked at Yunxi, who was more slender than before, and unconsciously took two steps forward, seeing Yunxi crying, he couldn't help but reach out to wipe the tears from her face, and softly comforted: "Okay, don't cry, there is a big brother, and no one will hurt you in the future!"
Yunxi let out a soft 'um' sound.
Her eldest brother may not be a brilliant talent, but he has really done everything he has to maintain Yunxi. This is also the reason why Xilin Jueluo would prevent Anahu Zhan from informing him, because if he knew that the palace would send Yunxi, who had not seen Xixi, to Zhuangzi with Yunqi, who had seen Xixi, he would definitely make a lot of trouble.
Moreover, in the last life, Alhatu even pushed the marriage that had been scheduled for Yunxi, not for anything else, but he didn't want Yunxi to marry Bayan. It's a pity that Alhatu has done it thoroughly, but there is a laggard Ama and Eniang, if it weren't for this, the clouds in the previous life would not have ended up like that, and he would not have ruined his good future.
Suoyuluo Mansion has always boasted that it is one of the eight major surnames of the Manchu people, and it is an old family. It's a pity that when the family is broken from the root, there is another Yun Qi who is like a-stirring stick to stir up trouble, whether it is Yun Qi or Alhatu, how can he still get help. In this way, the posture and means of everyone in the clan who did not distinguish between themselves and enemies and excluded dissidents caused the Suo Yuluo clan, which was still quite profound, to go downhill, and Yunxi and their brothers and sisters also became victims because of their selfishness.
In Yunxi's heart, her eldest brother and younger brother lost their good future because of her, although they did not lose their lives, but they also lost everything. You must know that compared to those people in Suo Yuluo Mansion who want to take shortcuts all day long, they are the ones who really do things in a down-to-earth manner, but they are not family members, even if they have the heart, they are powerless to change everything that has long been off the track.
"This time, my eldest brother knows about it, and you have been wronged. Alhatu reached out and touched Yunxi's head, his tone full of distress.
He never thought that Ma Ma and they would actually make such a decision to exterminate humanity, obviously this smallpox means that a person may have been put in, how could they send Yunxi and Yunqi to Zhuangzi together when they knew that there was danger!
Yunxi nodded slightly, not in a hurry to tell her grievances, in fact, she didn't feel that it was a grievance for a long time.
"Before, the eldest brother couldn't come back from the camp, and he couldn't seek justice for you, but now that the eldest brother is back, he can't let them reveal the matter anyway. As long as Alhutu thought that his sister might not be able to return, he unconsciously clenched his fists.
"I understand the eldest brother's intentions, but this matter has already been revealed, so don't mention it again. But I know in my heart that the reason why Ma Ma and they have such a decision is not because Yun Qi is really afraid of needing someone to accompany us, but because we have no power and cannot refuse other people's arrangements, and in the end we can only be at the mercy of others, even if death is coming, we can only accept our fate. Yunxi stopped Alhutu not because she was not wronged, but because she didn't want to take advantage of her eldest brother's future because of this.
Some things have been experienced once, and if she can't see them clearly, then she is not worthy of her eldest brother's efforts to defend her. Although she was very aggrieved in her heart, instead of taking herself and her eldest brother for nothing, she would rather endure the humiliation, accumulate strength, and wait until her wings are full before making a move.
"This ......" Alhatu looked at Yunxi with a stunned expression, he had to admit that Yunxi's words were right, but to let him watch his sister suffer, he felt that he couldn't do it, "Yunxi, even so, big brother can't watch them spoil you like this!"
Yun Xi saw Alhatu's disapproving look, but showed a smile and said: "Big brother doesn't have to feel sorry for me, in fact, we all know in our hearts that even if you make trouble, you may not be able to change the status quo, but will put yourself in an embarrassing situation." Instead of tearing your face and making everyone unhappy, it is better to endure it and wait until you have the strength to make a name for yourself. ”
Alhatu looked at his sister who was so understanding, and felt even more guilty, "It's all the eldest brother who is incompetent, if the eldest brother can be a little smarter and more capable, maybe you don't have to suffer so many grievances." ”
If in the past, they regarded all kinds of actions between Yunqi and Yunxi as jokes between girls, then at this moment, Alhatu felt sorry for Yunqi, no, it should be said that he had a problem with Ma Jia's family and everyone in the big house. Maybe a man is careless, but no matter how careless he is, it is impossible for others to rub the people he cares about, even if they are all relatives, but there is also a difference between relatives and distances.
"Big brother has always been very good, and I really don't have to deny myself because of me. Besides, there are some things that we don't have to choose, like where we come from, where we are. There are some things I don't understand, but I can tell the good from the bad. In the past, I did not fight, nor did I complain, not because I did not want to, but because Ama Eniang did not allow it, but I obeyed them, and they easily abandoned me. Taking a deep breath, Yunxi looked at Alhatu who was sitting opposite him fixedly, met his eyes, and said seriously: "Big brother, I am also a person who has died once, so I don't want to be like before, for the sake of others, repeatedly wronged myself, and even be a puppet at the mercy of others." ”
"Hmm. Alhatu looked at Yunxi, who was different from the cowardly before, and nodded for a long time before he said: "Since you have your own choices and goals, then keep going firmly, don't look back, and don't blindly sacrifice yourself for others like before." ”
As soon as Yunxi heard his words, a pair of eyes shone brightly, like stars in the sky.
"Really, doesn't the eldest brother think I'm unfilial?" Yunxi looked at them and asked solemnly.