Chapter 24 - Before the Rain
"Really, doesn't the eldest brother think I'm unfilial?" Yunxi looked at them and asked solemnly.
Since ancient times, it has been a matter of course for children to be filial to their parents. Even if they are not as particular as the Han people, but the basic respect and filial piety are still there, coupled with the relationship between the first emperor and the current saint who vigorously promoted Confucianism, the family members rushed to follow suit and made many changes. Even though most of the time they learn indecently, and even make a lot of jokes about it, it is because of this that they will be more strict later, especially for them women.
Yunxi was a victim of this incident, she could understand Suo Luofu's eagerness to change, but she couldn't accept their wanton sacrifice of others.
Some people may want to say that they have enjoyed the glory and wealth brought by the family, and they naturally have to pay for it. But this is not the case, and she does not enjoy the favor and maintenance given by the family, what she can feel is always cold and wanton manipulation, and even watching others forcibly take away everything that originally belonged to her.
confessed at this time, not to plot against Alhatu and let him fight with his parents who were always dragging his feet, but to remind him, after all, once she started to do it later, it would not be just a big house to be injured, and it was possible that her parents would follow her.
Of course, if Xilin Jue Luo was smarter, it would still be possible to avoid it, but unfortunately she was not only not smart, but also liked to be smart very much.
"Fool...... Filial piety is not expressed in terms of one's own grievances. Alhatu's voice choked, and he said seriously: "Compared with the past, the eldest brother would rather you know how to think more about yourself like you are now." ”
Yunxi's tears flowed down at once, "Big brother...... I really didn't want to hurt anyone, but I couldn't help it! I wanted to live, live happily, but none of them wanted to fulfill me!"
"In that case, then you are to be yourself. Alhatu looked at Yunxi who couldn't cry himself, his heart was sour, and he blamed himself incomparably.
Since he received the news that Yunxi was sent to Zhuangzi, he really thought about it a lot. From the past to the present, he carefully reviewed everything in the past, and thought about it carefully, only to find that there were actually many problems in this family that looked harmonious on the surface, even he Ama Eniang was not as perfect and loving as he imagined, otherwise how could his sister be easily sent away.
He had no intention of judging what his Ama Eniang had done, but he knew in his heart that his sister had made the right choice, and that even a child of hers should not have to endure these pains at all.
The little girl didn't know what to plan for herself before, he just wanted to help, and there were few places to do it, but now that she understands and knows what she wants, then he will naturally try to help her, after all, this daughter's family always lives harder than men, if even he treats him coldly, wouldn't she live a more difficult life?
"Big brother, I'm actually ......"
"You don't have to say anything, big brother understands. Alhatu looked at Yunxi, who was spitting, thinking that she was soft-hearted again, and couldn't help but interrupt her directly.
Perhaps in his heart, what he was most afraid of was not Yunxi's change, but Yunxi's cowardice and obedience in the past.
"Sister, there are some things that the eldest brother can't say too clearly, but if you need the eldest brother's help, let someone go to Zhou Fu from the outer gate, he is the eldest brother's person, he knows what to do. Alhatu said softly.
"Good. Yunxi saw that he was careful and did not refuse, raised a smile, and agreed very simply.
The brother and sister talked for a while, some of them were inside the house, and some trivial matters outside the house and in the camp.
Yunxi had the heart to understand the current situation outside, and she knew in her heart that the rebellion of the three feudatories would gradually rise, and the situation would become more and more complicated, and Alhatu, who was still in the camp at that time, would definitely be sent out if there was no accident. In the previous life, due to the intervention of Xilin Jueluo, Alhatu failed to be a battlefield, and in the end he failed to get the opportunity to make contributions, which became a knot in Alhatu's heart that could not be untied, and in this life, even if Yunxi knew the danger of the battlefield, she still wanted to help him realize this wish, because she knew in her heart that if she couldn't let Alhatu go on a trip in person, even if she did it again, he would still have a knot in his heart that could not be untied.
Rather than let him live with this knot for the rest of his life, she would rather he go on a trip himself.
"If only you could understand. Alhatu looked at Yunxi's big black and white eyes and smiling delicate face, and felt that there was no better sister in the world than Yunxi.
"Big brother, although my sister rarely goes out, but the last time I went to Zhuangzi and I heard some rumors these days, I have something I want to ask my brother?" Yun Xi raised his head and looked directly at Alhatu, "Now that the three feudatories are in chaos and the war is breaking out, I'm afraid it won't be calm in a short time, but my brother wants to go to the battlefield and show his ambitions?"
"I ......" Alhatu's face was slightly stunned, as if he didn't expect Yunxi to ask this, his eyes flashed slightly, wanting to avoid Yunxi's eyes, but Yunxi insisted on wanting an answer, so he said honestly: "I do have the intention of going to the battlefield." Although the rebellion of the three feudatories happened suddenly, it was a rare opportunity for me. Over the years, our second room has been hidden behind the big room, and everything is respected by the big room, but in the end, the big room doesn't take the second room as a thing at all. Ever since I found out that you were sent to Zhuangzi, I thought about what I wanted to do? If I don't tell you about your popularity, I have to at least let Dafang know about my scruples. If it was because I didn't have a chance before, now that the opportunity has come, I naturally want to seize this opportunity. ”
Alhatu said that his plan, his tone seemed anxious and fast, and his expression was a little excited, from here it is not difficult to see how much he wants to change the status quo, and how much he wants to be the backing of his family, Yunxi looked at him with wide eyes, a trace of distress flashed in his eyes, but with a look of support on his face, he said: "Big brother, I understand what you mean, you don't have to be in such a hurry!"
"I'm just ......" Alhatu looked at the supportive look on Yunxi's face, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and reached out and scratched the back of his head, "From the day I entered the camp, I knew that if I wanted to make a career, I could only rely on myself, not on Amuqi, so whether it was in the camp or at home, I never dared to slack off." ”
If he doesn't say some things, it doesn't mean that he has no bottom in his heart, Amuqi is really good to him, but he is not his biological son after all, he will inevitably have reservations in his actions, and even because he has no relationship with his son-in-law, he is secretly suppressed. In order not to worry his family, he never showed it.
But after entering the guard camp, he has been thinking about fighting hard to get out of Amuqi's control, and the rebellion of the three feudatories is the biggest opportunity he has encountered.
After being sent to Zhuangzi from Yunxi, he was still a little hesitant and made up his mind instantly. He felt that the people in the big house could easily decide the life and death of his sister, and one day they could easily decide the life and death of anyone in their second room, and he didn't want to put his own and his relatives' lives in the hands of others, so he needed to prove himself more and achieve achievements to support this family.
Yunxi lowered her eyes, she always thought that her eldest brother wanted to go to the battlefield only because of her ambition, and now she knew that her eldest brother had moved to the battlefield for them, and for a while, Yunxi's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, "I understand the eldest brother's intentions, but the sword has no eyes on the battlefield, has the eldest brother ever thought about how dangerous this is, besides, if this matter is known to Eniang, she will definitely make a big fuss? ”
In the previous life, it was not because of a big trouble in Xilin Jue Luo's clan that not only made Alhatu lose the opportunity to go to the battlefield, but even this guard battalion failed to stay, and then he used Xilin Jue Luo's will as an excuse to completely suppress the future of Alhatu's eldest grandson.
Alhatu clenched his fists with his hands, coughed in disguise, and said with some embarrassment: "You can hide this matter from Eniang and them first, and when everything is arranged, even if they don't agree, it will be impossible to stop me......"
When Yunxi heard this, she couldn't help but widen her eyes, obviously she didn't expect that her eldest brother, who had always been honest and motivated, would also have such a cunning side.
"Okay, sister, eldest brother, there is no way to do this, as for the house, you don't have to worry about Ama Eniang, Anahuzhan is already sensible, it's yourself, be careful. Alhatu's face was slightly red, but he tried to tell Yunxi to take good care of himself.
"Big brother, don't worry, I'm in my province. "Yunxi has already changed his temperament, and naturally it is impossible to embarrass himself for other people's things like before. However, thinking about her next plan, she couldn't help but look at Alhatu and said, "Big brother, if it's convenient, arrange two useful stewards for me!"
"Steward, sister, but she's short of money?" said Alhatu, who was about to dig out his purse.
Yunxi looked at him like this, couldn't help but hold his hand, and said softly: "Big brother, I don't lack silver, I just need to use people." ”
"Sister, do you have any other plans?" Alhatu looked at his sister who was still wearing baby fat in front of him, and began to understand a little.
The girls in the boudoir rarely have the opportunity to contact the outside world before they get married, and most of them go out to kiss and incense, like Yunxi, who clearly said what he wants to do?
"Yes. Although I am not short of silver now, no one can guarantee that I will not be short of silver in the future. It is normal for the people in the house to praise the high and the low, whether I want to protect myself or plan for my future, it is inevitable to use silver, even if my current savings are enough, but after a long time, I am afraid that it will be difficult to support, I am considered to be a rainy day. Yunxi dragged his cheeks with one hand, looked at Alhatu quietly with both eyes, and told the truth.
It is said that money can make ghosts grind, if Yunxi wants to muddy the muddy waters of Suoluofu, and get benefits in it, then he must have capital. And the monthly rules in the house, as well as the various rewards, are basically only enough to spend on weekdays. Before, Yunxi was young, coupled with her weak temperament, she had little expenses, and she saved a lot, but then, since she wanted to make trouble, she must give people benefits, yes, this original savings seem to be thin.
"And what are your plans?" Alhatu understood that she was telling the truth, so he didn't say much, and expressed his support directly with actions.