(24) Have you ever loved me?

"Shen Bijun, why are you here?" Xu Sinan just stood at the gate of Jianan Art Society, and found that the person who came was Shen Bijun.

She walked from the gray cement road that day, wearing a gray fluffy pullover sweater and a pair of straight-leg dark blue jeans, her long hair scattered on her back, slightly fluttering in the wind she brought, holding a small square box in her hand, and the red sunset in the west dyed her very dreamily. Xu Sinan has imagined more than once that she is as beautiful as when she was a student.

Shen Bijun walked in front of Xu Sinan and looked down at the box in his hand, he didn't expect it to become so awkward to meet him.

"Is Wen Xian there?"

"Huh?" Xu Sinan was stunned, and immediately understood that he was not looking for him, he pointed to the office upstairs, "He is still in the office." ”

"Thank you. Shen Bijun also wanted to be like before, calling him a brother or a brother, but when something like that happened, she still couldn't convince herself, she smiled faintly and thanked him and went to find Wen Xian without looking back.

Xu Sinan smiled bitterly, as if he was making fun of his self-inflicted amorous feelings just now, they are already engaged, what is he still thinking?

Shen Bijun came to the door of Wen Xian's office, but she didn't go in for a long time, and the place where her eyes came was that Wen Xian was sitting at the desk and typing the keyboard meticulously.

She just stood outside until he finished and locked the door.

"Why are you here?" Wen Xian was surprised why she was thinking about Shen Bijun in her heart, she was really in front of her.

Shen Bijun stood for too long and her feet were numb, so she could only wait for Wen Xian to come over and save her with a painful face.

"Why don't you go in and wait?" Wen Xian said as he bent over and motioned for Shen Bijun to come to his back.

She obediently lay on her stomach and hung on him, "I'm afraid of disturbing your train of thought." ”

"As soon as I saw you, my whole life was disrupted, what other ideas do you mention?" Wen Xian's poor mouth was always so silent.

Shen Bijun lay on his back and opened the box in his hand in front of him, "Oh, this is for you, the first thing I think of when I take a fancy to it is you." ”

"Then in your eyes, what qualities of it resemble me?" Wen Xian was suddenly curious, the enamel bird brooch in front of him was obviously a lady's, how could Shen Bijun think of him at a glance?

She closed the lid and continued to wrap it around his neck, beginning her own crookedness, "It's lonely, and at first glance it's sitting alone in the corner of a cabinet." ”

"Since you've given me a ring," she looked at the ring finger of her left hand and rubbed the diamond ring involuntarily, "In return, I'm going to give you this brooch, after wearing it, if you attend any event, others will know at a glance that you have a wife, and the brooch is much more obvious than a ring!"

"Why don't you just write the word 'Lord' on my face every time I go out in the future. Wen Xian couldn't help but feel a little funny, it turned out that Shen Bijun was so childish, this shows that her heart is very fragile, one person's possessiveness for another person is probably making up for the imperfect vacancy in her heart, when two people who have a vacancy in their hearts are together, they are destined not to leave the other party.

Shen Bijun didn't react for a while, but after thinking about it, Wen Xian was laughing at her, right?

"Hey, you don't know how serious and serious I was when I said that!"

Shen Bijun grabbed Wen Xian's collar and wanted to threaten him with his bare hands, but he almost threw her off with a slight shake, so scared that she didn't dare to make a second time, but just as they were having fun, a slender woman stood under the maple tree that was about to lose its leaves not far away, waving in their direction, Shen Bijun recognized the person with sharp eyes, "Eh, that's Lu Yuruan?"

Wen Xian's smile suddenly froze on his face, and suddenly became serious, "What is she doing here?"

"Yes, what is she doing, how do I know?" Shen Bijun said a clear retort, and his tone seemed to imply that the purpose of Lu Yuruan's trip was Wen Xian.

"Miss Shen, I'm sorry to disturb you, can I say something to Wen Xian alone?" Sure enough, the woman's judgment was as accurate as ever.

Shen Bijun got down from Wen Xian's back in a sneer, and was about to walk away from them by himself, but he was held by Wen Xian again, and he held it tightly, "I don't think there's anything that Shen Bijun can't listen to." ”

"Having said that, I still kindly remind you that the two of us have special identities, are you sure that something that even you don't want Miss Shen to know will come out of my mouth?" Lu Yuruan's tone was very light, but the threat was very heavy, probably thousands of years ago, he had already made enemies with Wen Xian, Shen Bijun really couldn't find the slightest trace of being lovers in the expressions and tones of the two of them, but he didn't deal with them anywhere.

"What else is there to hide from me?" Shen Bijun could only muttered in his heart cautiously.

Wen Xian seemed to know what she meant, so she let go of Shen Bijun's hand, she had expected this, and she was not particularly disappointed. He suddenly opened the box from her hand, took out the little bird brooch lying inside, and pinned it on his coat near his heart, Shen Bijun asked with his eyes in confusion.

"Mrs. Wen, I'll come to you right away. Wen Xian smiled and closed the box and put it back in her hand.

The person in front of her is reassuring her!

"Good. She smiled as he did, but the annoying thing was that she almost couldn't control her tears.

Lu Yuruan, as an outsider, obviously didn't understand what they were doing, but she didn't plan to understand, these things had nothing to do with her for a long time.

When she watched Shen Bijun walk away, she let go of the arrogance just now and turned into her original gentle appearance, and even the face she had just been tense just now suddenly became much darker and haggard.

"Ruchun, I'm sorry. Her sudden apology made Wen Xian wonder, not to mention that her name is still Ruchun, so what identity is she, Lu Yuruan or Zhao Eunniang?

"Actually, I once picked up the fragment of your incense stone, and when I was about to dissipate," Lu Yuruan took out the fragment from his bag, which is now no different from an ordinary stone, "I recognized it as a regenerative stone, so I used this to save my life and survive until now, but I rely on it too much and use it extremely frequently, and now I have run out of energy." ”

"Since you picked it up, it's yours, what are you doing to apologize to me?" Wen Xian's tone was very cold, and he always politely kept a few steps away from her, he knew that he was not the Wen Ruchun of the past, and she was no longer Zhao Eunniang, so there was no need to miss the meaningless things in the past.

Lu Yuruan saw that he didn't take it for a long time, so he casually threw it under the roots of the maple tree, and no longer cherished it, and then sighed, it seemed that he was very tired, "I'm sorry, it's the next thing, I once lied to him in order not to worry Meng Qilan, and said that the incense stone you have there can save me, saying that I can live myself, in fact, I know very well that I don't have time, but he still believes that you can save me, so I'm worried that he will look for you... Or Shen Bijun's trouble, I hope you are careful yourself, he hasn't come to me for a long time. ”

It's been a long time, long enough for her to not think about him for dinner.

And the fact is that Wen Xian also has no incense stone, he has already put it into Lin Yi's heart, and if he takes out the incense stone, Lin Yi will definitely die.

"I'm sorry," his heart softened suddenly, and his tone calmed down a lot, "I really can't save you, and I can't give you the incense stone." ”

"Since I'm here, I'm not here to ask you for help, I just want to remind you, by the way, I overheard a message that immortal people don't live for more than five thousand years, and we will all disappear, but sooner or later, this time I came to say goodbye to you. ”

She has been wandering in this world for so many years, knowing that he is not dead, and she does not want to come to him again, but this should be the last side, since she has enjoyed such a long life, it doesn't matter if the ending is cruel.

She finally had the strength to laugh, with unprecedented ease, but a little effortless, "Anyway, I don't have to live like this in the future, I'm going to return the stolen days, I wish you and her a good time for the rest of your life." ”

Of course, Wen Xian knows what it means to return the stolen days, and that is what he will do in the end, and he will disappear after going to reincarnation.

That day, Lu Yuruan was wearing a very beautiful embroidered skirt, a velvet scarf, and an emerald gemstone necklace given to her by Meng Qilan.

"Doctor Meng, what are you doing with me in such a hurry?" In the corridor, it was the footsteps of Meng Qilan returning home, and the voice of a sweet girl.

"My mother is going to raid and check later, not to say that she wants to find my girlfriend who is making a lot of noise on the Internet, where do I have a girlfriend, isn't it just fun to have fun with that kind of female star?" Meng Qilan was unusual, from the previous good gentleman to a playboy, these frivolous words can even blurt out, "Looking for you to pretend to be my girlfriend, let her stop checking me while she dies as soon as possible, it's also idle to panic her old man." ”

"In this way, is it really good to lie to Auntie?" the girl cautiously tested.

"Ouch, who said that you lied, don't you like me, then we'll fake it. Meng Qilan suddenly stopped, pinched the girl's chin and kissed it.

Lu Yuruan is now in the dark, she sees everything, she bites her lip tightly for fear that she will choke, and her lower lip bites out blood, she is shocked in pain, her whole body is trembling, she slowly reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, but she didn't expect that the more she wiped, there was no way to wipe it off.

"Hello, my name is Meng Qilan, I am a graduate, and I am about to intern in the city hospital. ”

"Hello, my name is Lu Yuruan, and I will tell you secretly, I am a little star. ”

The scene of the first meeting began to replay in her mind, at that time she thought that it would be a lifetime for her to find him again, and he may never know that when she saw him again in the world, it was the happiest time in her life, and he still loved her so much at that time.

"What is this. Meng Qilan and the girl arrived at the door, and the girl found that there was an emerald gemstone necklace hanging on the doorknob.

"Ah Ruan!" Meng Qilan's heart suddenly chuckled, and then he jumped faster and faster, so fast that his whole body was so dizzy that he couldn't stand, it was she who came, "It's her who came, she was finally willing to come to me." ”

He violently ripped off the necklace and chased it out to the spare staircase in the other direction, and the girl was left behind and called him by his name in fear, and he had no intention of agreeing, but ran out with all his might.

"Ah Ruan, where are you. ”

"Wait for me. ”

"I beg you, I beg you!" Meng Qilan ran from the fifth floor to the first floor without finding any trace of Lu Yuruan, and finally had no strength to chase down, so he lay on the grass and panted desperately, biting his arm and sobbing continuously.

"Have you ever loved me...... There was an unforeseen rain in the sky, so heavy that even the mud in the grass washed up, he curled up weakly, and protected the necklace in his arms, let the heavy rain make him unable to open his eyes, his whole body was soaked, and the whole person was dirty, but his mouth still kept repeating that sentence, which he knew that he might not be able to verify from her in person in his life.

He knew, he knew everything, that the woman named Yuhui, who had been looking for him for thousands of years, would never come back, never again......

The rain was too heavy, and Shen Bijun took a lot of effort to close the window, and the pot of flowers on Wen Xian's balcony was lifted to the ground and shattered.

"Where did Lu Yuruan go?" she continued to burrow back into Wen Xian's warm embrace, pressing her head tightly to his chest, listening to the sound of his pounding heartbeat.

Wen Xian hugged her, covered her with the quilt, and gently touched her hair, which made her feel a little sleepy, so he whispered: "She went to a place that is too far away to never come back." ”

"Then you... Will go in the future...... Is it there?"

Wen Xian didn't answer for a long time, and was silent for a moment before lowering his head and kissing her lightly on the top of her head, "Yes." ”

Unfortunately, she was already asleep.