(25) There is no way out of the mountains and rivers

Lu Yuruan's disappearance is undoubtedly a warning to Wen Xian, it is very difficult for a person to live, but it is extremely easy to die, silent as an inconspicuous leaf blown away by the wind.

For every mortal, it is true.

He sat in Bai Rongyue's courtyard, letting the cold wind blow, watching a few red carp swim around in the shallow pool, these are all living beings, and he doesn't know which day he will disappear without a trace in this world.

"Come in and have a hot cup of tea. Bai Xiangyue didn't get up until she took a lunch break, she was draped in a thick stall, and when she opened the door, she was shivering with the wind.

On such a cold day, he had been waiting for her outside like this.

Wen Xian got up and straightened the chair, and then he was about to go in.

The room was really much warmer, plus Bai Rongyue had a habit of drinking hot tea, the small stove by the window was burning all year round, she took out a small plate of cookies that didn't look good from the food box, put it on the table, and then took out a cup and poured tea for Wen Xian.

"This, it was brought to me by Shen Bijun in class yesterday, and he said that he made it himself, but he didn't look very good," mentioning Shen Bijun, Bai Rongyue's smile would become as kind as a mother, "But the taste is still good." ”

Wen Xian picked up a small biscuit, put it in his mouth, took a small bite, chewed it carefully, and immediately the aroma overflowed between his lips and teeth, it was the taste of chocolate, but it was not greasy that he hated, but there was an extra lemon fragrance.

"This kind of biscuit, really only she can make this taste. Wen Xian's eyes were full of pampering, a small biscuit made him cherish it so much, he looked at the dishes and biscuits lying on the plate and could imagine Shen Bijun busy in the kitchen, seeing the sunlight shining through the kitchen window on her, would she also be busy picking up the broken hair hanging down her ears?

Bai Rongyue shook her hand in front of him, it turned out that he thought Shen Bijun was so fascinated.

"Oh, I'm sorry!" Wen Xian took a sip of tea to hide his embarrassment, but he didn't expect the tea to be too hot, so he could only swallow it in one gulp, "I... I wonder if Lu Yuruan has come to you?"

"yes. Bai Rongyue put down the teacup and nodded.

"Then she, is she really gone?" Wen Xian also put down the cup and sat up correct.

"Gone. ”

Yesterday, the dress Lu Yuruan wore was very good-looking, her makeup was also exquisite, and her manners were very elegant and decent, even if Bai Rongyue recognized her at a glance, she couldn't believe that she was here to die, and she was so calm that she seemed to be going to a banquet that was so ordinary that it couldn't be more ordinary.

As soon as she entered the door, she bowed deeply to Bai Rongyue.

"I'm sorry, I didn't come to you until now. ”

Bai Rongyue put down the work at hand, although she didn't like Lu Yuruan very much, but she clearly saw that Lu Yuruan's eyes were red, but she didn't ask more, her position did not allow her to ask more, let alone sympathize with the dying person.

"It's good to come, come and sit. Bai Rongyue made room for her, "Fortunately, you're here, you really can't hold on anymore, and if you hold on any longer, your soul won't be able to lock it at all." ”

"Ancestor, I'm not here to ask you to save my soul," she seemed desperate, was it because she saw the disappointing Meng Qilan?, "I want to leave forever, don't reincarnate again, don't return to this world." ”

Lu Yuruan breathed a sigh of relief after saying these words, this world is really nostalgic, if you have ever gotten what you want in the hard running, even if it is just for a moment, it can be regarded as complete.

She stretched out her hand to the table on Bai Rongyue's side, her eyes resolute, "Please nail the Soul Eater Nail in the palm of my hand." ”

In the Divine Realm, a god with extremely high cultivation is afraid of the Soul Devouring Nailed to the bone, that is a kind of skin peeling and cramping pain, how can such mortals bear it? Bai Rongyue was stunned when she heard the request, the Soul Devouring Nailed into the bone, it would be wiped out, and it would be difficult to escape.

"She died under the Soul Eater Nail. Bai Rongyue told Wen Xian truthfully, "She chose the worst way, and the soul devouring was nailed to the bone, turned into a pool of pus, and I have disposed of it." ”

Wen Xian's hand that was about to hold the cup paused, and he stopped to look at Bai Rongyue, wanting to prove that he had heard correctly.

"Soul Eater Nail? she really doesn't give herself a way back. He was speechless, only felt that even the tips of his fingers were cold.

"She originally escaped because of the chaos in the ghost world, and the person who even drank Meng Po's soup had a real body with Lu Qingzhou, and then the fragments of the Regency Stone, and let her live until now, she doesn't need a way back. Bai Rongyue summarized Lu Yuruan's life a little indifferently, she did not continue to sympathize with Lu Yuruan at this time, she was originally a god who sent others away, where could she be sad for others everywhere?

When Wen Xian left the old dream house, Bai Rongyue just inadvertently reminded him that what Lu Yuruan said was right, and his eternal life was only five thousand years, which was ridiculous, Wen Xian only remembered that he was more than four thousand years old, and there was no way to verify how much.

In the city hospital, Shen Bijun had just finished prescribing stomach medicine to Axi, and he wanted to come and see Meng Qilan, after all, he loved Lu Yuruan so much, she could see it at a glance, and now that Lu Yuruan is gone, he must be very sad, think about how painful she is if Wen Xian leaves, and she can put herself in Meng Qilan's current mood.

But when she saw Meng Qilan, she realized that her guess was wrong, not only was he not sad at all, but he was also very happy.

Meng Qilan was wearing a white coat, in the doctor's public rest area, in front of him was a sumptuous boxed lunch, he ate with relish, Shen Bijun couldn't understand Meng Qilan's behavior, isn't the most painful thing to experience life and death is the one who is alive, why can he be so indifferent?

"Meng ......" She wanted to speak, but she held back, could it be that he deliberately pretended to be strong? If so, then she let him recall Lu Yuruan, is it too cruel, think about it, don't mention it.

"Meng Qilan, you're here too!" Shen Bijun pretended to meet him by chance, and greeted him with a smile.

Meng Qilan just took a big bite of rice, and when he saw Shen Bijun, he quickly swallowed it, almost choking, but fortunately there was a water dispenser next to him, so he immediately turned around and took two glasses of water, one for himself and one for Shen Bijun.

"Why are you here?" he drank all the water in one gulp before he felt a little comfortable.

"Oh, Axi's has a bit of a stomach problem, I'm here to prescribe medicine for him," she said for fear that Meng Qilan wouldn't understand, so she specially added, "Axi is a child from the welfare home." ”

Meng Qilan nodded to show that he understood, and then continued to sit in his place, eating, and did not forget to tell Shen Bijun some tips for treating small stomach diseases, "This stomach has a small problem, it is not okay to always take medicine, you must take good care of it, and slowly recuperate, especially children, you have to pay attention to it." ”

Shen Bijun was humbly taught, and she was also too worried about Axi, because he always said that he had stomach pain, and there was no major problem when he came to the hospital for examination, and Meng Qilan felt very reliable when she said this.

It's just that she still can't understand why Meng Qilan's mood is so calm now.

"Meng Qilan," she called him, then dragged a chair herself, sat down across from him, and asked him cautiously, "Are you okay?"

"Me?" Meng Qilan looked at his hands and then his feet with a puzzled face, and even took out his mobile phone to take a picture of his face, before he replied reassuringly and affirmatively, "I'm fine, do I look bad?oh~ If you want to say it's not good, it may be that I'm too busy to wait, and there will be a major operation in a while, oops, I can't talk to you, I'm leaving!"

He looked at his watch, it was past two o'clock, and there was still an hour before the operation, so he left with his lunch box and hurriedly picked up his meal.

"I'm talking about Lu Yuruan!" Shen Bijun really didn't want him to run away like this.

Meng Qilan only then stood still, but his reaction surprised Shen Bijun, he didn't suddenly fall into sadness as she imagined, and still continued to pick up rice, but stopped and looked back at Shen Bijun's eyes full of doubts.

"Lu Yuruan, who is it?" he asked.

Shen Bijun got up from the chair, the medicine on her lap fell to the ground with a snap, she stared at Meng Qilan incredulously, what was he talking about? Her eyes didn't move away for a moment to stare at him, and the worst thing was that he didn't look like he was pretending. He frowned, as if what Shen Bijun said was just a waste of his time, and he didn't want to continue to entangle, so he walked out, not even wanting to ask.

"Meng Qilan, Meng Qilan......" Shen Bijun didn't come back anymore no matter how he called him, she could only savor his expression just now, but she had doubts when she mentioned the word "Lu Yuruan" at first, but his doubts were too bland, just like hearing the name of an ordinary person he didn't know, but it was obvious that Lu Yuruan was not an ordinary stranger in his heart?

Could it be ...... Lu Yuruan disappeared, and there was no memory of her in this world? In order to verify this inference, Shen Bijun casually arrested someone as soon as he left the lounge.

"Do you know Lu Yuruan, that very popular female star!"

"What gold soft silver nephrite is soft, I don't know it, I don't know it. ”

One cannot prove anything!

"Excuse me, do you know Lu Yuruan?

"I know Lu Yi ......"

"Do you know the very popular star Lu Yuruan?"

"I'm sorry I don't know. ”

How could it be? This is a big star from this city, how can no one know her, she didn't admit defeat, and took out her hand to verify, sure enough, Weibo, Baidu and various search networks searched out, either just the same surname, or just can't be verified......

At this time, she felt a little scared, what she was afraid of was that she was doubting, did she know the memory of Lu Yuruan that was real? But what she was most afraid of was that if she disappeared, everyone would forget, what about Wen Xian? Will she forget Wen Xian like Meng Qilan? Forget it completely? Strip away the common life of the two of them?

"Hey...... Feed...... Wen Xian, where are you......" Shen Bijun's hand holding the phone trembled, along with the voice, "I want to see you, I want to see you right now." ”

"Good. ”

Wen Xian had just come out of Bai Rongyue's old dream house, hung up the phone and rushed to Shen Bijun's residence.

As soon as he entered the door, Shen Bijun suddenly got into his arms from the darkness, which caught him a little off guard, but he hugged her as firmly as always.

Shen Bijun just hugged him tighter and tighter, eager to get into his body, and then stepped on his feet and began to kiss Wen Xian madly, not only crazy, but also greedy. Wen Xian didn't react a little, I don't know what happened to her, it's not like usual. Without much thought, he pressed her whole body against the wall, his hand gently dragging her head, and responding to her passionate kiss.

After lingering for a while, Shen Bijun stopped, panting heavily, his eyes were moist, and the envy in front of him was blurry.

"Wen Xian, shall I take you to see my mother?"

"Good. He stroked the hair from her cheeks.

"Wen Xian, shall we go and get a marriage certificate?"

"It's all up to you. ”

After saying this, Shen Bijun took a deep breath, and the tears fell in large drops, and then she slowly took off her coat, and gradually unbuttoned her shirt, Wen Xian saw this, grabbed her hand and stopped her.

"What's wrong with you?" he dragged his coat over Shen Bijun, he had already noticed that she was strange today, something must have happened.

"Wen Xian," she waved his hand away and threw the coat he had draped over her on the ground, "we have a child of our own, okay?"

"Huh?" Wen Xian didn't understand why she suddenly thought so long, obviously he didn't tell her that she didn't live long, and she was doing all this trick work, "What's wrong with you?"

She shook her head, wiped away her tears, and crouched down to force herself to calm down, even she didn't know what was wrong with her.

She's just afraid, just afraid, what if one day she forgets Wen Xian completely?

"What's wrong?" Wen Xian also squatted down, gently wiped her tears, and gently stroked her hair, so that she gradually calmed down, and then carefully hugged her from behind, afraid that she would catch a cold.

She still only shook her head, refusing to confess, "I just, I miss you so much." ”

They only parted in the morning.

Wen Xian naturally didn't believe it, still touching her hair, suddenly he lowered his head and bit her neck gently, her left ear, right ear, Shen Bijun's heart was numb, and his whole body seemed to have an electric current jumping back and forth, he closed his eyes shyly, he was so bold just now that it was her, why did she become so nervous now before everything was about to come......

Wen Xian kissed her very seriously and gently, kissing every inch from her neck to her ears again, and then picked her up and gently put her on the bed, and continued to kiss her affectionately, her lips, her cheeks, her eyes, all had to be kissed very seriously, she was really fragrant, even the kiss was sweet, Shen Bijun's eyes were blurred, and he was about to lose sight of him, so he could only respond to his kisses in his rhythm, feel his temperature, from his hands to every inch of skin, and in a hazy way, she felt that the buttons of her shirt were being unbuttoned one by one, and his fingers were cold, when she touched her hot body, like a sip of iced Coke that you suddenly drink in the heat of summer...... Immediately afterwards, there was a slow lingering, which she could never forget in her life, his temperature was so real, so real, rubbing against every inch of her skin, touching, and then wrapping her whole body, loving her passionately and restrainedly......

Only at this time will Shen Bijun not be afraid of losing him.