"Monologue

Lifetime

Meng Qilan × Xiang Mingle × Zhong Mu

I would have turned my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shone on the ditch.

(Lifetime Meng Qilan)

"Mr. Meng Qilan, the people of the entire Jiangcheng know that you were an excellent doctor before you took over the Meng family, but what everyone doesn't understand is why you made such a change?"

"How tiring it is to be a doctor, isn't it good to sit in the office and strategize and inherit the family business?"

"But we heard that the reason why you chose to study abroad was because you were trapped by love before, is this true?"

"You... Your magazine's!"

Hey, young journalists nowadays are really tricky, and they can ask about everything, but fortunately, in the face of this situation, I usually choose to walk away and leave them messy there.

However, I have also explained the real reason for studying abroad, because I don't want to watch my sister Meng Lianxi, a girl's family, wear armor every day for the sake of the whole family, and pretend to be a sophisticated businessman and beware of a group of greasy old men.

It's that simple.

I really didn't run away.

In the second year of studying abroad, Lian Xi sent a lot of my things from home, including some letters, greeting cards, and so on. My sister was too lazy and didn't help me sift through the unimportant things, so she packed them all together. For example, a wedding invitation to Mingle and Zhongmu. It was casually placed in a pile of brown brown paper envelopes, but the bright red color was very eye-catching to me.

When I opened the gilded wedding card, my hands shook so hard for the first time, as if I was facing a death notice... Well, my heart also acquiesced at that moment, that is, the love death book that I looked forward to when I looked forward to the stars and the moon...

Before that, I always thought that the way I loved Xiang Mingle was the most right, always protecting her, caring for her carefully, not letting her be drenched in the rain, not letting her be sunburned in the sun, and letting her live like a canary in a cage. I must be good to her, and I will not care about anything in return, so that she can stay by my side forever... But it wasn't until I met Xiang Mingle who stayed by Zhong Mu's side later that I realized how naïve and ridiculous my self-righteous assumptions were.

That kind of Xiang Mingle makes me wonder if she has any ability to be reborn, when talking to people, she always has a confident and pleasant smile on her face, and there is no trace of timidity and worry, it seems that she doesn't need a superfluous person like me to solve the siege or come forward for her... Even when she saw me again after many years of separation, she refused to even reveal her superfluous nostalgia, her eyes were full of openness, she just smiled gracefully and generously, and said, "Doctor Meng, long time no see." ”

I remember the day I came back, I heard the phrase "long time no see" from many old friends, but it was the one that belonged to Xiang Mingle, which almost made me lose my temper in front of so many people.

To be honest, I don't understand why I was kicked out, and then I thought about it for a long time to summarize it piecemeal: probably because I was born stupid, I was born a good deck of cards to play out, and when the other party had no power to fight back, I didn't hesitate to play four two with two kings...

But no matter what, I am the one with the most regrets, just like Shen Bijun said: I am the light of Xiang Mingle's most difficult college years, shining her light on the whole confused and depressed, and Zhong Mu is the sun that really gave her warmth. So light is just light, it is always an ethereal and flashy illusion.

It's a pity, in my lifetime, my greatest luck is to see Xiang Mingle have someone who can be entrusted for life. Although I have never seen her in a wedding dress, I think she should have been beautiful at that time, and she should have been happy at that time... No, I hope she will always be happy.

(Lifetime: Xiang Mingle Chapter)

Everyone likes to ask me why it's not Meng Qilan.

Why not Meng Qilan? Before I got married, I always liked to ask myself this question.

He was gentle and considerate, handsome and rich, thoughtful in everything, and able to protect my family well, so good to me that he almost forgot that he and I were not the right person at all.

When Meng Qilan returned to China that day, I was also in the pick-up team. I can't tell why I want to go, I just think I must take a look at him. Probably because on the day he left, I obviously made up my mind to take a taxi to find him, but I was stopped by the blocked road, and I always had a little regret in my heart, but regret is just regret after all, but I can no longer be a little sad. After all, I have never disobeyed God's arrangement.

But when did it start, when did I decide to forget about him? Probably that was an extraordinarily peaceful New Year, when he came to me so early in the morning, and I had to resist the urge to throw away the big bag in my hand and run to his arms, listening to him finish those parting words... Perhaps by now he understood that his words were like a basin of cold water pouring down from my head, dousing my joy and all the years of anticipation...

I also thought that he might have a hard time, but you see, water is water, whether it is cold or hot, it can extinguish a torch......

At that time, I understood, this long twisting and self-confrontation, here is finally all over, even if everything about him has fascinated and regretted me, but in the end, love is not everything, love, is not...

I admit that Zhong Mu is indeed a bad master. He had a terrible temper, threw my reports in the trash at every glance, and always liked to hit my dozing head with a bulky gel pen... Look, it's so annoying.

But under his harshness and difficulties in just a few months, I slowly found that I was becoming the type of person I envied the most, the kind of person who could be very confident and confident. Originally, Xiang Mingle, who was extremely poor and not beautiful, and was always silent, was strangled to death by him with his own hands.

I suddenly remembered that on the day of the proposal, he just asked me to go to the hospital cafeteria for lunch, and after sitting down, he took a ring from the pocket of his white coat and pushed it from the other end of the table to me, saying, "If you don't have any objections, you can wear it." As soon as my finger touched the ring, he looked up in joy and said, "I'll just give you your consent," and gave me the drumsticks in his bowl.

This marriage proposal with no mountain alliance and sea vows but only two short sentences is really torturous, but just two sentences are enough for me to decide that he is the one who wants to spend the rest of his life with me.

In my lifetime, I was very happy to have met Meng Qilan, after all, he was the sweetest girl's heart in my entire ignorant years. But I cherish meeting Zhong Mu even more, the person who won't push me away, it is he who makes me start to look forward to a warm home.

(In My Life: Zhong Mu Chapter)

My name is Zhong Mu, Zhong Kui's Zhong, and Harmony's Mu, the black-faced god in the hearts of all interns, except for a thin and quiet girl, almost everyone else is afraid of me.

Later, that thin and quiet girl became my wife.

Meng Qilan and I have been good friends for so many years, and according to everyone's words, my behavior is digging the corner of a good friend. But I don't think so, how can such a thing as feelings be said to come first and come first? At first, all the people around my wife didn't believe that I had the ability to make her forget Meng Qilan, but as you can see, I really did it.

My wife always said that she was very poor and couldn't do anything. What she didn't know was that the person with the worst qualifications had always been her husband. I was stupid enough to humiliate her with those luxuries in order to get her attention, ho, but now that I think about it, I was really desperate. When I think back to the day when she threw the shawl I gave me into the trash, I admired her even more, she was not the tenacious Cinderella in a romance drama, but just a really angry Xiang Mingle, a flesh and blood Xiang Mingle who would not be muffled and silent.

Later, I was even more stupid than I was at that time, I had to leave the hardest work to her, and I often took her with me to go to the ward rounds and night patrols, I thought that she would have no energy to think about Meng Qilan, but I didn't expect that to exhaust her... I almost freaked out when she passed out in the hospital hall, but I was lucky enough to hug her in time, otherwise I would have fallen on the hard, cold marble floor... It was also on that day that I confessed in a daze!

After Meng Qilan returned to China, he made an appointment with me alone, and I had a few drinks with him at his house when I was on vacation in those days, who knew that he was so drunk so badly, he was drunk after just a few drinks, and when he was drunk, he took my hand and sang "Regret" in the living room... I knew what he was saying, but I didn't want to respond to him, thinking that the person he loved was my wife.

Immediately after that, I was also drunk, drunk and messy, and when I woke up, I only remembered that I hugged him and said, "My wife's name is Xiang Mingle, she is gentle, virtuous, lovely and kind! She still loves me the most!"

At dawn, my wife came to Meng Qilan's house to pick me up, she saw two people with hangover faces sitting on the sofa, so she simply made a bowl of sobering soup for each of us, but her eyes after she sat down were always on me.

In fact, no matter what time it is, I have never had a problem in my heart, and I have never worried that my wife will have any wavering, even if she said that she wants to continue to be friends with Meng Qilan, I don't mind, because I am very grateful that she is willing to be honest with each other, and I am also grateful to Meng Qilan for being so protective of her.

Mrs. Zhong, it is my greatest blessing to meet you in my lifetime.