In the concert hall, Yang Qi's ten fingers danced on the black and white keys. He didn't speak, just kept playing, and the melodies of the various songs were strung together, one after the other, casually and naturally. All the listeners couldn't help but talk to each other, they didn't understand what this concert was about. But as the music slowly evolves, a deep and broad spiritual power gradually diffuses along with the melody, gradually making people quiet and listening.

The song is a heart sound, and Yang Qi rarely unbridled volatilizes his spiritual power, because he rarely has too outgoing and strong emotions. But now, his whole person is soaked in the red torrent of two years ago, and those feelings can't be suppressed even if he wants to.

When his memories went somewhere, he just finished playing the previous song. He was silent for a moment, letting the afterglow of the previous song echo, but he froze as petrified. No one knew that when playing the next song, Yang Qi's mind finally sank into the depths of the sea of memories and began to touch the reddest place.

The primordial place where the ripples of the heart at the bottom spread, the birthplace of the demons in the heart.

Come on, Battle of the Hearts, no equipment and no preparation.

So, can't escape, let me see, that used to be me.

There is a song that he not only has to play, but also sings in his own voice. This song has been pressed in my heart for a long time, and today, it can no longer be suppressed. So, Yang Qi took a deep breath and opened his mouth. He exhaled and opened his voice, just a cappella without accompaniment, but this simple sentence instantly captured everyone's hearts. It made everyone's eyes widen, as if they were instantly dragged into the depths of time.

[At first, I just believed. The great thing is the feelings. Finally me. Unable to see clearly. It is fate that is strong. 】

No one can resist his soul-sung, wholehearted-singing voice. It's not just a matter of mental power, it's a shock of thorough dedication. Everyone was instantly aroused in a deep and stunned way, but only one person reacted the most.

It's a stupid cute, she seems to have been broken through the defense of her heart by this song, and suddenly raised her hand to cover her mouth. A glittering spot of light instantly accumulated in her eyes, and Yang Shu grabbed her hand worriedly. She just stubbornly shook her head and endured the crystal dripping, but her hands were trembling, and she couldn't say a word. In that past, many people accumulated too much affection. And Yang Qi's sentence completely detonated himself and her.

The curves of memory fit together at this moment, and the two people on and off the stage recalled the same thing on the same day at the same time.

In late December 2012, the fool Qi, thin described withered.

After seeing his sunken eye sockets and thin face. And that smile that seemed to hide all the bitterness, when I heard his teasing words pretending to be casual. Stupid and cute, the heart is like a broken embankment. After Nerd Xi returned, she called Fool Qi. Ten minutes later, the two appeared on that familiar road.

The cold wind was biting, and the two walked side by side, less than a fist apart.

After walking hundreds of meters and being silent for hundreds of meters, Fool Qi spoke first. He sighed, looked at the dark sky, and his tone was full of loneliness: "Da Meng, you are right, I was wrong." I failed, I, I still can't do it......"

[You still, choose, go back.] She pierces your heart, and you still can't wake up. 】

Hearing his words, Da Meng shook slightly, then raised his head and inhaled hard, so that he wanted to suck off the excess love, and said similarly: "Now, you understand." Love is something that can't be helped. That's love, but more than that, it's fate. Fate has come to us, and we can only accept fate. ”

"Accept ......your fate," the fool smiled bitterly, then shook his head and said slowly: "I like people, but I like others-this story, we have heard too much, it is already very familiar, not new." is so familiar that I no longer even laugh at the stupidity of the person concerned, nor do I talk about what it would be if I were myself, because I have laughed at it too many times and talked about it too many times. However, I didn't expect that after the real encounter, it was like this, like this...... How to say it - deadly. Da Meng, if you were me, what would you do?"

"I ......" Da Meng's face was hidden in the shadows, and he couldn't see the expression clearly: "I will be silently, silently, good to him - not to make him embarrassed." ”

[When you say love, it's a dream. I can only repay the happiness I borrowed from you!]

You, like the moon, are gentle and bright. She, like the sun, is bright and fiery. I, however, are like stars, only shining with fluorescent light.

"I don't know, I don't understand, I don't know how to pursue anyone. If I really like someone, I will never cause trouble for him, I will only quietly do what I have to do. ”

[If you want to stay, you can't stay, it's the loneliest. didn't finish the gentleness, only the song left. 】

The stars and the moon belong to the same night, and you and I have similar melodies. But when the sun rises, it can only disappear in small numbers.

"For the rest, let it be. Who he will like and who he will fall in love with is his choice and the arrangement of fate. And I can only help him as much as I can. ”

[A second before the heartbreak, they hugged each other vigorously and were silent. 】

Will it hate, will it be jealous, will it lament that it is unfair? But you go chase the reflection of the sun.

"Until one day, when the dust settles, you can't let go of everything. ”

If the heart is not here, it cannot stay.

"Whether I succeed or fail, I have no regrets. ”

[Send you with a heartbeat, bitter and sad song.] 】

In the first round, after the soothing cappella, Yang Qi's fingers finally fell on the keys. The sound of the piano began to intervene, the symphony orchestra was also brought in, the music began to plump, and the table doubled and rose exponentially. Those shocks are also rising in the index. At the same time, memories begin to evolve. Yang Qi is like a kidnapper, kidnapping everyone's affection.

[It turns out that love is a kind of willfulness, it shouldn't be, too much consideration. 】

After talking to Da Meng that day, Fool Qi finally returned to that familiar position - friend. He suddenly understood, he knew that the reason why he was in pain was because he didn't know whether to struggle or not. But now, he suddenly gave up. Da Meng is right, if you really love someone. It doesn't have to be possessive. Be nice to her quietly. Do what you're supposed to do. Until one day you can let go.

He told himself: seal all superfluous thoughts, don't show them, don't cause her trouble. As long as you play the role of a friend, it is enough.

It's like putting a seal on your heart, and it's like slashing yourself. Thinking about it like this, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

[There is no love, the public is not fair, only willingness. 】

Days to come. It was the easiest time he'd had in months. He's still like that, listening, helping, not far away, not close, and not obsessed. On the outside, he still lives in a magnificent, diverse and colorful world, and it seems that he is an ordinary elite white-collar worker, and the distance between him and Nerd Xi is just right.

A smile returned to his face, his sleep began to lengthen, and his meal began to pick up. He was like a death row prisoner who had given up his struggle. I knew I was going to die, but I didn't panic.

He sued himself. Don't go for breaking anything.

Until the last days of December, a few days before the New Year's Day holiday. Going to work, making up shifts, working overtime, the end result of the adjustment is that the trips of the three people are different. Da Meng returned to his hometown two days early, and Fool Qi worked overtime in the company.

"Xixi, what about you?" this is what Da Meng asked, and I don't know if she asked for herself or for whom.

"I'm going to my boyfriend's...... Well, go find Zhu Ming. ”

"Oh...... Is this time to discuss marriage? Could it be that you are going to force marriage?" Fool Qi brushed the bowl, he didn't hurt so much anymore, because he used reason and morality to put a seal on his heart. He could go back to the way he did in August and talk about these topics with the expression of a friend without flaws: "You are also the eldest child, and in two years you will be Obasan, and the wedding date has not been decided?"

Hearing this, the nerd Xi just smiled, didn't nod or shake his head, shrugged his shoulders after a faint sigh: "Anyway, the ticket has been bought." Can any of you come and help me pack my bags?" looked at Fool Odd, who was used to looking at him when she needed help.

[You still, choose, go back.] He pierces your heart, and you still can't wake up. 】

Pack your luggage, pack your bags and run to your boyfriend? The boy paused for a few tenths of a second, the seal in his heart fluttering, but he still held on. Just about to clean up his expression and agree, Da Meng preemptively agreed to the errand: "I'll come!"

To be honest, at that moment he quietly breathed a sigh of relief and was sincerely grateful to Da Meng. No matter how he tried to explain himself, this matter was a little too cruel for him.

On New Year's Day, the vast majority of people left the apartment and moved away, and Da Meng also left. That night, the boy worked overtime in the dormitory to make materials, and the nerd Xi came to visit and help cook. Looking at the nerd Xi who was handling the pots and pans, the boy was a little distracted.

He didn't want much, just someone who could be inseparable from each other. Look at the back in front of the stove, the daily life contains a sense of happiness that makes him fascinated.

However, the happy scene reflected in his eyes now is false and does not belong to him. Tomorrow, she will go to his boyfriend to discuss the wedding date. And herself, do what she should do, do not destroy anything good, and slowly forget about her.

[When you say love, it's a dream. I can only repay the happiness I borrowed from you!]

Fate is sometimes so weird, so ridiculous, so ridiculous.

Just after eating, the power suddenly went out, and the whole dormitory fell into darkness. They heard someone open the door and run into the hallway, someone shouting, someone calling the property, someone saying there was a problem with the electrical switch throughout the building. But no matter how lively it is outside, in the darkness of 1421, boys and girls are alone.

What happened?

No, nothing happened. He admits that there was a moment when he wanted to do something, but he was ruthlessly crushed by reason. The girl just spoke: "Fool Qi, your information will be handed in early tomorrow morning, and my notebook still has electricity." It just so happens that I'm going to clean up at the end, and I don't dare to do it alone, so just go to me and do it. ”

So, the two walked back and forth in the dark staircase. In the darkness, the boy felt the two of them close, and could even feel the heat and smell the fragrance. The occasional touch of the shoulders and the occasional friction of the arms made him palpitate and could only be pressed.

Before entering the door of the 2121 dormitory, he told himself that as long as he focused on doing his information and accompanying her to pack up his things, he would leave—and he must not show any abnormality, and he must control himself!

His plan was tight. Nothing went wrong at first. He sat in the living room with his notebook. Keep your eyes glued to the screen. He knew that she was moving from room to room like a lilting cat. Silent. Time slipped away, and he remained calm until he heard her say softly, "You go." ”

[If you want to stay, you can't stay, it's the loneliest. didn't finish the gentleness, only the song left. 】

He looked up in amazement, only to see her leaning against the doorframe. I couldn't see her in the dark, but I could see the eyes. The eyes were fixed on him, and there was a flickering light. But there is also confusion and hesitation. That kind of gaze, never seen before.

The boy had a premonition for a moment, but then laughed at his own self-inflicted affection. "Good. He stood up: "I'll go." ”

With that, he turned and left. But when his hand touched the doorknob, a panicked voice sounded behind him: "You, don't go......! You're not done yet......"

The boy's hand paused in front of the doorknob, and finally nodded: "Okay, I'll finish the information before leaving." ”

In the quiet darkness, the boy typed, but the girl did not move. Occasionally glancing at the occasional glance, the girl was still leaning against the doorframe and looking at this side. The gaze made the boy's heart beat faster, and he forced himself to remain silent.

A moment later. The girl grabbed the door frame irritably, and said again, "You better go." ”

"Okay, I'll go. When the boy stood up again, the girl couldn't help but stop him: "Eh, don't go!"

Fool Qi finally snapped the lid of the computer shut, and it was completely black. He took a deep breath and suppressed his agitated feelings: "If you want me to leave for a while, and won't let me go for a while, what do you want?"

What do you really want to do? This sentence is not just about the present, he wants to ask many, many things, but they are all condensed in this sentence.

"I ...... I don't know. The girl's voice came from the darkness, a little flustered, and a little inexplicably lost: "I just think that if you continue to stay, something bad will happen." ”

[One second before the heartbreak, they hugged each other vigorously and were silent!]

Bad things...... If it's really bad, why did you call me back several times?

Fool Qi has feelings surging in his heart, those feelings are so strong, but he silently said to himself countless times: don't destroy anything. Then, he took a deep breath and stood up and walked over there, God knows why he was still able to control his voice so smoothly: "Are you uncomfortable, or are you afraid of the dark? I'll go get some hot water, you have to leave tomorrow, rest first." ”

"No, I'm not uncomfortable. I just ...... "In the dark, the voice was unexpectedly close to me." A misty light shone through the curtains, and Fool found her leaning against the wall, less than half a foot from herself.

At this distance, the breath is handed over.

In this environment, she said a sentence:

"Fool, will you let me hug it?"

In an instant, love is like the tide of the sea, and the seal of reason is in jeopardy.

Now, two years later, Yang Qi can't explain how many complicated thoughts came to his mind at that time, how much ecstasy, how much bitterness, how much unwillingness, and how many grievances. At this moment, he really wanted to hug it, but he still didn't move after all. He just opened his mouth, but he couldn't control the tremor of his voice. Endless years and memories flowed in his throat, but a thousand thoughts only turned into one sentence that even came out of his own: "You, with what 'position', hug me?"

A trembling word, but there is an endless hysterical roar inside:

In what capacity are you trying to hug me, a friend, or something else?!

I really crave this hug, I really crave it! But if it's an unexplained ** hug, then I'm sorry, I'm - refused! Because I really, really can't bear any further stimulation. I am like a meteor flying by the edge of the star, I covet your light and warmth, I can't break free from your gravitational pull, but even if I get closer, I will be burned to ashes!

I've managed to make myself barely calm, so don't push me to spoil anything!

So, I can't accept this hug!

I don't accept it!

I refuse!

NO！

There was a bang, and the power was restored. The reappearance of the light dispelled the stupid aura lurking in the darkness, giving Fool a feeling of being rescued suddenly. He gasped deeply and fell back onto the couch. He frantically operated with the mouse, saving and pasting, and by the way, he let his love that was about to get out of control cool down.

Peeking over there, the girl began to pack up the box as well. She rummaged through the cabinets, busy with work before and after, and her expression was natural.

Whew, secretly breathed out: every qiē is an illusion, let the illusion end in this light.

"Yang Qi. ”

"Huh?"

"I like you. ”

[With a heartbeat, I will send you a bitter song. (To be continued......)

PS: There's another chapter, I'm writing, don't wait, but I'll definitely send it out tonight!