Piano, Zhongton.

Singing, Zhongton.

The whole concert hall was chosen into oppressive silence. And in the very center of the silence, Yang Qi, closed his eyes tightly. His mood broke through to his face, he gritted his teeth, his face was painful, and he seemed to be out of breath. He opened his eyes again, his eyes red, and looked at the man in the audience.

You, you, how can you be like this!

How can you say it so calmly, so naturally, so indifferently?!!

How can you say it while packing your clothes and sorting out the boxes you have traveled far away?!!

How can you, in such a simple sentence, crush all my pain, entanglement, and persistence, how can you just tear my heart apart!!

"I, too, like, you. ”

Yes, I said so at the time, and I endured it for a long time, but finally I said it. His voice trembled, but he said it anyway. If you don't say it, maybe you won't say it in your life. However, at this moment, in this situation, I really can't bear it anymore and can't hold on anymore!

"You ......" The girl was a little caught off guard, but the two of them were not students or teenagers after all. She didn't have a particularly exaggerated expression, she just paused to tidy up in her hand, turned her back to this side, and maintained a basically stable voice: "I thought that what you liked was Meng Meng." ”

"I'm friends, good friends with her. But with you are not friends, not relatives, not those blurred boundaries. Qi Xi, listen to me. "At this moment, is the heart rejoicing? No, except for rejoicing. And many, many more. There is too much affection. Too much stuff to accumulate. They failed to break through the tear ducts, but their voices were choked. He used all his strength before he finally said it with difficulty:

"I, Yang Qi, as a man, like, as a woman. From the first time I met you, to now. Always, all the time, like you. ”

He saw that the girl had turned around.

He saw that the girl's eyes widened.

He saw that the girl's eyes were red.

He saw tears welling up in the girl's eyes.

What are these tears flowing for? For whom, how pitiful, helpless, and ...... are these tears? Satirize?

He didn't know, he didn't bother to figure it out, he just touched her for the first time - he raised his hand, gently, gently, wiped away the tears. While wiping it away, it drips to the bottom of his heart forever. Like a drop of water falling on the water. It rippled and rippled, splashing a bottomless well of memory.

"This is the first time in my life that I have confessed. He lowered his hand. Suddenly smiled, and felt a little relaxed for the first time in a long time: "I found that it feels pretty good." You say, did my first love succeed or fail?"

"It's a success. She was also amused, then shook her head and sighed: "We, what should we do?"

The boy spread his hands and said, "I have fully surrendered, the choice is yours, if you want to kill, you must listen to the respect." Dead or alive, give me a knife. ”

"I ...... I don't know. However, don't deliberately draw a line or anything like that, let's just let it be. ”

Da Meng is right, feelings are not something that can be drawn if you want to. If the mind is not divided, what is the use of the distance, no matter how far away it is?

So, let it be.

So, the two naturally sat down together and naturally began to chat. They lowered their voices so that the people on the walls of the surrounding dormitories could hear anything, but they couldn't help but complain to each other.

The boy said that he was a big wood and a big fool, and although it was love at first sight, he didn't figure out what he was thinking until recently.

The girl said that she was not smart and found out late. A while ago, you disappeared for a long time and reappeared, and when I saw your haggard appearance, I understood my own mind.

The boy laughed and said that I disappeared and lost weight, and it wasn't because of you? Although I was basically alone in my confusion, it was really so tormented that I could hardly stand it.

The girl also laughed and said that she was not easy either. Since I found out about this, I have been very conflicted, very confused, and I don't know what to do.

The boy was surprised, and said that I really didn't see it, your acting skills are quite strong!

The girl didn't give in, saying that the two of us are each other, and when we meet opponents in terms of acting, no one needs to praise anyone.

That night, Fool said a lot, a lot, and he felt an incredible ease and pleasure. I finally confessed, and the girl I confessed didn't refuse - to be precise, I was confessed by the girl I liked!

Is there anything more ecstatic than that?

As she said: Phased victory!

In a sense, from this point on, it is no longer unrequited love, but a real love!

At this moment, he deeply agreed with Da Meng's words. Do what you have to do, be good to others silently, don't destroy anything, don't fight for anything, and the rest ...... Let it be. And that's what the girl promised – to go with the flow. The world is full of infinite variables, and no one can see through them. My heart is full of turbulent feelings, and I can't make sense of it. But Fool Qi did not lose sleep this night, he slept well, short, but extremely quality.

The next day, go to work. His work is very busy, stressful, and loaded, and he is usually too busy to breathe. But on this morning, everyone could feel the endless initiative and enthusiasm that burst out of him. The efficiency is extremely high and the response is extremely fast, just like a CPU with a high voltage to play overclocking, and the whole person is refreshed like a divine help.

He had heard of high school boys who studied better after falling in love, and he had never believed it, but now he could pat his chest and say that he knew it completely. In his opinion, the sky is wider, the earth is wider, the winter sun is brighter, and even the wind is a little warmer. At eleven o'clock in the afternoon, he took leave of absence and left the company and returned to the apartment. At the door of the apartment, she stood there with a smile on her face, waiting for him.

He pulled the lever of the suitcase, and she grabbed the other side of the lever of the same suitcase. The two did not pull together, but the subtle force of each other was transmitted through the guò pull rod, as if holding hands.

This moment. Happiness filled his heart.

But. The two walked to the parting station.

On the platform. The two talked to each other with a sweeter feeling than ever before, and the topic crossed into many areas that they would not have otherwise stepped into at all. She even asked him, "Will you watch 'that' kind of film too?" and he replied urgently: "You always have to learn, and you still have to start with the textbook - if you use it one day and you are blind, it won't be a shame for you, right?" ”

The atmosphere is truly intoxicating.

But two, people are waiting for the parting train.

The car was very diligent, clucking, clucking, clucking.

"We all had a good time relaxing on a holiday. Think about it. ”

Yang Qi remembered, she said so in her memory, but!

Ten fingers smashed into the bass area to make a powerful sound, like the final judgment song, like a dying lament. A roaring voice roared, he was hoarse, he tried his best, he was exhausted, he was in pain: "If you want to stay, you can't stay, it's the loneliest-!!"

You said it. You like me, I believe it!

Offstage. Da Meng also sang along. She was also hoarse, she tried her best, she was also tired and painful: "I didn't finish the tenderness, only the song left-!!"

You said you would go with the flow, and I believed it!

"A second before my heart breaks!"

I even began to plan for this life!

I'm even starting to look forward to the future!

"Embracing each other vigorously and being silent—!"

I even, in this short half a day, I felt happiness that I had never felt before, and began to imagine the days with you in the future, to rejoice, to believe, to indulge myself!

But!

"Heartbeat to send you a bitter song-!"

On that platform,

At that door opened,

Before you pull the box and walk into the car,

When the door closes,

When you look at me through the glass,

As we smile at each other,

When the car started, accelerated, and clattered out of the station, turned a corner, and couldn't be seen,

Why did my heart suddenly tell me that you will never come back! You will never come back! You will not keep your promise! You just lied and threw me away!

And you, sure enough, didn't come back......

As soon as the holiday is over, although people come back, it is only people who come back.

Yang Qi paused the sound of the piano, he opened his eyes and looked at the audience, looking at the person. The man covered his mouth, she was crying, just like that night, and his expression on the stage was indescribable: "I can't see the permanent ......"

I finally realized that the happiness of that half day was like a return to the light, like a meteor crossing the sky. The splendor of a moment imprisoned my time at that moment, like a cage, and people couldn't get out.

And after the reflection, there is silence and death.

"Hear ......" The sound of the piano became violent again, as if it was about to shatter people's valves, and in an instant to vent the mood that had been suppressed for too long, Yang Qi raised his head and roared, and his voice rolled and roared in everyone's hearing: "Leave-song-!"

The sound of the piano was still there, but Yang Qi suddenly got up. He clenched his fists and stared at the people in the audience, and the people in the audience also stared at him. There were no tears in his eyes, but his teeth were crushed. He finally roared at the stunned man next to her, "Zhu Ming! I will tell you again, remember for me - she doesn't like to listen to any dog day opera! She likes to listen to rock and roll - I ...... I'll you!!"

Bang, in everyone's exclamations, Yang Qi swung a punch with all his strength and smashed it on his head.

Infinite love, like a collapse, this punch was the only way out he could think of.

It's like running in the ice and snow that day, and the pain of the flesh is just to relieve the mania in the heart, which is very naïve, but if you don't, you will be driven crazy.

After a punch, in the midst of everyone's exclamations, Yang Qi fell to the sky. But as his back touched the ground, he put his hands behind him and stood up again. After standing up again, Yang Qi did not have a violent feeling, but his eyes were full of haze and dead silence. He took a step and staggered like drunk.

He walked off the stage slowly, walked past the audience, brushed past all the audience who couldn't help but get up and looked at him in surprise, brushed past Zhu Ming, who Huo Ran got up and clenched his fists but was undecided, brushed past Qi Xi who caught up and wanted to say something, and came to Yang Shu and Da Meng at the door.

The corners of Yang Qi's mouth spasmed unnaturally: "Hurry up." His voice was very weak, the power of the five elephants, the half-step innate state, and the seven-layer prajna all seemed to have become fake, and he said with difficulty: "Everyone, leave, Shanghai...... Danger, go fast, go ......"

Taishang Lingqing Dao allowed him to push his spiritual power to the limit when he had just reached the limit of his affection. The extreme spiritual power penetrated the brick walls and glass, spreading far away to the entire heaven and earth, which made him perceive something, but he was powerless to explain.

Struggling to say this, he seemed to have completed the last order, and his eyes fell completely silent. The memories of the heart are unraveled layer by layer, and the colors keep changing. And the red is not the bottom, Yang Qi's main consciousness has completely smashed through the red boundary and fallen into a deeper place. It was a deep gray-black, the dirt and mire of the soul, and it was impossible to struggle.

The eyes are the window of the heart, when he finished saying what he wanted to say, without waiting for anyone to react, his feet flashed, and he actually walked out of the door and disappeared.

"Fool Qi! Yang Qi!" Da Meng took the lead in chasing out, but he couldn't be seen in the world. She had a gut feeling that this time, he wouldn't go home obediently.

There was another person who also chased out in a panic, but it was Qi Xi. Da Meng glanced at her, both of them were pear blossoms with rain, but Da Meng suddenly said angrily: "How fake and cheap are your tears?

When Qi Xi heard this, it was like being beaten with a stick, she gritted her teeth, turned her head and said angrily: "But what about you! You know everything, but why don't you say anything!"

"Because I can't say it at all!" I can only watch, I can only wait, I can only go with the flow, I can't do anything!" Da Meng screamed uncontrollably, but after she called, she suddenly calmed down again, and suddenly stubbornly wiped away her tears and clenched her fists: "No, no, I can." Rules are rules, but it is my decision to violate them or not. As long as you are willing to bear the consequences, even if you break the rules? I can do it, I can do it!"

At this moment, her fist was suddenly grabbed by a gentle hand. It was Yang Shu, this calm musician, although frowning, was still not flustered. She didn't glance at Qi Xi, but just rubbed Da Meng's tight hands: "Don't worry, there's no hurdle that can't be passed." She pulled Da Meng and walked out, and then said to Apo, who was catching up, gentle but decisive: "Go, find all the people." ”

"Yes, Auntie!" Awa seemed to have found his backbone, and ran away with all his horsepower.

She stared at Da Meng again, and a pair of deep eyes seemed to see through something deep: "I have a lot of things I don't understand, if you can solve my doubts, we might as well have a good chat, what do you think?"

"I ......" Da Meng hesitated for a moment, and finally nodded decisively: "Okay!" (to be continued......

PS: There are only two chapters today, but together they are nine thousand words. When reading these two chapters, I recommend listening to "Leaving Song", I personally think Zhang Liangying's version of the accident is good, of course, the letter version is also good, it's good to choose one of the two~~ The story of two years ago has revealed a lot, but it's still not all. But this line is over for now, so let's go back to another line. Heart, demons, and Tao, the title of the article is not a mascot, and many things should also be written.