Life is not very long, life has not been easy, the stories in fairy tales are really deceitful. People are always too fragile to withstand the wind and rain, and they can't hide from the will of God. Feng Lian thought about it a lot, so much that she didn't know how she went back, and she didn't know how she fell asleep.

Feng Lian didn't know where she was, she just felt very uncomfortable, she couldn't see the people in front of her, she couldn't see the distant scene, she hadn't seen it before, she wanted to be sober, she wanted to face all this, but the more she wanted to be sober, the more she felt dizzy.

Cai Shuo's figure suddenly flashed in front of her, she wanted to get close to him, told him that she was very reluctant to him, and hoped that he would be good and happy whether he was here or there, like before, forever, but she just approached, but Cai Shuo's figure suddenly became blurred and finally disappeared. Instead, there was a woman's back, that back kept moving away, Feng Lian kept chasing, and kept crying, and even screaming, she didn't know why she was doing this, but her intuition told her that she should chase, she was important. Feng Lian still didn't catch up with the back in the end, and the back was also like Cai Shuo's figure before, blurred, and finally disappeared. Then there were several or backs, or figures, some grandmothers that Feng Lian knew, and some she didn't know.

Feng Lian has been chasing these figures and backs, but he has never caught up, and they don't seem to hear Feng Lian's shouts and calls, and Feng Lian's weak retention has no effect. Seeing them all disappear not far from him, Feng Lian's heart seemed to be bleeding from tears, and the sadness at the beginning turned into a collapse in the end. She even wondered if she didn't have to be so powerless as long as she died, even if it was to escape, she didn't want to suffer this heart-rending pain. It's just that she has such a thought, and the birthmark on her collarbone begins to get hot, as if to remind him that there are a lot of beautiful pictures in front of her eyes as if she is saved, all of which are recorded in the happy moments and happy times in the past, but there are many pictures that she has never experienced, a young woman in green is holding a little girl in blue, they pick flowers together, listen to a man tell a story together, chat with a few little boys...

She gradually began to wake up, slowly began to cheer up, and gradually realized that things that are not so will be as smooth as ever, and there are always some people who can't come back and can't keep some things. It's just that life may not be very long, and life is not so easy, but whether it is good or not, we must take it seriously, and the results of our efforts may not be satisfactory, but there are still a few cases of perfect results without working hard. If you are looking for death because you are alone, then what can the people who care about you do not hurt you, frighten you, and prevent you from having the desire to go with the wind. We are all in this world, because we are not alone, there are people who want to care, and there are people who care about you, so we are not just living for ourselves, and therefore, we say that the right to give up is not all in ourselves. How can we not pull ourselves together?

Feng Lian gradually stopped looking and chasing in confusion, and his eyes gradually became clearer. Gradually he heard someone calling to him, someone sobbing, someone getting angry. She gradually became confused, where the hell was herself?

Suddenly I feel strongly shaken.

"You're scared us to death, what's wrong?" Feng Lian only felt that he didn't have any strength, and blinked his eyes very hard, seeing clearly that it was his mother.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, a little uncomfortable, it's okay now, don't worry!" I don't want them to worry, and I don't plan to talk about Cai Shuo in detail.

"Where are you doing nothing, do you know that you have fainted for a day! Dad told you that you didn't wake up, afraid that something would happen to you, so he sent you directly to the hospital, but before you got out of the hospital, you started to have a high fever again, and cold sweat broke out on the side, you! I'm worried about death!" Feng Dai saw Feng Lian and wanted to fool the past, she knew that her sister liked to hide all the sad and sad things in her heart, not to let them worry, but she didn't like her to be too sensible, so it was really too tiring. Family, shouldn't they heal each other, she didn't say how to heal her. She is really distressed, she is only one year older than Feng Lian, and the brothers and sisters in the family are all older and younger, and Feng Lian does take good care of her when she is young, or she is the one who is more like her sister. She knew that Feng Lian's studies were actually very good, and she was also very talented in everything, but she didn't want to fight, she didn't care, and she didn't want to be better than her. She really likes her sister and is really willing to be a green leaf. But Feng Dai also really feels sorry for this sister. So much so that at this time, she even spoke with a crying tone, although at first she wanted to scold her, so that she knew that there was no need to be so gentle with her family, and she could occasionally be willful and unscrupulous. It's just that I can't bear it in the end.

"Don't say a word about your sister!" Mother Feng glared at her eldest daughter.

"Did you dream about something, how are you feeling now, and is there anything uncomfortable?" Father Wind interrupted what their mother and daughter wanted to continue, asked Wind Ripple, and looked at her.

Feng Lian heard his father's words, and subconsciously thought about the picture in the dream, but the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, because he could still clearly feel the sadness in the dream, those who couldn't be chased, the back that couldn't be touched, and his powerlessness at that time, and giving up, as well as the courage and new perception hope after that.

"Well, it seems to be some backs that I haven't seen but are very familiar, it seems to be very sad, I, I really want to help them! But I can't do it, it's just a dream! Don't you have a rest, you also rest, I'm fine now, let's get discharged! I don't want to stay here! Okay?" After Feng Lian answered simply, he suddenly smelled a big smell of alcohol, and he suddenly didn't want to stay in the hospital, so he looked at them with a weak heart, and his eyes were so pitiful.

"Of course not, you can rest and I'll be here to stay!, you two go back first, there are too many people, it's not good to wake up other patients!" Mother Feng decisively rejected Feng Lian's plea, and then turned her head to Father Feng and Feng Dai next to her.

"Yes!" "Oh oh!" Daddy Feng and Feng Dai replied separately. After telling Feng Lian to take care of himself, he went back.

"Well, you haven't slept yet, you still want to get sick again, ah, well, forget it, drink the porridge first, and then go to sleep!"

"Oh oh!" Feng Lian answered Mother Wind's words while taking the porridge from Mother Wind's hand. Mother Feng's queen Fan opened, not only Father Feng and Feng Dai were unwilling to disobey, but Feng Lian was also unwilling to touch.

After drinking the porridge silently and covering himself with the quilt, Feng Lian gradually fell asleep again under the gaze of Mother Feng. Feng Lian didn't know how sad her eyes were and how uncomfortable she felt when she looked at her sleeping face.

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"Sure enough, the air at home is better, it's really good!"

"I only know now, tell you to take good care of yourself, do you know, do you know how many people have cancer now, any small cause may be an important prerequisite for becoming cancer, so ah, you have to take care of yourself for me, you know?"

Feng Lian felt uncomfortable at the thought of the hospital, and it was obvious that he could not stay in that suffocating place. It's just that the original happy appearance, in the words of Daddy Feng, suddenly dispersed more than half, and turned into full of worry and sadness.

"Dad, I'll go back to my room first, and then call me at night." Feng Lian was reluctantly and worried about Cai Shuo by the cancer that her father said, and sent a message to Cai Shuo as soon as she returned to the room, she was afraid in her heart, she was afraid that her message would not be answered, and she was worried that she would never see Cai Shuo's voice again.

"Little ripple, are you missing me again? It's almost time to finish eating, and send me a message!" Feng Lian waited for more than ten minutes, and finally waited for Cai Shuo's reply, and the excitement was not a little.

After Feng Dai came back from the internship, she heard that Feng Lian had been discharged from the hospital and came back, and now she was resting in the room, so she went to her room, for fear of disturbing Feng Lian, she moved very lightly, originally thought she was sleeping, but she didn't want to see Feng Lian facing her mobile phone, she smiled comfortingly for a while, and showed very sad eyes for a while, and even a little tears overflowed her eyes. Curious, he interrupted a sound.

Maybe it's really uncomfortable to hold it in my heart, and I want to vent that I'm no longer so depressed, or maybe I don't want my sister to misunderstand and worry. Feng Lian said Cai Shuo's original story. Feng Dai's reaction was equally sad. reminded Feng Lian to rest and went out.

"Bai Yueguang, somewhere in my heart, so bright, but so sad, everyone, there is a sadness, want to hide, but want to cover up... ..."Humming a song, thinking about things! Although cancer is a providence that cannot be avoided, something must be done to make this little life time more fulfilling and interesting."

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Cai Shuo's matter should be the saddest and only sad story in the whole New Year. Hopefully tomorrow will be better, hopefully!