Cai Shuo's matter should be the saddest and only sad story in the whole New Year. Hopefully tomorrow will be better, hopefully!

Life goes on, and the story doesn't come to a sudden standstill.

It's been five or six days since the class reunion, Feng Lian didn't go out to play anymore, in addition to helping at home every day, he occasionally made a few video calls with Zhou Hongyi and Xiaoxiao, and still sent messages to Cai Shuo every night.

The New Year is coming, and the streets and alleys are especially lively, with red red lanterns and door couplets and window grilles against the backdrop, which looks full of New Year's flavor. Outside the window is a lively world, but the wind ripples in the window are cold to the bone. Cai Shuo hadn't replied to messages for two days in a row, she didn't know what to say or what to do, she just felt that the depression and uneasiness in her heart seemed to be about to erupt.

The mobile phone message prompt was flickering, and Feng Lian was a little afraid to click on it, as if in order to prove her uneasiness, she saw a message from the class president in the high school group - "Cai Shuo passed away last night because of a failed operation." "And the fryer.

Feng Lian didn't doubt the authenticity of the message sent by the squad leader, but he still didn't want to believe it. She was stunned, she was mentally prepared, but why was she still so sad. Tears disobeyed and fell on their own.

Holding the quilt and closing her eyes would be better, she knew that it wouldn't, but she was still unwilling to let go of her curled body and let go of the quilt in her hand. My mind is full of Cai Shuo, help her fetch water, help her draw key points, bring her delicious food, read novels together in class...

My sister is knocking on the door, it's time for dinner, but I'm really not hungry, I don't want to move, I don't want to talk, just one day, another day, let me put you in my heart, pray for you, let me let go of you, I've thought about it, I've decided not to be entangled anymore, isn't it?

"You're here, I'm in!" It turns out that the door is not closed! Feng Lian heard the sound of her sister opening the door and coming in, and wanted to continue to fall asleep and escape, but did she hear something? It's Cai Shuo, right?

"There is a letter from you, the sender is Cai Shuo, you, you should be awake, you, I put it on the table. Ann!"

Feng Dai saw the quilt move gently, and she knew that she hadn't slept. Saying it again, next to the table, she put down the letter in her hand, and as she left the room, she heard a muffled "Mmmm!" from the quilt, followed by a rustling sound, and she got up.

opened the letter, saw Cai Shuo's familiar personality signature, familiar notes, and wind ripple tears, and roared again.

"Dear little ripple, when you saw this letter, I had already run far, far away, don't worry about me, don't be too sad, in fact, I'm fine!"

"It's almost the New Year, Happy New Year, there are no New Year's gifts this year, don't mind, I will share with you a joke I heard recently, it was my dad who said, he said that when he went out with my mom before, because it was a rainy day, so both of them were holding umbrellas, my dad was carrying things in his hands, the wind was a little strong, so the umbrella always hit my mom's umbrella in front, my mom said that her umbrella was always arched by something, and then when I turned around, I saw that my dad touched it, and said quietly. I'm not a cabbage', my dad didn't react at that time, but when he went back to the hospital and told me to listen, I translated it for him, a good cabbage was arched by a pig! My mom kept laughing at my dad, and the reaction was too slow. Do you think I'm particularly witty, but don't fall in love with me, I'll be shy!" I didn't cry. Feng Lian looked at the letter and chuckled unconsciously. Feng Lian said silently in his heart.

"You're still crying, don't cry, I don't have many regrets. "I didn't cry, no. He raised his hand to wipe his tears, and stubbornly meditated.

"Everyone has their own way to go, and I'm the same, but my road is not so long, but although the road is shorter, I don't feel too much regret and too much unwillingness. "Is there really no regret, what about nostalgia? What about concern! The wind rippled silently, and continued to look at it.

"My whole life, well, although it's a bit old-fashioned, I should say that I've been happy for the past 20 years. Although I don't like my parents to care too much about me, I have to say that they are really good parents, allowing me to be willful and forgiving me for being presumptuous. As you might not imagine, there was a time when I was particularly rebellious, I went to learn bartending, I went to bars, I smoked, I drank. I think about it as a delinquent teenager, I gave up on my own, but they didn't, they, they did so much, so much so that I woke up! I really appreciate them, and I love them. In addition to a satisfactory home, although I don't have a girlfriend, I haven't been in a relationship yet, wouldn't it be a little low to say this, ignore it, I want to say that I'm glad to know you. I have had a lot of friends, and I have a few good friends, good buddies, but they are all stronger, more relaxed, and can think openly, only you, too uneasy, I can say that you are too stupid? In fact, after knowing you for a long time and understanding more, I realized that you are a person who attaches too much importance to feelings. I still remember that after your grandmother died, I went back to school, I don't know where I touched your memory, and your crying was heartbreaking, but fortunately I was the only one who heard it at the time. In addition, there was another time when you were deceived by your good friend, she told you a lot of your little secrets and habits everywhere, even bad things, and you didn't get angry or angry, but you were more cold and felt more distant. I should have someone close to your heart, right?!Don't tell me no, I'll be sad!"Is the person in your heart?Is it indifferent, me?? Heavy feelings! Feng Lian was a little confused and overwhelmed, and it seemed to be said that it was undeniable.

"Having said all this, I just want you to know that I am very happy, I have a family, friends, and you! Don't be reluctant to let me, chemotherapy is actually quite uncomfortable, and this result may be more comfortable. A big man is afraid of pain, it sounds funny, alas, it's a secret!" Feng Lian was sad and distressed, and didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help but not cry, and wiped his tears to prevent it from blurring the sight of the letter.

"Life is really in a hurry, and before it has time to shine, it has already dimmed. A long time ago, I thought we would still talk and play in old age, but by accident, I became a passerby in your life, passing by in your world, and then disappearing. Some people say that time always seems too cruel, erasing too many traces, and making too many people and things blank, but if a person's attachment and nostalgia are deep enough, then he will gradually be whitewashed in the time of perfection and be remembered more. ”

"I think I should be the one who gradually perfects in your heart! I don't know what becomes when people die, maybe it's really stars! If it's a star, I hope I can be a star that doesn't shine, so that you can't find me, so that every night is me, so that you can take every darkness as me, and don't be afraid. "Well, you're in my heart.

"I am far, far away, watching you, watching you, and blessing you. Be careful, be happy, don't be too stubborn, people who are too stubborn are always too easy to get hurt, learn to think openly, see openly! In short, take care of yourself. I'm a little sleepy, so be it, let me praise you at the end! Has anyone ever said that you sing very well, you don't have a very gentle and sweet voice, but I always feel that your voice makes people listen to it very comfortably, very relaxed, amazing, my dear little ripples! Be good, my dear little ripples! By the way, in fact, I have prepared a New Year's gift, you take the voucher in the letter to the universal square, I stored the gift there, remember to get it! Your dear friend Cai Shuo, pen" Feng Lian folded the thick letter and carefully placed it in a locked box, and also found the credential he said. Thinking about getting it the next day.

I'll be fine, don't worry. Close your eyes and you can't see heaven, open your eyes and time won't wait. Come on, every flower is trying to bloom, and every dream should be expected in the future.

Wiping away his tears and putting away his vouchers, Feng Lian finally came out of the room. Seeing that she was no longer restrained, Feng Dad, Feng Ma, and Feng Dai were all relieved.

"Come on, come on, eat!"

"It's rare for your sister to cook, so you have to have a show!"

"Yes, sit down and eat!" Everyone could see that Feng Lian was passing by, but they didn't mention it, and Feng Lian couldn't help but warm his heart when he saw them like this.

Feng Lian is working hard, cheering up, in addition to family, the most important thing is friends, especially bosom friends, good friends who accompany you to see the world, boyfriends may be closer, but many things and many emotions can only be soothed and treated by friends, Feng Lian thinks so. It is precisely in this way that she will be sad for him, a person, so sad, and will cheer up for it, a letter.