Leaning on the edge of the bed and closing his eyes, Han Bin took a deep breath and took off his shirt with difficulty, his skin was already blood-red.

Holding the knife in his hand tightly, he felt that his body was numb, looking at the knife in his hand, he put the blade on his chest, and slowly slipped off, the skin on his chest was cut a little bit, watching the blood flow down little by little, but Han Bin didn't feel the slightest pain in his body.

A knife, ruthless!

Touching the blood on his chest, Han Bin put it in his mouth, it seemed a little bitter, picked up the bowl and drank it violently.

It seemed that he had become accustomed to this feeling, Han Bin no longer felt that his throat was hot, but warm, and his body was like a fire.

Picked up the knife, pressed it against his chest, and then the knife slowly slipped down, another wound, and blood flowed down the wound.

Two knives, no heart!

Touching the blood from this wound and putting it in his mouth, a spicy smell spread throughout his body, and then his body seemed to burn. Han Bin laughed wantonly, laughing desolately.

The weather in the north is still warm in July, but Han Bin feels a wave of coldness, and his teeth tremble even colder than the cold winter wax moon.

Quickly picked up the bowl and drank the rest of the wine, and finally felt the burning heat of his body, which finally relieved him.

Holding the knife in both hands, it clung to the two bleeding wounds, and the third slipped down fiercely, much longer than the first two.

Three knives, despair!

As if he had taken his last breath, Han Bin slumped to the ground, his eyes closed and his hand touched the blood flowing from the third wound, and put it in his mouth, tasteless but full of wine.

Laughing miserably, tears running down the corners of his eyes, his flushed face was full of paleness and weakness.

The body curled up, and the wound on the chest was filled with colorful rays of light, constantly repairing the wound, and it didn't take long for only three shallow scars to remain.

At this time, Yuan Wenbang knocked on the door, Han Bin, who was in a daze, got up and staggered to open the door, and the smell that came to his face made Yuan Wenbang almost avoid breathing.

"Are you crazy? How much wine have you drunk?" Yuan Wenbang covered his nose and helped Han Bin into the room, and saw two liquor bottles on the ground and said. "You don't want to die, two bottles of liquor, can you drink both?"

"Drink... Under I... Haven't drunk it yet... That's enough!" Han Bin's tongue whirled. "Let's go, let's go buy again... A few bottles, today you... You want to have a drink with me... Happy!"

"Drink it again, drink a fart, and if you drink it again, you'll die!" Yuan Wenbang glared at Han Bin, threw it on the bed, opened the window to ventilate, put away the wine bottles, bowls and knives, and looked at Han Bin and said. "Aren't you like this? Isn't it just a woman, is it necessary to do this? If it's gone, it's gone, it's a big deal to find another one. ”

"It's been four years, four years, and that's it!" Han Bin said bitterly, pointing to the ceiling.

"Four years is a fart, do you think it's been four years, others don't think so, if you should go, don't you go, do people look back at you?" Yuan Wenbang sneered. "It's not a big deal to break up, don't let people look down on you. ”

"Wine, wine..."

"It's a fart!" Yuan Wenbang knocked Han Bin's arm off.

After a while, Han Bin fell asleep. Looking at Han Bin's appearance, Yuan Wenbang shook his head. "You're still too stupid, you're in a long-distance relationship and you're so hard to keep it alone, but others have changed, do you still think she's the one you just met?

This night, Han Bin had a long dream, in the dream they did not break up, everything was as good as the beginning, he went to find her, the university is in the same city, no longer separated by two places as in the past, and it is very difficult to even meet.

Playing together, going to school together, finishing college life together, getting married after graduation, having fun together, everything is as perfect as in a fairy tale.

But reality is reality after all, although fairy tales exist, they can only exist in dreams, and when they wake up, fairy tales are broken like dream bubbles.

The next day, Han Bin woke up groggily, his head hurting as if it had cracked, and he squinted and got up sleepily.

Suddenly, my stomach was so uncomfortable that I couldn't even wear my clothes and ran into the bathroom, vomiting upside down, my mouth was full of bitterness, and I even vomited bile.

Coming out of the bathroom, Han Bin's face turned pale, and after washing, not only did it not slow down, but it became more and more serious.

At this time, Han Bin found out that it was already more than ten o'clock, his parents had gone to work, and his sister was no longer there.

After forcibly eating something, after taking stomach medicine, I lay on the bed and closed my eyes and endured, and fell asleep again in a daze, and after waking up, I felt almost the same.

The body has eased up, but the injury in Han Bin's heart is constantly suppressed.

It's September, and the day of school has arrived. Han Bin didn't prepare anything, and he kept hesitating whether to go or not.

In the end, it was his mother who moved Han Bin, and before leaving, his grandfather told him that the road in the future should be up to him, no matter what happens in the future, just live by himself.

embarked on the trip as scheduled, and my mother also wanted to send him off. But Han Bin directly refused, he had already gone through this trip once, and he was so old, and he had already experienced some things during this time, and he had to be sent by his parents when he went to college!

That's a shame too!

Sitting in the car to Chang'an, looking at his parents who were getting farther and farther away, and his hometown where he was going to leave completely, he was alone, but Han Bin couldn't help but feel a little scared in his heart.

The road ahead is long, the same road, different moods, different goals, but the road is already different.

The same train station, only more than two months before and after, came here twice, but at this time Han Bin was a little afraid to go further.

At this time, he wished that someone could accompany him on this road, but in the crowded train station, no one could be his companion on the road under his feet.

Stepping on the train, there was no word all night, the carriage was full of passengers, too many new students and their parents, and after looking for a long time, Han Bin was stunned and did not find anyone who went on the road alone like him.

Sitting in his place, with his eyes closed, Han Bin told himself that he had chosen all this, there was no room for regret, and he couldn't regret it, and he was the only one in the future.

The train arrived on time, a person with a bag on his back, a suitcase, out of the train station, and once again came to Jiangzhou. The last place he wanted to come, he still came.

It seems that this is where his demanding expectations begin. Again, this is where his disappointment begins.

The last time he came here, he was trying to regain the love he was about to lose, but he left disappointed.

This time he came to Jiangzhou alone, there was no one else to pick him up, he was alone, how could he have hoped that the person he wanted the most would pick him up, but all this is already in the past, and the end is considered to be an end here.

Today, he has set foot on this strange land again, which is also his new road, and the future footsteps are destined to be inseparable from the land of Jiangzhou.