In the morning, as soon as Han Bin woke up, he felt dizzy and dizzy, and he was seriously ill.

After taking the medicine until noon, Han Bin felt much better, after getting up and eating, Han Bin turned on the computer and inquired about the admission situation, today is the last day to check the admission information.

Entering the identity information, when he saw the words "Jiangzhou Shipbuilding Vocational College", his mood fell to the bottom for a while, and at the same time, he was indescribable.

Could it be that God can't tease him like this? Such a small probability has also been touched by him.

For a few days, Han Bin was in a gloomy mood, so in the past few days, his mother made him a lot of delicious food, and his body recovered well, and after three or four days, Han Bin already felt that he had almost recovered.

In the afternoon, when the scorching sun was in the sky, Han Bin went out of the house alone, took a walk in Longquan Square, basking in the sun, and he felt that he was about to be suffocated when he was sick for the past few days.

The whole person suppressed a crazy impulse, and roared loudly at the small river that ran through Longquan County in front of Longquan Square, his voice was sad and pale, and his heart twitched.

Wandering in Longquan Square in a trance, looking at the places where she had walked with her in the past, there were traces of him and her, and I couldn't count how many times I had left their figures here.

Han Bin clearly remembered how happy he was when he asked her out on a date for the first time, with green willows, spring in the garden, flowing water on Longquan Mountain, and fish in the pond free.

Now, he is the only one left to reminisce about the years they have walked together.

It was still the pavilion on the water, covered by greenery, and once upon a time her laughter still clearly echoed in his ears.

Walk across the stone bridge and flowing water, go around the shade of the trees, and see the pavilion that is made on the water. But at this moment, it was like an endless long knife that pierced Han Bin's heart fiercely, making him feel painful.

In an instant, Han Bin, who was as stupid as he was, stood in place stupidly, and a heart-rending pain and suppressed feeling almost suffocated in his heart for a moment.

At that moment, an invisible force drained the strength of Han Bin's whole body, and standing there, Han Bin couldn't even use the strength to lift his feet, if he hadn't bitten his lip to death, while draining his strength, Han Bin would have already fallen.

Han Bin, who was pale, looked stiffly at the pavilion, where a man and a woman were talking and laughing and enjoying the scenery by the lake. is still the figure that is so familiar that it is engraved into his bones, once upon a time, Han Bin thought about his future life with her countless times, getting married together, living together, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea together, and slowly growing old together.

But at this moment, his only remaining illusion was ruthlessly extinguished by reality. His first love, his first kiss, his first date, too many firsts, but the first time he was so heartbroken and so broken.

Fragmented, is mercilessly crushed!

At this time, the two people in the pavilion also saw Han Bin, and the atmosphere that had been talking and laughing also faded. At this time, Han Bin also saw that man clearly, and he would not forget that this man was the so-called fellow who talked and laughed with her on the night of the party when he went to Jiangzhou to find her.

The man looked over, looked at Han Bin, and said something to her. She walked over and looked at Han Bin with a somewhat solemn expression. "Why are you here?"

"I just came out and walked around, but I didn't expect to see this. Han Bin laughed miserably. "I thought that although we broke up, I still had a chance to chase you over, but now it seems that I have no chance at all. ”

"I'm sorry!" she looked embarrassed, turned around and glanced at the man in the pavilion, and then looked at Han Bin and said directly. "I've promised him, I'm sorry, let's not see each other again in the future, forget about me!"

"Forget, how do you make me forget, it's been four years, too many things have been carved into my bones, there are too many traces of us here, one by one in my heart, do I want to dig out my heart and throw it away?" Han Bin said miserably, and involuntarily tears flowed down his face. "I want to forget, but I can't forget, maybe even God doesn't want me to forget, you know? The admission results have come out, 'Jiangzhou Shipbuilding Vocational College', what do you want me to do? I thought that God would let me go there to chase back what I lost, but I didn't expect that you would become someone else's girlfriend just after we broke up!"

She looked at Han Bin, her face also showed an apology, and she turned around and said. "At the beginning, I also wanted to be together, but we have been quarreling for the past year, no matter what, I have quarreled enough, I don't want to go on like this, maybe it was a mistake for us to be together at the beginning, now we all let each other go, forget me!"

After speaking, she didn't look at Han Bin again, and returned to the pavilion to sit on her back, and the man looked over.

Han Bin stood in place, looking at the most familiar but unfamiliar back, closed his eyes and turned stiffly, looking up to the sky and laughing, his laughter was full of sadness and despair.

Gritted teeth and clenched fists. With a fixed pace, Han Bin left the pavilion like an escape, left Longquan Square, and left this place that I once upon a time would never forget.

Along the way, the Yellow River seemed to be pressed on Han Bin's heart, making him unable to vent his anger.

At this time, Han Bin's eyes seemed to be so vague and unreal. The depressed breath in his heart hit his mind, and he held his breath and called his good brother Yuan Wenbang.

I ran into the supermarket, bought two bottles of liquor, and ran home regardless of anything, and there was no one at home. Han Bin opened the wine bottle, took a bowl, and poured all the bottles of liquor into the bowl.

Holding the bowl as if drinking water, holding the breath in my heart, holding the pain in my throat, and holding the feeling of burning in my stomach, I drank half of the bowl in one go.

Han Bin, whose face was flushed, gasped for breath and sat directly on the ground, and in an instant, his head was like a heavy blow, knocking him out like a thunderbolt on a sunny day.

With blurred eyes, he took out his mobile phone and flipped out her photos, all of which were in the album, and none of the photos in the past four years had been deleted.

Looking at these photos, Han Bin smiled and cried, I don't know whether to cry or laugh, tears mixed with wine, flowing down Han Bin's face.

At this time, Han Bin could no longer suppress the breath in his heart, and all the memories in his mind flickered like a movie in an instant, and the bits and pieces of the past four years became clear and blurred little by little with the wine.

Picking up the bowl, he raised his head and drank it all, the hot liquor stung Han Bin's throat, and he didn't know if the tears were washed by the wine or flowed by himself.

Sitting cross-legged on the ground, pouring another bottle of liquor into the bowl as well, looking at yourself in the bowl, it was both ridiculous and pathetic.

Suppressed in his heart, Han Bin roared in his heart. Cry, this is the last time I shed tears in this life, just willful this time, in the future, I will break it and swallow it in my stomach, the man will bleed without tears, let her go if she should go!

I took my phone and gritted my teeth and deleted all the photos in one go. He threw his phone out and lay on the ground.

Exhaled deeply, but the breath in his heart became more and more depressed, and Han Bin only felt that the sky was spinning.

Pulling out a knife from the table, looking at the knife in his hand, he took a big sip from the bowl, and coughed violently in his stinging throat, making Han Bin's face redden.