The protagonist in many martial arts novels is a prodigal son, who never gets too nostalgic for a certain person, an event or a certain place, and always wanders the rivers and lakes and makes the four seas his home. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

This kind of life may also be a little too idealistic, it does not exist in reality, it is fictional in fiction, and this kind of life also seems a little lonely. But Lin Xu still yearns for and likes this kind of life. And he didn't like to talk or communicate with people since he was a child, and he was originally a lonely and lonely person.

Some people can't stand the loneliness and feel that the life of not being able to communicate with people is very lonely, depressed and boring. But loneliness is nothing to him, on the contrary, he still likes it, he likes to be alone. On the contrary, contact and communication with people will make him feel a little uncomfortable and uncomfortable. This is not only for strangers, even for his own family and acquaintances, he does not like to communicate with them too much. When he was in his own home, he was often left alone, choosing to do his own thing. Sometimes at the end of the day, I can't say a few words to my parents.

He has watched some books and movies about psychology, and sometimes thinks that he may have communication difficulties or even autism. But autism is autism, autism does not mean that it is necessarily bad, he thinks he is good anyway. He has his own pursuits, his own happiness, no one to share, but also to himself. Why do you have to communicate with others to share your own things and feelings?

Thinking that he might have to break up with Guan Luoxue, he felt a little relaxed for some reason in his heart for some reason. He didn't know why, because sometimes he had to prepare in advance before a date to think about what topics to talk about and what to say on a date, so as not to be embarrassed by Guan Luoxue because he had nothing to say, or because of something else. But on the other hand, he felt very reluctant and pity for the forced end of this love affair in his heart. was also a little angry at Sister Guan Luoxue's forcible intervention and forced them to break them up.

"People are indeed a collection of contradictions!"

Thinking of this, Lin Xu couldn't help but sigh in his heart. Many times, people are indeed full of contradictions, thinking like this and thinking like that at the same time. Or maybe his ambivalent thoughts about the polarization of the matter are just the crankiness of his hesitant mood because of the forced end of the relationship.

I have to say that this incident still caused him troubles and affected his mood. From this point of view, he obviously still invested a lot of feelings in this relationship with Guan Luoxue, his first love.

With a long sigh, he shook his head and shook his head, so that he could temporarily shake off the contradictory and somewhat chaotic thoughts in his mind. Then he got up from the couch and walked to the door.

"Brother, what are you doing?" Lin Tong turned his head and asked when he saw this.

Lin Xu stopped at the door and said, "The car is still parked outside the school gate, I'll go and drive the car in." With that, he lifted the curtain and walked out.

He was really going to drive the car in, and when he got out, he walked straight to the school gate. When he arrived at the school gate, he borrowed the key from Uncle Chai, the gatekeeper, to open the gate, and after driving the car into the school, he drove all the way to Li Feiyan's dormitory and parked the car outside again.

After opening the door and getting out of the car, he walked to the door of the dormitory, lifted the curtain and said to his sister Lin Tong, who was watching TV inside: "I'm going back to my dormitory, you can eat lunch by yourself, don't call me." ”

Lin Tong heard the words and asked, "You don't have an appetite for tea and rice?"

Lin Xu said: "It's not that I don't have an appetite, it's that I didn't sleep well last night when I changed places, so I can catch up on some sleep." ”

He didn't sleep well last night, he didn't sleep all night. However, with his current cultivation, even if he didn't sleep for three days and three nights, it was nothing, and he would still be full of energy at that time. But what he said was true, he really planned to go back to his dormitory to catch up on sleep.

He wasn't sleepy now, but he could sleep if he wanted to. He wanted to take advantage of sleeping and falling asleep, not to think about the snow for a while, to empty his mind, to relax his body and spirit, and to change his mood after waking up. A good night's sleep helps to make you feel good.

In addition, there is the function of sleep itself - rest. With his current cultivation, he can do it for three days and three nights, and it is nothing to be out of sight. But his current cultivation is not yet able to completely disobey the biological instincts of the human body, and the necessary rest is still needed. Not sleeping is actually overdrawing your body's energy, and not sleeping will exacerbate this kind of consumption, so if you can make up for sleep and recover afterwards, you should try to recover.

"Can you still fall asleep at this time?" Lin Tong asked in surprise when he heard this.

"What's the thing I can't sleep, isn't the sky falling?Without my girlfriend, wouldn't I still be alive?" Lin Xu couldn't help but ask.

"Isn't it sad to fall out of love when you play it on TV?" Lin Tong asked puzzled.

Lin Xu shook his head and sighed: "Being sad doesn't help things at all. Besides, I really don't feel any sadness. After a pause, he continued: "You can also believe what is played on TV, many of them are made up." So acting, just to deceive the audience's sympathy and tears. ”

"Didn't you ever love Sister Xue at all?" Lin Tong asked questioningly.

Lin Xu said: "Love really can't be talked about, just like." We're not adults yet, where do we love to come and go all day long? You just watch too many romance dramas, don't always take TV seriously. ”

Lin Tong said: "Then what do you usually meet, why do I think you are not romantic at all?"

"How can it be so romantic as it is all played on TV?" Lin Xu shook his head with a smile and said, "Okay, I'm leaving." With that, without waiting for her to answer, he lowered the curtain and turned to leave.

Descending the steps, he walked back to the car, opened the back door, leaned in and took the two swords he had bought. Yue Xianyun's backpack containing her Moon Butterfly costume was still in the car. However, it was transferred from the rear seat to the rear window.

After taking out his sword and locking the car door, he turned back to his dormitory. After returning to the dormitory and putting down his sword, he scooped up water and washed his face, then closed the dormitory door and lay down on the bed to sleep.

However, when I have nothing to do after lying down, I still inevitably think about my thoughts crankily, and it is difficult to fall asleep for a while.

After thinking about it for a while, he simply performed the breathing meditation method to help him sleep.

In a situation like his current chaotic thoughts, it is not suitable for cultivating internal strength, and he is afraid that if he repeats himself after entering meditation, it may cause him to go mad. But now he is just meditating, not practicing, and he doesn't have to worry about causing his internal qi to diverge when distracting thoughts arise.

It doesn't matter if you just stay still and have distracting thoughts or repetitions. When he gradually got rid of distracting thoughts and fell into meditation, he continued to relax his body and meditate on his thoughts, and it didn't take long for him to fall into a deep sleep with a smooth breath. (To be continued.) )