Chapter 40: Worst-Case Scenario The Bottom Line

Everything that should be said has been said, and the words have been spoken, Lin Xu really has no interest in accompanying Guan Luoyu anymore. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 Although she looks very similar to Guan Luoxue, and even because her body is completely grown and mature, she is more beautiful and attractive than Guan Luoxue in some aspects, but Lin Xu's perception of her and Guan Luoxue is completely different. For Guan Luoyu, he really doesn't like it.

"Goodbye!"

After saying goodbye, Lin Xu saw that Guan Luoyu actually turned around and walked towards the school, and it really looked like he was going to continue to visit his alma mater, so he didn't stay long, and turned around and went back to Li Feiyan's dormitory.

At this time, he and Guan Luoyu did not go too far out of Li Feiyan's dormitory, so they only walked out of the row of dormitory area for a short time. Soon after returning to Li Feiyan's dormitory, as soon as his sister Lin Tong saw him coming back, she immediately got up to meet him and asked, "Brother, what's wrong, does she want you to separate from Sister Xue and not allow you to meet again?"

Lin Xu shook his head and didn't answer, but asked, "You tell me what's going on first, didn't I ask you to help persuade Xiaoxue, why did you get her sister?"

Lin Tong said apologetically with a look of grievance: "I listened to you to persuade Sister Xue, and I went back to the village to find her at her house, but when I was persuading her, my sister overheard her outside the door." Then her sister came in and asked, but Sister Xue couldn't hide it, so she told you both. ”

Lin Xu didn't know whether Lin Tong was too careless when talking to Guan Luoxue, or Guan Luoyu was too cunning and deliberately eavesdropped. But at this time, it was useless to investigate the question of who it was, and he hurriedly asked, "Then do their parents know about this?"

Lin Tong shook his head and said, "No, only her sister knows now." Her sister also used this to threaten Sister Xue, maybe she will see you secretly again, otherwise she will tell their parents about it. Sister Xue was afraid that her parents would find out about it, so she didn't dare to go with me anymore, so she listened to her sister and stayed at home. Then her sister said she wanted to talk to you, so she came to school with me. ”

Hearing that Guan Luoxue's parents didn't know about them, Lin Xu breathed a sigh of relief first. If their parents knew, then this would have happened. went over and sat down on the sofa, and he asked Lin Tong again: "Then Xiaoxue listened to the explanation I told you before, did you solve the misunderstanding about me?"

Lin Tong followed and sat on the sofa and said, "This Sister Xue believed it, she was angry at the time. But now it's useless to solve this misunderstanding, her sister knows about it, and she won't be allowed to see you again. And after the summer vacation, she will be arranged to go to the provincial capital to study in the third year of junior high school, and it will be difficult for you to see each other in the future. Brother, are you two finished like this, and were broken up by her sister. ”

Lin Xu shook his head and said, "I won't give up easily, but I can't say for sure." Her sister is very strong, and I'm afraid she will really listen to her sister. ”

Thinking of Guan Luoyu's confidence in persuading Guan Luoxue before, Lin Xu was really not sure about this, and felt that Guan Luoxue would not be able to stand her sister's oppression and compromise. In terms of relationship closeness and influence, he must not be able to compare with Guan Luoxue's sister at this stage. After all, they are a family that grew up together, and he and Guan Luoxue have only been good for a few months.

If he prepares for the worst, then he has to be prepared for Guan Luoxue to be persuaded by her sister to say "break up" to him and end their early relationship.

Sighing helplessly with some annoyance, Lin Xu leaned back on the sofa, closing his eyes and wondering if there was any other solution and redemption for this matter.

Lin Tong looked at him, didn't bother him anymore, and turned his head to watch TV alone.

Looking back on the relationship and past with Guan Luoxue, if the final result of this relationship can only be a forced breakup, then he will be very sorry and reluctant. But if things really come to that point, and Guan Luoxue takes the initiative to stand in front of him and break up, then he will also guarantee that he can afford to take it and put it down, as he said to Guan Luoyu, and he will never be entangled in it.

Although the feeling when I was with Guan Luoxue was good, after all, the two of them were still ignorant teenagers, and the relationship was not long after the relationship was confirmed, and the relationship was really not to the point of being inseparable.

Lin Xu's worldview, values, etc., are mostly influenced by the martial arts novels he has always liked. But his view of love is the opposite of what is described in literature. His view of love is more pragmatic, and he has never felt that the kind of love that "asks what the world is like, and teaches people to promise life and death" is love. He felt that love should be joyful and beautiful, not painful. If you have to get to the point of life and death is love, and you give everything just to court, then he doesn't understand the greatness of this kind of love, and he can't understand it.

He had seen a poem translated from a foreign country in a book before, and the poem was like this, "Life is precious, but love is more valuable." If it is free, both can be thrown. ”

The description of this verse is a bit exaggerated, but he likes and appreciates the spirit inside. Essentially, he's a more self-leaning person. Love is not a necessity of life, you are. If you need a love, it should also be for yourself, to meet your own needs, to serve yourself, not to serve love and become a slave of love.

To put it this way, it may be a bit selfish and self-centered. But in fact, that's true for most people. There is a saying that "if people do not do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed", and it is not unreasonable that this sentence has been passed down through the ages. Of course, this is also a bit too absolute. Lin Xu is not the kind of person who is an absolute self, who only knows for himself, but completely ignores the feelings of others, and does not know how to be good to others and pay for others.

It's just that he feels that this kind of dedication to others should have a measure and a bottom line. It can't be self-interested, but only for the benefit of others. The kind of person who is dedicated to others, he feels that he can only be a saint who only exists in legends. Correspondingly, the kind of great love that never thinks about himself and is dedicated to the other party, he feels that it is just a legend, and it is the perfect love depicted in fiction in literature, film and television. In the real world, there is no such thing. Anyway, he doesn't really believe in this kind of love.

For the investment in love, he feels that there is also a quantity and bottom line. At least, he can't fully devote himself to it. Or, maybe he hasn't met that kind of love yet, with that right person.

But anyway, at this stage, he can't do it, and it's hard to imagine such a self. He felt that at all times, he should keep himself and should not lose himself for anything. In love, it's the same.

Just like his relationship with Guan Luoxue, he will be good to her, and will invest and give some of his own things for her. But at all times, he will retain an ego and will not lose himself for the sake of it. (To be continued.) )