12. Happy and unhappy
Shi Xiaoxing's name was given by her grandmother.
Grandma is frail and sickly, and she loves Shi Xiaoxing very much.
When I was a child, it was Shi Xiaoxing's happiest time.
When I was five years old, my grandmother was gone.
Shi Xiaoxing was very sad, her parents bought her a lot of strawberries that she liked the most, and Shi Xiaoxing couldn't be happy.
So Mom and Dad took Shi Xiaoxing to the zoo to relax, Shi Xiaoxing fell in love with the cute giant panda at a glance, so Shi Xiaoxing said: "Baba, buy me a giant panda." ”
Dad's face turned red, and he said for a long time: "This is not good, this is a national protected animal." ”
This is the first time in history that my father has rejected Shi Xiaoxing, and my father will buy whatever Shi Xiaoxing wants to buy before.
Shi Xiaoxing was a little unhappy, she said: "I bought it for me, and I will protect it, so I don't need national protection." ”
Dad had a black line on his face and didn't speak, but Mom whispered, "Xiaoxing, this is really not good." ”
So for the first time in history, my mother also rejected Shi Xiaoxing.
Shi Xiaoxing was a little unhappy.
Mom is busy, dad is busier, grandpa is busier, grandma is Shi Xiaoxing's only playmate.
Now, it's a TV.
And strawberries.
Shi Xiaoxing watched TV while eating strawberries, and ate strawberries while turning on the TV.
Eat several pounds of strawberries every day.
Happy? No.
Aren't you happy? Not really.
......
The busy parents thought that Shi Xiaoxing didn't bother them and looked very well-behaved watching TV.
After a long time, one day, when my mother came home, Shi Xiaoxing said, "Why are you so ruthless, let me be alone at home......"
Shi Xiaoxing's mother: "???"
After a while, my father came home, Shi Xiaoxing: "Why are you so ruthless, let me be alone at home......"
Shi Xiaoxing's father: "???"
After in-depth discussion, Mom and Dad agreed that they had watched too many TV series.
After a long time, Mom and Dad got used to hearing this sentence, and felt that the translation of this sentence was: "Dad/Mom, are you back?"
Nothing.
......
Grandpa was in an important position and rarely came back.
Moreover, grandpa does not like girls.
Grandpa felt that the girl's shoulders could not carry the burden.
Grandpa is a middle and high-ranking member of the Huaxia Army, and the burden on his shoulders is very heavy and heavy.
It's so hard that my father is so busy, and in the eyes of my grandfather, I can't help Adou.
Because, Dad can't bear the burden on Grandpa.
If a boy can't bear the burden, his grandfather can't look down on him.
Besides, Dad didn't give birth to a boy to Lao Shi's family.
I can't even do this little thing.
Grandpa was disappointed.
Times are changing, the dark tide is surging, and the unstoppable stormy waves are about to appear in front of us, grandpa and dad are actively coping, and they need to hold the right course in the stormy seas.
Family is something they can't hope for, so they simply don't expect it from the bottom of their hearts.
Moreover, Shi Xiaoxing, who is watching TV, is very quiet and well-behaved, isn't she?
Shi Xiaoxing is still young, how can she know so much?
She just watched TV quietly.
There is no happiness, and there is no unhappiness.
Until one day.
The news said that Mom and Dad can have younger siblings.
Grandpa is back.
In fact, only grandpa said a word at the family meeting.
Dad met Grandpa like a well-behaved kitten met a tiger.
Usually dad is a tiger.
Mom sighed and didn't speak.
Shi Xiaoxing: "Why are you so ruthless, only let me not attend the meeting alone......"
Grandpa's face burst into a smile: "Little apricot, will Mom and Dad give you a little brother?"
Mom and Dad instantly Alexander, shouldn't they ask: "Born a little brother or a little sister?"
In Grandpa's heart, there is no option for a little sister.
Shi Xiaoxing thought for a while: "Wouldn't it be good to go to the hospital and buy one?"
Grandpa's smile was a little petrified, and my mother hurriedly said, "Hey, you kid, you've watched too many TV series stupidly." ”
Shi Xiaoxing: "Don't you want to buy it?"
Grandpa laughed, patted Shi Xiaoxing's little head, and rushed back to the unit.
In Shi Xiaoxing's memory, this was the only time her grandfather had photographed her.
Grandpa is gone, and Mom and Dad are like enemies.
For a long time, Mom and Dad were like enemies.
During this time, Shi Xiaoxing ate a special strawberry.
She's weird.
Later, she stopped eating strawberries.
Mom and Dad seemed to be very happy and apprehensive all of a sudden, neither of them noticed that Shi Xiaoxing no longer ate strawberries.
After a while, Mom and Dad were no longer nervous, and they were really happy.
Pandas, strawberries, TV series, three things that Shi Xiaoxing likes.
Only the TV series remains.
Shi Xiaoxing's favorite is grandma, but that is a relative, and it can't be compared with these three, Shi Xiaoxing knows.
Grandma has been gone for a long time.
Shi Xiaoxing's world, there are only TV series left.
Shi Xiaoxing knew her ability, she always wore long gloves and didn't dare to touch anyone.
This ability is not only activated in the field, but also triggered by skin touch.
Shi Xiaoxing no longer said: "Why are you so ruthless......
Mom and Dad didn't notice Shi Xiaoxing's change.
Mom and Dad didn't even reach out to pinch Shi Xiaoxing's red little face for a few months.
If they pinched, they would definitely know what happened to Shi Xiaoxing.
It's a pity that they didn't.
TV series, getting more and more boring......
Shi Xiaoxing's world is becoming more and more unhappy.
Happy? No.
Not happy? Well, a little.
......
The day before yesterday, my younger brother was born.
Dad looked happy, and called Grandpa to report as soon as possible, Grandpa's joy came from the other end of the phone, and the glory on Dad's face was even greater.
It was the best hospital in Dragon City, the best VIP delivery room.
Shi Xiaoxing sat quietly on the sofa, feeling that this was a good time to tell her father about her.
Shi Xiaoxing felt that she had become a weirdo, and her parents would be sad.
Now that it's okay, with a younger brother, even if Shi Xiaoxing becomes a weirdo and is locked up, and Mom and Dad still have a baby, they won't be very sad, right?
Shi Xiaoxing gently took off her gloves and prepared to speak.
Dad happily hung up Grandpa's phone, happily like a child, Dad quickly ran to Shi Xiaoxing's side, took Shi Xiaoxing's hand, and wanted to kiss Shi Xiaoxing's red little face, and pass happiness to Shi Xiaoxing, the new sister.
However, the next plan was not implemented successfully, he just grabbed Shi Xiaoxing's hand, and then turned his head to lie on the ground and cried.
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Shi Jintang, in the eyes of others, is the director of the North China Branch of the Special Security Bureau, he has struggled in the shadow of his father Shi Guanglu all his life, and he knows that he has never satisfied his father Shi Guanglu, not once.
In Shi Guanglu's eyes, Shi Jintang had the blood of a dragon, but it turned out to be a piece of tiger and leopard material.
Shi Jintang could see the deep disappointment in his father's Shi Guanglu's eyes.
For so many years, that disappointed look was tightly rooted in Shi Jintang's heart, like a shadow.
This is the most unhappy thing about Shi Jintang.
On this day, Shi Jintang had just done the first major event in his life that satisfied the old man Shi Guanglu, of course, this matter had been waiting for a long time, but it was only on this day that it was completely implemented.
Shi Jintang added a son, and more importantly, he added a grandson to the old man Shi Guanglu.
After Shi Jintang reported to Shi Guanglu, he was happy like a child, he wanted to kiss his obedient daughter Shi Xiaoxing and share his happiness with his obedient daughter.
Then, the most secret unhappiness in Shi Jintang's heart poured out uncontrollably, and he lay on the ground, crying loudly.
......
The skin-to-skin contact trigger is maintained for one minute.
Shi Xiaoxing thought quietly: "There is no need to explain now. ”
Shi Xiaoxing quietly listened to Shi Jintang's crying, and suddenly felt that if she was locked up as a weirdo, her father would not be very sad.
That's good, Shi Xiaoxing was originally worried that if she was locked up, her parents would be very sad.
However, for some reason, Shi Xiaoxing suddenly became very unhappy.
After a while, Shi Jintang came to his senses, he wiped the tears on his face, and looked at Shi Xiaoxing in shock.
Shi Xiaoxing said crisply: "Dad, if you lock me up, can you lock me up with a panda?"