Wedge two

"Persistence, must be persistent. I don't want to just disappear. ”

A feeling of getting weaker and weaker swept over Xie Jixuan. But I really don't know how to get rid of this feeling and stay awake. If the body is still there, you can also stimulate your spirit by stimulating the body. But now the flesh is gone. You can only rely on the willpower of the soul to keep yourself from being dissipated.

But does this really work? Xie Zhixuan didn't know. After all, this is the legendary state of "soul", which has never been heard of in his life. This is beyond his cognition, and he can only resign himself to fate.

There is a limit to the perception of the soul. I can't "see" my home anymore, and there is a vast sea of clouds below. There was a vague feeling that it seemed to float upwards a little faster.

The Earth's atmosphere is very thick. Sounding rockets are also able to detect the thin atmosphere at a distance of 3,000 kilometers above the ground. And the farther away from the Earth, the cooler it gets. However, for Xie Zhixuan, who is in the state of "soul", the temperature has no effect on him. The gravitational pull of the Earth also lost its effect on him.

The speed of rising is getting faster and faster, Xie Zhixuan's consciousness has begun to be a little blurred, and only an obsession supports him to keep rising, until finally, even this bit of consciousness seems to have disappeared, as if he has lost himself.

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I don't know how long it took. Maybe it's a day, maybe it's a year. Xie Zhixuan, who had lost the concept of time, slowly "woke up", and then he "saw" a scene that can only be found in midnight dreams, no, more spectacular and mysterious than the one in the dream.

Xie Zhixuan couldn't describe the scene in front of his "eyes" in words, and at this moment he felt that human words were so scarce. Being in space is like the starry sky observed on Earth.

The dazzling sun, the blue earth, and countless stars formed by the stars are like a sea of smoke. The result is a picture that is both vast and unpredictable against the backdrop of the universe.

"Even if I'm really dead now, gone forever, I have no regrets"

Xie Zhixuan greedily "looked" at everything in front of him, and he wanted to remember all this deeply. Never forget. It was a dream that I once had, but I never imagined that I would be able to actually be in it.

"Huh, what is this?"

When Xie Zhixuan concentrated all his energy and observed the world from the special perspective of "soul state", he seemed to "see" one by one small bright spots, hazy and illusory, as if they did not exist, but they could indeed be "seen". Or rather, it can be perceived.

There are green, red, blue, yellow, and small highlights of various colors, if you "observe" carefully, there is even a colorless one, although it is colorless, but Xie Zhixuan can indeed "see" it.

When you don't pay attention, you can't see these "small bright spots," but if you concentrate on "observing," you will find that "it" is everywhere! Some of them exist alone, and there are also many small bright spots gathered together. Dense and endless.

After a long period of "observation", Xie Zhixuan found that these "little bright spots" were not fixed in a certain place, but were moving slowly, and the direction of movement was actually towards "himself"?

The universe is vast and boundless, and Hsieh Ji-hyun doesn't know where he's going. There is no reference at all at short distances. He didn't know if it was the little bright spot moving towards him. Or is he moving to the little highlights.

After a long time, Xie Zhixuan found that he was like a magnet, able to attract those small bright spots into his soul, and in the direction he passed, the small bright spots had disappeared.

"I don't know how many days have passed, I shouldn't have lasted so long, and now I should have dissipated. But I can still wake up, it should be the relationship between these little bright spots, could it be that these little bright spots have been absorbed by me?"

"When I first died, I was already weakened and had a feeling of dissipation, but here, I don't have that feeling of palpitations. It proves that the earth does not exist without these small bright spots. Well, it's only in space that these little bright spots can be found. And after these little bright spots are absorbed by me, do they become my nutrients? Can they support me and not dissipate?"

Anyone will be excited when they learn that they are in a desperate situation, and Xie Zhixuan is the same, when he knows that he will not really "die", Xie Zhixuan feels that he is in a desperate situation.

"Although I can't return to Earth, being able to drift in the universe, to feel the mystery of the universe and discover the mysteries of the universe is the ultimate wish of anyone who is obsessed with the starry sky and the universe. If possible, I will rush out of the solar system, out of the Milky Way, to see what exists in the farthest distance, at the end of the universe!"

Time on Earth is defined as one day by one rotation of the Earth, and one revolution is defined as one year, and if you leave the Earth, then there is no concept of time.

Xie Zhixuan floated aimlessly in the universe, not knowing what his speed was. I don't know where I am, and the sun that once seemed so dazzling has long since disappeared. In a void. Without a body, there is no sense of smell, hearing, touch, taste, and even vision is not the same as when he has a body, he can only "see" these planets, and when the initial novelty passes, he feels lonely and tired.

Although there is no longer that feeling of dissipation, but his spirit is getting more and more tired, there is no sleep in the "soul" state, he doesn't know how to eliminate this mental exhaustion, only when he "discovers" a new planet, he can feel some excitement, but the distance between the planets is so far away, more often, he can only drift alone like this.

Humans are social animals when they survive alone in a space. Then loneliness will drive the person crazy.

The universe is endless, with no beginning and no end.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a hundred years, maybe a thousand years, maybe ten thousand years. Xie Zhixuan drifted like this, with no purpose and no hope. Only the little bright spots everywhere nourish him, so that he does not dissipate and is getting "stronger", he is already moving faster and faster, and the time it takes to get from one planet to another is getting shorter and shorter. And it's as if he doesn't exist in this world. No matter how strong the gravitational attraction is, the celestial bodies seem to be of no interest to him.

However, the mental torture consumed him all the time. After experiencing the initial excitement, loneliness, pain, madness, and numbness, Xie Zhixuan learned to "sleep", and the so-called "sleep" is not to "see" those external things, and to escape and learn to close himself, immerse his mind in memories, and recall the past.

I miss my parents, my sister, and every bit of my childhood, and I also recall many forgotten memories. But he found that longing was more painful than loneliness. So he stopped thinking about it, he wanted to really die, but now he was very "strong", very strong spirit, and he didn't know how to "destroy" himself.

In the past, the observation of the starry sky on the earth was measured by using the earth as the base point and light years as the distance unit. But in the real drift of the universe, there are no coordinates and no time. Countless years have passed, and Xie Zhixuan has been completely lost.

Until he "discovered" a planet that was very similar to Earth, but countless times larger, and the same blue......