Extra chapter: The blank diary of the lonely demon castle (1)
It seems to be a long and rambling letter, narrated in a slightly sad and helpless tone, and it doesn't matter to me whether you can see it or not.
If this is not the best, then what is the best?
It's nothing more than that you live on the quiet riverside, and I live in a lonely castle.
Ać
All students had to go back to school after the May Day holiday, and we finally met in the classroom after a long absence. You're wearing the stand-up collar T-shirt I gave you before, your hair is messy with your eyebrows, and the weird stud ear on your left earbone is the same as the one on my right ear. I walked over, you looked up and saw me, with an evil smile on your face, I looked down and saw that you were wearing a pair of cotton slippers on your feet and suddenly collapsed, I asked you, aren't you hot at all? You widened your eyes and said innocently, how can it be hot when the opening in the back is so big.
You see, how stupid we are, we can't always find the point of things. The focus should be on how you can come to class in slippers rather than whether you're hot or not, but my attention is always on you.
Sitting next to you, looking at you secretly, you still have the unruly atmosphere of my greedy little ruffians and the unique aristocratic temperament of the young masters, I felt when I saw you for the first time, you must be the kind of boy who is very rich and rich in the family, rich people may be nouveau riche, but the real aristocracy is melancholy, Qingsu, you are a real aristocrat.
I'm whispering to you, I'm in love with a boy. When I said this, my eyes stayed on your face, my eyes were so sharp, just to catch the slightest unusual look from you, but your eyes were always calm, your expression was always playful, there was nothing I wanted to see, that unwilling and panicked expression, on your face, never appeared because of me.
You clapped your hands and laughed, haha, that's great, I can finally get rid of your entanglement.
I pinched your arm hard, your skin is so good, just pinch it is a mark, I said, have I pestered you, where did I entangle you, you say, you say, you say. You pointed at me and smiled, a self-defeating look, my hand suddenly hung down weakly, and countless aggrieved little emotions surged in my heart, right, Qingsu, in fact, I have been pestering you, but I just refuse to admit it.
You ask me, how did you know that guy? I'll be honest with you, I went shopping, bought a lot of clothes, and finally wanted to buy a pair of shoes, so I went to the newly opened NIKE shoe store, and I saw a very beautiful pair of shoes, and a good-looking clerk came over and asked me if I wanted to try it, I looked up and saw his tiger teeth when he smiled, and his heart seemed to turn into a puddle of water in the hot air of May, he looked too clean, so I was so crazy that I was rightly arrogant.
Finally, I told him that we should exchange phone numbers, and you can call me when beautiful shoes arrive. He smiled shyly, as if he had seen through my intentions, but what did it matter, the important thing was that I had to get his number.
After listening to it, you said with a look of disdain on your face, it turns out that you are such a caring person, seeing one and loving the other. I smiled proudly, turned my head sideways and crawled on the table to close my eyes to recuperate, and a song by Yang Qianhua a long time ago was playing on my mobile phone, if love can be lost, then I must lose, you don't have to mind, my pay.
Extremely incommensurate with the soothing rhythm. It's my heartbeat out of order.
Bć
I think I'll always remember that day for the rest of my life, the moonlight was gentle. Twist it in the palm of your hand and shatter it into a sparkling sparkle. I stood in the sunlight of the hallway, behind me my drunken father yelling hoarsely, "Fuck off, like your unconscionable mother, ungrateful."
I stubbornly raised my head and walked slowly downstairs seemingly leisurely. In fact, the humiliation in my heart has been like a huge wave in a tsunami, engulfing the whole world.
Since the failure of his father's business investment, his mother has left with the few savings in the family. Before leaving, she cried and said to me, Xiaoduo, my mother has no choice but to do so, and my mother also has difficulties.
I looked at the beautiful woman in front of me, and gradually, a sneering smile appeared on my face. What could have caused her to abandon her husband and daughter? What was the unavoidable reason for making such a decision when she needed unity in the family the most? I turned away and said indifferently, I can understand you, but I can't forgive you.
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