Although Lin Xiang's words were a little chaotic, Fei Feng could still hear what she meant, so he asked her to continue.

Lin Xiang said again, I have always lived alone, my world is a blank, I even often think, what is the meaning of living, because there is no purpose at all to live, there is nothing I am willing to pursue. Until I met Jiaping, I was in the same class as him, sitting in the same row, no, I was at the same table as him. At that time, he was working hard with his father to create a new life, and he told me every day that there were new stories about his family, that he was a man with dreams, and that he had a lot to do. I'm so happy to listen to it, that's hope, hope, you know, the hope of life.

Lin Xiang desperately emphasized the word to Fei Feng, Lin Xiang emphasized once, and Fei Feng nodded lightly.

Lin Xiang said again, and what I need most is hope. At that time, I found out that he was hope, he was my hope. Lin Xiang emphasized again and again, and Fei Feng also listened carefully. Fei Feng actually always knew that there was something wrong between Lin Xiang and Jia Ping, but Jia Ping never said it, but Lin Xiang disappeared early, so he couldn't understand it before. Now Lin Xiang herself said that as a friend, Fei Feng of course wants to know very much.

After Lin Xiang got Fei Feng's response, she said, I laugh with him every day and share a certain amount of trouble for him, of course, there are always more troubles, and more makes people always very anxious. Speaking of this, Lin Xiang smiled a little happily. However, I felt so happy, because even anxiety is the motivation to live, better than if I didn't ask for anything, didn't want anything, didn't have anything, and gradually found myself dependent on him. Because I can have such a person for me to give, and let my efforts be valued, I am really happy. I think everything is like this, we are like this relationship, for a lifetime, then I am very happy to live. Unfortunately, things never went so smoothly.

Lin Xiang stopped at this point, she finally became calm, looked at the pedestrians on the street casually, and then looked back at Fei Feng. Fei Feng was still quietly waiting for her to tell what happened next.

Lin Xiang continued, things are like this, it's really good, until Yu Yuanyuan appears, everything has changed. In the spring of that year, Jiaping had just celebrated his sixteenth birthday. There is one more freshman in the class, and that is Yu Yuanyuan. She came to the stage to introduce herself, she was so elegant and noble, and she was so beautiful. In front of us, it was like a swan standing in a bunch of ugly ducklings, so prominent, it felt unattainable. But Jiaping told me that he should need to take good care of this swan for the rest of his life, because of the fate of his rose.

When Lin Xiang said this, she secretly laughed, her face full of helplessness.

Fei Feng asked, the fate of roses? Why have you never heard Jiaping mention it? What is the fate?

Lin Xiang said, in fact, he told me when Jiaping and I first met. Because he got a rose that never withers, so he can have happiness again, and this rose is the most beautiful person in the world, what Jiaping needs to do is to protect this person, because if this person is hurt, then the rose will also wither, and eventually Jiaping will go to extinction again.

Fei Feng wanted to interject, but before he could do so, Lin Xiang spoke again. So I made a decision that I will regret for the rest of my life, I told Jiaping, she is so important to you, and you need to take care of her for the rest of your life, then the best way is to be with her and let her be in your arms all the time. After listening to it, Jiaping felt right, but said that he was not worthy of Yu Yuanyuan and didn't know what to do. Speaking of this, Lin Xiang smiled helplessly, and then said, I'm really stupid, I'm really stupid, I actually went to be the matchmaker of the two of them, sure enough, Jiaping is so good, and soon the two of them will be together under my matchmaking. At first, my relationship with Jiaping didn't change much, but later, Yu Yuanyuan saw that I was so good with Jiaping, so he asked Jiaping what my relationship with him was. Of course, Jiaping said that he was a good friend. But Yu Yuanyuan didn't believe it, she said that there has never been a pure relationship between men and women in this world, and if Jiaping wants to be with her, she must sort out the relationship with me. So Jiaping struggled for a long time before telling me about it. When I first heard it, I agreed happily, and said to him, "Since she is your lifelong happiness, you really need to take good care of her feelings, I just want you to be happy, since you already have another person to help you, in fact, it doesn't matter whether I exist or not." In the next three years, Yu Yuanyuan was extremely wary of me, even if Jiaping and I casually said a pleasant greeting, she had to listen clearly word by word. I gradually realized that I had completely lost him. It was as if I had been living in a warm world for three years and suddenly being left on a desert island, and I had once again lost hope in life. I thought I could find another hope, but unfortunately I was wrong, and suddenly I came out of someone else's world, and I couldn't live anymore. After three years of living like this, in pain, struggle, and the vigilance of others, I really couldn't stand it anymore. So I chose to leave, I didn't inform you, and I didn't even say anything about Shaoyang. But I know that although Shaoyang is pure, he knows about me and Jiaping, and he knows why I chose this way.

After listening to this, Fei Feng said, do you believe in fate?

Lin Xiang smiled faintly and replied, it is useless whether I believe it or not, Jiapingxin is the most important, of course, he should also believe it, because the rose that is not a handicraft has never withered in the six years that I have been with Jiaping. I've seen it and it's always in full bloom and exudes a charming scent.

Fei Feng asked again, even if this was true, how could Jiaping be sure that Yu Yuanyuan was the person he was looking for.

Lin Xiang touched her short hair, and then touched the bridge of her nose that was not very straight, and then smiled to herself, and said, It's definitely not me.

Fei Feng saw that Lin Xiang was helpless to say this, and only said, since you are all back, don't you want to meet everyone and get together.

Lin Xiang looked out the window, the originally clear sky was drizzling again, she said, no need, I just want to sneak a look at their wedding scene, take a look at me and leave, leave and never come back, no one will see me again.

Fei Feng said, why bother, even if there is no him, there are still us, why are you so ruthless.

Lin Xiang then asked, "Who of you can give me hope to live?" Who can live with me for the rest of my life?