Chapter 783: Fake
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I've only met him once, and most of the time I've learned a little bit of information from you. So seriously, my impression of him is really just a glimpse, no matter how profound, but at that time, just for a moment, you are different.
Maybe your understanding of him, well, because of the time you have been together, will become very subjective, but it is undeniable that you have experienced a lot of objective things, and those things that have happened in the past cannot be denied.
You can't just overturn everything you've been through with him because the truth of your life suddenly came out, right?"
Because his voice was very low, Yan Shunhua couldn't help but slow down his speech.
"Why not? Didn't you say that if you look at the problem from a different angle, if you look at it from a new perspective, everything I've been through can be explained very well, isn't it?
All the people close to me are dead, all the people who hinder me from becoming the master of the Dingguo Mansion are dead, and the only one who didn't die spent most of his life like a wasted person.
You see, what a perfect reason, I can't find a single crack that can be denied. ”
Although Shen Jingyuan's emotions suddenly became very excited, his voice was still low.
"Hey, don't think that, okay? You're guilty of it. When you find a person guilty, you look for evidence from all sides to prove that he really committed that wrong, even if he did not commit such a sinful act.
If you really believe it, then you will never go back to the past, and you will treat him as an enemy, not a relative who has existed for a long time. ”
Her words drew a sneer from him.
"Relatives, haha, I finally understand now why he has to let you go to the palace. Because he knows that your character is so simple and easy to deceive, as long as he convinces you, then he can persuade me through you.
A man who made my mother bear the sin, a man who made my father unable to raise his son as a son, a man who might have killed my mother, my eldest brother and my grandfather, do you really think that he is my relative?"
Yan Shunhua was silent.
He must have been in a lot of pain in his heart, which is why he didn't contact her for so long. He must be very tormented in his heart, because he didn't know how to tell her at all, he didn't know how to face it himself, and naturally there was no way to make it clear to her.
In many cases, the pain that can be said cannot be considered pain at all. Those deep-seated torments in the heart can never be easily spoken. Even if you say it, others may not be able to understand it, and you think that you can understand it, because you have not experienced it yourself, so in fact, there is no way to empathize with it.
A person's life is destined to be lonely forever.
It's like he'll understand her homesickness, but because he hasn't lived in her plane, he'll never know what kind of home she misses.
In fact, the two of them are really honest enough, but so what? There are moments when they would rather keep their distance from each other, or would they rather hide alone, endure the greatest torment alone, and face the mockery of fate alone.
She hugged him and said suddenly, "I will never be able to see my father in my life, but your father is still there, even if the nominal father is not so close, but you will still have very intimate moments when you get along, there will be sincerity, you can still call your father openly, and he can still hear you call him father at any time."
As for your biological father, you may not be able to shout out in your life, and you will treat him like an enemy, but none of us knows how long he has been watching you in secret. Has he been silently happy about your birth, has he been silently worried about your growth, has he made painstaking arrangements for your future?
You can reject him, you can not accept him, you can even hate him, but there is no way to change the fact that you have the most wonderful blood relationship in the world between you and him, just like other ordinary fathers and sons.
You don't look alike, but your verve is really similar, like that, as long as he doesn't hide it, I'm afraid your connection will be known to everyone.
You once said he never smiled in front of people, right? You were a very lively person who loved to laugh when you were a kid.
In fact, he can hide the truth forever, because by doing so, he will never have to worry that you hate him, that you hate him. According to the way you used to get along, you will be faithful to him for the rest of your life, and you will not hesitate to give your life for him.
But he made it clear, knowing that stabbing the window paper to death would not be good for him, judging from your reaction now, it has also verified that it is a thing that does more harm than good, why does he bother to be thankless?
Could it be that his head was suddenly caught in the door panel, so his IQ went offline? If he doesn't know the truth, you will resent him, and you will suspect that he has a murderous motive hidden in his heart, and the worst thing is rejection?
He is the Son of Heaven, the Son of Heaven who can sit on the dragon chair by his own strength. It stands to reason that such a person knows best how to figure out people's hearts and play with power.
From his point of view, as an emperor, it is actually very unwise, after all, what he did in the past was not glorious, and it was self-denial.
But if you stand in the shoes of a father, or it is not completely incomprehensible.
He personally admitted that he was jealous of his father, because even if your relationship was bad, but all along, whether you were happy, wronged or resentful, the father in your mind would always be only for one person.
You have communication, even if you ignore each other, you still have a lot of thoughts in your heart.
Oh, I don't know what to do with him, it's best for you.
Shen Jingyuan, I just want to tell you that no matter what, I love you. You can run away if you want, but the next time you hide in the cave and hide, please let me know, or run away with me. ”
Shen Jingyuan hugged her back, not wanting to speak, but still opened his mouth.
"Sorry to worry you. I just, hate myself for not being the real Shen family. My surname is Shen. I obviously know who my ancestors are in the eighteenth generation, what glorious deeds and hardships they have, I obviously have a father and a mother like everyone else, and I was born and raised in the Shen family, but in the end, all this is fake.
I am not me, and the Shen family is not my home to me. ”
What should he do with such a plausible situation? )