readx;? There were too many things that Shen Jingyuan couldn't understand, and because of the sudden doubts, everything she had believed in was shattered, so by instinct, he hid at that time. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

It's something that the arrangement feels should be ashamed of.

In the past, although he was not liked by his father, at the very least, he was convinced that his birth was above board.

He had never doubted himself for a moment in his life, it turned out that his existence was a shame for the Shen family, a disaster, and an existence that should not exist at all.

Even his birth is not dignified, what qualifications does he have to claim to be a member of the Shen family?

He knew that he shouldn't think so, he was born in the Shen family, he also grew up in the Shen family, and he had been carefully cared for by Shen Shaoqi for so many years, and he had been carefully cultivated for so many years, since the old man recognized him, then he was a descendant of the Shen family.

No matter where his bloodline comes from, he can only be a member of the Shen family, he will only be Shen Jingyuan, and he will only recognize Shen Yueyuan as his father.

Thinking of that poor man, maybe he was not without talent, maybe he didn't have no ability at all, but he let himself be immersed in the wind and snow to spend his years in the snow, Shen Jingyuan felt extremely cold.

What Yan Shunhua said is actually not wrong.

How much he admired the Son of Heaven in the past, so how much he spit on each other now, how close he was to the Son of Heaven in the past, and how much he disliked his former self now, wishing that those times together would disappear, and everything would never exist.

He knew that from his point of view, it was true that the Son of Heaven now wanted father and son to recognize each other, which was human nature.

Before this, shouldn't the other party first go to his mother's grave to atone for his sins, and go to the ancestors of the Shen family to kneel down and beg for mercy in front of the ancestors of the Shen family, is this what should be done?

How could there be such a brazen person? After making such a serious mistake, he could shamelessly ask him to recognize him?

A person who was sitting on the dragon chair and should have scolded Fang Xuan for pointing out the country, but it turned out that he had such a dirty past.

And he, Shen Jingyuan, is unfortunate to become a stain left over from the other party's dirty past that can never be washed away.

Thinking of this, he felt disgusting and wanted to vomit, but the other party was not ashamed of it, but cheekily told him the truth, and sincerely hoped that he could recognize him.

He felt like he was dirty all over his body, full of filth inside and out. During this time, he had always felt that his whole body was emitting a foul smell, lingering, even if it was the same nightmare, he couldn't get rid of it, and he couldn't escape it.

Even at a certain moment, he was not sure if he had thoughts of suicide.

It's better to forget it like this, and just follow my grandfather to the endless hell, to see his mother, to see his brother.

Shen Jingyuan hugged Yan Shunhua tighter and tighter, feeling that his whole body began to tremble, as if he had returned to the day his grandfather died.

Life is really gloomy, full of desperate situations, and people have no way out.

"Hey, it's going to pass, everything will be fine, I'll always be by your side. As long as you're willing to let me follow, I'll never leave. ”

"The ends of the earth will follow me?"

"Well, of course. ”

"Even if it's to stay away from your parents, your brother and sister, and your favorite brother, is that okay?"

"Of course, it matters, they will never be ready for it, but for me, since I have already decided, I have to go on. You're living too far away, but I think they'll get used to it. ”

"If you don't have a name and no points, are you willing to run away with me?"

"Am I not the wife you believe in your heart? Besides, I can't say that I have no name and no division? I am destined to be tied to your name in this life, Shen Jingyuan, why is your consciousness so low?

In the future, everyone else will call me Mrs. Shen. No matter where I go, I am also your wife, your surname is Shen, then I am the daughter-in-law of the Shen family. ”

Yan Shunhua suddenly felt that his neck was wet, but he suddenly burst into tears and cried silently.

"You must have endured it for a long time, right? It's okay, you can vent as much as you want, I will always be with you.

I will follow you wherever you go, even if you dislike me, even if you get tired of driving me away one day, I will haunt you with a dead face, until you like me again and fall in love with me.

Shen Jingyuan, don't think that you are handsome, you have a little ability, and your brain is not bad, you can do whatever you want, don't think about getting rid of me in this life.

Even if you fall in love with other women, you can only look at them with drooling and dry. I'll chop off your claws if you try to get a chance at them, and I'll cut off both of your legs if you want to sneak up on them without me knowing.

If you are brave enough to come home with a non-trivial woman, I will make your family restless, and live forever in the shadow of chickens and dogs, not to mention the wind and snow and the moon to have fun, and even the normal sleep and diet of these cares, you will not get it.

My grandfather once said that if you wait, one day you will wait for that glimmer of light, right?

You say that I am your light, with me, there is the whole world, you will no longer be afraid, you will always be upright, your heart is open, and you are happy.

But I think you may have overlooked the fact that where there is light, there must be darkness. I'm not a perfect person, and I have a lot of flaws that I need to put up with.

If you can't accept everything about me, my good and bad, my beauty and ugliness, my goodness and my sin, I'm afraid my coming will be more than just light for you.

I may also add to your burden, bring you pain, and bring you unexpected experiences of life that is worse than death. ”

Just like the Son of Heaven who is high up, can give him power, give him glory, give him trust, give him a vast world and let him fly, then because of the selfishness of the Son of Heaven, it is possible to retract trust, power, shame, and even more likely to break his wings, so that he will live in a dark hell from now on, and suffer.

People are contradictions, not only themselves, but also the people around them.

Sometimes I want to live, sometimes I want to die, sometimes I want to be positive, sometimes I want to be depraved, sometimes I am sunny, sometimes I am dark, sometimes I am pure, sometimes I am complicated.

Either way, this is human nature, this is the life that people want to live. Those ups and downs, those ups and downs, will be the way they have to go. (To be continued.) )