Empty heart, stupid and depressed, unwilling to face up to the complete failure. In the end, it was still him who was anxious for quick success and quick profit, and he was dissatisfied, but he did this, but he was just pulling seedlings to grow, and in the end, he could only get nothing. And the reality is like this, it is his insatiable greed and his self-righteousness that will cause such bitter fruits. Why does he think that he can get every heart, can possess it, and has a high profile, so that others dare not approach, and is too arrogant, how can he control people's hearts?

Yes, why is he so self-righteous? Why does he have to be wishful thinking? What can he do if he has seized the body? Kill those who can't be kept? That's just the mentality of the weak. In the end, people go to the empty building, can't keep anything, get nothing, blindly arrogant, blindly believe that they don't have to bear people, and others must not bear him.

Xia Yanfeng is smart, because he sees too well, so he calculates too well every time, and sometimes he can't help but be too serious. But he still doesn't know how to do business in the end, and he doesn't have such a strong ability to control people at present, and only by suspicion can he think he has seen through everything. In the final analysis, he just said to himself that he felt that he was strong, but in fact, the more he thought about it, the more "weak he couldn't help it".

The last powerlessness interprets desolation. Why does he always use his own dogma to bind others? He wants to be free, but he does not want to compare his heart with his heart, and others also want to be "free"; although his ideals are sacred, should others be humble? If he can be strong, others must listen to him? Why should others not be able to resist when he says the truth? Why should he be judged by "fairness"? Why should others be left to his way of thinking to consider problems? And on what basis can only he have privileges in certain aspects?

His previous thoughts could not bring him "true love", and in the end, he also determined his choice. But so what? Here, he has lost all the world, and what else can he have left? Maybe that is the patent of the strong, and maybe the strong should enjoy privileges as a matter of course, but what he gets by himself is what he deserves? What is he "thinking" about what?

No one should unconditionally accommodate anyone, maybe he Xia Yanfeng can not be a "weak" to accept the destruction of fate with his strength. Why is that? Because he has the strength.

However, the so-called "strength" is completely useless for love, and fighting and falling in love are two different things. To compete for the world, it depends on strength, but in love, the kind used to "hurt each other" can only be used to protect the person you love, not really used to take it by force. With the strong, you may not be happy, love needs two people to give each other happiness, mutual intimacy and care, rather than blindly believing that "you are mine, I want to conquer you". Such a strong melon, saying that she is sweet, is also self-deception.

The bond between the heart and the heart, even if it does not have to be earth-shattering, but the subtlety and obscurity of mutual attraction, once it is forcibly broken, the ending will inevitably be unhappy. He could kill those who betrayed him, but then his originally lonely heart would only be more lonely. What he needs most is the cohesion of people's hearts, not relying on force to make others worship him. If you want perfect love and conquer this world, you can't lose your "heart", without people's hearts, he is doomed to achieve nothing.

There is no perfect thing in the world, and there is no perfect person, it is Xia Yanfeng's own "spiritual cleanliness" that imperceptibly makes him unable to remain true forever, and even if he is sincere, he cannot tolerate betrayal or even flaws. No one should be unconditionally good to anyone, do anything for whom, the reality is like this, there is no profit and no purpose, he is not a saint, why should he ask others to become "Holy Mother"?

Gods are all for worship, worship and worship, not for those who can be approached, and those who look at it from a distance are hazy and elegant, and those who play with it are vulgar. Rather than live a life, it is destined to only be "people". When Xia Yanfeng had an epiphany, he suddenly felt the vastness of the world.

It's too late to say anything. What if you resent yourself for being incompetent? The wood is already in the boat, no one is kept, and only one is left alone. He loses, but he doesn't admit it's a failure. If he continues to be stubborn, he can only be alone. What cannot be retained is like a flower in the wind, a river or a stream, and what falls in the wind cannot be grasped, and what flows with the waves cannot be held. Quicksand, can't hold it, but regret it; chicken ribs, eat without meat, discard but taste.

When he woke up from his dream, the chaos dispersed with the figures, and he was shattered at the touch of a button, and Xia Yanfeng knew that he woke up from his dream. As if he really had a nightmare, Xia Yanfeng's heart was like having experienced a storm, and after an unforgettable tear, it was even more like frost, empty, as if it was extremely empty. Beating up and down with anxiety in his heart, Xia Yanfeng even hesitated to touch his heart to confirm whether he was still alive.

Alive, existing, cold sweat all over the body, is that a terrifying dream? The reality of the dream is shocking and cold. Overnight, flying flower dreams, falling flowers hurt parting, starting from the bedside, subconsciously picked up the bedside mobile phone to see, it is still displayed according to the time calculated by the human realm, nine o'clock in the morning, Xia Yanfeng tried many times, although the time difference between the heavenly continent and the human world is in an upside-down position, but this feeling is just the same as another name on the earth, there is nothing strange.

The warm sun outside the window, the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers, touching the heartstrings in the dream of the purpose. How could he not care, how could he not sigh? One whisper, one soft, one piercing. As if he hadn't woken up from a dream, his soul gradually withered along with them, which undoubtedly proved his ignorance of the past.

"Luckily...... It's just a dream......" Xia Yanfeng sighed for a long time, he seemed to have experienced the horror of the dream in the dream of the "Prison Soul" again, the pain of the skin, unbearable words, only with the heart to experience, can feel this cold pain. Although this time it is only a "light taste" "prison soul" mode, and it is not completely abused, but for Xia Yanfeng, such a situation is very likely to become the reality of his "slap in the face". But at least, it was just a dream, and the reality wasn't bad enough to betray their relatives.

He still has a chance...... Does he still have a chance? Does this dream really make him realize and make the right choice?

Glad that this was a dream, but how could reality give him a chance to be confused? Looking back at the beginning, Xia Yanfeng really felt that he was extremely ridiculous. Although feelings are not necessarily more important than life, where is there such a simple thing as "doing business"? Even if he thinks he is doing everything right, it is just "self-righteousness...... There is no chance of regret, but he can grasp the opportunity of reality.

The heart can't be calmed, and the trivialities in the heart can't be let go for a long time. Those questions may not be a problem, Xia Yanfeng needs to make the most correct decision, and he has indeed made a decision before the end of the dream, so that he no longer dares to "deceive himself". He had never been so afraid of "dreams", and he also remembered the lonely nightmares of the past. He is afraid that in reality, whether it is family, love or friendship, the important people around him will be one by one

I have deceived myself countless times, and I am determined to make myself strong, get rid of senseless emotions, and convince myself to be cold-blooded. Pretending to be a "good man" in front of Guo Xing, speaking fast in front of Lu Yusen, and playing a "good man" in front of Lilu, facing Mengyu is a "hot-blooded boy", and in the face of the weak person is a cold attitude, and he behaves quite "kingly" to his subordinates. But he knows that these are not his real self, he is not flesh and bloodless, he is not so compassionate, and he is not a murderous devil. He is "human", he is not "perfect......

The so-called Yiren, ...... on the water side" soothed their breath, temporarily closed their eyes, muttered to themselves, and Xia Yanfeng's sight seemed to reproduce their faces. What Xia Yanfeng loves is just the appearance of them smiling, and that smile can heal the wounds of her soul. As he spoke, his heart was soaked, a smile floated up, and his heart suddenly opened.

If the reality is as cruel as in the dream, let those people disappear into his world one by one, I am afraid he will really "go crazy". Although this is ridiculous, Xia Yanfeng has only hidden them in his heart so far, and he doesn't think about them for the time being, which doesn't mean that he can really forget them. You know, the more you force yourself to forget, the more you remind him to remember. He is afraid of himself, he really can't keep anything, he can't keep people, and he can't keep his heart. But as long as you are unwilling, it is not time to give up on yourself.

In fact, thinking about the reality, Xia Yanfeng has lost half of the "Hou Ah Palace", and some things are doomed to be cruel. Zhen Wei Zhen Wei, childhood sweetheart, but the strings are broken; Narcissus Narcissus, who was abducted, is now his sister-in-law; Sehui Sehui was forcibly captured by the Demon King under his nose; Mengyu Mengyu, the female boss who has worked with him for many years, was fooled by Gu Xingchen's words. Xia Yanfeng thought about it carefully, he was so angry, he couldn't get more angry, he was angry, and he couldn't "destroy the world"!

But what is the point of being angry like this in the end? What did he do wrong? What did he do wrong......

"I, there's nothing wrong ......" Xia Yanfeng shook his head vigorously, but he was so "stubborn" in his mouth, but he was far from thinking so in his heart.

No...... It's not that others have robbed him of his things, it's that he has never fought for it, and he has never cherished or guarded it. It was he who gave everything away. What is the destiny of heaven? If you don't grasp it, the difference of a single thought, the "destiny" or something is just an empty dream. He didn't do anything wrong, because he didn't do anything!

What is the point of having to pretend to be cold, pretend to be strong, and maintain a smile and demeanor even though my heart is bleeding? What is lost has already been lost, and it is also meaningless to be nostalgic for the past. Whether it is love or hate, Xia Yanfeng needs to face it squarely, instead of blindly coming hard, to escape, to ignore.

It is a fact that you have no courage or not, and beautiful words such as "I don't want to make useless attempts" will be self-defeating as the strength increases. may be in combat power, Xia Yanfeng is really different from what it used to be, but that glass-like heart has never really become tough. But if we don't experience defeat, how can we know that victory is precious? If we don't have scars, how can we know that it's not easy to get?

"Flowers can be broken straight and must be broken, don't wait for no flowers to break ......the branches," Xia Yanfeng chuckled, with a relieved face. The sadness is gone, the smile is suddenly bright, and the expression is much more "normal" than last night, maybe this is the expression that a "person" should have, right?

Xia Yanfeng has already "realized it", and this dream has completely saved him from the abyss of self-righteousness. Floating life is like a dream, happy for a while, sad for a while, although the flowers on the other side are beautiful, but they can't hold it firmly in the palm of their hands, why should he be nostalgic? A dignity, a humiliation, who can see it? With whoever is reckless, it is more difficult to get along with himself. The future is long, cherish the present, better than anything else.

Smiling, the "lucky coin" in his hand that seemed to still have an electric current reaction and a slight breath seemed to tell him the answer he wanted. And Xia Yanfeng tossed the coin into the sky without hesitation, and the blue current flashed and fell sharply in the air. And when he regained his grip on the coin, all the worries in his heart were gone!

Lilou...... I love you......" finally became a confession, tender as water, the answer given by Xia Yanfeng was heard clearly by the ears of the wall. Tears flowed down someone's cold face like a waterfall......

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