Chapter 781: Accompanying Jun Falling into a Dream and Parting
Shangguan Lianhua watched the whole process of Xia Yanfeng's drastic change in expression, and couldn't hear what Xia Yanfeng was talking to herself, but she could be sure that this was not a serious matter, because Xia Yanfeng could be "blackened" to an unprecedented horror. She should have looked down further, but at this moment, she was also deeply afraid of the negative energy aura emanating from Xia Yanfeng's body.
"Do you want to tell Sister Lilu first?, but, in the face of Sister Lilu, what should I say more appropriately?" Shangguan Lianhua couldn't help but get entangled, "Sister Lilu...... Sauce sauce, look at the man you love so much, how hideous he has become......"
The kitten jumped lightly and walked away, quickly blending with the blurred night, and escaped into the invisible. And Xia Yanfeng also had the idea that he couldn't be called "healthy", so he went to bed. Even if there is no one to accompany him into his dreams, even if everything is now only a fantasy, it is really not easy to convince himself of this "old stubbornness", so the "glorious achievement" that can overcome his own obsession can finally release his tight heartstrings. However, release is not the same as liberation, and perhaps this is just the beginning of the nightmare.
Sumeru, chaos, vast, such an environment is indescribably weird to Xia Yanfeng. Tossing and turning here, with an inexplicable sense of loss, Xia Yanfeng didn't know why he fell into a dream, but he didn't feel like a dream in such a dream. With his current mental strength, any dream will become more and more realistic, and that sense of experience makes him immersive. What kind of trouble is this kind of trouble in such an empty situation, a chill in the heart! This must not be an illusion, but how can we conclude that it is an illusion?
I forgot how to fall into a dream, and I didn't have to care if it was a dream or not, ethereal, like a fairyland but more like a dark area, without warning, it brought Xia Yanfeng a strange feeling. This feeling is unimaginably suffocating. Can't wake up, he can't do it...... It's a dream...... But he could no longer wake up on his own, because now he was not only more sober than usual, but also more sensitive than ever to grief.
In the ethereal Sumeru, a faint spiritual mist floated beside Xia Yanfeng, and from the void space that I don't know how long and deep, quietly appeared, beside him, in all directions, close at hand, like a ghost-like figure. Xia Yanfeng was stunned: "This ...... No way...... How can you ...... Also here ......"
Indeed, Zhen Wei, Narcissus, Black Hui, Dream Fish, Lilu, Hainaer, those figures appear like ghosts, but they are just impressive, and those real breaths are by no means illusory. The shock that brought Xia Yanfeng's soul was not something that could be generated by projection. His heart, not only did not stir up a trace of waves, but became even more cold.
Yes, as cold as their various expressions. These people, one by one, are lifeless like robots, with expressionless faces and dull eyes, as if they are really lifeless walking corpses. When these people gathered, they couldn't produce the slightest temperature, but instead made the atmosphere suddenly gloomy, bringing Xia Yanfeng an indescribable weird feeling.
Indeed, it's pretty weird. When these people suddenly appeared in front of him, could it be that they were really "thinking about things day and dreaming at night"? But was this really a dream? Anyway, this is no longer something that can be explained by "science."
"You ...... Don't scare me......" Xia Yanfeng snorted coldly, and he didn't know how to express his emotions.
"Feng'er ......" was the first to speak was Zhen Wei, Xia Yanfeng looked at her, her beautiful face was as cold as winter snow at this moment.
"Vier...... The tone, why is it so cold?" Xia Yanfeng was still confused.
Zhen Wei said coldly but sadly: "The past can only be buried by time." The mirror is broken, and it is difficult to reunite. You've changed, I've changed, I shouldn't have left you with the old self, the one who no longer exists......"
"Hey...... How can you answer the question?" Xia Yanfeng looked directly at Zhen Wei in surprise, that face was so "strange" in his eyes at this moment......! Will Wei'er in his heart be like this?
"Goodbye...... Forget me, do you want to forget me too?" Zhen Wei's face was blank, and her figure gradually faded into the void.
"Vier...... It's not like that!" Xia Yanfeng was in a hurry for a while, and stretched out his hand to keep it, but Zhen Wei's figure still retreated lightly, fading at the end of the space, he wanted to catch up, but he was so powerless.
"Words and ......" This time it was Takizawa Narcissus who spoke, her voice was as light as Zhen Wei, as if she was only a stone's throw away, but there was still a cloud in the middle, and that cloud was an insurmountable dimension.
Xia Yanfeng stared at her gloomily, so close, and so far away, if he was about to leave, he wanted to catch it but couldn't catch it: "Narcissus, you won't be ......"
"I don't belong to you......" Narcissus's indifferent words, but they pierced people's hearts like a knife blade.
"Narcissus!" Xia Yanfeng asked in surprise, "So who do you belong to?, is the person you like the eldest brother or the third brother?"
"Anyway...... I don't belong to you......" Narcissus disappeared little by little as he spoke, "We are not from the same world...... Give it up...... You're not my cup of tea......"
"Hey...... You ......" wanted to speak and stopped, helplessly holding on, Xia Yanfeng watched Narcissus retreat and drift away, but he couldn't do anything. Originally, the self who didn't know the height of the sky, did he really feel that he had tasted the bitterness?
Xia Yanfeng turned his head to look at Hainaer, but Hainer was also indifferent: "Lord William...... I'm not worthy of you...... I am a mermaid in the sea, and I cannot betray my people. Fish and people can't be together......"
"You...... When did I say I was going to be with you?Don't be sentimental, Nal! Stay, stay!Help me take charge of the 'Thunder City', otherwise, I'll be very embarrassed!" At this time, Xia Yanfeng still didn't forget to "tsundere".
No more sound, only coldness, when Xia Yanfeng stretched out his hand, Hainer had already faded out of his sight. He was unwilling, and looked at Hei Hui again, if those people couldn't come back, then he at least hoped to get a sense of recognition from Hei Hui's mouth.
"Speech style...... Since you have never treated me with sincerity, since you do not cherish me so much...... Why should I stay where I am and wait for someone who doesn't love me?" As usual, there was no fluctuating sound, and Hei Hui's words were filled with a faint sadness, "You didn't cherish me at all, you just used me as a pawn, you just wanted to use me, deceive my feelings, and let me be used as a bargaining chip for you to realize your ambitions...... Let's face it......"
"Which liar did you listen to!Hey, stop kidding!" Before Xia Yanfeng finished speaking, Hei Hui had already dispersed without any attachment. No matter how hard you try to remind yourself, everything is just an illusion, but the pain of tearing one after another is too real to be real. If he feels pain in his dreams, then what kind of "strong man" is he Xia Yanfeng? He is still the same as in the past, a poor worm, wriggling his fragile body on the vast earth, but he can't move forward a bit.
Xia Yanfeng looked at Mengyu with pious eyes, as if grasping at the "life-saving straw": "Sister Mengyu, why are you pretending to be 'cold'? Answer me, what kind of situation are you? I am not a 'true love' for you......"
"Since you admit it, it doesn't matter......" Everyone has the same cold attitude, the voice of the dream fish, as if sighing, this is not at all like her dream fish style, "Anyway, you have missed it, don't complain anymore." What you never fought for will not be yours for nothing. I want to be with 'Ancient Stardust' and grow old together until ...... ...... forever"
"Sister Mengyu, why are you all like you have fallen into an evil spirit, and you can't answer what you asked!" Xia Yanfeng was almost crazy, "Who are you with, what does it matter to me? Why do you teach me so plainly and for no reason? I'm still confused! Hey...... Don't go!I'll order you as 'Captain Xia Yanfeng' to make it clear to me!"
It's useless, ruthless as a knife, one person with a sad word, and then disappears one after another. Just as he has a high profile, he is as "proud" as ever, but now that he is in a lonely desperate situation, who else can he show "proudly"?
In the end, Xia Yanfeng could only stare at the only remaining Lilu, without saying a word, it was the first time that he felt that the sudden disappearance of others from his sight was such a terrifying "reality". He seemed to pin his last hope on Lilou, but there was no suspense, waiting for him was still cold words, which was almost like asking him to pay for the "bastard thinking" before going to bed.
"You've ...... Do you know too much?" Lilu's tone was filled with a heart-piercing, desperate chill, and even a killing intent wrapped in aura, "I treat you with sincerity, what do you do to me? I have pasted my body and mind upside down to you, don't you still appreciate it? Since you don't know how to pity you so much, why should I be attached to you anymore? You won't give me an answer...... I'm completely disappointed in you...... You never know who is the person who likes you the most in this world, no matter how sincere your heart is, you will be disheartened, right?"
"Lilu, in my heart, I have you!" Xia Yanfeng has never been so afraid of "losing", he must keep it, he can't afford to lose anymore, and now he is really anxious, "So...... Please don't leave me...... I'm just you......"
"And what about them?" Lilu squinted, her expression darkened, "Didn't you tell those people what you were talking about?"
"That's all in the past!" Xia Yanfeng was frightened, and changed color in a panic, "Lilu...... I beg you...... Please don't go! I'm too 'tsundere', I don't know how to cherish it! But Lilou ...... I also have a sincere heart for you!"
"Goodbye......" No matter how entangled Xia Yanfeng's heart was and how cold he was, Lilu's figure also dissipated into the void little by little with the afterglow of nothingness. When Xia Yanfeng was left alone, what Xia Yanfeng endured was not only the pain of being deprived of his love, but also the loneliness of being alone. His heart has never been so cold, it is not the coldness of the heart itself, but when the flame of passion burns to the fullest, suddenly frost falls from the sky. Since it has been scorched, the cold will make both body and mind feel uncomfortable, even hopeless.
"Lilou! Lilou...... I like you!" Xia Yanfeng shouted hysterically to the sky, and while he was mad, he confessed, "Lilu! My feelings for you are absolutely false! I like you more than anyone else in this world! Lilu!"
The only thing that responded to him was the aura that swept by the strong echo. It seems that after being deprived of everything, what is left of Xia Yanfeng? Just an empty heart! His heart has never felt so empty. A person is reckless, a person is crying, Xia Yanfeng, when will you wake up and understand the true meaning of "love"!
Xia Yanfeng, the unprecedented emptiness, the empty place, the empty heart, the spreading coldness, the despair of being abandoned by the whole world, the ghostly haze enveloped his heart. No matter how hot the heart is, a series of renegades can only completely extinguish the fire in the heart. The last "confession" comes from the soul and from the heart, Xia Yanfeng has never shouted the confession so earth-shattering, and the last word, is it also Xia Yanfeng's truest heart? Finally, Xia Yanfeng's final choice is not Zhen Wei, not Narcissus, not anyone, but the most mysterious and unpredictable...... Lilou ......