Chapter 463: Worried

readx;?“ The second sister's temperament is more of a follower, so you don't like her, and even once sarcastically mocked her for being too strong, so she went to climb the high branches. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

In fact, she originally had a favorite person, and she could get what she wanted to get a heart-to-heart person, but in the end, she whimsically thought about fighting for a good family to support you, so she vowed to find a higher family than the princess's mansion, and finally married someone in the royal family in anger.

There is also the eldest brother, in fact, what he likes most is not medical skills, but the vast sea of books, what he wants to do most is not to cure diseases and save people, but to be able to do an edit, read all kinds of books happily for a lifetime, and live a peaceful life with the fragrance of books.

But the most talented of you escaped, and although the reason is very good, it still doesn't change the fact that you became a deserter.

Since then, the eldest brother has never mentioned to his father and mother that he does not want to study medicine, so he honestly concentrates on laying the foundation, spends all the time he can use to study medicine, and finally inherits our family business step by step, begins to share with his father, and encourages him to be the pillar of our Bai family.

You think that's what he should do as the eldest son, it's his duty, but you never notice whether he really likes it. His talent in studying medicine is not as good as that of you and me, but now he is the most profound and solid imperial doctor, how much sweat has been shed in it, have you thought about it?

As for me, second brother, in fact, I have also thought about giving up medicine countless times. ”

Bai Rundong's language was not shocking, and his voice was deep, as if the thick ink of the night was blurred.

"I don't like medicine as much as you think. Speaking of which, in fact, among our three brothers, you are the one who truly loves medical skills the most, and you are also the one with the highest talent.

When I was still young, I remember that my father had privately boasted to my eldest brother and me, saying that as long as you learn to become a teacher in the future, our Bai family will definitely be able to go to the next level, at least, with your talent and skill, you can protect the Bai family for a hundred years.

Was I only three or four years old at that time? It was also from that time that I held my breath in my heart, wanting to learn medicine well, wanting to impress my father, so that he would never be proud of just mentioning you, and at the same time feel that my eldest brother and I are inferior to you. ”

Bai Runzhi is gifted, and from the beginning of his departure, he imagined that his family was about to face the mess he left them. But he thought that since he had solved Wu Yuesheng, the client, and made it impossible for everyone to catch him, the biggest problem had been solved.

In fact, even if the people in the princess's mansion wanted to trouble the Bai family, it was because there was no evidence, and the Bai family was a well-deserved head of the doctor, and what Wu Yuesheng did to Bai Runzhi was so filthy that they couldn't see the light at all, so they didn't dare to really kill them.

However, there were naturally small troubles, and they even lasted for a long time, but in the end, after the Son of Heaven couldn't look at it and reprimanded him, these follow-up troubles disappeared without a trace.

He thought that was the end of it. Therefore, it took him longer and longer before he remembered to go home, and even in the end, he did not return to the capital at all, and even the letters gradually decreased.

It's just that he still caused a lot of trouble to his family after all.

Thinking of the eldest sister who doted on him the most among his siblings, now that he has no heirs and a husband who is separated from morality, I am afraid that he will have no one to rely on, all of this is for his own sake, Bai Runzhi couldn't help but feel sour in his heart.

As for the second sister and the eldest brother, although he also felt bitter, he didn't really feel sorry for them.

And his younger brother's own explanation, he was even more unmoved.

"Whatever the reason you swore to study medicine in the first place, you've reached heights that many people can't achieve in their lifetimes. You have a family, talent, perseverance, and opportunities, but even today, can you say that you still don't like medicine?

The original intention may not be true, but now everything is not illusory. You are addicted to this way, and you are even happy to save people, and you are always compassionate. You're more religious than I am. What I can insist on is the real love and love, and in this regard, I am not as good as you. ”

Bai Runzhi waved his hand, signaling his younger brother not to say any more, and his expression could not hide his tiredness.

"Yuansheng, since the second brother found out that Brother Jin is his son, his heart has fluctuated, and he has thought about more things than he has ever imagined, and the regrets, worries and even fears I have had because of this are much more than you can imagine. So you don't need to mention your previous thoughts, even if I know that your starting point is for my good, for the good of Brother Jin and his mother, but I don't accept it.

Do you hear me clearly? I don't accept it.

He is my son, then I am destined to be his father, and I have a fatherly responsibility to him, and this responsibility does not mean that you think that I am incompetent and in fact I am really incompetent, so you can ignore or even artificially erase it.

For Brother Jin, maybe without my father, it would really be much better for him and his mother, but that kind of regret will never be forgotten by him for the rest of his life, and it is likely to directly affect the next generation.

Even if I can't do it, I'm going to try to do it. This is my responsibility, and it is also the right of Brother Jin as my son. You are not qualified to make decisions for us without the consent of our father and son.

Far away, this is my fate and that of him. Do you understand? Maybe God played a joke on me and made me deviate from the right path to play the world, just so that I could meet his mother and let this little guy Jin Ge'er come to this world. ”

This idea inexplicably came to Bai Runzhi's mind, and he naturally blurted it out, and as soon as the words fell, he couldn't help but be stunned at first.

The Buddha said that if there is a cause, there is an effect. If all the hardships he suffered in the past were for him to have a son like Huo Hongjin, then those humiliations were really not worth mentioning, and they should have disappeared long ago.

Bai Runzhi fell into a daze.

Even if he has already learned to laugh at the past, and walks ahead indifferently, he no longer cares about everything that happens around him, whether it is joy or sorrow or dislike or sadness, he experiences and experiences it calmly and without scruples, and does not think about how he will die, if he dies quietly or tragically, how sad and sad the Bai family will be, but it turns out that he is still afraid. (To be continued.) )